Speed of Life (1999) - full transcript

A son is stuck with caring for his Alzheimer victim father, a former professor who can now barely communicate. Depressed and struggling to make ends meet, an old buddy tries to get him to become a pusher. He gets further drawn in by a wild girl for whom he does procure drugs and gets involved in a wild sexual relationship. All of these factors weigh on the man until the inevitable conclusion is reached.

When I was a kid,

I went to the most beautiful
place on earth.

Hey, get back here! Hey!

My parents were both there,

and they were very much in love,

and they gave me that love
to remember.

Love doesn'’t just fade away.

If things fall apart,
you keep going.

You Don'’t stop,
and you Don'’t give up,

'’cause if you give up,
you'’ve lost.

Dad, you ever hear that song,



"they saved Hitler'’s cock"?

No.

No? You want to hear it?

- Yeah.
- Yeah?

All right, it goes like this.

You ready?

♪ They saved Hitler'’s cock ♪

♪ da-na-na-na-na

♪ they hid it under a rock

♪ I discovered it last night

♪ I couldn'’t even believe
my eyes ♪

♪ and Hitler'’s cock,
it started to talk ♪

♪ it would say to kill today

♪ if Hitler'’s cock
could choose a mate ♪



♪ it would choose Sharon Tate

you know who Sharon Tate is,
dad?

- No.
- No?

Sharon Tate'’s the girl
that manson killed.

What do you think about that?

Huh?

I am indifferent.

Yeah?

I think I could go either way.

Me too.

Me too.

And, dad, you remember
that old bike

we used to cruise around on?

Huh?

Yes.

Yeah?

I still got that bike.

I will repair it for you.

Oh, you will, huh?

You'’re gonna repair it for me?

- Mm-hmm.
- That'’s good.

That would be great.
I'’d like that.

Hey, pop,
I got to turn you around

and wash this crap
off your back.

Hmm?

Come on, turn around.

No, no, no, no, no.

Come on, you'’re all right.

No.

- You'’re all right, dad.
- No.

Pop, that'’s the hot water.

Pop, you'’re gonna burn.

Oh, no.

Pop, pop, get your hand up.

Let go! No...

I got you.

So bad. No, no, no, no.

No, no, that was so bad.

You'’re all right.

You'’re all right, pop.

You'’re all right.

Pop, you'’re all right.

Pop, you'’re all right.

So cold.

You'’re cold.

Was bad.

You'’re all right.

Come here.

You'’re all right.

You'’re all right.
You'’re all right.

Cold.

Pop, are you cold?

Are you cold?

Don'’t worry.

Don'’t worry, pop, all right?

- Okay.
- You okay?

Okay.

You'’re all right.

Okay.

I'’m coming...
I'’ll be right back, okay?

Okay, okay.

I'’ll be right back.
You'’re all right.

- Okay.
- You'’re all right.

I got the hot ones,
'’cause Paul o'stina

says that the mild ones
have more flavor,

but I said,
"hot is what we eat."

Did you wash that pan?

Don'’t ever wash this pan.

There are nuances to the flavor

that come from the pan.

Oh.

Don'’t waste a plate.

Just put on the bread.

Hmm?

It tastes like blintzes, pop.

Just eat it.

Pop.

Hot, hot, hmm?

Pop.

Pop.

Pop, are you asleep?

Pop, are you asleep?

Yes.

Oh.

So what'’s the difference

between a normal
and an abnormal psyche?

Mr. Toadman?

Anybody?

A normal psyche contains
the average values

of the society
in which it exists,

and an abnormal psyche
is a variance

from the societal norm.

Thank you, Mr. Stein.

Next Tuesday, we'’re gonna look
at why it'’s important

for all of you
to have normal psyches.

You know, I spend
a lot of time...

A lot of my time working on
the syllabus for this class.

I could have been fishing
or spending time with my family,

but I already know
what an abnormal psyche is.

Hey, hey, hey, hey...

Hold on, sweetie.

Thank you.

Do you want a dip?

No, thank you.

I can give you a nice blow job.

I Don'’t have any money.

Fuck you, then.

Come on, baby, get some. Huh?

I'’m sorry.

Yeah.

And give me back
my motherfucking lighter.

De napoli motorcycles.

Hey, Mr. De napoli,
how you doing?

I finished the bike.

Yay.
You'’re gonna make us rich, kid.

I'’ll get someone over there

early in the morning,
say, 10:00.

Yeah, you can come pick it up
whenever you want,

and, you know, I'’m anxious
to get some money together.

So if you have anything else,
just let me know.

Yo, Satan, it'’s your boy.

What'’s up, b?

What'’s going on, baby?

Yeah, where are you off to?

I am slumming.

Yeah?

Oh, that'’s right,
man, but it'’s Friday night,

your night off.

Yeah.

Hey, why are you doing
niggers'’ work

for de napoli, man?

'’cause he pays me.

Oh, right. Come on, work for me.

I'’ll pay you twice
what he does.

Oh, yeah? Well, you know what?

I Don'’t want to get busted.

Oh, that'’s right.

You'’re Mr. Clean now, right?

Remember when we got...

Remember when we got busted
for inhaling ether?

Yeah, I do.

It was the most raw drug
on earth.

Why did we even do that shit?
It was, like...

'’cause we were kids.
That'’s why we did it.

We were kids.

Well, we'’re adults now.

You know, you want
to hang out or...

Yeah, I do.

I got to do something.

Then I'’m gonna come back.

- All right.
- All right?

Cool.

Hey, when you come back,
can you bring me a sandwich?

Get the fuck out of here.

Take it easy, man.

Take care.

Hey, excuse me?

Excuse me? Uh, excuse me?

Can you tell me how to
get back on... to the p.Q.E.?

Yeah, there'’s metropolitan.

Make a right,
go down metropolitan

till you hit the water.

Make a left, go about a mile,

and you'’ll see signs for it.

Okay.

I take metropolitan
down to the water.

I make a left,
and then I'’ll see signs for it.

Yeah, that'’s right.

Do you know where I can get
any drugs?

What do you want?

H.

Yeah, all right, let'’s go.

You'’re not a cop, right?

No, no.

So what do you want?

You want a needle?

Um, no.

Like, $100 worth.

$100 worth?

No, well, it'’s not, like,
for right now.

I'’m not gonna do it all
tonight.

It'’s just, like, for a while.

I mean, you know, it'’s just
for my... it'’s for my stash.

Oh.

Why Don'’t you pull over
right here?

Right here.

Okay.

All right, you give me $100,

and I can get you ten bags...
And a 10 for the hookup.

You just want $10?

No, 10 is for the guy
that gets it for me.

I'’m just gonna do this
'’cause I'm stupid, I guess.

Oh, that'’s so great.

Well, no, I mean...

you want to... you want
to give me the money?

Oh, yes.

Oh, I thought that...

I thought that you were a cop.

A cop would have charged you
more.

Here you go.

Five Don p, five m16.

Do you want to do some of this?

No. No.

Thanks, though.

This stuff is kind of chunky.

It'’s not really breaking up
that well.

Do you want something
to press down on it with?

No.

This is gonna be okay.

My favorite part
is scoring it...

And fixing it up...

Plus the people.

So why Don'’t you just buy it
and then throw it out?

Well, really, my favorite,
favorite part

is falling asleep.

I love sleeping.

Well, good night.

Where'’s the restroom?

Go out the door and make a left,

go through the workroom.

Don'’t be frightened
by the old guy.

Somebody else lives here?

My dad.

Your dad?

It'’s cool.

He just lays in bed.

You should just go.

Okay.

Let'’s switch shirts.

I'’m not really able
to have sex right now.

That'’s okay.

I just want to make out
a little.

Pop?

Girl here to visit you.

Hello.

Hello...

I'’m gonna let myself out.

Let me just call the elevator
for you.

Jesus.

Whoa.

This is really comforting.

This is really comforting?

Shut up.

So what does your dad do?

You just saw him doing it.

He used to be a professor,
taught engineering,

and ran a business from here.

Where'’s your mom?

She'’s dead.

Listen, I Don'’t even know
your name.

No, you Don'’t.

Sorry, Stein.

Bye.

She'’s weird,
but she'’s cute, very cute.

Do you realize that
she'’s the only eligible girl

that I'’ve hung out with
in, like, a year?

You know that?

I'’m gonna get your pills
together so you can move around

and talk more easy
and plus the stuff that

stops seizures, a vitamin,
some sustacal

and some orange juice.

Okay, all right.

All right?

Then we got to go out.

Okay, okay, okay, okay.

Okay.

Messing with me?

Huh?

Messing with me, huh, huh?

Ready, ready?

Yes.

I'’ma check the mail, all right?

Yes.

Do you want to open the door?

Yes, that would be good.

Open the door.

Okay.

Social security check
for Mr. Frederick Stein.

Good.

Yeah, $664 good.

Veterans'’ administration,
request from our social worker.

Ah, crap.

Yeah, crap.

Ah, "attention, TV viewer."

Must be mine.

It'’s not for you.

No.

I mean, how often
do I meet women?

Not very often at all,
and they'’re always crazy.

You know what I mean?

You know, all this
mechanical stuff we do

really helps a lot for school.

Doesn'’t really help
with psychology much,

but helps a lot in engineering.

Ha!

Ha-ha!

You can run,
but you can'’t hide.

I am the master,
and you are the machine.

You just made 50 bucks.

Pop? Pop?

Pop?

Pop?

Pop, you'’re having a seizure.

Pop, you'’re having a seizure.

I'’m gonna put you on your side.

Pop, pop, pop, pop,
pop, come here.

I'’m gonna put you on your side.

Pop?

Drew, I'’m so sorry it took me
so long to drive in.

Have they told you anything yet?

No, I'’ve just been
sitting here.

Haven'’t seen you in so long.

I probably
shouldn'’t have called,

but I didn'’t know
who else I could call.

Oh, of course
you should have called.

You look exhausted.

You sound like an aunt.

I am an aunt.

You do look tired.

Somebody here for Mr. Stein?

Yes.

Come with me, please.

He'’s going to have to stay here

for at least the next few days,

and it may make sense for us
to have him here

on a more permanent basis.

That would also be better
for you, drew.

Are there any tests you can do

to see what'’s causing
the seizures?

Well, he'’s already been
through quite a few tests.

He has some symptoms
of Alzheimer'’s,

and he has some symptoms

that are not related
to Alzheimer'’s.

It'’s very complex.

Is he awake?

He'’s still unconscious,

but I can let you go in
for a few minutes.

Please.

Drew, he looks so old,
but he'’s not an old man.

He just looks tired.

Has he been getting worse?

Yeah.

He'’s going to have to stay here

for at least the next few days,

and it may make sense
for us to have him here

on a more permanent basis...

He has some symptoms
of Alzheimer'’s.

Pop?

He has some symptoms

that are not related
to Alzheimer'’s.

Yeah, hello. 142 Berry street.

Seizure...
My father'’s having a seizure.

Has he been getting worse?

Yo, you want to see
something fucking crazy?

- What?
- He gets crazy.

Tell him to suck your dick.

- Fuck you, nigga.
- No, serious.

I Don'’t...
He, like, likes it or something.

Yo, hunky stuff.

What'’s up, bro?

Yo, I want you to suck my dick.

Oh, yeah?

What'’s he talking about?

Suck it, b.

Huh?

I said "suck it."

Yo, what'’s up with your boy?

You little bitch.

Yo, yo, chill, chill!

What the fuck, man?
Calm down, man.

Hey, hey, hey, come off him.
Come on.

How about that? Huh?

Yo, ease up. Come on. Come on.

Fuck you, man!

Hey, ease up. Ease up. Ease up.

Ease up.

We'’re all friends here, dude.

I'’m your friend. Calm down.

This is your friend. Calm down.

Give me the fucking gun.

Jesus Christ.

Fucking bitch.

Yo, I'’m sorry.

Man, fuck you.

It was just a joke, all right?

- Just go...
- Man.

Man, I told you.
He'’s, like, fucking...

shut the fuck up.

This is why you asked me, right?

You laughing about?

Oh, wait. He'’s coming back.

Yo, let me check your heart.

When'’s daddy coming home, then?

Soon, philipe.

I saw that funny-looking fly
again.

Oh?

What show are we going to?

Eddie, you saw the fly?

Where?

It'’s in a web.

Spider'’s going to get it.

Here, uncle francois!

Wait in the house.

There'’s a good boy, philipe.

Help me, please.

Help me.

Go away!

No! No! No!

Hey, you'’ve reached
Stein and son

alternative sources of energy
and engine repair.

Leave a message after the beep.

Thank you.

Hey, I got your number
from your shirt.

- Hold on. Hold on.
- Are you there?

I was thinking about you.

I'’ll try you later.

Hello?

- Hey.
- Hey.

Do you want to come up?

I just came to give you back
your shirt.

Oh.

Can I go for a ride with you
or something?

Yeah.

Yeah, okay, good.

I thought you were gonna
diss me.

All right, where are we going?

Where are you going?

God damn it!

Turn off those
motherfucking lights!

Yo, poor boy,

that you?

You know her?

No, I Don'’t really.

Hi.

How you doing?

That'’s a sweet-ass ride.

Can I take you somewhere?

Really?

Hop in.

What are you doing?

- We'’re giving her a ride.
- Why?

'’cause it's something to do.

I was liking that moment
that we were...

You trickin'’?

She'’s my girlfriend.

Girlfriend?

She'’s my date.

Well, she seem to be
my date too.

You'’re both my dates.

I'’m gonna give you guys
80 bucks apiece.

You down, poor boy?

No, I want 100.

How'’s that?

100.

I'’m drew, by the way,
and this is...

winona.

Eileen.

Winona, honey, I think drew
is right, you know.

We should get more monies.

Yeah, what... are you guys
in a union or something?

Now, this gon'’ be all right.

Y'’all ready?

Oh, god damn, motherfucker.

Power'’s out, but let me
show you the bedroom.

Can you close the door, sweetie?

You got to blow motherfuckers

to get anything done
around here.

I'’ve been telling
that motherfucker

to pay the goddamn bill
for the last month now.

You know, it'’s probably nicer
with the candles.

- Can you get us some grass?
- Grass?

I can get you grass.

How much you want?

Just... just a little.

Okay.

Okay, I'’ll be right back.

I have to...
I'’ll be right back, okay?

This is really weird.

It'’s fun, right?

Yeah.

Take off my clothes.

Hey, hey, y'’all, it's me.

Hey, winona.

Stay here.

I got to go.

Do you want to see a monkey?

What is your...
Yeah, show me a monkey.

You know what?

I Don'’t have your phone number,

and I thought I should have
your phone number,

so can I have it, please?

Okay.

Sarah... that'’s your name.

That'’s a good name.

Thank you.

Oh, come here.

Hey, pop, you remember
that girl I introduced you to?

I think I like her.

We slept together last night.

She gave me her phone number.

And things are good right now.

Try to focus your eyes.

So I think...
I think we'’re gonna make, like,

500 bucks off de napoli.

I was thinking maybe, you know,

we get some of
your old clients back,

make some windmills.

And, I mean, I think I can do it

as long as you keep an eye
on me, okay?

Prophecy stretches
and strains...

Self-fulfilling prophecy
is a preconceived expectation...

Stress analysis involves
a determination...

It evokes behavior resulting...

Self-fulfilling prophecy...

Your dad'’s in the hospital?

No, he'’s just getting
some tests.

That'’s good.

Now, look, that bike'’s
all cherry'’ed out to race.

Need you to check the carbs,

and there'’s a short
in the turn signal.

You got it.

Be careful.

It'’s a sweet machine.

I'’ll treat it like a baby.

Hi, you'’ve reached Sarah.

Please leave a message
at the beep.

Thank you.

Hey, it'’s drew.

It'’s, like, 11:30.

I was just calling to see if...

I Don'’t know.

I guess you'’re out,
or you'’re asleep,

or you'’re robbing a bank or...
I Don'’t know what you're doing.

I just thought maybe, uh...

Hello?

Hey, it'’s drew.

Drew who?

I'’m just joking.

I'’m just joking.

Hello.

So this is my place.

Yeah, it'’s really nice.

You want some wine?

What'’s that?

Do you want some wine?

Yeah, wine'’s cool.

Are you a painter?

Wine.

Yeah, that'’s wine,
and those are wings.

Do you want to get drunk?

I Don'’t know.

Little bit, maybe.

You?

Whatever.

Good morning.

What time is it?

About 11:00.

Fuck.

I got to go visit my dad.

God damn it.

I got to go.

Are you gonna be all right?

What do you mean?

Are you gonna be all right
with your dad?

Of course I am.

You a nurse?

No.

Get me a nurse.

Okay.

Hello.

Ma'’am,
my father was in room 17.

He'’s not there.

Fisher or Stein?

Stein.

Fisher passed away,
and nobody'’s come for him.

How about Stein?

Oh, he'’s stabilized.

He'’s been transferred
downstairs.

You can find out where he is

from the nursing station on six.

The guy in there
says he wants a nurse.

Ha! The guy in there
wants his legs back.

I'’m sorry, pop.

They gave him a spinal tap.

He started to misbehave,
so they had to tie his hands.

I'’m untying you.

He misbehaved.

Sir, sir,
you'’re disturbing these men.

Who did this?

If you continue
to disturb these men,

you'’re gonna
have to leave the hospital.

Who did this, huh?

Who did this?

Huh?

I'’m sorry, pop.

I should have been here
with you.

I should have been here.

I'’m sorry.

Would you get me
a drink of soda?

Tell me who did this, please.

Can you tell me who did this?

Would you please get me a soda?

No, no, no, no, no.

Would you please get me a soda?

Would you shut up?

Sir, I'’m gonna have to ask you
to leave.

- Did you do this?
- Yes.

I'’m sending an officer up,

and if you Don'’t leave,

you'’re gonna be arrested.

How could you do this, huh?

How could you do this?

Told you I Don'’t know
what happened.

They said he misbehaved.

What does that mean?
I Don'’t understand.

Drew, calm down. Take it easy.

He was tied to a bed,
and he was crying.

- Well, you know what that is...
- You Don'’t know.

He was tied to a bed,
and he was crying.

Listen. Calm down.

I know you'’re upset.

I was upset yesterday
when I saw Freddie.

It'’s horrible to see him
that way.

Hospitals tie people down
so they won'’t hurt themselves.

It'’s difficult to look at,
but that'’s...

yeah, well,
I Don'’t understand that.

I Don'’t understand,
and I'’m taking him out of there.

I Don'’t think
that'’s a very good idea.

You Don'’t? Well, I do.

I do,
and I'’m gonna take him out.

Drew, have you been drinking?

You sound a little agitated.

I am agitated.

I'’m agitated, and I've been
drinking, and I'’m upset.

Drew, I need you to calm down.

Okay, look, I'’m sorry.

You Don'’t have to apologize.

I just need you to calm down.

I need you
to take care of yourself.

Look, hospitals exist
for this very reason.

That'’s why they're there.

Yeah. Good night.

Home.

I am home.

Yeah, we'’re home.

I want to die here.

You'’re gonna get better,
all right?

No way.

Will not get better.

Better.

Better.

I will not get better.

Pop?

Pop?

No, no, no.

No, no, no, no.

Don'’t worry. It'’s all right.

Vitamins.

Make you feel good.

Make you less psychotic, okay?

All right?

Come on.

All right?

O.j.

Here'’s more.

Don'’t do that.

I'’m sorry.

Don'’t do that.

I'’m sorry.

All right?

You'’re all right.

Right, I got to... I got
to change your diaper, pop.

Okay, okay, okay, okay,
okay, okay, okay, okay.

Okay?

You'’re all right.

But you got to let go
of my hand.

Pop, you got to let go
of my hand.

I got to...
Pop, you got a tight grip.

Let go of my... let go.

All right.

What do you say?

You want to try to...
Try to get up by yourself?

You want the wheelchair?

No, no, no wheelchair.

Wheelchair.

Come on. Come on.

Don'’t. No, no, no...

You'’re all right.

Everything'’s gonna be okay,
pop, okay?

Everything'’s gonna be
all right.

Hey, Don'’t!

Jump!

Yo!

I Don'’t know.
Hang out and goof.

I got shit to do.

Experimental methods
for engineers.

That'’s, like, so gay.

What are you doing?

Come on, smoke some of this.

I Don'’t smoke.
I'’m not smoking anything.

Come on, b.

Why are you doing this?

Why are you doing this?

You know I quit.

I Don'’t know.

I'’m sorry.

Don'’t move.

There'’s a huge fucking rat
over there.

Get out of here.

Huff it. Huff it.
I said huff it. Huff...

Huff it.

I said huff it, bitch.

I'’m going to school.

I'’ll see you later tonight.

Okay.

As an infant enters the world,

it begins to bond
with its parents.

Okay, this... so this
newborn entity learns first

that it is not alone
in the world

and, second, that it must rely
on others to survive.

Now, in a... in a normal
environment, these others,

the mother and the father,
are loving.

And the child develops empathy.

The child is actually
learning love.

Okay?

So what is this relationship
called?

Drew?

Hmm?

This relationship right here
between the parents

and the child,
what is that called?

I Don'’t know.

You Don'’t know.

Now, why Don'’t you know,
Mr. Stein?

Hmm?

I mean, are you trying
to undermine

my good impression of you?

You know, the lesson
on self-destructive impulses...

It'’s not till next week.

We'’ll save the demonstrations
till then, okay?

Look, people,
let'’s try and stay alert, okay?

That way we can all answer
the questions

so we can get

our degrees instead of failing,
all right?

We'’ll continue.

Central, please be advised.

I have a red motorcycle

speeding northbound,
knickerbocker,

blowing lights.

How you doing?

Let me see your license
and registration.

I have a license.

I'’m repairing this bike
for de napoli motorcycle works.

I just Don'’t have
the registration.

Yeah, yeah, we'’ll see.

You live on Berry?

Yeah.

With the old man?

Yeah.

Is that motorcycle stolen?

No, it'’s not.

I know this kid.

You know this kid?

Yeah, I Don'’t think
the motorcycle'’s stolen.

All right,
I'’ll take care of it.

What'’s the phone number
to your job?

It'’s 366...

Yeah?

9035.

And if I call your boss
right now,

he'’s gonna tell me
that you had permission

to have this bike out here at
this hour on the street, right?

I really wish
you wouldn'’t do that.

Let me tell you something.

I'’m only doing you a favor
because this cop says

that you'’re not a bad kid
and you live on his beat.

It Don'’t make me no difference,

and I can either
make the call here,

or we can go
to the station house

and straighten
this whole mess out.

It Don'’t matter to me.

What'’s it gonna be?
Make the call?

- Yeah.
- All right.

Mr. De napoli,
I didn'’t do anything wrong.

Of course
you did something wrong.

You'’re racing a bike you weren't
even supposed to be riding.

Yeah?

You'’re a fucking punk,
a fucking retard.

Okay, well, fuck you too, okay?

You'’re not working for me
no more.

- Forget about it.
- Uh-huh.

Fuck you.

Come get your bike
and go fuck yourself.

Punk...

Pop?

I brought Anthony here
to see you.

Is that okay?

Yes.

Say hello.

Hello, Mr. Stein.

Remember me?

Yes.

I went to high school with drew.

I'’m his friend.

Yeah, it'’s all right.

All right, dad,
I got to change you now,

so me and Anthony can get drunk
and go out.

It'’ll be all right.

I know it stinks, pop.

I know it stinks,
but we got to do this,

and then you can relax
and go to sleep, okay?

Okay.

I didn'’t know
how fucked up he was.

I used to be able
to deal with it,

and now I can'’t swing it.

No, you can swing it. We just...

We just got to analyze
the situation here.

I mean, you know,
we got to get you a gig,

got to get you some money.

I'’m down.

I know somebody who can
hook you up, all right?

There you go.

Help, help.

All you got to do is,
you call when you get peeps,

get an address, pick up a bag,

bring it where they say.

You drive nice and easy.

That'’s it.

So what?

So what.

Nice and easy.

Anthony tells me
you need a boost.

I'’m gonna give it to you.

Oh...

That'’s no good.

This your father?

Yeah.

Is he supposed to be
wandering around

on my streets?

No.
Thanks for bringing him back.

You'’re gonna keep a better
eye on him, aren'’t you?

Yeah, thank you.

You'’re welcome.

Pop, I Don'’t know
if you realize this,

but my hands
are a lot bigger than yours.

You know what that means?

No.

Bigger mittens.

Is that right?

Is that right?

Yeah, generally is.

I always remember when I was
maybe three or four years old,

you used to hold my hand
while I fell asleep.

You remember that?

Yeah.

You do?

Do you remember
what mom would say?

Remember what mom would say?

Remember?

No.

It was really nice.

Hey, your hands are getting old.

I am very old.

No, not that old.

I am going... you... older now.

Oh, I hear my phone.
I hear my phone.

I got to go. We got to go.

Okay.

Okay?

Que pasa, money?

Nada.

Nada?

With a bike like that?

So...

No.

- What?
- What?

Huh?

What, bitch? What?

- What?
- What?

You'’re fucking high, crazy.

Crazy?

It'’s your name, b,
but you know you'’re not crazy.

You'’re just a little stupid.

Stupid?

- Yep.
- Who'’s stupid?

Who'’s stupid?

Bitch.

Bitch.

Fuck you up.

- What'’s up?
- Yo.

Right?

Yo, dude, I Don'’t need this.

- Yo, it...
- What the fuck?

It'’s a present, dude.

It'’s a present.

Get out of here.

I Don'’t even know
how to use it.

Right. You just...

You pull the hammer back
till it clicks, right?

And you point at the bad thing,

and you just pull the trigg...

It'’s a fucking present, man.

All right, I'’m sorry.

It'’s a fucking present, man.

Thank you.

F... all right.

I'’m sorry.

Give it to me.

I'’m sorry.

I'’m... come here. Come here.

All right.

Thank you.

You want to see something cool?

Yeah.

The fuck are you doing?

God.

Fuck.

It'’s nice out here, isn'’t it?

It'’s nice. The air is nice.

The water'’s nice.

Isn'’t the water nice, pop?

You'’re not talking too much
today.

You having trouble speaking?

Huh?

Huh?

Pop, I got some nice prosciutto,

some nice manicott,

but you got to have
some sustacal.

You got to have this.

Your body doesn'’t get
enough nutrition

for you to support yourself.

No.

No, huh?

You can talk.

Now I got to get you to eat.

You got to eat.

Maybe I should...

Maybe I should
tell you some stuff.

I'’m gonna take a... I'm gonna
take a break from school

for a little while.

And I'’m not gonna become
an engineer.

Pop?

Hey, pop, I'’ve been...

I'’ve been getting high.

I'’ve been getting high a lot,

and I'’ve been drinking a lot.

And it'’s not because I want to,

and it'’s not because I need to.

It'’s because
I get too wound up,

and I can'’t...

Engineer.

No, not engineer.

Not engine...

Engineer.

Are you listening to me?

Not fucking engineer!

You'’re gonna reregister
when he gets better?

Yes.

Because I'’m not gonna sign that

if you'’re not coming back.

I want to come back.

All right.

Here you go.

Thanks.

Good luck, yeah?

Yeah, hello.

Yeah, you got it.

Don'’t Jack my cocaine!

Bitch, you ain'’t got
no cocaine.

Then give me back my money.

I took your money
and your cocaine, bitch.

You ain'’t my man!

Be the fuck home
when I get back.

Be at home... you ain'’t my man!

Be home when I get back.

You ain'’t my man!

Be home when I get back!

Damn, that bitch is fucked up.

Oh, what'’s this?

Hey, that gun
make you feel safe, man?

No.

Well, give me the stuff.

Come on, I got to go.

Cool.

Hey, you like running coke
for niggers, Don'’t you?

Going out for a walk?

What are you? A cop?

It was a joke, okay?

You know how much time
you can get

for distributing cocaine?

No.

Would you permit me
to search you?

Yeah.

Look, I know you taking care
of your father,

but if he ends up
on the street one more time,

then he becomes my problem,

and human services
will take him away.

I will make sure that
that does not happen.

Thank you, officer...

Townsend.

Officer townsend.

Looks like you got a date
there, huh?

Yeah, that'’s right.

How much rum do you want?

Whatever.

Y'’all, let's put
porno movies on.

I think they cut out
all the close-ups.

That'’s too bad.

Yes?

Hello, we would like to request

pornographic films, room 13.

We only take credit card.

Hey, hey, can we put
the charge on your credit card?

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

You got it.

We'’re really looking forward
to this.

Oh, wake-up call?

Hey, can...
You guys want a wake-up call?

Yeah, my dad'’s gonna be up
at 8:00.

Right, so...

- 7:00.
- 7:00.

7:00 is fine.

Yeah.

No, thank you.

Yo, kid.

How'’s that?

Feels really great.

Let'’s just hope that
your riding is just as good.

How do they stop
from getting crabs?

Get out of here.

Stop it.

Don'’t.

Babe, they Don'’t. No.

This dude, John bones,
infected, like,

50 people with crabs.

Some movies, you can see
the actual crab.

This is one thing
that I was gonna wait a while

before we talked about.

Maybe we'’ll talk about it now
so you can think about it.

Because you all...
We all have to make

some kind of plans
for ourselves.

It'’s a free concert
from now on.

But the one major thing
you have to remember tonight,

when you go back up
to the woods to go to sleep

or if you stay here,

is that the man next to you
is your brother.

And you damn well better
treat each other that way,

because if you Don'’t,
then we blow the whole thing,

but we'’ve got it right there.

Hey.

What'’s up, b?

Come and hang out over here.

I got to go.

Chill, man.

Catch you later, b.

Yo, let me get
a bag and a needle.

Scariest thing to me,
scarier than dying,

is being alone,

so you hold on.

You do whatever it takes,
because if you let go,

there'’s nothing left.

You are alone.

My father'’s not the man
that he was.

He'’s not a ghost,
but he'’s not himself.

If you love somebody
more than anybody else,

do you own them?

I mean, when they can'’t
take care of themselves,

make their own decisions,

do you become the one
who makes '’em?

Dad, is it okay
if I lay down with you?

Yeah.

Yeah?

I'’m just gonna lay down, okay?

Where does my father exist now?

He'’s not in heaven.

He'’s not in heaven or whatever

because I see him here
in front of me.

But he'’s not really here either

because if I ask him his name,

most of the time,
he won'’t remember it.

He'’s not himself.

Maybe he'’s only really himself
in my memory.

He exists in me.

Pop?

I'’m not gonna be able
to take care of you anymore,

pop.

It'’s all right.

It will be all right.

I'’m very sad.

Oh...

I love you, pop.

Yes.

I fucked up.

You know, I fucked up,
and I'’m not gonna be around

to take care of you anymore.

I'’m gonna go.

I'’m gonna go make a better life
for myself someplace

and just make you proud of me,
okay?

I'’m not sure... i'’m never sure

if you ever really wanted
to live.

I...

Love you,

inside me.

I'’m gonna get you high.

I'’m gonna get you really high,

and you'’re gonna feel nauseous,

and then you'’re gonna feel warm
and comfortable,

like you'’re being hugged, okay?

Yes.

That'’s okay.

♪ They saved Hitler'’s cock ♪

♪ they hid it under a rock

♪ and discovered it

♪ and discovered it today

♪ last night

♪ I couldn'’t ♪

♪ even

♪ even believe my eyes

♪ it

both: ♪ Hitler'’s cock ♪

♪ it starts to talk

♪ it would say

♪ say to kill today

I love you, pop.

When I was a kid, I went to

the most beautiful place
on earth.

My parents were both there,

and they were in love.

They gave me that love
to remember.

You know, maybe
if you really love somebody,

you'’re never alone

because you'’ve got them
in your heart.

And when you'’ve got
nothing else,

they'’re there inside you.