Sophie Jones (2020) - full transcript
After her mother's death sixteen-year-old Sophie Jones is trying everything she can to feel something again and make it through high school.
Kevin, have you
ever done this before?
Like... planned to
hook up with somebody?
Like, set a date?
Yeah.
No.
Can I ask you something?
What?
Why do you want to do this?
Do what?
Come on.
I mean, the timing of
the whole thing is just...
The funeral was...
I just... I find you really
attractive and you're a good
actor, and you're smart.
That's a turn-on.
I mean, you said the other day
in class that 'The Old Man and
the Sea' was your favorite book
and I just thought that was very
wise of you.
Well, that's very nice of you.
Thank you.
Now you have to say
something about me.
Something nice.
I have to?
Yeah.
O... okay, um...
you...
uh, you... you
have... I like your,
uh, sense of fashion.
Does
that... is that weird?
Do you want something else?
I have...
I don't know.
Um, you should
take this off, right?
- Might get in the way...
- Uh, yeah, for sure.
Or something.
Do you think you
could give me a hickey?
Why?
I don't know,
I... I think they're pretty.
Aren't they just,
like, popped blood vessels?
Yeah.
So?
Okay.
Just...
Things have been weird.
Death is weird.
At least I've been coping well.
I mean, I haven't been
cutting myself or...
drinking or taking drugs,
so that's cool... I think.
And your family?
Uh, we haven't really talked
about it since the funeral...
which was so weird.
I mean, all these... these
strangers were there and,
um...
they all said they were my
mom's best friend but...
I mean, how could they have
been if I had never met them,
you know?
How does that feel?
It's good?
- Sophieee!
- Whaaat?
Hi, baby, I love you.
- Mwah.
- Oh, okay.
Love you, too.
The claws.
The claws...
Hey, I'm sorry I'm late.
It's okay.
Hello.
Okay, so we can...
- Hey.
- You're late, kid.
You like your ladder, boy?
I do.
You should go check yours out.
Okay, I will.-
Whoa!
It's okay,
we're good, we're good!
Stop
being a drama queen.
All right.
Boo!
Oh.
So scary.
I know.
I saw that you were jumpy
and I just saw an opportunity.
I mean, I...
I know this is stupid
but I am a little nervous.
Why?
It's just tech week.
I just... I want to be perfect.
Which sounds
insane, but whatever.
I mean...
you're gonna do great, Jones.
- Don't even worry about it.
- Okay, Riley.
Thank you.
What is this?!
- What?
- What even... did y... what...
Don't touch!
Let me... I just
want to feel it!
Okay, no!
Don't do that.
Hey.
Hey, what's up?
Um...
I'm sorry,
uh, about the... the hi...
Oh, no, no, it's cool.
I... it doesn't hurt or anything.
Really?
It hurts a little bit.
It's fine, though.
I'm sorry.
- Yeah, it's... it's okay.
- Okay.
Um, break a leg.
You too.
How far have you guys gone?
Um, we've only
dry-humped and... and,
um, made out a little bit.
- Mm.
- Mm.
Sexy.
Works to your advantage.
What do you mean?
Don't you
MASTURBATE...
Okay...
BY
HUMPING A PILLOW?!
You do!
Yes, I do...
masturbate by humping a pillow.
Okay?
Don't know how that happened,
I just... discovered it.
What do you think is next?
Like...
are you gonna let
him eat you out?
No.
Why?
I mean, I just... I
feel like I'm gonna laugh!
That's, like,
the way girls come.
I'm going to laugh.
It's going to tickle.
It's not gonna
tickle!
How could it not?
A person's, like,
little tongue...
licking my vagina?
That's so... gross.
It's not gross.
I kinda wanna blow him, though.
Really?
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
I, uh... I feel
like it gives me the power.
You know?
'Cause I could just bite
his dick off if I wanted to.
- You know?
- Yeah, yeah.
Girls, are we set?
Yeah.
We don't have napkins.
Okay, um...
maybe paper towel.
You excited about tomorrow?
Sophie?
What?
Are you excited
about opening night?
Oh, um...
yeah.
Good.
Actually, Dad, I
was gonna ask you.
I know this is kind of a huge
favor but I was wondering if we
could host one of the cast
parties at the end of the month.
Sophie...
Yeah!
- Yeah, what not?
- Really?
- Sure.
- Dad...
- That would be awesome.
- Yeah, I think that'd be good.
No, I don't
think you understand.
What?
I mean, like, there's gonna be
drugs and alcohol and sex and...
I just don't think you should be
promoting that kind of behavior.
Well, I didn't know that's
what happened at cast parties.
- It doesn't.
- It does.
I mean, we're not hosting a
party if... if that's what... if
that's what happens, all right?
Do you understand?
Hey, Soph?
What are we gonna do
with all these flowers?
- Hey.
- Hi.
Hey, what's up?
Hey, uh, Sophie, uh, do...
do you want to sit down?
Yeah, sure.
Wait, no.
I don't really want to
do that... right now.
- Are you okay?
- Yeah, I'm fine.
I'm not... I'm
not gonna bite you.
Wait.
I'd hope not.
I was... I was
joking.
Oh, okay.
- But, um...
- We don't have to.
I can... I can do
something for you.
If you want, I mean.
Like what?
Um, you can switch with
me if you want.
- Okay.
- Okay?
- Yeah.
- You wanna s... sit down?
- Yeah.
- Okay.
Um...
Maybe just... just
stand up first.
Okay.
Um...
Can you...
do the rest?
- Oh, yeah.
- I'm sorry.
Oh, shit.
Yeah, okay, just,
like, take them...?
- Yeah.
- Okay.
Um...
should I... should I
take my underwear off too?
Um, no, you
should just sit down.
- Just sit down.
- Okay.
Romantic.
Um, it's fine.
What's wrong?
Everything's fine.
Nothing, I'm fine.
Hey.
Hey.
Are you okay?
Yeah, I'm fine.
I tried texting you last night.
Yeah, I saw.
- Uh, can you stay and... talk?
- No, I have to go.
Sophie, I just...
Okay.
So do you know a lot of
people that are gonna be here?
Um, kind of.
Like, they're all in my... I
mean, they're all in my grade.
Like, I don't know if
we're "friends" but...
I know them.
You'll love them
and they'll love you.
Okay.
I'm serious, Soph.
I'm serious!
Okay.
Do you need me to
pluck that brow?
It's like
that crazy one that makes you
look like Frida Kahlo.
Can you blow on my face?
Can you please blow on my face?
Okay, I haven't
even plucked one yet,
so...
I feel like these hairs just...
I feel like
you're picking my nose.
You can pick my... Sophie,
isn't that what best friends do?
Ow.
Okay, do you want brow gel?
I just don't think
I can walk in these.
It's for fashion.
It's for fashion.
Hey, do you have a razor?
Do I look okay?
Yeah, you
always look okay.
I don't know.
Wait, do I do this
or do this first?
So, are you guys
going home together or,
like...?
What the fuck, Sophie?!
I don't know!
I mean, this is my ex.
Oh, yeah!
I'm so dumb.
Hey.
Hey, Sophie.
Hi.
Sorry, I just... I don't know if
I'm supposed to be in here or...
That's okay.
Come in.
You have a really nice house.
Thank you.
- Hey, Kate.
- Hey.
Um... who was that?
You don't know who that is?
No.
For real?
Yeah.
That's Tony.
He actually
has a huge crush on you.
No.
Yes, he does!
Oh, my gosh, in math
class, he's always spacing out,
and, like, when he
wakes up, he says,
"I had the most wonderful
dream about Sophie Jones."
You're joking.
I'm not!
You should totally fuck him.
He has this long list of
sophomore girls waiting to just
suck his dick.
He's kind of a legend.
Okay.
You know Savannah?
Yeah.
Okay, so she fucked him, right?
And she told me that the
first time they had sex,
he put on 'Reservoir Dogs' and
asked her to take a shower with
him.
His dad was
upstairs the whole time.
Seriously, it's so hot.
Yeah, that's crazy.
You
should totally do it.
So, um...
you've had sex, then, right?
Of course.
You haven't?
What's it like?
I can't even begin to explain.
Okay.
I think I'm gonna
go talk to him.
Mm-mm, no.
I will talk to him in class.
I'll give him your number.
It's the chase he's after.
If you show you're into
him, he won't be interested.
You get it?
Got it.
Okay.
Okay, do yo want some?
Um, no, thanks.
I... I don't do that.
Okay, suit yourself.
Oh my God, Riley,
are... are you okay?!
Okay.
Fuck...
Oh, God.
Jesus Christ.
Oh my God, I'm sorry,
I didn't mean to laugh.
That was mean.
Not mean.
You're fine.
You have a little something.
Oh.
No, that side.
What?
Okay.
Just put it in the toilet.
Fuck off.
Why won't you tell me
about what happened with Kev?
I don't really want to
talk about that right now.
I mean, ask him
if you're so concerned.
I did.
He's... he's pretty
torn up about it.
Okay.
I'd really...
I'd really love it if you
guys could be friends again.
For my sake.
Maybe just, like,
all hang out and...
I... I just miss you.
I just...
I should go.
What?
Where... wait, I'm your ride.
I'll walk.
Hey!
Okay, honey,
coffee is coming.
- Morning!
- Morning.
- Thank you.
- Do you want coffee?
Um, I'm okay, thank you.
All right.
So, you
and Brian, huh?
How did
you hear about that?
There's nothing to talk about.
I heard that he was
looking at your butt.
We went out to lunch.
And that's it.
Do you think you're
gonna... bone?
No!
God, no.
I'm sorry,
what was that?
Nothing!
Nothing.
Sophie's just being weird.
Oh, my God.
Brian, huh?
No, it's not...
She went on a date with Brian.
I did not, I went to lunch!
I went to lunch.
You did?
And we... we didn't
even, like, go out,
we just ate our own
packed lunches in a hallway.
It wasn't...
You sat in the hallway
and ate your pack lunches?
Sounds like a date
to me, right, Sophie?
It's not a date!
It's okay, you
don't have to be so,
like, mmm about it.
- Like, it's fine, he's cute.
- I'm not being "mmm" about it.
- I gotta run.
- Okay.
All right, love you.
Love you guys.
It's your turn.
Tony
Robertson took you on a date?
It's still crazy.
We had sushi and then we went
to his house afterwards and his
dad was there and
we all had tea...
His dad?!
Had tea together.
Like a tea party?
Yeah.
That's so weird.
He must really like you.
I don't know, I... I
don't want all this,
like, extra stuff.
So you don't want any tea?
- No, I just...
- No, seriously, why?
I... you know, knowing
someone wants me, like,
to meet their
dad, that's weird.
Like, that turns me off.
You know?
It's weird.
Not really.
- I...
- So what?
I mean, I just... I like
it being mindless more.
Sophie, you know you can
talk to me about... whatever,
right?
I know that.
Okay, then maybe this Tony
Robertson thing isn't such a
good idea.
Okay, well, what do you mean?
I mean...
it just seems like
ever since your mom died,
you've turned into
this crazy nympho.
I'm not crazy, Claire.
I know, Sophie.
But how many guys have you
hooked up with since January?
Only a few.
Yeah.
Only a few but, like,
it's from literally what,
nothing?
I dated in middle school.
Come on, Soph, that's not
what we're talking about.
I touched Ethan
Williams' dick, remember?
Yeah, we all did that.
We all touched his dick.
Look, Sophie, I just
don't want you getting hurt.
Guys are assholes.
They don't have feelings.
They just see us as
objects that they can fuck.
When they come, they leave.
Have any of the guys you've
hooked up with even made you
come, Sophie?
What are you
even talking about?
I mean, I'm
talking about, like,
pleasure.
Do you feel pleasure?
Have any of the
guys you've been,
like, made you feel like that?
- Wh...?
- Like...
Like what?
Have they made me feel pleasure?
Yeah, they haven't, have they?
That's not the point, Sophie.
All I'm saying is that
people have been talking.
I'm just concerned.
What people?
People in my grade and
people in your grade.
You suddenly care
about what other people think?
I mean, I care what
they say about my best friend,
yeah!
Why wouldn't I care?
Well, I... I just don't care
what people think about me.
I don't.
At all.
So if you have a
problem with me,
you can just fuck off.
I can fuck off?
Sophie, are you
joking right now?!
Sophie!
Are you gonna get
your fucking lunch?!
I mean, I thought
you didn't want to.
I mean, that's what I
thought initially but...
- Uh-huh.
- Um...
I have this
theory, like...
all these intense
things happening in my life,
it's a sign I should
just lose my virginity too.
I mean, I know it sounds crazy
but I just feel like if I do
this, then everything
will balance itself out,
you know?
I just need to get
everything out of the way,
you know?
Yeah.
So, uh, are you gonna
start smoking meth now?
No.
Look, I thought you
wanted to have sex,
okay?
It wasn't just me.
Listen.
I do.
Of course.
I just want to make sure
it's what you want as well.
That's what I want, so...
- Good.
- So...
Well, that's good.
Ow.
Ow.
Am I... am I hurting you?
No, of course not.
Fuck.
- Uh...
- Um...
Maybe you're
just not wet enough?
I don't know why,
it's just not going in,
you know?
Okay.
Are... are you nervous?
- I can just, like, eat you out.
- No, don't be stupid.
Just push more.
All right, you've got it.
It's in.
Oh, yeah.
Oh, it's in.
Wait...
Oh, yeah, we're having sex.
This is sex?
Yeah.
This is it?
Yeah.
- Wait...
- Shhh.
Wait.
Stop.
- Ow, what the fuck?!
- Shit.
What the fuck?!
- I'm sorry!
- What the fuck?!
- Ow!
- I'm sorry!
I just don't want to
have sex right now,
okay?
Fuck, that fucking hurt!
What the fuck, Sophie?!
Are you fucking crazy?
- Ow!
- I'm sorry, okay?
Jesus.
Fuck...
What the fuck?
Hey, Claire.
It's me.
I know we haven't talked in
a while but I miss you and,
uh, I'd love to talk
soon, so just give me a call.
Okay, bye.
Hi, Mom.
People keep saying
that... you're still here.
Like I can find
you in my heart or something.
It's not healthy
to think like that.
People say I, um...
they say I
have your eyes but...
I don't know if that's... that's
something people say to just be
nice or...
I don't know if I really
do have your... your eyes.
I, um...
I really hope you're...
you're not disappointed in me.
I mean, all the
guys I've been hooking up with,
they're... they're hot, right?
So, there's...
there's something to that,
I guess.
I'm so sorry, Soph.
It's
whatever, you know?
It's not, it's...
it's not okay.
I mean, at least he's a senior.
He'll be gone next year, right?
Yeah.
Right.
Wait, whoa.
Sophie, no!
Why not?
You know why!
This... this is not you.
Okay, just, like...
- No, I...
- Wait.
Riley, I know you like me.
I can't do this
with you right now.
Oh, my God.
Fuck you, Riley.
- Like, for r... really.
- Nice, nice.
- Really.
- Real mature.
Fuck, close the
fucking door, okay?
Oh, I will, I will.
- Oh, my God.
- Fuck.
I saw a hummingbird
today walking home from school.
And it flew up
really close to me and...
I thought maybe it was
Mom looking out for me.
Sophie, you
wanna say anything?
I'm gonna miss you
so much next year.
Sophie, it's just college.
We're gonna talk
every day, okay?
I know.
It's just you...
You just have to look at school
next year like it's your job.
When you go to school,
just pretend like it's work.
- Simple.
- Great.
Hey, guys?
- Hey!
- Hey, Sammy.
Do you want me to
sign your yearbook?
Um, maybe later.
Uh, Sophie, would it be
cool if we talked for a sec?
Um, sure.
Maybe in... in private?
Okay.
- Have fun!
- Okay.
So... what's up?
Um, I heard
about you and Riley.
What about me and Riley?
Just that, like, you kind of
went to his house and tried to
throw yourself on him.
What?
That you tried to
force yourself on him.
I'm sorry, what?
It's just that he has a
thing with my sister and I...
Kate, yeah.
Yeah, they've
been dating for...
- Did Riley tell you this?
- Yes, he did.
I just think it's kind of fucked
that you'd try to do that.
And you believe him?
I mean, I just don't
want Kate getting hurt.
Is that okay?
Okay.
Well, you can tell
Riley to go fuck himself.
So it won't happen again?
You can bet on that.
Hey!
Hey!
Hey!
Hi.
What's up?
Nothing,
I just was writing.
What's going on with you?
I'm just, uh,
getting some biking in.
Cool, I
see that.
Um, actually, I'm,
uh, headed to meet somebody,
so I'm gonna, um...
Oh.
Well, I'm meeting someone too.
I'm waiting for
them here, so... cool.
Oh.
Cool.
- Um...
- Um...
I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
For what?
Just how I
freaked out, you know,
a while ago in the bathroom
and you probably thought I was
insane or
something.
No, I... I mean,
that was so long ago,
so I...
I just wanted to say,
like, I... I did want to do it.
I mean, like...
ah, what am I saying?!
I just, uh... I mean,
panic attacks happen,
right?
You know?
And, um, I'd like it
if we could be friends.
If that's okay.
Of course
we can be friends.
Okay.
I'd actually like
that a lot, so...
Cool.
Yeah, just... text me and
we'll... we'll hang out.
Or we'll get
coffee or something.
Cool.
- Well, see you later.
- Okay.
Bye.
Good morning.
Morning.
How are you?
Fine.
Did you sleep okay?
Is my
hairbrush in here?
Yeah.
Thank you.
We're almost out of toothpaste.
Okay.
I'll pick some up on
the way home today.
You got it all... wet.
Well, you don't put
your bra on the towel rack.
- Such a random person.
- I know, it's weird.
Hey, I was
actually wondering if,
um, you could let me
eat lunch with you today,
just for today.
I don't know, Sophie.
If I say yes today, you're just
gonna want to eat lunch with me
and my friends every day.
Well, you know, Claire just
left and I really don't want to
eat lunch alone, so...
Why can't you just make
a friend your own age?
I don't like the
girls in my grade.
- We've gone over this before.
- What about Riley?
Things are weird still.
He still hasn't apologized.
Um, look, I have bio now, so...
Okay.
Please, Lucy?
No, Sophie.
I think he's gonna,
you know, make the move.
- Tonight?
- Tonight!
Wait, have you guys
not, like, fucked before?
Well, no, I told you, I
wanted to take things slow.
I thought you had.
God, it's been, like, a while.
What?
I'm taking it slow.
Hey, Kate.
Oh, hey.
Sophie, right?
Right.
So, are you guys gonna
do anything fun after school?
Uh, yeah, we're headed to
Andrew's to smoke a bowl.
Nice.
- Yeah.
- Cool.
- Yeah.
- I'll... I'll see ya later.
See ya!
Bye!
So
awkward.
What... what's going on here?
I don't know.
What is that?
What?
What is this?
I made it at camp.
- You made it at camp?
- Yeah.
Do you wanna, like...
What?
Move that hand back, yeah.
Arch them more, and then
press more on this side.
And then take that
finger... and put it here.
Move that there.
Now press really hard.
I like your necklace.
You haven't noticed it before?
No, I have.
I just haven't said it yet.
Oh.
Sorry.
Hm, yeah, mm.
Okay, do you want to... do you
want to talk or do you want me
to sing something?
No, you can play.
Okay.
♪ I'd follow you to war ♪
♪ No matter what
you're fighting for ♪
♪ And she would tear her seams ♪
♪ Broken hearts
can't find their sleep ♪
♪ Broken hearts
can't find their sleep ♪
♪ I'm yours to keep ♪
♪ As I shuffle through the notes ♪
♪ You promised me
lonesome when I'm on the road ♪
♪ And I'm coming close ♪
♪ To believing each
word that you spoke ♪
♪ To believing each
word that you wrote ♪
♪ The few that you hold ♪
♪ The few that you hold ♪
- You're on birth control, right?
- Yeah.
I am, yeah.
Oh, shit.
Oh, shit.
Did, um...
did you just come inside of me?
I'm sorry.
Okay.
Oh, fuck.
Okay.
It's okay, I...
you're on... you're on
birth control, right?
I asked you if...
- Right.
- You were on birth control.
You're not on birth
control, are you?
Um...
it's fine, you know, I'll...
I'll take a Plan...
I'll take a Plan B, so...
All right.
I should go.
Why?
It's so early.
Well, what do you wanna do?
I don't know, anything.
See, this is what I was
talking about earlier.
What are you talking about?
You just wanna fuck
me and then leave.
Look, you wanted to
have sex this time.
It wasn't me that
initiated it, so it's not...
No, no, I know, but...
but for once, it would
be nice if we could just do
something else after.
It feels like we're always
having sex and then you're going
home.
Plan B is, um, it's most
effective if you take it right
away.
I mean, you wouldn't
want me getting pregnant,
right?
Ow, fuck.
Hey.
Are you okay?
I'm fine, I'm just...
thinking.
About what?
Um...
what's your most
terrible memory?
I don't know.
Why are you doing this?
Haven't you read that
New York Times article going
around, "The 36
Questions That Lead to Love?"
Yeah.
Well, can I ask you a
couple of questions from that?
I thought you were going home.
It's just, like,
you're my boyfriend,
I should, um...
I should know
everything about you,
right?
Yeah, but I don't
think this is about that.
I mean, you know my
most terrible memory.
It's... it's only
fair that I know yours,
right?
I don't.
Not really.
Look, I know that
your mom died, okay?
But I don't know much else.
You haven't really
opened up to me about that.
And hey, I really
wish you would,
you know?
I want you to feel comfortable
opening up to me and stuff.
You don't open up
much either, so...
Well, there's not much to say.
I, um...
I went to school...
the day my mom died.
I skipped all my classes and I
just... sat in the auditorium
like all day.
And then I went to rehearsal.
During break, I went to get my
phone and my dad had texted me
"Where are
you?" like 30 times.
He just kept calling me.
So I...
I knew it was happening.
So I ran home in the rain and I
pounded on the door and my aunt
let me in, and I raced upstairs.
She breathed a
couple of seconds more,
like she had been
waiting for me.
My dad cried.
It was the first time
I had seen him cry.
And my sister and I,
we went downstairs.
And I took a picture of a
vase... with a white rose in it
and some red wine in a glass.
Then I went
upstairs to say goodbye.
My aunt had washed her body.
And I kissed her
on the forehead.
Her body was yellow.
And then the people
came to... take her away.
My dad told me to go downstairs
but... I didn't listen,
so I ran upstairs into my
parents' bedroom again and I
looked out the window.
And I saw my mom being
pushed into a black van.
And then it just went away.
So...
I'm so sorry.
Don't be.
Hey, so when am I gonna
meet my daughters' boyfriends?
Oh my God,
you have met them.
No, I mean formally meet them.
You know, they're... they're
always avoiding my questions.
That's why we
don't bring them over.
Why are we even
talking about this?
Um, I... I signed up for
a... a dating site last week.
And I'm gonna go on
a date this week.
Don't you think
it's a little soon?
Sophie...
No, I really don't.
I don't.
I think this is what your
mother would want for me.
We're happy for you, Dad.
Really.
Thanks, Sweetie.
Can you... can you just
try and be more supportive?
I mean, how does a
person even move on so fast?
You know?
It's been a year, Soph.
It doesn't feel that way to me.
Me neither.
You're serious?
Yes, absolutely.
Like, I feel like
this is a mutual thing.
You think that?
Yeah.
I just... I feel like
I've become dependent on you.
I just think it's good
to be alone sometimes.
So it's just a break, like
for a short period of time?
I mean, it's just a short
period of time and we most
likely will get
back together, so...
Great.
You sure this has
nothing to do with your mom?
It doesn't have
anything to do with my mom.
The anniversary has
nothing to do with this.
Eyes are closed.
Let's all take one
deep inhale together.
Fill your bellies and
let out an audible sigh.
Yeah.
Hey, Sophie?
Lily here is gonna
give you a ride home.
What?
Um...
my sister is about
to pick me up, so...
I really think it's for the
best that she gives you a ride
home.
- Um...
- Oh.
Okay.
Okay, great.
So, why did Ms. Baum
ask you to give me a ride?
Um, she said that
you'd, um... you... she said that
you'd understand.
Understand what?
Are you okay?
I don't
know anything right now.
Okay, can you
please... can you pull over,
please?
Okay.
Why are you crying?
My mom died.
I'm... I'm so sorry, Lily.
I'm really sorry.
It's okay.
That's a lot.
What did you do?
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what I did.
I mean, you would... you
would think I would know,
right?
Like, you would...
I...
I don't know.
Do you ever feel
like she's still around?
Um...
my sister...
she thinks,
um...
our mom communicates
with us in her dreams.
Sometimes I think that's true.
Hey, there.
Hey.
What ya working on?
Um, chem project.
Oh, yeah?
Good.
Okay, well, lunch
is almost ready.
Dad?
Yeah, honey.
What's your favorite color?
Um... I don't know.
You know, maybe, uh...
you know, maybe
it's forest green.
Why?
I... I didn't know Mom's
favorite color and I... I think
it's important
that I know yours.
Yeah.
Fuck me up!
Wait, Lucy, please don't.
Oh, hell yeah!
All of it, all of
it, all of it, all of it!
I read a book a while ago about
how male gorillas leave fruit
out in the rain
for, like, months.
And then they lure the women
into drinking the stuff and then
they rape them.
Okay, Sophie, lighten
the fuck up.
Oh, my God.
- Jesus!
- It's true, it's true.
I... I'm
sure it's true,
but we're not fucking gorillas.
We've evolved a lot
since then, my friend.
Sophie, I love you, like,
more than time can tell,
but I'm not gonna kiss you
for the third year in a row.
I'm gonna go fucking find a guy.
I didn't
ask, but you do you.
- Okay, I love you!
- Okay.
Oh, my God.
It was cute.
Wait, Sophie.
What... what's going on?
Um, nothing.
Sophie!
Aren't you together?
We're fine, we're
just taking a break.
Okay, whatever that means.
It's fine, he's his own
person, he can do as he pleases,
you know?
Like, he's his own...
You're staring.
I'm not staring, I'm only
staring because you brought it
- up, so...
- Okay, okay.
- Okay.
- Keep... keep saying that.
Yeah.
It's fine.
Oh, my God.
Sophie?
Sophie!
Hey, Sophie!
Sophie.
Um...
what are you doing?
I'm going home.
What does it look
like I'm doing?
Um...
are you okay?
I'm fine!
I'm just... I'm going home.
Like, why are you following me?
I'm not following you.
I mean, you just
looked upset so I...
I... I'm not dating
Kate, if that's...
I didn't even care.
I didn't even see you.
Oh, okay.
Okay?
Okay.
I just really want
to go home right now,
- so...
- Why?
'Cause I just
don't want to be here.
I don't want to be doing this.
Doing what?
I haven't d... I haven't...
I'm not... it's not about...
I'm not talking about you.
I just really want
to get out of here,
so...
What, do you think I'm...
Do you... do you need me to
drive you home or anything?
- Do you need a ride?
- You think I'm drunk?
I'm fine, okay?
I'm not gonna get
into my car and,
like, crash into a
pole or something.
I didn't say that.
Okay.
Well, I'm great, so you
don't have to worry about me.
Clearly.
You're fantastic.
All right.
Okay.
I'll see you back at
school or whatever.
Yeah,
happy New Year's.
Yeah, you too.
This is delicious.
- Mm.
- Mm-hm.
I'm glad
you guys like it.
- It's wonderful.
- Thank you for bringing it.
Oh, you're welcome.
I have to tell you the truth, I
really messed up the first time
around and had to
throw one away.
Well, it was worth it.
You did a great job.
- I'm glad you like it.
- Yeah.
Um, so Sophie, where are you
thinking about going to college?
Well...
I didn't really go to any
of my classes in high school.
Um, so I'll probably be going
to the one with the 89 percent
acceptance rate.
Which one is that?
It's called, um, City
Island College in New York City.
Oh, that's fancy.
You must really love big cities.
Mm-hm.
New York is way
too crowded for me.
Oh, I love crowds.
The bigger the better, you know?
But what are you
thinking about studying?
Well, um, I really
would love to study acting,
but my father over here would
like me to study something more
practical like
English or History.
Mm-hm.
I just... I think it's a good
idea to have a backup plan.
Yeah.
Yeah, always good
to have some plan B,
for sure.
Yup.
What about you, Denise?
What do you do?
Well, I teach
kindergarten but, um,
I actually really love to garden
and that's one of my hobbies,
and I actually
really like to sing,
too.
Oh, how lovely!
Yeah.
You should sing us a tune.
Uh, I think the quiche is the
only thing I'll be contributing
today.
Mm.
Well, maybe another time.
Sure.
She's actually a great singer.
She sings for you a lot, Dad?
No, not a lot but...-
A little
bit of singing.
Oh, yeah,
just... I just do it for fun.
Mm, nice.
So?
What do you guys think?
I liked her.
She was really pretty and nice.
- Good.
- Yeah.
Good.
What about you?
There's literally
nothing wrong with her,
so...
Well, I'm glad you liked her.
- Yeah.
- Good.
I'm glad she's
nothing like Mom.
What do you mean?
She didn't make me laugh once.
I'm gonna go clean up.
Okay, do you want our help?
I can do it.
- Okay, thank you.
- Sure.
Why did you do it?
Do what?
Tell everyone that I
tried to have sex with you.
I don't know, I...
I just... I've
liked you since, like,
the third... since, like,
the third grade and...
I guess I just
wanted Kevin to know that...
That I liked you too?
Yeah.
I'm sorry, that's...
that's really fucked up.
Maybe we
should do this.
What?
You want... me to kiss you?
Sure.
Okay.
Okay.
Can I have this one?
Uh, no.
- Why?
- That's my favorite shirt.
But you never wear it.
It's my favorite because I only
wear it on special occasions.
That literally
doesn't make any sense,
but okay.
Stop.
You're not doing it right.
Just give it to me.
I'm not folding
clothes in a right way?
No, you're...
you have to roll them.
I have to maximize the
space in my suitcase.
You have
plenty of space.
I'm going to New York.
I'm going across
the country, okay?
It's far away.
I'm gonna miss this.
Miss
what?
Our fights, your
annoying voice...
My annoying voice?
Yes!
Will you miss me?
Of course I'll miss you.
Really?
Yeah.
Okay.
Come here!
Of course I'll miss you.
Promise you'll call every day.
Yeah, I will.
I'll call every day.
Don't worry.
I'll harass ya, woman.
Hey!
Okay, show me how to do it.
It's very simple.
Spoken
like a true master.
Yeah, it's
really quite simple.
You just roll it up.
Um...
so you're going to
ORU in the fall?
Yeah.
A full ride, so...
That's... that's impressive.
Thanks.
I heard about you and Riley.
That you guys...
that you guys kissed and stuff.
Well, uh...
we're not together anymore so
I don't really know why that
matters.
I miss you.
Really?
Yeah.
I really do.
I miss you too.
I, uh...
I think about you a lot.
What do you think about?
How you were there for me.
ever done this before?
Like... planned to
hook up with somebody?
Like, set a date?
Yeah.
No.
Can I ask you something?
What?
Why do you want to do this?
Do what?
Come on.
I mean, the timing of
the whole thing is just...
The funeral was...
I just... I find you really
attractive and you're a good
actor, and you're smart.
That's a turn-on.
I mean, you said the other day
in class that 'The Old Man and
the Sea' was your favorite book
and I just thought that was very
wise of you.
Well, that's very nice of you.
Thank you.
Now you have to say
something about me.
Something nice.
I have to?
Yeah.
O... okay, um...
you...
uh, you... you
have... I like your,
uh, sense of fashion.
Does
that... is that weird?
Do you want something else?
I have...
I don't know.
Um, you should
take this off, right?
- Might get in the way...
- Uh, yeah, for sure.
Or something.
Do you think you
could give me a hickey?
Why?
I don't know,
I... I think they're pretty.
Aren't they just,
like, popped blood vessels?
Yeah.
So?
Okay.
Just...
Things have been weird.
Death is weird.
At least I've been coping well.
I mean, I haven't been
cutting myself or...
drinking or taking drugs,
so that's cool... I think.
And your family?
Uh, we haven't really talked
about it since the funeral...
which was so weird.
I mean, all these... these
strangers were there and,
um...
they all said they were my
mom's best friend but...
I mean, how could they have
been if I had never met them,
you know?
How does that feel?
It's good?
- Sophieee!
- Whaaat?
Hi, baby, I love you.
- Mwah.
- Oh, okay.
Love you, too.
The claws.
The claws...
Hey, I'm sorry I'm late.
It's okay.
Hello.
Okay, so we can...
- Hey.
- You're late, kid.
You like your ladder, boy?
I do.
You should go check yours out.
Okay, I will.-
Whoa!
It's okay,
we're good, we're good!
Stop
being a drama queen.
All right.
Boo!
Oh.
So scary.
I know.
I saw that you were jumpy
and I just saw an opportunity.
I mean, I...
I know this is stupid
but I am a little nervous.
Why?
It's just tech week.
I just... I want to be perfect.
Which sounds
insane, but whatever.
I mean...
you're gonna do great, Jones.
- Don't even worry about it.
- Okay, Riley.
Thank you.
What is this?!
- What?
- What even... did y... what...
Don't touch!
Let me... I just
want to feel it!
Okay, no!
Don't do that.
Hey.
Hey, what's up?
Um...
I'm sorry,
uh, about the... the hi...
Oh, no, no, it's cool.
I... it doesn't hurt or anything.
Really?
It hurts a little bit.
It's fine, though.
I'm sorry.
- Yeah, it's... it's okay.
- Okay.
Um, break a leg.
You too.
How far have you guys gone?
Um, we've only
dry-humped and... and,
um, made out a little bit.
- Mm.
- Mm.
Sexy.
Works to your advantage.
What do you mean?
Don't you
MASTURBATE...
Okay...
BY
HUMPING A PILLOW?!
You do!
Yes, I do...
masturbate by humping a pillow.
Okay?
Don't know how that happened,
I just... discovered it.
What do you think is next?
Like...
are you gonna let
him eat you out?
No.
Why?
I mean, I just... I
feel like I'm gonna laugh!
That's, like,
the way girls come.
I'm going to laugh.
It's going to tickle.
It's not gonna
tickle!
How could it not?
A person's, like,
little tongue...
licking my vagina?
That's so... gross.
It's not gross.
I kinda wanna blow him, though.
Really?
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
I, uh... I feel
like it gives me the power.
You know?
'Cause I could just bite
his dick off if I wanted to.
- You know?
- Yeah, yeah.
Girls, are we set?
Yeah.
We don't have napkins.
Okay, um...
maybe paper towel.
You excited about tomorrow?
Sophie?
What?
Are you excited
about opening night?
Oh, um...
yeah.
Good.
Actually, Dad, I
was gonna ask you.
I know this is kind of a huge
favor but I was wondering if we
could host one of the cast
parties at the end of the month.
Sophie...
Yeah!
- Yeah, what not?
- Really?
- Sure.
- Dad...
- That would be awesome.
- Yeah, I think that'd be good.
No, I don't
think you understand.
What?
I mean, like, there's gonna be
drugs and alcohol and sex and...
I just don't think you should be
promoting that kind of behavior.
Well, I didn't know that's
what happened at cast parties.
- It doesn't.
- It does.
I mean, we're not hosting a
party if... if that's what... if
that's what happens, all right?
Do you understand?
Hey, Soph?
What are we gonna do
with all these flowers?
- Hey.
- Hi.
Hey, what's up?
Hey, uh, Sophie, uh, do...
do you want to sit down?
Yeah, sure.
Wait, no.
I don't really want to
do that... right now.
- Are you okay?
- Yeah, I'm fine.
I'm not... I'm
not gonna bite you.
Wait.
I'd hope not.
I was... I was
joking.
Oh, okay.
- But, um...
- We don't have to.
I can... I can do
something for you.
If you want, I mean.
Like what?
Um, you can switch with
me if you want.
- Okay.
- Okay?
- Yeah.
- You wanna s... sit down?
- Yeah.
- Okay.
Um...
Maybe just... just
stand up first.
Okay.
Um...
Can you...
do the rest?
- Oh, yeah.
- I'm sorry.
Oh, shit.
Yeah, okay, just,
like, take them...?
- Yeah.
- Okay.
Um...
should I... should I
take my underwear off too?
Um, no, you
should just sit down.
- Just sit down.
- Okay.
Romantic.
Um, it's fine.
What's wrong?
Everything's fine.
Nothing, I'm fine.
Hey.
Hey.
Are you okay?
Yeah, I'm fine.
I tried texting you last night.
Yeah, I saw.
- Uh, can you stay and... talk?
- No, I have to go.
Sophie, I just...
Okay.
So do you know a lot of
people that are gonna be here?
Um, kind of.
Like, they're all in my... I
mean, they're all in my grade.
Like, I don't know if
we're "friends" but...
I know them.
You'll love them
and they'll love you.
Okay.
I'm serious, Soph.
I'm serious!
Okay.
Do you need me to
pluck that brow?
It's like
that crazy one that makes you
look like Frida Kahlo.
Can you blow on my face?
Can you please blow on my face?
Okay, I haven't
even plucked one yet,
so...
I feel like these hairs just...
I feel like
you're picking my nose.
You can pick my... Sophie,
isn't that what best friends do?
Ow.
Okay, do you want brow gel?
I just don't think
I can walk in these.
It's for fashion.
It's for fashion.
Hey, do you have a razor?
Do I look okay?
Yeah, you
always look okay.
I don't know.
Wait, do I do this
or do this first?
So, are you guys
going home together or,
like...?
What the fuck, Sophie?!
I don't know!
I mean, this is my ex.
Oh, yeah!
I'm so dumb.
Hey.
Hey, Sophie.
Hi.
Sorry, I just... I don't know if
I'm supposed to be in here or...
That's okay.
Come in.
You have a really nice house.
Thank you.
- Hey, Kate.
- Hey.
Um... who was that?
You don't know who that is?
No.
For real?
Yeah.
That's Tony.
He actually
has a huge crush on you.
No.
Yes, he does!
Oh, my gosh, in math
class, he's always spacing out,
and, like, when he
wakes up, he says,
"I had the most wonderful
dream about Sophie Jones."
You're joking.
I'm not!
You should totally fuck him.
He has this long list of
sophomore girls waiting to just
suck his dick.
He's kind of a legend.
Okay.
You know Savannah?
Yeah.
Okay, so she fucked him, right?
And she told me that the
first time they had sex,
he put on 'Reservoir Dogs' and
asked her to take a shower with
him.
His dad was
upstairs the whole time.
Seriously, it's so hot.
Yeah, that's crazy.
You
should totally do it.
So, um...
you've had sex, then, right?
Of course.
You haven't?
What's it like?
I can't even begin to explain.
Okay.
I think I'm gonna
go talk to him.
Mm-mm, no.
I will talk to him in class.
I'll give him your number.
It's the chase he's after.
If you show you're into
him, he won't be interested.
You get it?
Got it.
Okay.
Okay, do yo want some?
Um, no, thanks.
I... I don't do that.
Okay, suit yourself.
Oh my God, Riley,
are... are you okay?!
Okay.
Fuck...
Oh, God.
Jesus Christ.
Oh my God, I'm sorry,
I didn't mean to laugh.
That was mean.
Not mean.
You're fine.
You have a little something.
Oh.
No, that side.
What?
Okay.
Just put it in the toilet.
Fuck off.
Why won't you tell me
about what happened with Kev?
I don't really want to
talk about that right now.
I mean, ask him
if you're so concerned.
I did.
He's... he's pretty
torn up about it.
Okay.
I'd really...
I'd really love it if you
guys could be friends again.
For my sake.
Maybe just, like,
all hang out and...
I... I just miss you.
I just...
I should go.
What?
Where... wait, I'm your ride.
I'll walk.
Hey!
Okay, honey,
coffee is coming.
- Morning!
- Morning.
- Thank you.
- Do you want coffee?
Um, I'm okay, thank you.
All right.
So, you
and Brian, huh?
How did
you hear about that?
There's nothing to talk about.
I heard that he was
looking at your butt.
We went out to lunch.
And that's it.
Do you think you're
gonna... bone?
No!
God, no.
I'm sorry,
what was that?
Nothing!
Nothing.
Sophie's just being weird.
Oh, my God.
Brian, huh?
No, it's not...
She went on a date with Brian.
I did not, I went to lunch!
I went to lunch.
You did?
And we... we didn't
even, like, go out,
we just ate our own
packed lunches in a hallway.
It wasn't...
You sat in the hallway
and ate your pack lunches?
Sounds like a date
to me, right, Sophie?
It's not a date!
It's okay, you
don't have to be so,
like, mmm about it.
- Like, it's fine, he's cute.
- I'm not being "mmm" about it.
- I gotta run.
- Okay.
All right, love you.
Love you guys.
It's your turn.
Tony
Robertson took you on a date?
It's still crazy.
We had sushi and then we went
to his house afterwards and his
dad was there and
we all had tea...
His dad?!
Had tea together.
Like a tea party?
Yeah.
That's so weird.
He must really like you.
I don't know, I... I
don't want all this,
like, extra stuff.
So you don't want any tea?
- No, I just...
- No, seriously, why?
I... you know, knowing
someone wants me, like,
to meet their
dad, that's weird.
Like, that turns me off.
You know?
It's weird.
Not really.
- I...
- So what?
I mean, I just... I like
it being mindless more.
Sophie, you know you can
talk to me about... whatever,
right?
I know that.
Okay, then maybe this Tony
Robertson thing isn't such a
good idea.
Okay, well, what do you mean?
I mean...
it just seems like
ever since your mom died,
you've turned into
this crazy nympho.
I'm not crazy, Claire.
I know, Sophie.
But how many guys have you
hooked up with since January?
Only a few.
Yeah.
Only a few but, like,
it's from literally what,
nothing?
I dated in middle school.
Come on, Soph, that's not
what we're talking about.
I touched Ethan
Williams' dick, remember?
Yeah, we all did that.
We all touched his dick.
Look, Sophie, I just
don't want you getting hurt.
Guys are assholes.
They don't have feelings.
They just see us as
objects that they can fuck.
When they come, they leave.
Have any of the guys you've
hooked up with even made you
come, Sophie?
What are you
even talking about?
I mean, I'm
talking about, like,
pleasure.
Do you feel pleasure?
Have any of the
guys you've been,
like, made you feel like that?
- Wh...?
- Like...
Like what?
Have they made me feel pleasure?
Yeah, they haven't, have they?
That's not the point, Sophie.
All I'm saying is that
people have been talking.
I'm just concerned.
What people?
People in my grade and
people in your grade.
You suddenly care
about what other people think?
I mean, I care what
they say about my best friend,
yeah!
Why wouldn't I care?
Well, I... I just don't care
what people think about me.
I don't.
At all.
So if you have a
problem with me,
you can just fuck off.
I can fuck off?
Sophie, are you
joking right now?!
Sophie!
Are you gonna get
your fucking lunch?!
I mean, I thought
you didn't want to.
I mean, that's what I
thought initially but...
- Uh-huh.
- Um...
I have this
theory, like...
all these intense
things happening in my life,
it's a sign I should
just lose my virginity too.
I mean, I know it sounds crazy
but I just feel like if I do
this, then everything
will balance itself out,
you know?
I just need to get
everything out of the way,
you know?
Yeah.
So, uh, are you gonna
start smoking meth now?
No.
Look, I thought you
wanted to have sex,
okay?
It wasn't just me.
Listen.
I do.
Of course.
I just want to make sure
it's what you want as well.
That's what I want, so...
- Good.
- So...
Well, that's good.
Ow.
Ow.
Am I... am I hurting you?
No, of course not.
Fuck.
- Uh...
- Um...
Maybe you're
just not wet enough?
I don't know why,
it's just not going in,
you know?
Okay.
Are... are you nervous?
- I can just, like, eat you out.
- No, don't be stupid.
Just push more.
All right, you've got it.
It's in.
Oh, yeah.
Oh, it's in.
Wait...
Oh, yeah, we're having sex.
This is sex?
Yeah.
This is it?
Yeah.
- Wait...
- Shhh.
Wait.
Stop.
- Ow, what the fuck?!
- Shit.
What the fuck?!
- I'm sorry!
- What the fuck?!
- Ow!
- I'm sorry!
I just don't want to
have sex right now,
okay?
Fuck, that fucking hurt!
What the fuck, Sophie?!
Are you fucking crazy?
- Ow!
- I'm sorry, okay?
Jesus.
Fuck...
What the fuck?
Hey, Claire.
It's me.
I know we haven't talked in
a while but I miss you and,
uh, I'd love to talk
soon, so just give me a call.
Okay, bye.
Hi, Mom.
People keep saying
that... you're still here.
Like I can find
you in my heart or something.
It's not healthy
to think like that.
People say I, um...
they say I
have your eyes but...
I don't know if that's... that's
something people say to just be
nice or...
I don't know if I really
do have your... your eyes.
I, um...
I really hope you're...
you're not disappointed in me.
I mean, all the
guys I've been hooking up with,
they're... they're hot, right?
So, there's...
there's something to that,
I guess.
I'm so sorry, Soph.
It's
whatever, you know?
It's not, it's...
it's not okay.
I mean, at least he's a senior.
He'll be gone next year, right?
Yeah.
Right.
Wait, whoa.
Sophie, no!
Why not?
You know why!
This... this is not you.
Okay, just, like...
- No, I...
- Wait.
Riley, I know you like me.
I can't do this
with you right now.
Oh, my God.
Fuck you, Riley.
- Like, for r... really.
- Nice, nice.
- Really.
- Real mature.
Fuck, close the
fucking door, okay?
Oh, I will, I will.
- Oh, my God.
- Fuck.
I saw a hummingbird
today walking home from school.
And it flew up
really close to me and...
I thought maybe it was
Mom looking out for me.
Sophie, you
wanna say anything?
I'm gonna miss you
so much next year.
Sophie, it's just college.
We're gonna talk
every day, okay?
I know.
It's just you...
You just have to look at school
next year like it's your job.
When you go to school,
just pretend like it's work.
- Simple.
- Great.
Hey, guys?
- Hey!
- Hey, Sammy.
Do you want me to
sign your yearbook?
Um, maybe later.
Uh, Sophie, would it be
cool if we talked for a sec?
Um, sure.
Maybe in... in private?
Okay.
- Have fun!
- Okay.
So... what's up?
Um, I heard
about you and Riley.
What about me and Riley?
Just that, like, you kind of
went to his house and tried to
throw yourself on him.
What?
That you tried to
force yourself on him.
I'm sorry, what?
It's just that he has a
thing with my sister and I...
Kate, yeah.
Yeah, they've
been dating for...
- Did Riley tell you this?
- Yes, he did.
I just think it's kind of fucked
that you'd try to do that.
And you believe him?
I mean, I just don't
want Kate getting hurt.
Is that okay?
Okay.
Well, you can tell
Riley to go fuck himself.
So it won't happen again?
You can bet on that.
Hey!
Hey!
Hey!
Hi.
What's up?
Nothing,
I just was writing.
What's going on with you?
I'm just, uh,
getting some biking in.
Cool, I
see that.
Um, actually, I'm,
uh, headed to meet somebody,
so I'm gonna, um...
Oh.
Well, I'm meeting someone too.
I'm waiting for
them here, so... cool.
Oh.
Cool.
- Um...
- Um...
I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
For what?
Just how I
freaked out, you know,
a while ago in the bathroom
and you probably thought I was
insane or
something.
No, I... I mean,
that was so long ago,
so I...
I just wanted to say,
like, I... I did want to do it.
I mean, like...
ah, what am I saying?!
I just, uh... I mean,
panic attacks happen,
right?
You know?
And, um, I'd like it
if we could be friends.
If that's okay.
Of course
we can be friends.
Okay.
I'd actually like
that a lot, so...
Cool.
Yeah, just... text me and
we'll... we'll hang out.
Or we'll get
coffee or something.
Cool.
- Well, see you later.
- Okay.
Bye.
Good morning.
Morning.
How are you?
Fine.
Did you sleep okay?
Is my
hairbrush in here?
Yeah.
Thank you.
We're almost out of toothpaste.
Okay.
I'll pick some up on
the way home today.
You got it all... wet.
Well, you don't put
your bra on the towel rack.
- Such a random person.
- I know, it's weird.
Hey, I was
actually wondering if,
um, you could let me
eat lunch with you today,
just for today.
I don't know, Sophie.
If I say yes today, you're just
gonna want to eat lunch with me
and my friends every day.
Well, you know, Claire just
left and I really don't want to
eat lunch alone, so...
Why can't you just make
a friend your own age?
I don't like the
girls in my grade.
- We've gone over this before.
- What about Riley?
Things are weird still.
He still hasn't apologized.
Um, look, I have bio now, so...
Okay.
Please, Lucy?
No, Sophie.
I think he's gonna,
you know, make the move.
- Tonight?
- Tonight!
Wait, have you guys
not, like, fucked before?
Well, no, I told you, I
wanted to take things slow.
I thought you had.
God, it's been, like, a while.
What?
I'm taking it slow.
Hey, Kate.
Oh, hey.
Sophie, right?
Right.
So, are you guys gonna
do anything fun after school?
Uh, yeah, we're headed to
Andrew's to smoke a bowl.
Nice.
- Yeah.
- Cool.
- Yeah.
- I'll... I'll see ya later.
See ya!
Bye!
So
awkward.
What... what's going on here?
I don't know.
What is that?
What?
What is this?
I made it at camp.
- You made it at camp?
- Yeah.
Do you wanna, like...
What?
Move that hand back, yeah.
Arch them more, and then
press more on this side.
And then take that
finger... and put it here.
Move that there.
Now press really hard.
I like your necklace.
You haven't noticed it before?
No, I have.
I just haven't said it yet.
Oh.
Sorry.
Hm, yeah, mm.
Okay, do you want to... do you
want to talk or do you want me
to sing something?
No, you can play.
Okay.
♪ I'd follow you to war ♪
♪ No matter what
you're fighting for ♪
♪ And she would tear her seams ♪
♪ Broken hearts
can't find their sleep ♪
♪ Broken hearts
can't find their sleep ♪
♪ I'm yours to keep ♪
♪ As I shuffle through the notes ♪
♪ You promised me
lonesome when I'm on the road ♪
♪ And I'm coming close ♪
♪ To believing each
word that you spoke ♪
♪ To believing each
word that you wrote ♪
♪ The few that you hold ♪
♪ The few that you hold ♪
- You're on birth control, right?
- Yeah.
I am, yeah.
Oh, shit.
Oh, shit.
Did, um...
did you just come inside of me?
I'm sorry.
Okay.
Oh, fuck.
Okay.
It's okay, I...
you're on... you're on
birth control, right?
I asked you if...
- Right.
- You were on birth control.
You're not on birth
control, are you?
Um...
it's fine, you know, I'll...
I'll take a Plan...
I'll take a Plan B, so...
All right.
I should go.
Why?
It's so early.
Well, what do you wanna do?
I don't know, anything.
See, this is what I was
talking about earlier.
What are you talking about?
You just wanna fuck
me and then leave.
Look, you wanted to
have sex this time.
It wasn't me that
initiated it, so it's not...
No, no, I know, but...
but for once, it would
be nice if we could just do
something else after.
It feels like we're always
having sex and then you're going
home.
Plan B is, um, it's most
effective if you take it right
away.
I mean, you wouldn't
want me getting pregnant,
right?
Ow, fuck.
Hey.
Are you okay?
I'm fine, I'm just...
thinking.
About what?
Um...
what's your most
terrible memory?
I don't know.
Why are you doing this?
Haven't you read that
New York Times article going
around, "The 36
Questions That Lead to Love?"
Yeah.
Well, can I ask you a
couple of questions from that?
I thought you were going home.
It's just, like,
you're my boyfriend,
I should, um...
I should know
everything about you,
right?
Yeah, but I don't
think this is about that.
I mean, you know my
most terrible memory.
It's... it's only
fair that I know yours,
right?
I don't.
Not really.
Look, I know that
your mom died, okay?
But I don't know much else.
You haven't really
opened up to me about that.
And hey, I really
wish you would,
you know?
I want you to feel comfortable
opening up to me and stuff.
You don't open up
much either, so...
Well, there's not much to say.
I, um...
I went to school...
the day my mom died.
I skipped all my classes and I
just... sat in the auditorium
like all day.
And then I went to rehearsal.
During break, I went to get my
phone and my dad had texted me
"Where are
you?" like 30 times.
He just kept calling me.
So I...
I knew it was happening.
So I ran home in the rain and I
pounded on the door and my aunt
let me in, and I raced upstairs.
She breathed a
couple of seconds more,
like she had been
waiting for me.
My dad cried.
It was the first time
I had seen him cry.
And my sister and I,
we went downstairs.
And I took a picture of a
vase... with a white rose in it
and some red wine in a glass.
Then I went
upstairs to say goodbye.
My aunt had washed her body.
And I kissed her
on the forehead.
Her body was yellow.
And then the people
came to... take her away.
My dad told me to go downstairs
but... I didn't listen,
so I ran upstairs into my
parents' bedroom again and I
looked out the window.
And I saw my mom being
pushed into a black van.
And then it just went away.
So...
I'm so sorry.
Don't be.
Hey, so when am I gonna
meet my daughters' boyfriends?
Oh my God,
you have met them.
No, I mean formally meet them.
You know, they're... they're
always avoiding my questions.
That's why we
don't bring them over.
Why are we even
talking about this?
Um, I... I signed up for
a... a dating site last week.
And I'm gonna go on
a date this week.
Don't you think
it's a little soon?
Sophie...
No, I really don't.
I don't.
I think this is what your
mother would want for me.
We're happy for you, Dad.
Really.
Thanks, Sweetie.
Can you... can you just
try and be more supportive?
I mean, how does a
person even move on so fast?
You know?
It's been a year, Soph.
It doesn't feel that way to me.
Me neither.
You're serious?
Yes, absolutely.
Like, I feel like
this is a mutual thing.
You think that?
Yeah.
I just... I feel like
I've become dependent on you.
I just think it's good
to be alone sometimes.
So it's just a break, like
for a short period of time?
I mean, it's just a short
period of time and we most
likely will get
back together, so...
Great.
You sure this has
nothing to do with your mom?
It doesn't have
anything to do with my mom.
The anniversary has
nothing to do with this.
Eyes are closed.
Let's all take one
deep inhale together.
Fill your bellies and
let out an audible sigh.
Yeah.
Hey, Sophie?
Lily here is gonna
give you a ride home.
What?
Um...
my sister is about
to pick me up, so...
I really think it's for the
best that she gives you a ride
home.
- Um...
- Oh.
Okay.
Okay, great.
So, why did Ms. Baum
ask you to give me a ride?
Um, she said that
you'd, um... you... she said that
you'd understand.
Understand what?
Are you okay?
I don't
know anything right now.
Okay, can you
please... can you pull over,
please?
Okay.
Why are you crying?
My mom died.
I'm... I'm so sorry, Lily.
I'm really sorry.
It's okay.
That's a lot.
What did you do?
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what I did.
I mean, you would... you
would think I would know,
right?
Like, you would...
I...
I don't know.
Do you ever feel
like she's still around?
Um...
my sister...
she thinks,
um...
our mom communicates
with us in her dreams.
Sometimes I think that's true.
Hey, there.
Hey.
What ya working on?
Um, chem project.
Oh, yeah?
Good.
Okay, well, lunch
is almost ready.
Dad?
Yeah, honey.
What's your favorite color?
Um... I don't know.
You know, maybe, uh...
you know, maybe
it's forest green.
Why?
I... I didn't know Mom's
favorite color and I... I think
it's important
that I know yours.
Yeah.
Fuck me up!
Wait, Lucy, please don't.
Oh, hell yeah!
All of it, all of
it, all of it, all of it!
I read a book a while ago about
how male gorillas leave fruit
out in the rain
for, like, months.
And then they lure the women
into drinking the stuff and then
they rape them.
Okay, Sophie, lighten
the fuck up.
Oh, my God.
- Jesus!
- It's true, it's true.
I... I'm
sure it's true,
but we're not fucking gorillas.
We've evolved a lot
since then, my friend.
Sophie, I love you, like,
more than time can tell,
but I'm not gonna kiss you
for the third year in a row.
I'm gonna go fucking find a guy.
I didn't
ask, but you do you.
- Okay, I love you!
- Okay.
Oh, my God.
It was cute.
Wait, Sophie.
What... what's going on?
Um, nothing.
Sophie!
Aren't you together?
We're fine, we're
just taking a break.
Okay, whatever that means.
It's fine, he's his own
person, he can do as he pleases,
you know?
Like, he's his own...
You're staring.
I'm not staring, I'm only
staring because you brought it
- up, so...
- Okay, okay.
- Okay.
- Keep... keep saying that.
Yeah.
It's fine.
Oh, my God.
Sophie?
Sophie!
Hey, Sophie!
Sophie.
Um...
what are you doing?
I'm going home.
What does it look
like I'm doing?
Um...
are you okay?
I'm fine!
I'm just... I'm going home.
Like, why are you following me?
I'm not following you.
I mean, you just
looked upset so I...
I... I'm not dating
Kate, if that's...
I didn't even care.
I didn't even see you.
Oh, okay.
Okay?
Okay.
I just really want
to go home right now,
- so...
- Why?
'Cause I just
don't want to be here.
I don't want to be doing this.
Doing what?
I haven't d... I haven't...
I'm not... it's not about...
I'm not talking about you.
I just really want
to get out of here,
so...
What, do you think I'm...
Do you... do you need me to
drive you home or anything?
- Do you need a ride?
- You think I'm drunk?
I'm fine, okay?
I'm not gonna get
into my car and,
like, crash into a
pole or something.
I didn't say that.
Okay.
Well, I'm great, so you
don't have to worry about me.
Clearly.
You're fantastic.
All right.
Okay.
I'll see you back at
school or whatever.
Yeah,
happy New Year's.
Yeah, you too.
This is delicious.
- Mm.
- Mm-hm.
I'm glad
you guys like it.
- It's wonderful.
- Thank you for bringing it.
Oh, you're welcome.
I have to tell you the truth, I
really messed up the first time
around and had to
throw one away.
Well, it was worth it.
You did a great job.
- I'm glad you like it.
- Yeah.
Um, so Sophie, where are you
thinking about going to college?
Well...
I didn't really go to any
of my classes in high school.
Um, so I'll probably be going
to the one with the 89 percent
acceptance rate.
Which one is that?
It's called, um, City
Island College in New York City.
Oh, that's fancy.
You must really love big cities.
Mm-hm.
New York is way
too crowded for me.
Oh, I love crowds.
The bigger the better, you know?
But what are you
thinking about studying?
Well, um, I really
would love to study acting,
but my father over here would
like me to study something more
practical like
English or History.
Mm-hm.
I just... I think it's a good
idea to have a backup plan.
Yeah.
Yeah, always good
to have some plan B,
for sure.
Yup.
What about you, Denise?
What do you do?
Well, I teach
kindergarten but, um,
I actually really love to garden
and that's one of my hobbies,
and I actually
really like to sing,
too.
Oh, how lovely!
Yeah.
You should sing us a tune.
Uh, I think the quiche is the
only thing I'll be contributing
today.
Mm.
Well, maybe another time.
Sure.
She's actually a great singer.
She sings for you a lot, Dad?
No, not a lot but...-
A little
bit of singing.
Oh, yeah,
just... I just do it for fun.
Mm, nice.
So?
What do you guys think?
I liked her.
She was really pretty and nice.
- Good.
- Yeah.
Good.
What about you?
There's literally
nothing wrong with her,
so...
Well, I'm glad you liked her.
- Yeah.
- Good.
I'm glad she's
nothing like Mom.
What do you mean?
She didn't make me laugh once.
I'm gonna go clean up.
Okay, do you want our help?
I can do it.
- Okay, thank you.
- Sure.
Why did you do it?
Do what?
Tell everyone that I
tried to have sex with you.
I don't know, I...
I just... I've
liked you since, like,
the third... since, like,
the third grade and...
I guess I just
wanted Kevin to know that...
That I liked you too?
Yeah.
I'm sorry, that's...
that's really fucked up.
Maybe we
should do this.
What?
You want... me to kiss you?
Sure.
Okay.
Okay.
Can I have this one?
Uh, no.
- Why?
- That's my favorite shirt.
But you never wear it.
It's my favorite because I only
wear it on special occasions.
That literally
doesn't make any sense,
but okay.
Stop.
You're not doing it right.
Just give it to me.
I'm not folding
clothes in a right way?
No, you're...
you have to roll them.
I have to maximize the
space in my suitcase.
You have
plenty of space.
I'm going to New York.
I'm going across
the country, okay?
It's far away.
I'm gonna miss this.
Miss
what?
Our fights, your
annoying voice...
My annoying voice?
Yes!
Will you miss me?
Of course I'll miss you.
Really?
Yeah.
Okay.
Come here!
Of course I'll miss you.
Promise you'll call every day.
Yeah, I will.
I'll call every day.
Don't worry.
I'll harass ya, woman.
Hey!
Okay, show me how to do it.
It's very simple.
Spoken
like a true master.
Yeah, it's
really quite simple.
You just roll it up.
Um...
so you're going to
ORU in the fall?
Yeah.
A full ride, so...
That's... that's impressive.
Thanks.
I heard about you and Riley.
That you guys...
that you guys kissed and stuff.
Well, uh...
we're not together anymore so
I don't really know why that
matters.
I miss you.
Really?
Yeah.
I really do.
I miss you too.
I, uh...
I think about you a lot.
What do you think about?
How you were there for me.