Savage Youth (2018) - full transcript

All right, are you good to go?
-Yeah.

All right, here we go.
Quiet, please.

Picture's up, quiet on the set.

Jay.

Thank you, guys. Thank you, everybody.
Hustle, let's roll sound.

Mike, you're just gonna keep it rollin'?
-Yeah, yeah, yeah.

You got it with your...
- I'm good to go.

Cameras.
-Roll camera.

Marc, you wanna see me.

I haven't memorized.
You don't want to see me read from it, do you?

No. Yeah, memorized. Go.



Right around, Marco.

You all ready?

Sometimes in life, I feel Like I'm stranded
On an island

Feel my face It's his fault I'm still crying

Feel my heart slowing down I'm still dying

You're listening To this world

And it's still fucking Lying, lying, lying

In a casket With no latches

Holes, but no patches

Like every time I rollThis dice, some fucking
Crack been...

This shit's Salvador Dali It can't be real

I want the world To slow down
Man, it won't be still

I'm a corpse in the dark No mask, no torch

Night on the battlefield
No sword, no horse, head up



I look to god and pray But I'm still time

I'm still hazed I'm still cast away

I think I'm going crazy I'm feeling mental

Somebody grab a pencil I'm documental

You try to copy meBut boy
There ain't no stencil

Filled with fact My fix like a riddle

A song and dance I hoe-down with no fiddle

So get out of my lifeOut my head
It's getting boring

You want to take the credit
But you knew I had the glory

My mind, we divide
And it's getting kinda thorny

If you die, worldI will fucking see you
At the mourning

When I make the tears
You know they gon' be pouring

Oops, world got mad Well, world, I'm sorry

The world's fucking dreams
Are my fucking life's story

That never tell the truth
That's why they call me Jason Dory!

A child said,

"What is the grass

catching it to me "with full hands?"

How could I answer the child?

I do not know what it is any more than he.

I guess it must be the flag of my disposition

out of hopeful green stuff woven.

Or I guess it is the handkerchief

of the Lord.

A scented gift and remembrance

designedly dropped

bearing the owners' name
somewhere in the corners

that we may see and remark and say, "Whose?"

One, two, three. I wrote to you,
every day for a year.

Did want to...
-I didn't know...

I wrote to you every day forever.

This is real love.

This is what real love is like.

I need to know how many times
you've seen this movie, though.

A lot.
-The rain just coming down.

Oh, right, right, right.
-Erratically.

And there's, like, lightning and stuff.

It's a good one.

It's good?
-Yeah, it's really fucking good.

Okay.

Oh, no. No, no,
my love. No.

Oh, your poison...
Your poison just left.

I'll be with you.

Me and the crew Coming through
With nothing better to do

And if you're feeling The vibe
Shorty, you can come, too

I mean, we might be shy But we sure as fuck
Ain't bashful

And if you're looking To hide, I'm just wanting
The handful

Yeah, that was gold.

That shit was lit, man.

I'm over here spitting fire
like a motherfucking dragon.

We gotta record that shit.

Yo, man, see, that's the problem, man.
You talking about, like...

What is that shit, like...

Bashful and stuff, like.

It fuckin' rhymes, Jay.

Bro, that's the same shit
they sing in every fucking song.

Like, we're gonna try to do something real,

we're gonna try to just fucking say,

"Oh, look at me, flowing."

"I'm free. Call me
the freestyle king."

Yup, he's right.

Might as well just jack off
in your own fucking notes, bro.

I ain't tryin' to hate, I'm just sayin',

if you took some shit
seriously every now and then,

we might actually be able
to lay some real shit down.

Man, fuck. All right, man,
what you got?

I'm workin' on what I got.
Don't worry about what I got.

You worry about you, fool,
let me worry about me, all right?

Fuck.

Fuck!

This girl's a freak, man!

Oh, shit.

Hey, I'mma have her bring
a friend for you, too, Jay.

What about me?
-You? You gay.

Am not.

Right, Jay?

Yeah, man, you straight.

Life sucks, love's a loss.

Hate is war, and politics starts it.

And politics is shit,

and anyone who argues over it.

As for me, I give up on life, love,

politics, war, and all that other bullshit.

To hell with it.

Well, name's Lucas.

I'm single, I like to have fun.

And I hate drama, so don't start it.

And I like to party.

Life's a playground, so have fun.

Oh, shit.

Ladies.
-What's up?

What's up?

This is Elena.
-Hi.

That's my boy, Jay.
He's all right.

And this is my friend, Molly.

You all down?

Her dad is out of town.

No shit.

Hey, yo, we got a place to go kick it.

Ladies first.

Let's get to it, huh?

So what are you thinking about, huh?

Mmm, I don't know.

Hey, we should get out of here.
It's getting a little boring.

We should... Okay.
-Yeah.

Hey, yo, Jay.
You be good, man.

That is pretty dope.

You could try, like,
sell it or something if you wanted to.

It talks.
-What?

I said you talk.

I do.

It's a real talent of mine.

Your girl's a hoe, huh?

So you like to draw?

Can you draw a tree?

Yeah, I can draw a tree.

Can you draw a panda bear?

Yes, I can draw a panda bear.

Panda bears are dope.

Can you draw me?

Sure.

Yo, what the fuck is this?
Like a dungeon or some shit?

Your parents make you live down here
like a troll or some shit?

I like it down here.

Where's your fam?

My dad's away for work.

What's he do?

Sell shit.
-What kind of shit?

Like, manure.

Manure?

Oh, so it's like, he sell shit then?

For real, then?
He's a shit-slinger.

Fuckin' weird.

Yo, you sure you don't want me
to take my clothes off.

Get my David on, you know.

Hey. Hey

Man, it's all right.

That's pretty good.

You got a little bit of talent, maybe.

Did you get a chance
to polish your lyrics yet?

No, that should take some...

Freestyle me something, like.

No, girl. I'm faded right now.
Come on.

Come on. I get it.

I understand and respect the process, just...

Let me hear something.

Never thought I'd meet a girl
So sophisticated and sweet

Never knew how fast
My heart could really beat

Perfect combination Of beauty and smarts

A walking, talking,
smiling Laughing, breathing Work of art

Every time I see her It's like a sumo
Standing on my chest

No need for other girls
She's the undisputed best

Undisputed, yes

For the first time in my life
I'm feeling goddamn blessed

I told you not to put it
on me like that, you know.

I don't like being put on the spot
with that shit, you know.

You're mine, you know.

Yeah.

Yeah.

If you break my heart, I'll fucking kill you.

I mean it.

You got some Lau, bro?

The fuck?
-What? I need Kush.

You were at my mom's house at 8:00
in the morning. You could have called, right?

You said, "I want
to talk about this shit..."

No, no, I said don't talk
about weed on the phone.

You call, you say something like,
"Hey, Gabe, Happy birthday."

"I know you're probably eating
your mom's banana pancakes right now,

"but I was hoping you could hook it up.

"Hit me back. Beep!"
You follow me?

I got you.
-All right.

I'll talk to my guy.

Want some pancakes?
-Yeah.

Okay.

Oh. How much
you want of K?

The usual.
-All right.

Hey, Gina.

Give me two.

Gina. Give me the two ounces.

You got a girl...

workin' all that?

Listen, cat.

You buy from me,

you sell a little bit to your friends,

so you can, you know,
keep yourself smoked out, I get it.

But where is your ambition?

Right? I mean...

You know, you're...
You're a charismatic guy.

You know, you've got character.

You're capable.

It's about time you started
doing something, you know,

bigger in your life.

You talking about selling drugs for a living?

There's money to be made.

Money will be made.
Money will be made.

But it's not just about the money.

You know what I mean, Gabe?

It's about the power.

Power.

is in simplest terms, normlessness.

Take cellphones.

They're a contemporary invention

and the social norms
haven't been established yet.

Anomie is a new road without stoplights.

At intersections,
there's bound to be some accidents.

I got into DePaul.

Wow.

Congratulations.
-Thank you.

So, uh, I guess this is it, huh?

You're not gonna come visit me?

Shit. I'll wife you.
You just gotta say a word for it.

What you laughing at me for,
I'm a joke to you?

No. You're my best friend.

Damn.

I really care about you, Gabe.
-Okay.

Thank you. Just...

Stop saying shit like that, please.

Like what?

Like we paint each other's
toenails or something.

Look. I'm good for you.

You're gonna be all right.

If you say so.

So what, are you trying
to go pro or something?

Just tired of being passive, man.

Tired of waiting.

I'm a grown-ass man
still living with his mom.

22 years old, and I
ain't got shit to my name.

What'd I graduate high school for?

Well, because people told me
it was the fastest way out, and I believed 'em.

But I'm still right here.

I ain't goin' nowhere, Mike,
and I don't see that shit changing.

So the world that is word...

You just gotta know
the rules. Word ain't shit.

I'm really just feeling like
either you fucking the world,

or the world
is fucking you. Period.

All rightey, then.

I'm gonna get to you man.
I'll call you back.

All right.

Yo.
-Damn, yo.

Look at this shit.

Hey, what's back there?

Yo, that room's perfect.
-Perfect.

Perfect.

Set it right here, bro.

What's going on over here?

Trap all day I ain't givin' a... Hey!

Exactly what we need, though, yeah?

How I look?

Like you trying too hard.

Come on, man, just take
the damn picture. Come on.

All right.

#openforbusiness.

Look at that shit!

Hey, yo, you always say
keep this shit on the DL.

I know me, dawg.
-The fuck?

This is New World Order, all right?

Just post that shit.

All right, man.

Put a whole bunch of...
Put a dope-ass caption, too, like.

You know what I'm sayin'?

What you want me to say,
"Open for business", right?

Yeah, yeah. Open for business.
-All right.

I don't know, bro.
-I'm about to make some money.

What's crackin'?

What do you mean what's cracking?
You ain't got the job yet.

It's a job interview.
You been in one of these before?

Yeah, man.
Tighten up.

Yeah, I've been in one before.

What, you lyin' now?

Yeah, man, yeah.
- No, no, "sir".

You call us sir.

I'm Gabe.

My boy Mike says I can trust you,

and that's good enough for me, but I...

Just make sure you don't fuck up
or steal, or Mike will kill you.

Just like that.

Real quick.

Stop bein' nervous, man.

You look like you're about
to piss on yourself.

Calm down.

All right.

Damn, bro, just chill.

Fall back, will you?

You gon' be all right.

It's just trappin'.

But welcome to the team, now.

Now listen, I got to
tell you something, all right?

Try not to shoot yourself with it.

And remember,

the only thing that's gonna
stop a bad guy with a gun

is a badder guy with a bigger gun.

Want some bullets, man?

No, it's just for show.

Oh, just for show.

Okay.

You got anything bigger than this?

You want bigger?

Yeah.

Okay.

Gina. What are you doing?

All right, raise the gun up, yo.

Put your elbow in some more.

Turn yourself sideways.
You're shooting like a fucking cock.

All right, all right.
- Come on, dawg.

Get ready.

All right, yeah.
That's it.

I don't know what they mean

But I know what I mean And you haven't seen

You everything I ever wanted to see

You like God up above

But you right In front of me

Deena, you beautiful You pretty

You wonderful You everything I see

You're invisible You're my life

You're everything to me I know you beautiful

But more than that You like my heart

And every time I feel like falling
You like my jumpstart

I can't even stop I keep on moving

I keep on living For you and me

You know what I'm doing Deena

Deena

Deena You like... You like the world to me

Like You're like my everything Like...

You fill the hole in my heart
And made me feel whole again

I mean, you're my...

You my amazing You my sexy lay

Like, I love your eyes...

I love your...
I love your ass and titties

But like most of all I love your heart

I mean, you're like...
You're like Everything to me

And I'll always be with you
Always and forever like...

Like, pinky promise

Sincerely yours...

Lucas T. Branchesky.

Like everytime I see you...

I wouldn't wanna Be without you

'Cause you fine as hell

You everything You're everything to me

Even if I fail Fell down to the deepest hole

I don't give a damn

'Cause you're my girl
You're my number one, yo

Hyde and I, we always come from here.

You can tell because the grass is shit.

It'll get a little bit tall.

Yeah
-So, look, like, this bit right here.

Look, so you know they ain't home.

Yeah.
-You see that little fence?

Now they got a fucking pool back there.
Come on.

Come on.

Getting comfortable, huh?

Yeah.

We getting too comfortable.

Jason.

Shit, sorry, you ain't
gotta fuckin' cry about it.

I'm not crying, it's fucking water.

All right.
-It's not funny.

All right.

I can bellyflop.

All right.
-Okay.

Oh, so now you wanna grab on me.

I'm gonna keep you off of me.

Do you ever wanna have kids?

No.

Will you change your mind?

No, I won't.

Yeah, you will, I will make you.

Okay.

I mean, I'm just...
I'm just talking.

I don't wanna...

I mean, I don't really wanna have kids
right now or anything.

I think you and me got too much to do first.

You should hit the road.

I can work on my drawings,
you can rap to pay the bills.

You makin' fun of me?

What am I standin' in a box
in the side of the road or some shit.

No.

No...

What's wrong?
-I don't know.

I'm gonna have to really...

Everything... I don't know. Fucking no,

I don't know,
everything's fuckin' movin' too fast.

And I got a feel like I don't
really have time for myself.

Like, I don't...

Okay.
-I don't have time to like write.

You know, like... you know...
like... do my shit.

You know, like... it's just like...
it's like too...

it's like us all the time,
like too much, too fast,

you know.
-Okay.

Okay, well, I mean,
if you need time you can just take time.

You don't have to...

Why the fuck you being
so nice to me right now?

Because I care about you.

Well, you shouldn't.

Well, I do.

All right, well, that's your problem.

What the fuck is wrong with you?

Nothing. Everything.

I'm not...
I don't know, fuck.

See you tonight.

Wait, just like fuck him.

Like, he's a fuckin' loser.

Little boys get scared as
soon things start to get real.

Like... you should just forget about
him, it's not your fault.

I know.

Guess what?

What?

I'm pregnant.

Again?

No offense, Jay.

But guys like you and me,

we ain't the type to settle down.

You sure is fucking the type

that nice girls settle down with, you know.

Yeah, we're straight savage.

You ain't shit fuck boy.

Gimme that.

What the fuck we doin' right now, man.

We doin' what we always do.

We should be doing something, you know.

That's what we should be doing is...

fuckin' something, instead of
sitting by this fuckin' creek.

We should be writing something,

we should be in the studio
recording some shit right now, man.

Studio time costs money, homie.
-Well...

You got money, Jay?

I don't have any fucking money, Lucas.

Hey, I know how we can get paid.

Man, it's shit.

Hey, you think stamps is worth something?

Hey!

What the fuck are you doing?

Playing with fuckin' dolls.

Here... psst,
take this.

Careful, careful...
-Are we collecting spoons?

That's silver, motherfucker.

God damn it.

I know what it takes, bitch.

What the fuck is this?

What you got?

Yep.

All right. All right.

Oh, fuck.

Turn that shit off.

Go, go.

Mr. Darren?

You are charged with one count of burglary.

How do you plead?

I'm guilty, Your Honor.

You feel sorry about what you did?

Yes, sir. I do.

Am I going to see you in my courtroom again?

No, sir.

And I want you to watch the
films, To Kill A Mocking Bird

and A Few Good Men.

And I want you to write me an essay

on both of them about character.

Five pages each.

And you bring me those
by the end of the month.

And I'll drop the charges.

I, um...

Understood?
-Yes, sir.

Thank you, Your Honor.

Next?

How did you get my number?

A friend.

I don't know what you talkin' about.
I ain't got no friends.

Hyde.

Told me to call Vincent,
who told me to call you.

Okay.

Forty.

I've only got 20.

Then you only get half.

Please?
-No.

Nah.

Can I come inside for a while?

Thirty seconds.

Erm... well,
I don't know why

I acted like that, I guess, I was just...

I was just afraid of fucking this
up cause I fuck everything up.

Twenty seconds.

I was scared.

I am scared.

My entire life I've been rejected
by a woman who was supposed to care.

And never gave any shit about that, you know.

I never cared that they didn't care.
But it's different with you, because...

Look, ever since I saw you,

I never wanted anything so bad
in my entire life, you know.

But I know I'm not good enough for you, so...

Fuck you.

I got you some flowers.

I forgot to give them to you before.

Well, I picked them but um...

I'm sorry.

It's okay.

I have something for you.

What?

What is this?

It's yours.

Where did you get that?

My mom sends me money every month
to make herself feel better,

for takin' off and leaving me.

No, I can't take that.

No, you're not taking it.

This is me making an investment.

I'm just gettin' in on the
ground floor of a sure thing.

So take it.

Yeah, we in the studio We drinkin' down Julio

They keep on carryin' What they

What I mean With my AK with 'em

Yeah, I be killin' 'em

Hey, Hyde, I'm gonna do the third verse.

I swear it.
-Do you...

You ain't doin' shit man.

We ain't got time for you.

No, that's what Jay said.

Uh... Jay said
I could do the third verse.

And dude Jay says a lot of shit
that ain't fuckin real.

Yeah, but, okay. But...
-Dude, Lucas, you suck.

We ain't time for you, man.
Cost money to be in here.

Yeah, but I'm doin' the third verse.

Yeah, fuck.

Do the third verse in your own
universe, man. Not this one.

Lucas, I know no one
has ever told you this, man.

Definitely not your mom, but you suck.

All right, levels set, Jay.

Hey, yo, how's your girl doin'?

Erm...
she's knocked up.

That shit ain't mine.
-Okay.

Your girl's a slut.
Straight up.

Right?

Fuck, she's been around the block.

I can tell it right away.
You can smell it off her.

Like... Like, yeah. You know... What man?

Shit, Jay.

Fuck, dude.
Get off.

Stop!

Get the fuck off me, man.

God, fuck!

What the fuck's wrong with you, man?

Shut the fuck up, Lucas.

God, fuck.

Let's get this shit started, man.

Fuckin' burnin' cash right now.

Pop, pop, pop, pop

Like the sound of A hammer on meat

Same sound as the sound of
His fist when I let The bruise

On my mama's cheek Click, click, click, clack

Now my old daddy's Locked away

Mama passed away I'm tryin' to say this grace

But ain't got No place to pray

This world is savage

Ain't no time For that fuckin' baggage

Keepin' these chips On my shoulders

To feed the poor And the motherfuckin' ravage

Shit is savage

Put on the lightning' That flashes

I'd burn The whole world down

With a massive rise up
From the motherfuckin' ashes

Feel this savage

Jason?

How you doin', Officer?

Not guilty.

Are you sure about this, son?

Not guilty.

You know you can go to any gun
store and get a gun legally.

What does a kid like you
need an unregistered gun for?

You're just askin' for trouble.

Have it your way.

Setting bail at $30,000.

Next case, please.

Don't even worry about now.

Go and do a day on us.

I'm gonna see to it.

I don't care what we got to spend,
whatever lawyers, I don't give a fuck.

I'm not gonna do no time.

I'm done.

Tsk... whatever happens,

however it goes, it's over for me.

Ah, man, we'll find you somethin' else.

All right, no more guns,
we should find somethin' else.

You're not listenin' man.

You never listen.

I'm out.

It's finished.

All right.

I get it.

How you doin?
-Good, man.

You're still with your mom?

Just...

tryin' to get clean, you know.

What you mean, you can't hang or what?

It's part of the program.

It's part of the...
it's part of the program, man.

All right, well...

What about the music?

I gotta give that up too.

Just for now.

Look man...

I'm sorry about what happened.

It's just not me, and I'm tryin'
to make some changes, you know.

I didn't mean any of that.

Just what the fuck, dude?

You tryin' to make mince in me.

Yo.

I should be apologizing to you, dude.

If this shit is about
that shit at the studio,

I wasn't even tryin to
charge you up, all right.

Like it just the heat of the moment.

All right, yeah, we're...
we're cool, man. It's whatever, man.

Thank you.

Yeah, man.

All right, fuck off.

Fuckin' faggot.

See you later, all right.

Hey, Jay, you keep on, man.

Can you...
can we communicate?

What you want me to say?

I don't know, something.
- Start with that, anything.

Okay, it's done.

What?
-This, this is done.

You and me...

It's fuckin' done.

All right, well...

What?

What, what happened?

It's just like you said,
you fuck everything up eventually.

This isn't going anywhere.

You're not going anywhere, you think
that you're something fuckin' special.

But you're not.

You're a fuckin' rapper?

Grow the fuck up.

You're not.

Hey, I...
well, hey, look...

You wanna fuckin' hit me?

Do it. Do it.

I love you.

I love you.

All right.

That's a shame, 'cause
I can't fuckin' stand you.

Fuckin' pussy.

Like, I don't where people getting
their facts from but it's bullshit

Like, really?

Like, really, like I could
Care less whose Dick is bigger

Like you bought me a $30 Flannel shirt

Like, I'm never Gonna see you again

So you never Getting this in

I mean like If you want
to do Something about it

Like, you let me know You know where I live

And like, please

Please send some one Or a lot
of people over To fix your shit

Cause that's fun I mean, that be real fun

Like really?

Like you and everyone else Needs to grow up

Cause like I try to be the good person

I try to do the right thing

I try to say, "What's up?"

But I'm done Like I'm fucking done

Shit like I hope when you Get your next man

Or in your case A little boy

In your case a little boy

In your case a little boy

I hope you see how it is Right?

I hope you feel how it is Right?

Cause in your case

I break "Bam" with that shit Bitches

"Bam" with That shit Bitches

I'm gonna smack "Bam" with that shit Bitches

Fuck that shit While I'm click clacking it

While I'm still rapping it

These hoes don't want me

They don't even know me Flip flopping it

Spit that shit While they
still Rick rocks in it

I'ma tell you How you don't even know me Man

You wanna flow me, man You can blow me, man

Grand slam with a click clack In the AK, baby

I'm going crazy Rapping with my Mac 10

Cause they talking about Lucas back then

Lucas is the man when

Lucas always Be the man, huh

Yeah, dumb ass hoes

Trying to talk to Lucas
About smoking some dro

But they too slow

To know what Lucas is about
Cause Lucas got a heart

Lucas is a good kid Lucas had been

Lucas always nice Lucas will win

I don't give a fuck Lucas is the man, yo

Lucas give you a grand slam Though

Lucas never made the team Though

Lucas don't give a damn Cause
you all bitches Don't know

You don't know Lucas So don't fuck with Lucas

If you fuck with Lucas
You get stuck with Lucas

If you get stuck with Lucas
You get punched with Lucas

Lucas knock you out Lucas knock you out

Lucas knock you out

Bang, bang

Lucas knock you out Bang, bang

Fucking hit you in the face

Lucas knock you out bitches

Shit.

Shit.

Lucas knock you out Got...

I'm a keep it real

All these dumb hoes Don't
know I lost the baby.

What?

Steph.

What? I...
Actually I got rid of it.

Good.

Good?

You know, what I mean, um...

I'm sorry.

How's Jason?

Did he do something to you?

I have some pepper spray. We can go to
his house right now and fuck him up.

No, he didn't do anything.

My dad kicked me out.

You can stay with me.

If you want.

I will really miss you.

If I could be naked all day I would.

You're a nudist?

No, I'm not a nudist,
but if I was a nudist...

It's fuckin' 100 degrees out here, man,

what am I supposed to do?

Shade.

So, like, classical music is playing, right,

and I'm in this fancy ass dining room

with a white table cloth, fine China,

and I'm on this kitchen table
completely naked.

I can't move my arms or my legs or anything,

but I could still talk and I
could, like, still look around...

And rich folks,
just a whole bunch of rich folks,

they just come in and start
taking seats at the table,

in tuxedos and everything.

And at that point I'm really
embarrassed 'cause, like,

everything's hanging out.

No, but they don't even seem to notice
me, they just kept

going on about this trip to Europe they took.

Then somebody rings a little bell,

everybody quiets down,

this lady, who must be the host of the party,

she welcomes all of her guest...

and she starts telling them about me, like,

his name is Gabe.
He's 22 years old.

Born in Atlanta, raised in mid-west.

He was on the honor role in high school.

And she's all like,
"Bon appetit."

And everybody starts carving me
live a fucking Thanksgiving turkey.

And I'm screaming.

I don't even know if they heard them.

I'm screaming, begging them to stop,

but they just keep putting
pieces of me on the plate,

eating that shit, like, real properly.

I'm just looking at 'em eat,
listening to them talk like... "Damn,

"these motherfuckers
really enjoying themselves."

I'm like so high.

What are you doing?

I want to...

Come on. Come on.

Come on. Come on.

Hit that bitch.

Listen, you're ready.

You're gonna hit it.
He was just gonna keep getting in the way.

Yeah.

Yeah?

You want to make some real money?

Yeah.

Let's take a walk.

Excuse me, sir, you got five bucks?

What 'bout a wallet?

Hey, man.

We ain't really got shit to lose.

How 'bout you?

Thankee.

So do you usually hang out
with your customers?

Well, my best friend
just quit me. So...

I'm the only motherfucker right now.

Oh! We can be your friends.

Really?
- Yeah.

We're friends. Yeah.

Yeah, we're friends.

Hello, Jason, you're looking like,

like really good.

Oh. Sorry, man.
I ain't trying to be rude.

Jay.

Gabe, bro.

Hm, germophobe, huh?

Fist bump.

Okay, well, we were...

My food's done anyway, so...

Have a goodnight, bro.

Yeah, you too, bro.

I'm gonna talk to you nicely.

No. Just let go.

Yo, everything cool?
-Yeah.

Copacetic, bro.

You know, this is not what most people have
in mind when you ask them for a favor, right?

Is this for school?

I haven't drawn in a while.

I'm trying to get back on the horse.

And I inspired you, huh?

Something like that.

People tell me I'm inspirational.

I think, I think that you're interesting.

I'll take it.

So, um...

So you and Steph is that... Nothing.

Transactional.
She's real friendly all that and...

And you're lonely.

Was that your man?

Used to be.

You still love him.

How can you tell?

You look miserable.

Where did all the good girls go?

Everywhere I look,
you see some bunch of sluts.

I don't need that.

I try to be a nice guy,

and all they do is they break my heart,

and, and they just treat me like shit.

Where did they go, man?
Where...

Where did all the good girls go?
You know?

Hey, Jay,

whatever you wanna do,

I got you.

I got you.

Come on.

Hey, Jay.

Whatever you wanna do...

I got your back.

I got you.

I got your back.

What's up, baby?

I know I messed up.

There we go.

I'm gonna marry you.

I love you.

Morning.

Good morning.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

Yeah.

Yeah.

That's what fucking happens
when you give a fuck, huh?

Thought you were gonna learn that,

but you didn't learn shit, did you?

Didn't learn shit, did you?

I guess your dad's out selling shit, huh?

That's so much better.

It was freaking me out
seeing you in my dad's clothes.

Let's hang tonight.

No.

We can't be friends?

It's not that, I just...

I have plans with Stephanie.

And the black guy.

Gabe.

Well, I'm not dropping down on my knee, am I?

Not asking you to marry me.

Friends hang. Friends chill.

You don't even wanna make an effort?

Okay.

Cool.

Cool.

See you later.

Yeah. See you.

Yo, what if we open a legit business?

I mean, we smart.

You restless, huh?

If we lived in Colorado
we'd be legit already.

We here, though.

You ever think what your life would be
like if you was born somewhere else?

In maybe a different time?

But still you'll be you.

You know what I'm saying?
But you are just...

better?

No.

Oh, I've been, uh...

I've been kicking it with these
two white girls lately, man.

Sound like trouble.

No, no, no. One of them
is all right.

She cool.
She real easy to talk too.

She smart, and the other one, she a freak.

Think you might like her.

How'd you meet 'em?

Customers?

Come on, man, don't go making
assumptions about people.

Careful, bro.

Break, break Break every bone In your body...

Hey, uh...

Charice or uh...

What the fuck is her name?

Stephanie. Stephanie.

Yeah, it's Stephanie, you fucking dickwad.

Thanks, babe.

How long you had that van for?

I... It's my mom's,
so for like a while.

Should we take the bitch on a
road trip before summer's over?

No, actually we can't,
'cause I'm not gonna be here.

We're just like saving up money to leave.

How much you need?

Like, just enough for gas and shit.

Well, we should rob that
trap floor boyfriend ya'll got.

I bet he's got stacks on deck, doesn't he?

Yeah, he probably got lots of money.

Uh, actually we should thief him.

What? No!
-Yeah.

Yeah, let's let's po...
Let's snatch his shit.

Yeah, like, we could really use the money.

Let's do it.

Hey.

When I go like this...

that's when we jump.

Yeah.

Got me?

I'ma fuck him up.

Show me.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Hey, Elena.

What do you think?

Let's do it.

So, what do you do?

What, for a living?

To pass the time.

Kick ass and chew bubblegum.

You're so mad.
-It's just I hate her.

You're so mad.
-I just can't stand her.

If my name was a number, it'd probably be 37.

I just think it's sad

that as all these babies
that die here... they...

they didn't even know their names, you know

I heard that you were born high as a baby.

That must be tough.

Yeah, but it's a woman's right

to do whatever she wants with her body,

no matter what
the Bible says. So...

I think what you did was right.

I do.

Jay told me if you guys wanna
drink any of this, you can.

I'm good.
-No, we're okay.

You sure?
- I like Elena.

I love her.
-Maybe you should treat her right.

What, you think you're gonna do
something about it if I don't?

No, you see, I'm a lover.

I pay people to do that type of shit for me.

What you say to him?
-Nothing.

We just talked.
He's not so bad.

Yeah.

What?

Are you okay?
-Yeah?

I'm on your side.

Yeah, I know, baby.

What up?

Hey, come on out.

I can't.
I'm with my girl.

Hey, I'm with some girls,
too, man. Come on.

How's it going, man?

Look, just come out and meet us, man.

I can't.

Come on, stop being
a little bitch, man. Come on.

No.

All right.

You straight?

You know if you need me I can make it, bro.

No, no, no.
It's all right.

Just, everything's tight.

Have a nice night, Mike.

Come on.

Gonna text Hyde.

No, don't.

Please.

Hyde's no fun anymore.

He's sober now.
Were you aware of this?

He's fucking taking classes.

Wants to be a fucking teacher.

- Professor fuck-face.

Professor fuck-face, indeed.

You know, school's not for everybody.

It's good for him, right?

Yeah, I guess so.

Guess it's great for him.

And then, she was like, "I dig it." -Yeah.

And I was like four years old.

Doing it since then?
-Yeah.

Yo, where's your ass at, man?

Kickin' at E's crib right now.
Yo, E, what's your address?

1313, Oakwood Drive.

You get that?

Word.

My boy's coming over.

What's he like?

He's a grown-ass man.

You'll like him.

I can see The white birds everywhere

They ain't hers, everywhere

I can stare White birds in the sky

Shoot 'em down Bang, bang, till they die

Till they die White birds in the sky

Imma see one bird imma shoot 'em dead

Imma see one bird Imma shoot him in his head

White birds in the sky Shoot 'em dead

White birds in the sky

Give 'em back Give 'em bread

White birds Bake 'em, mama

Break 'em, mama hit 'em, mama Smack 'em, mama

Break 'em, mama, take 'em
White birds in the sky

White birds in the sky

Elena?
-Hi, Michael.

Pop, pop, pop, pop

Like the sound Of a hammer on meat

The same sound as the sound Of this fist

When I left the bruise On my mama's cheek

Click, click, click, clack

Now my old daddy's Locked away

Mama's passed away
I'm trying to say this grace

But ain't got no place To pray

This world is sad

What if someone's pushing dials

in life. Like...

Like, what if...

What if we're not doing it,

and it's like a video game.

Like, God's up in heaven
and he's playing on, like,

a giant Xbox.

Be a fucked up game, I tell you that,

It'd be like, uh,
I was playing Grand Theft Auto...

It would be like some Grand Theft Auto shit.

Funny you say that, though.

I always used to think
that life is just like...

like a dream, like,

we just like babies, you know what I'm saying?
-Yeah.

Just, like, in a crib,

sleeping and dreaming.

Okay, yeah.
So when do we wake up?

I don't know. Shit.

So, you got a baby at home?

Yeah, Tiana, she's two.

That's a pretty name.
-Yeah.

Do you wanna see pictures?
-Sure.

That face, I can't get over it.
-Wow.

Could I see?
-Yeah.

Yeah, she cute.

I got a little one, too, actually.

Oh, really?

You like that line, 'in the flash line'?
You like that shit?

Yeah, man. That shit's dope.
-Word?

You wrote that?
-Yeah?

It's not bad.

Actually, better than
I expected. For real.

For real?
-For real.

Appreciation, man.
Thanks for listening.

I got one question, though.
-What's up?

Why y'all white boys always rapping
about that horror movie shit?

Why brothers always rapping
about bitches and money?

That ain't all it's about.

Tell me what it's about then.

You wouldn't understand, I guess.

'Cause I'm white?

Yeah.

Shit, you mad, bro?

Ah, man.

She's pretty, isn't she?

Like the way she looks?

You wanna fuck her, don't you?

You wanna fuck my girl, man?
That what you wanna do?

You can come here and fucking
disrespect me like that

and try to fuck my girl?
-She's not yours.

Hmm? What's that
supposed to mean?

That mean she don't belong
to no-fucking-body.

Fuck you.
-Fuck you.

Hey, I think that you should go.

You heard her.

You little passive-aggressive fucking bitch.

Get the fuck out.

Who the fuck are you talking to?

I'm talking to you, motherfucker.

Get the fuck out.
-You want a fight, just get it over with.

I got bodies, motherfucker.
-My dad's...

Fuck you.

Hey, don't fucking talk to her like that.

Mike, Mike, wake up.

I hit him with the south-side.

The fuck, man?

Wake up.

Oh, my God, oh, my God...

Get the fuck off me.

Get the fuck off me.

Yep.

My mama always said that family's
the most important thing in life.

I'd never believe that until now.

I just had to find you.

You may not be blood

but you my family. Right.

You're definitely my family.

He got, like, sixty bucks.

Take it.

Lucas, sit down.
-You don't want it?

Nobody's gonna fucking go anywhere

or do anything,

until we figure this shit out.

You don't actually think you're
getting away with this, do you?

No, we're in this together.

No fucking way we are.

You wanted to rob him.

It's his mom.

Give it to me.

Lucas...

Take that shit, fuck it up,
get rid of it. Far away.

Stephanie, take your mother's
fucking minivan,

take him,

dump their fucking car somewhere far away.

Let's be fucking smart,
let's use our fucking head,

instead of our fucking pussy for once.

You fucking understand me?

Give me a nod for yes.
Nod yes.

Nod yes.

Good girl.

I'll take care of this shit.

I've never seen a dead body before.

When I was younger,
I went to this boarding school.

And there was this kid,

and he walked right into the showers,

and he shot himself in the head.

And I always thought that was, like...

a nice thing to do, 'cause...

he didn't want nobody to
clean up after him, you know?

So, you taken?

'Cause I was thinking, if we get out of this,

maybe me and you...

we could kick it sometime.

Lucas, you're a really nice guy
but you're not my type. Sorry.

You could, like, sell this shit.

It's good.

Elena?

If you're going out, pick us some trash bags.

Jumbo.

Hey, girl, you should smile a lot more.

It's all good, Jay, I got it.
-No.

I need some shit to do this with.

Yeah, all right. I'll get you some coke.

Yeah.

Jason, did you take care of it?

Um, I'm out.

You're leaving?

Yeah, I have to pick my baby up.

Just don't say anything, Steph.

Everything okay, ma'am?

"Has anyone supposed it lucky to be born?

I hasten to inform him or her

it is just as lucky to die and I know it

I pass death with the dying

and birth with the new-washed babe.

And I am not contained
between my hat and boots.

And peruse manifold objects

no two alike and every one good

The earth good

and the stars good
and their adjuncts all good

I am not an earth nor an adjunct of an earth

I am the mate and companion

of all people all just as immortal

and fathomless as myself

They do not know how immortal

but I know Every kind for itself and its own

for me mine male and female

For me those that have been
boys and that have loved women

For me the man that is proud

and feels how it stings to be slighted

For me the sweet-heart and the old maid

for me mothers and the mothers of mothers

For me lips that have smiled

eyes that have shed tears

For me children and the begetters of children

Undrape! you are
not guilty to me

nor stale nor discarded

I see through the broadcloth and gingham

whether or no,

"And am around, tenacious, acquisitive

tireless, and cannot be shaken away"

I know we all try

A little too hard In our own way

And I just wanna Be a good dog

Licking my wounds

That are looking Like something I'm not

Right on time The memory Of the shit I made

Reminds me of why I give up, I give up

Pretending that good Was ever good enough

I give up, I give up

Pretending that good Was ever good enough

It's a better fate To wanna be loved

So badly You stop making fun Of me so

And I just wanna Be a good dog

Wagging my tail At the things that I got

Right on time The memory Of the shit I made

Reminds me of why I give up, I give up

Pretending that good Was ever good enough

I give up, I give up

Pretending that good Was ever good enough

Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh I give up, I give up

I give up, I give up

I give up, I give up I give up, I give up

I give up, I give up

I give up I give up, I give up

I give up, I give up I give up Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh