Mnemophrenia (2019) - full transcript

What if like a fairy godmother came down from the sky,

and she said, "Jeanette, with one wave of my
magic wand I’m going to give you the perfect life."

What would you say?

Yes, there’s a lot of worry nowadays that
mnemophrenia could be caused by virtual reality,

and some people have laughed this off as being nonsense,

how could people possibly confuse
virtual reality with real life,

but it seems to me to be entirely possible.

And here we are.

Careful,

watch your step here.

And there’s another one right here so be careful.



Now comes the fun part, got some nice
narrow steps for you so give me your hand.

- Couple more steps. Careful.- I’m so glad to be back home.

I bet. Come on, one more.
Yeah, well done Sir Edmund.

Go on back, there’s more.

I can’t believe you live in an antique.

I know, right?

- Is it recording now?
- Apparently so.

I bet it looks awful.

Nah, you look lovely. Look at that...

Beautiful!

Can you feel it?

Still a bit sore but, no, it doesn’t feel any different.

Uh-uh, don’t do that.

I shouldn’t still be this tired after a week.
I feel so lethargic.



I’m not sure that’s from the surgery.
You were feeling tired even before.

Maybe I’ll book in some blood tests
for tomorrow. See if anything is down.

What?

Come on… don’t.

Nothing.

- I couldn’t delay it.
- I didn't say anything.

- I was waiting so long.
- I know.

This chip is such an opportunity.

To live my ancestors’ experiences...

Jeanette and Nicholas were real people,
not just avatars.

Look, you know I’m with you 100%.

It’s just seems to me like an invasive
way to achieve an inferior result.

How is it inferior? To feel exactly what
someone else has felt first hand?

It's what my empathy study has been crying out for.

Okay that’s great. Thank you.
Thanks for that.

So Jeanette, are you happy to share
with the group your story?

How you, you know, discovered
the condition and so on?

Okay. Well,I first found out that I had it when I was clearing
out some boxes in the loft in my parents’ house.

I found the cases of the Memory Palace
films I watched when I was about 18.

And the thing that first drew my attention to them was that the pictures on the front were of the guy,

Douglas, who until really recently I’d always
thought was a really important person in my life...

... and who had existed.

- So university huh?- Mm-hmm.

- You excited?- Yeah, I'm really looking forward to it.

- It was sociology right?- Yep.

That’s like studying people and cultures and...

Mm-hmm.

Nah, I couldn’t handle that.

Me and crowds just... less people the better.

Probably explains why I work in the ocean.

So, what’re you doing this summer?

Better yet... what would you do this
summer if you could do anything?

- Anything?
- Yeah.

Oh... I’d travel somewhere amazing.

Maybe South America?

Or I’d go to a war zone somewhere, where
people really needed my help, you know?

- Yeah.- Do something important.

Wow, it’s a good answer.
I wasn’t expecting that.

What about now?
What do you do for fun?

Ahmm, don’t know. Go to the
cinema with my friends,

- We’ve got a film club.
- Yeah.

We like watching old films, you know?

When I first realized I had a fake memory,

I just didn’t want to believe for a
long time that it wasn’t real.

You say that you think you’ve had
mnemophrenia for about a year.

Yeah.

Why haven’t you done anything before?
Like we’ve been doing to try to come to terms?

Shouldn’t your primary drive be your mnemophrenia,
solve this thing rather than go and make a film about it?

Well, no!

My primary search is not for my own answers.

My primary goal is to make an honest
and truthful documentary.

This is the first film that’s actually going to show people that this condition even exists,

and maybe from that more people will come forward
to say that they have it too.

I mean, I don’t know about you guys
but my experience up til now

is that I feel ashamed to have this.

Ok, Anna. I’m Nicholas.

Used VR since you were eight...

Three or four hours every day...

... mostly travel experiences...

Mnemophrenic...

Discovered your mnemophrenia…

... ten years old. That’s young.

Yeah, I was 10.

Okay, you’re going to be testing a new virtual reality
product called Total Cinema.

Total Cinema is the next step in VR and uses the five
main senses that we think about in everyday life.

So not just sight and sound,
but also touch, taste and smell,

to make the experience more complete
as an actual event of your life.

Wow.

So this is the headset.

The first thing we do is calibrate this to your brain patterns,

and then we give you a set of a very simple experiences.

- Okay? So, can I?
- Yeah.

- Is it the same as your headset?- It's similar.

Mine provides
a control data stream for the system.

10 years’ old, yeah?

Yeah, I was 10.

Was it difficult?

No, not really.

Really?

I was fine with it. It was never really an issue.

There was a time when I was a teenager
and other people tried to make me feel

there was something wrong with me but...

As soon as I realized that the problem wasn’t mine
I was never conflicted about it again.

That’s great. It’s really refreshing.

Yeah. I’m actually so grateful for it.

Grateful? That’s a strange choice of word.
Okay about it maybe, but grateful?

Why not? Mnemophrenia isn’t a disease,
it’s just a new way of being.

It helps me be more than what I am.

And the sooner people stop looking at it as something bad
and start really using its potential, the better.

I’m just…

I’m just in a state of anxiety all the time, you know?
I can’t sleep.

I can’t concentrate on anything at all...

I think the problem is that I’ve watched so much VR,

like 4-5 a week sometimes,

that I don’t even need to watch much of it anymore,

and James is just completely embedded in my head.

Like he’s everywhere.

You know, my family has met him,
my friends have met him, my daughter has met him.

You know, she gets on really well with it
but it’s just, none of them know it.

And that’s really fucked up.

I experienced the cheating of my wife,
but then I wanted to try it in real life as well.

So, if I can just clarify? You had the experiences,

and then you actually cheated on your wife.

Is that what you’re saying?

That’s the way I think it happened. Yes.

I feel guilty about the real ones.

Real ones?

So Jeanette, were you able to complete
the task that I set for you?

Yeah I did. I’ll show you.

I made a sort of chart like you suggested

of going back from when I met Douglas
until the present day.

And looking at it I just feel like all my life choices
have been taken away from me really.

Because going back to the beginning...

I’ve put that I felt supported throughout
my parents’ problems because of him,

and I had a phobia when I was young that
I feel he was a really big part of me overcoming.

And then when I went to university...

I was really spontaneous and courageous
and that was as a result of knowing him.

I was attracted to older men because of him.

And all these things lead on to stuff like
the Master’s degree that I chose,

the man that I married,

everything that happens within my marriage,
the fact that I’m divorced,

everything that happens within my marriage,
the fact that I’m divorced,
the fact that I brought a baby into this
world with somebody that I don’t even love.

the fact that I brought a baby into this
world with somebody that I don’t even love.

So, how does it feel to have to give him up now?

I just feel really angry with the fact that knowing
him affected what happened in my marriage.

Because throughout my whole relationship I always
compared my husband to Douglas unfavorably.

And when I found out that he wasn’t even real...

the shock of just made me think I don’t even
want to be in this marriage anymore.

It's really refreshing.

And her brain patterns are really interesting.

Her brain patterns?

Just nice to hear that attitude.

Yeah...

Yeah, great... attitude.

She’s right. It’s not a disease.

That’s what I’ve been saying for years.

We’re changing as a species.

It just pisses me off that it's one
more thing that divides us,

when if it was harnessed,

it could actually bring us together.

Well I didn’t change.
And I’m bloody glad I didn’t.

I actually like being able to tell the difference
between reality and fiction.

I find it kind of helpful.

You sound like my parents.

The universe doesn’t have boxes, naturally.

What’s that?

Square, uniform boxes to put things in.

Ideas, people. No straight lines in nature.

Lots of round things, spirals,
parabolas, cloud formations.

I hate boxes, don’t you?

That’s very poetic.
You should write that down.

What were you just doing?

Something for my paper on expansion.

I don’t want to spoil it.

- I’d like you to try it, too.- Ok.

You look beautiful today.

Aww, I like it when you say that.

I know.

How’s it going with Nicholas?

Amazing!

All my ideas about empathy,
everything I’m researching

he was articulating it 50 years ago.

All the benefits of mnemophrenia
that we take for granted

he was embracing it before anyone
really understood these things.

He was really ahead of his time.

Yeah. It’s inspiring.

What’s he like?

He’s quite shy, almost withdrawn sometimes.

Except when he’s talking about his ideas
then he can talk and talk.

He has an infectious enthusiasm

and he is really attached to his grandmother.
They have a special bond.

Did you question your feelings towards
your husband in the past?

Yeah, I think I probably confused
respect and admiration

for love and passion.

But then you still had choice.

I mean nobody removed choice from you.

It’s like,

you’re just blaming something else for
the decisions that you yourself have made.

Ok, if we turn that into a question...

How would it feel if ultimately you have
to take responsibility for your own choices?

I just can’t agree with that completely.

Because I think that certain
experiences that you have

fundamentally change the way you think.

Do you ever speak to your parents?

No, not really.

I don’t really have a relationship
with them anymore.

Can’t remember the last time
I’ve even spoken to my dad.

Yeah, I have a similar thing with my dad.

Oh, yeah?

He had an affair about a year ago.

Oh, shit.

My mum spoke to the woman and

found out that he was planning
to move to Australia with her.

He’s just wanted to be away from us I suppose.

This’s just terrible.

I mean, they went to couple
therapy and everything and

it all seems to be back to the way it was before but

it’s definitely changed the way me and
my brother feel about him.

I can understand that.

So, although he is with us now,

I just think there must be loads of times when
my mum must be wondering

if he stayed out of duty, you know?

Mm-hmm.

I wonder if my dad really misses her.

That woman.

I think he really loved her.

I kind of feel sorry for him.

My mum married my dad when she was only 17.

She’s only really known him, you know?

You’re looking at them now and...

I can’t even imagine what brought them
together in the first place.

I think probably deep down I felt like
it’s just wouldn’t have worked.

I was only 18.

He was so free and independent, I think,

I was a bit scared of that freedom.

I feel like I can really trust you.

I think you might be the first actual friend
I’ve made since moving out here.

Yeah, I feel the same.

It feels like an escape when
I come to see you.

We’re missing a trick with Total Cinema.

Could open up communication in a way
that hasn’t been possible yet.

But, it really needs to be open source.

Oh god, not this again.

Will bring it up again with Michael, today.

Man, you know what’s he gonna say.

You’re wasting your breath.

As soon as this gets out there

someone will reverse engineer it,

if they want to tinker with it
in their garage, they will.

That’s not the point.

Few people tinkering in their garage.

It’s not going to change anything.

What’s got into you today?

A pretty girl walks in the door and all of a
sudden you want to change the world.

That's not her.

It’s not just her.

What?

Nick?

What’s up?

FLM contacted me again.

Really?

What did they want?

Same as always. They want to have a say,
they want what we’re doing to be open source.

I agree with them.

I don’t agree with everything they say.

You didn’t reply to them, did you?

I’m not stupid.

I never reply to them.

Good.

You need to keep away from them.

Walk away. That’s my advice.

We’ve done this for everyone.
Not just some minority.

The moment you start aligning
us with an organization

that advocates an all mnemophrenic society

non-mnemophrenics such as myself
start to get a little bit itchy.

You’re right.

You’d got to ask yourself why
are they contacting you?

They know what they want.

How to get it.

They are politically minded.

You, my friend, are not.
You’re just a technician.

All they are going to do is use you.

I’m telling you as a friend.

Walk away.

Oh, I do like a rebel.

Yeah, it’s exciting.

And the more I use the chip
the better it responds.

I’m not just viewing Jeanette and Nicholas,

I really am them for those moments.

Wow...

That is impressive.

- That’s really going to be…- Sorry, hang on, it’s the doctor.

Hello, Dr. Moore?

- Robyin, are you at home?
- Yes.

Can you come to my office
as soon as possible?

When can you get here?

I could be there in…

is this for the results?

What do they say?

Yes, they’re back.

We should discuss them as soon as possible.

Can you come today?

Is it something bad?

We really need to discuss it in person Robyin.

- Can you...
- Please tell me now, you’re scaring me.

I need to know now.
Is it something bad?

I’m sorry Robyin.

It’s not good news.

I’m going to send you some information now

and we can go through it and

then I’d like you to come to my
office as soon as you can.

Don’t mope.

You knew what he’s going to say.

I’m proposing full open source.

Nick, we’ve been through this
over and over again.

It’s not going to happen.

How’s Julia?

Fine.

She's ok.

You’re worried it’s going to be
born mnemophrenic?

If it happens, it happens.

We’ll just take precautions.

No VR in childhood.

You’ll ban VR?

I wasn’t allowed VR until I was 15.

I was angry about it at the time...

but now, I’m pretty glad.

Julia agrees with me.

Dare say she would.

I’m not anti-mnemophrenic.

If I was, I wouldn’t be married to one.

Even if the child wasn’t predisposed,

I’d still ban VR.

I want to be able to share
experiences with her

before she goes off and

experiences things that I can’t
possibly join in on.

Wait, so, you would hold back your
child just because you can’t join in?

You forget we don’t all think like you.

I don’t call it holding back.

Without my mnemophrenia and VR

I wouldn’t be the person I am.

I’ve had so many experiences that
I wouldn’t have otherwise had.

Like, my relationship with my grandmother.

We helped each other come to
terms with how people saw us,

talking with her about her documentary
was like the best guidance I ever had.

She helped me through college with my thesis.

I wouldn’t be where I am today without her.

You helped each other.

Sorry, but you’d think she
benefited from that experience?

That bugs me.

You didn’t have an experience with her,

with Jeanette Harper.

It was with a VR, a simulation.

It’s not the same thing.

It’s not real.

Where are you?

I came outside and you were gone.

Robyin?

I’m in the park.

I needed a walk.

Shall I come and find you?

No

I’ll be back soon.

I wish you’d just listen to the expert.

What is the point of having a doctor
if you don’t listen to them?

I’m not taking the chip out and that’s final.

But if it makes it worse?

This is a once in a lifetime opportunity
to grab hold of something real.

If there’s one thing that will make me worse?

It’s quitting my job and my research

and then spending whatever
little time I have left

obsessing about the fact that I’m dying.

Don’t say that.

Stop putting your head in the sand.

Look at me.

This is my way of fighting it.

I just want to continue this
research and feel normal

and try to use this recording to
help make some sense of it.

I actually have a unique opportunity here…

to record the experience of dying.

All the emotions I’ll go through,

we’ll go through,they will be valuable
assets for future studies.

Please,

I need you to understand this.

I’m terrified.

But if you take out the chip

and you work less and you relax,

you might get more time.
I might get more time.

Neither of us knows what’s coming.

What if you shorten the little time you have
left and then you don’t even finish?

Then I’d have to work fast.

This is some of our earlier prototypes.

And this is my work area...

- And this is it.- Wow.

- What’d you think?- Unexpected.

So, this is the birthplace of Total Cinema.

I built it from the ground up.

It’s taken me about 9 years.

Whole lab is a recording chamber.

So, where are the cameras?

No, they are virtual.

Ok. So, the whole lab
is a matrix of censors

and the space is sampled rather
than filmed traditionally

and the AI reconstructs the space in 3D
from any angle from any time.

So, you won’t see any cameras.

Are you controlling them with your headset?

No, they are independent AI.

They’re just using my brainwaves
for comparison algorithms.

Anyway, how are you?

Oh,really good. Research is going really well.

And life is bit more chilled.
I’m getting more work life balance.

Cool.

Cool.
Ok.

Ok.

So, there’s still a few things I
won’t be able to go into detail.

Of course.

Okay.

So, cranial synaptic interference…

are you working towards
recording real experiences?

No, that’s not possible yet.

It’s way in the future.

It’s not part of TC.

We never know what special projects you
guys have got cooking in here.

So, my main thing today is testing.

How many subjects have you tested on?

It’s over 300 now.

Me and Will tested it on ourselves first few years.

- And have you identified any potential health risks?
- No.

Well, the same guidelines on duration of use still apply.

There’s a lot of traffic online to suggest
that the risk of inducing mnemophrenia

being more pronounced with cranial interference,
even in people not predisposed.

Most people don’t even have
a clue what this is going to be.

There’s a… you know, brain science
is such a huge subject

we’re much further ahead than we were 50 years ago.

So, out of the 300 people tested none
showed any adverse effects.

Adverse, health risks.

You know me well enough by now to
know that I found those words inappropriate.

It’s this archaic attitude that says that
mnemophrenia is a sickness,

it’s something to be feared and cured.

Nick, you know, we’re never going to agree on this.

The official line from Centro is mnemophrenia
is an adverse neurological condition

and just because there are people
like you who can manage it…

So, I’m just managing it now.

We’re not saying it’s a disease
but we do worry.

And Memofilm doesn’t have a spotless record here.

They knew about Memory Palaces
even before it was launched.

Honestly, I’d be careful about saying that.

Ok, this is off the record

but this is a public health matter.

No study has conclusively
shown an established link

- between any Memofilm product and mnemophrenia.
- Ok, Nick, ok.

Or that any Memofilm product has directly or indirectly

caused any adverse neurological effects.

Ok, Nick.

They’re not going to release
anything unsafe Keri.

I’m angry with Memofilm.

At the end of the day they gave
him to me in the first place

and then they just ripped him away
and they’ve left me with this condition.

And is that about Douglas?
Or the whole experience?

Oh yeah, I suppose it is Douglas.

But it’s more the things he represents,
the ideals he holds for me.

A real big part of my personality is
encompassed in that person.

And I’m just realizing more and more

how much I’ve denied myself
the life I should have lived.

I feel quite sad for Jeanette.

She was alone and terrified,
I feel her grief over Douglas very strongly.

It must have completely broken her heart.

They had such a connection.

Anyway, tell me about your research.

Well, I’m getting some fantastic
results from the wirewalking experience.

- Have you had many subjects?
- Yeah, quite a few.

This one woman, she was so
anxious and stressed

that her hair started falling out.

She responded beautifully.

Her stress was all about not taking control,

fear of being out of control.

And you take someone like that

to whom wirewalking would
be the ultimate nightmare

and you give them the experience.

Not of wirewalking, but of being a wirewalker.

Joyous feeling of being in her element,
being in the moment.

The energy flowing through her and
the wire and the sky and the wind, all as one.

Total surrender.

It’s so easy to forget being in the moment
with everything so automated.

But wonderful to see someone

in the act of recognizing
the beauty of being present.

It sounds amazing. And her outcome?

Off the chart. I mean her anxieties
almost gone, her hair is growing back.

She’s a different person.

I was wondering, if you’d like to try it.

Maybe. I don’t know,
I don’t know if I have time.

I need to focus on work. I can’t let that fall behind.

You need... to put yourself first.

I am!

Just because you would quit your job
and go and meditate up a mountain

doesn’t mean that’s what I want to do.

I never said that.

My god, I’m becoming like her.

I watched my VR films back.

Oh really? I didn’t know you could do that?

So, how did that feel?

Well, on the one hand I think
it’s good that I did it.

But emotionally it’s like I’m straight back there.

Still feels as real as ever.

I suppose I just want to be with him
and keep on having those experiences.

And then I remember that it’s not real and I just think

there’s no point to anything.

Okay, so, my worry would be that
if it’s taking you backwards?

You know, my main concern would be
that you sort of starting again.

It’s the first nice thing I’ve done for years.

I can totally escape from everything, you know?

You are so lucky that you are so
adventurous and confident.

I’ve just got the will.

You can have it too if you wanted it.
You just need to go out there and grab it.

And don’t take life too seriously.

It’s all just a big illusion.

Did you enjoy your walk?

Yeah, it was really nice.

I am bit worried about you going on your own.

You look weaker lately.

What if you take ill?
Or if you have a fall?

You need to stop fussing over me.

I think I should go with you next time.

I actually enjoy going on my own.

This is a new thing going for
all these walks in the park?

- Is it?
You think that’s something

Yeah, I suppose.

She loves spending time in nature with Douglas.

It’s where she felt most in love with him.

Well as long as you don’t start
calling me Douglas.

If I did, it would be a compliment.

Ok, we brought you down here because…

we’ve got… a… an issue.

It’s probably a major,
I suppose you’d call it...

Nick, talk!

Okay

It seems likely that

TC induces mnemophrenia.

Even in people who aren’t predisposed.

Everyone who uses it.

Shit.

In one of the non-mnemophrenic subjects,

there were some synaptic connections
in the lower part of the hippocampus

which persisted in a way that...

... we haven’t seen with
non-mnemophrenics before.

Okay.

Whom have you told?

Just you.

Ok.

Ok, well let’s not jump
into any conclusions.

Finish your analysis but stay on
track with the launch.

We are not going to delay?

I’ll have a word with legal
and get back to you.

You are ok?

You seem distant.

I just have a headache.

My eyes are hurting.

You were telling me that
Nicholas is the quiet type?

When he doesn’t have anything to say.

Can he be a bit moody?

Can’t you see that you are taking
on Nicholas’s traits

just like you did with Jeanette
when you were studying her?

I don’t ever remember you
being withdrawn before.

Are they aware of these side effects?

What about the other testers?
Is it happening to them?

Are you worried?

I think maybe you need to be more objective.

Nicholas and Jeanette had a difficult time

and you are taking that into yourself.

Everything in my life has just been so crap

that that memory was the only nice thing.

It's my only holiday from crap.

How do you want to live your life?

I’d like to have the exciting life that
I always wanted to have.

Maybe travel,

do some of the things I would
have done with Douglas.

- Beautiful!- Mm-hmm

Might take this with me on my trip.

So, do you see yourself travelling forever?

Forever?

No.

I can definitely see myself settling down

if I ever found myself finding something
worth settling down for.

What about you?
What do you want out of life?

Ehm

Well, I definitely want someone adventurous

who likes to do lots of different things.

Look…

Something’s come up.

I got, I got invited to...

go do some research out at this reserve in Australia

and...

I would need to leave pretty soon.

It’s not something that I planned on but it’s

a tremendous opportunity that I can’t turn down.

Meeting you has been the best
accident that’s ever happened to me

and the truth is that I don’t want to leave
because I’m gonna miss the hell out of you.

Well, I don’t want you to either.

I don’t want you to stay and
then resent me for missing out.

I know this’s going to sound nuts but...

is there any way that you’d ever
consider coming with me?

I can’t.

I know.

I’m just some guy you met and here

I’m asking you to come and travel
around the world with me, it’s insane.

I’ve...

never experienced anything like that before.

I was you!

This, this is what I wanted
Total Cinema to be.

I can’t even begin.

I had no idea you could…

It’s very early.

It doesn’t work at all with most people.

I thought it might work with you because...

your brain patterns seem to fit the algorithms

and I thought you’d get a kick out of it.

I felt things I never thought I’d ever feel.

So simple,

when you drank that coffee, I hate
coffee and I loved that coffee.

See the VR technologies up till now

have all treated mnemophrenia as something to

avoid or at best ignore

but that’s the key,

this actually uses mnemophrenia
as a delivery mechanism.

So, it only works with mnemophrenics?

Yeah.

But even then, not all.

I’ve got to thinking about you and...

I think your brain patterns

are the way they are because you
are at ease with your mnemophrenia,

you embrace it and you work
with it and you play with it.

But this won’t be part of Total Cinema?

No.

No. It’s a dead end as far
as they’re concerned.

Even forgetting how the tech
works there are legal reasons.

You’re not allowed to include a
real person in a VR experience.

I don’t know, maybe one day.

I really hope so.

This takes it to a completely...

different level. I mean,

this shows how mnemophrenia can
open up such amazing possibilities.

Yeah, I mean, imagine what’s going
to be like in the future.

We’ll use mnemophrenia creatively,

we’ll be more open, more understanding.

At one point,

everyone’s going to be mnemophrenic.

VR was supposed to change the
world, bring us together,

TC was supposed to change the
world, bring us together

but all I see is they made us
more and more insular

and that’s exactly what
Jeanette says and I agree.

Everyone lives in their own
bubble of tailored experiences.

What is this? The Dark Ages?
What’s your point?

I’m trying to explain my point.

A person can go to the
moon and back in TC

but in the physical world not know
their next door neighbor.

But with this, you can be your next neighbor,

feel their concerns, troubles, joys, fears.

This, this really could change the world.

That’s really interesting.

Are you aware that you just went
from being Jeanette

to Nicholas almost in the same breath?

- What are you talking about?
You did honestly,

it’s really strange to watch.

Just remember that you’re living
your life not someone else’s.

Don’t let it become an obsession

or you end up losing yourself.

Don’t let them blot you out.

You make it sound like I’m crazy.

Ok, which one of you said that?

Ok, which one of you said that?
I kind of know when it’s Jeanette
and I know when it’s Nicholas

I kind of know when it’s Jeanette
and I know when it’s Nicholas

but I’m not sure about that one.
Was that you?

- I’m not really sure. - Don’t be a prick.

It’s me! You have to
understand they’re all me!

Well, I’m trying to understand.
I really am.

But there’s something you
really need to understand.

In any relationship when you meet someone,

you’re attracted to them

and love is something that
develops as you get to know them.

You get to love the things that they do

and you start to love the things that
you don’t like about them as well.

But if that all changes suddenly

it kind of rocks the foundation of what we have.

Where I don’t know where I am anymore

or what the nature of our relationship is.

Or if you’ll drift away.

It makes me feel vulnerable.

I can do it myself.

The thing that concerns me though is that

if Douglas is going to be so difficult to give up

what’s the impact on your daughter?

Well, I can’t see there’s a problem
between me and my daughter.

In fact, that’s not even why
I come to this group.

I don’t come here to talk about her.

Okay. Ok, let me ask you another question.

Do you feel you have a good
relationship with your daughter?

She’s only 18 months.

Ok, how do you relate to her?

Well, obviously I really love her

and I really care about her

but if I’m honest I don’t feel that
I can deal with her at the moment.

Since Robert and I split up she’s
been spending most of the time with him.

I’ve put her...

like in a deal with later box, you know.

But I’m lucky because I’ve got Robert

who’s willing to take on
so much responsibility.

Well, legal have got back to us on this now,

they want us to collate more concrete data

and to ascertain which
aspects of the product, if any,

are causing the phenomenon.

In other words they need us
to be a lot more specific.

Ok.

We expected that.

How long are you going delay
the launch so we can do that?

How long are you going delay
the launch so we can do that?
We cannot delay the launch.

We cannot delay the launch.

There’s no where near enough
time to get that kind of data.

There’s no need to panic Nick.

Nobody’s saying you have to get
this done before the launch.

Nobody’s saying you have to get
this done before the launch.
This can be an ongoing process from now.

This can be an ongoing process from now.

We’re not at all convinced

these aberrations can be attributed to TC per se.

Quite easily these subjects...

could have had delayed mnemophrenia.

The data could be skewed.

You’re not willing to take responsibility.

That’s what this boils down to.

Of course we are taking responsibility.

We will have the government

standard health warnings,

they will be beefed up accordingly.

A tiny little warning that no one ever reads.

People have a right to know,

to make up their mind about this.

This makes it so obvious that
we are trying to hide something.

It’s the same old stance on mnemophrenia,

that it’s a dirty, shameful disease.

- It sets back the debate on mnemophrenia 20 years.
- This is not a philosophical debate Nick.

We have a responsible board.

We are taking your concerns
into consideration Nick.

We will have a program in place

as with other products to monitor users

and to get feedback from them.

Gentlemen,

this is not about mnemophrenia.

This is about a fantastic product

that we’ve all worked on very hard.

We have to take a line that
weighs up all the factors

not just any rogue data

that may or may not point to something.

I understand entirely

this is very much your baby and
will always be difficult to handing it over.

We’ve been in this situation before

and we have a wealth of experience
in managing these concerns.

Total Cinema...

will be a defining success

and we should all be very happy

and proud of it.

I know that I’m changing.

I understand that might be
difficult for you right now.

It’s much more vivid than
anything that’s come before.

I’m really glad that you can see it.

It’s natural that if you are in it
it’s not obvious but…

No, I mean, that’s the point.

That’s what I’ve realized, that’s...

why this tech is going to
change everything.

Imagine a future where you can
design your own personality,

construct yourself from
aspects of other people

that suit how you want to be as a person.

I think I want to make that the
main focus of my conference presentation.

I’ve been doing a lot of thinking, too.

About what you said…

it really does have a lot of merit.

I’m so proud of you.

I was just afraid of losing you.

You won’t lose me.

I’m sorry you felt like that.

That’s nice.

Will you keep in touch with me?

Even if it’s… once in a while?

I want to, but…

well I don’t if it’s just going
to make me more sad.

Missing you and having you not come back.

I’m afraid to keep in contact.

I would hope...

if I did come back

that there will always be a
place for me in your life.

- Ok,so, see you next week.
- Ok.

- I’m not coming to work next week.
- What?

I’m thinking of quitting.

What, before the launch?

They’re going to go ahead and
do whatever they want

regardless of what we say.

What about your family?
What about the baby?

I’m taking a week off to think about it.

I’ll be leaving early today,

you can finish off Anna’s test on your own.

What did Michael say?

He was quiet…

for a bit.

Then he started swearing
and threatening me.

It was actually quite funny.

What else can I say?

If you were to quit, too...

Imagine, both designers quit
before the launch,

I mean, what kind of a
message would that send?

I can’t just…

what good could we do on the outside?

A lot more than we can do in the inside.

I don’t know what else to do.

Have you talked it over Julia?

We’ve got other things to talk about.

I really don’t want you to leave, just....

go and take whatever break you need and...

come back and talk to me
before you decide anything, ok? Just...

please don’t do anything rush.

Nick.

It’s carnage back at head office.

Is everything going ok here?

Well, you will probably know, wouldn’t you
because you’ve been watching us.

Our system’s been hacked and
reprogrammed to record 24/7.

That’s not prohibited, Nick.

- Not prohibited?
- No, Nick, it isn’t.

I can’t believe you’ve been
so blasé about this.

Do you have something to hide?

Tell me you didn’t just say that!

So...

you thought me and Will are going to rock the boat

so, you took it upon yourself
to hack my lab and spy on us.

You and Will behaved
completely inappropriately

in last week’s meeting with David.

Quite frankly, you embarrassed
me in front of him.

Getting up on your high horse.

Because he’s now wondering who
the fuck these guys think they are…

- I’m trying to buffer you.
- This is important, ok?

This product’s going to launch and

sooner or later people going to
realize that it does induce mnemophrenia.

- We don’t know that.
- And I’m going to be seen as the chief architect

of the whole thing.

I’ve made no secret of my
views on mnemophrenia.

People going to think I did this on purpose.

This is my life Michael.

This is fantasy, Nick.

Stop panicking.

To be honest, it’s Will that
we’re concerned about.

Why?

He came to see me just
before he went on leave.

And he said a couple of things
that linked you with FLM.

What are you talking about?

- Future of the Liberated Mind.
- I know what it stands for.

What exactly did he say?

He said you are in cahoots with them.

Cahoots? He actually used
the word cahoots?

We don’t believe him.

He came to see me, he was
particularly abrasive and rude.

And in a roundabout way

he said that if we don’t give
him a serious promotion

and a pay rise, he’s going to go
public with the new data.

I don’t understand how...

a man I’ve worked with for 7 years

suddenly changes like that.

Well, that’s people, Nick.

To be honest, we don’t think
he’d thought it through at all.

All of yesterday’s lab recordings
were corrupted,

the day that Will goes on leave.

In and of itself that’s suspicious.

Look, the reason I’m here.

We’re close to the launch now
and we are not taking any chances,

with anything.

The main bulk of the work has
been done elsewhere anyway,

so, we are moving you
back to the main building.

You’ve got to be kidding me!

Look, for fuck’s sake Nick,
I’m tired of you arguing all the time.

This is how it’s going to be.

An audit team it’s coming down here in a bit

to start the process of logging everything here.

Data, equipment, everything!

You’re going to help them!

As soon as that’s done we
set a date for the move.

Launch time is always stressful,

just calm down and let it go.

I’m sorry, I...

I completely forgot our meeting.

Are you ok? You look really anxious.

Is the launch going ok?

Sorry, I’m going to have to cancel.

I’m going to close down the lab for the day.

I… I’ll walk you out…

I want to ask you something.

I want you to present my
research at the conference.

Why can’t we plan to do it together?

You want me to be positive,
but I’m not positive!

I’d be lying if I said I was.

The systems are shutting down,

even the recordings are affected.

I don’t know how, glitches in the
images, the sound is out of synch.

Well, take it out!

Your research is almost done anyway,

- I mean, just remove it.- You know, that’s not the cause!

I’m not giving up on you.

If there’s any other avenue to
investigate then we’re going to do it.

I don’t have time.

Please I need you to promise
you’ll present my work.

It means everything to me,

it means everything to the whole world!

I need to do it for Nicholas.

He would have been so excited to be here now.

He is.

Promise me you’ll present it.

I promise.

Didn’t expect you back till Monday.

What did you decide?

I don’t know yet.

What’s going on here?

What did you say to Michael?

- I haven’t spoken to him yet, I just...
-No, what did you tell him about me?

Before you left, about FLM?

What’s he said to you?

That you told him that I wa s
in cahoots with FLM.

- Cahoots?!
- Oh, come on… don’t.

I’m not good at this…

mindgames, trying to work people out.

Just tell me, ok?

So, you’ve fed him a
lot of bullshit about me

to do what?

FLM didn’t contact you?

So, what? I told you I never replied.

I tried to make it seem like
we’re both going to quit.

To strengthen our position.

By accusing me of leaking
company secrets?

I was wrong...

I was wrong, I’m sorry.
I shouldn’t have said that.

And you asked him for a promotion?

And you used me as a bargaining
chip to get more money?

Are you that greedy?

- It’s not about greed.
- Bullshit!

I thought we were friends.

- There’s nothing anymore.
- Fine, then, piss off!

Julia had some scans.

The baby is…

there’s some problems. There’s a
98% chance the baby will be born..

mnemophrenic.

I wish.

She’s going to need
some expensive care,

probably for the rest of our life and I...

don’t have insurance to
cover that sort of thing, so...

I either win the lottery or...

I upset a few people.

Why didn’t you tell me?

We don’t need charity.

And if your big plan doesn’t work?

I’m sorry about the baby,

I am, genuinely.

I am out of here.

You are quitting.

I don’t want to be anywhere
near this launch.

What are you going to do?

Keep working.

This isn’t exactly what I imagined
Total Cinema to be anyway.

What about funding?

Work smaller, slower.

Something that actually, means something to me.

It’s clear I have zero influence here.

Wish things were different.

Yeah... me, too.

I don’t think there’s anything next.

I don’t think anything happens.

Everything just stops.

A big empty nothingness.

That’s good, not bad.

I can’t be scared if I’m not aware, can I?

How are you doing?

If I start to think how it affects me,

it just makes me feel selfish.

I think you’d benefit from the chip.

- Who me?- Yes, you, you perfectly rounded man.

If you could see through my eyes...

feel what I’m feeling,you'd...

know that I don’t want you to
be strong. To put up a wall.

You’d know I’d want to see
that we are in this together.

You want me to tell you my fears?

Yes.

That you’re going to be in a lot of pain

and I’m going to lose you.

I love you so much!

I’m scared too.

But it helps me to know
we’re in the same boat.

You love me and I love you.

I’m not going to say goodbye.

You don’t have to.

I’ll always stay with you…

even after I’m long gone.

Does that mean I don’t have
to crawl into my black hole?

No.

That’s part of my master plan.

How about we never say it?

Let’s never say goodbye.

Is there anything where you associate

Douglas and your daughter together?

No.

But...

I suppose if I were to put them
in the same sentence then,

if Douglas had never been taken
away from me

and if he’d been real...

and if we’d stayed together
then I guess it would mean...

- Sorry...- That’s ok… take your time.

I'm so sorry...

I guess it would mean that Grace...

What does it mean?
What does it mean about Grace?

- She wouldn’t have been born.- Ok. I can see obviously that...

something that would have
a big impact on you.

Can I just push you a little
further if I ask you to choose

between Douglas and your daughter?

How does that feel?

Well...

obviously I would have to
choose my daughter.

Hey...

hey...hey, it's alright.

Hey… don’t worry.

I’m so scared.

You’re ok. I’m here.

Don’t worry.

Did you enjoy the process?

Yeah… I loved it!

So... what’s next for you?

Well, the launch and...

further development.

Are you happy with it?

Yeah.

I don’t think you are.

There’s so much more to you.
You’re wasted here.

Your recording technology,

the things you originally
wanted Total Cinema to be.

It’s not ideal, but...

what can I do?

There’s something I’ve been
wanting to tell you.

Have you heard of FLM?

You’re a member.

Yes.

- You can get us both into a lot of trouble.
- I know.

I’m sorry.

Nick, we share the same beliefs,
the same values but you...

you have it in your power to actually
do something better for society.

With the technology you’ve developed think

of the things mnemophrenics
might be able to do...

what we might be able to become.

It doesn’t belong to me anymore.

Even if Memofilm decide to develop
this they’ll never do anything useful with it.

We could do amazing things with this technology.

Especially, if you work with us.

You can find a way to take it away from them.

I believe in you.

Nick...

that’s the future.

Right there.

Don’t let them own it.

It sounds like to me...

being happy means being free.

So, as you enter this next
phase of your life,

you need to make sure that
you don’t get pulled into

a direction that you don’t want to go.

You have the chance to be whoever
and whatever you want,

that’s the beauty of it,
it’s like a fresh start.

I’d really like it

if you’d get the implant as well.

Continue my work...

see the world through my eyes.

I don’t know if I can do it.

I’m not strong as you.

The effort of trying to be alive.

I’ll be all on my own.

That’s why you need to do it.

What you’ll be going through
will be of immense value

and it means I’ll still be here with you.

For that...

I’ll do anything!

In finishing,

I’d like you to keep in mind Robyin,

not the data, not the results,

the person.

My Robyin

who was also my Jeanette and my Nicholas.

A person who became people.

And while you keep her in your mind’s eye,

I’d like to tell you a story...

A myth from the other side of the world

and the other side of history.

When these people died, it said
that their spirits didn’t go to heaven

but could pass freely into
the lives of those remaining.

They could flow from one person to the next

enriching them with their wisdom.

Robyin always liked that story.

And this technology that started with
Nicholas and continued through Robyin

could be said to finally make that myth a reality.

I’m so proud of the path
that she helped to lay out.

She was different,

unique.

And perhaps in ages to
come, she’ll be recorded

as the first of a new evolutionary
step for us humans

in our ability to connect
with ourselves and each other.

'Homo Mnemonicus' perhaps.

I don’t know…

I just knew her…

as Robyin.