Kamisama mousukoshi dake (1998) - full transcript

God, Please Give Me More Time
Episode 3

I'm sorry it was a mistake

You're not infected with the HIV virus.

You're perfectly healthy.

You can rest assured.

That illness... is AIDS.

I may have transmitted it to you

You're popular for someone
without new songs

You.

I am infected with the HIV virus

God, Please Give Me More Time



God, Please Give Me More Time,

Did you put in new golfballs?

Did you put in new golfballs?
Yes. I did

I'm off
Bye

You're up

I have a test today

Don't come down in your pajamas.

Be quiet, kid

Morning. You'll eat too, won t you?

Nothing for me.

Why haven t you been eating lately?

I'm on a diet

What are you doing?

Why aren't you coming to the office!



The President and executives are waiting
for your new sons

Just have a young composer use my name.

There are many striving young composers.

'You'll really end up losing your job.

Don t you know

Even if I'm gone
the world won't change

What are you saying?

Ever since she died...

I forced myself to keep on going.

But I wonder If there
was any meaning to it.

Why do you say that

Don't act as if you've done it on your own.

Masaki?
Who it?

I'm stepping out.

I'll just tell you here.

No . ut it's .
I only came to tell you the results.

Oh. how was?

Positive.

I'm HIV positive.

Don't let it get you down

There are new medical
developments in the U.S.

Even AIDS will eventually

Wait here, ill see you home.

I'm going out for a while

What is this about AIDS?

Don't tell anyone

Don t you dare tell anyone what you heard
Got it?

Isamu!
Where are you going?

Isamu!
Where are you going?

Isn't the guy from the telephone
escort club the most likely?

Yah.

What about the guy you fell in love with?
It's not him

I was one-sidedly in love with him, anyway

See you.
Ok, see ya. Thanks

Wait, Masaki
Isn't this for your house?

It's the bulletin for Kaoru's Fan Club.

You really like his songs you?

Ok I'll buy you a CD since
it's your birthday next week

I forgot about that

Hey, remember your own birthday

When I'm with you I feel relaxed

You act very natural.

You treat me like an ordinary person.

Because you are normal.

Why do you say such

I'm going home

Isamu!

Isamu!

Aren’t you Mr. Ishikawa?
I'm a fan of yours

I compose songs, too.
I want to be like you.

Um

Um
Please do your best.

This must be the place

Participants of the March Film Concert.

He's the one..
Noguchi Takaaki, age 29

Come to think of it, I haven't seen him lately
What did you want with him?

He moved
The landlord doesn't know his new address

He quit hts job too,
so there's no way we can locate him now.

That's true.

it's strong, the way disappeared

Do you think he left this world?

Don't say such ominous things

Maybe he got ill and is dying somewhere

Don't think of the worst.

I can't help it!
That's the kind of illness we have!

You won't die so suddenly

You won't die so suddenly

it says in the book too
that there are people who

have the virus, but don't end up with AIDS
I don't care what the books say

I must be slowly dying inside, too

I get up every day & go to school as usual,

but I can't laugh with everyone anymore

I feel like I'm in a different world, alone

Masaki

What should I do?
I don't want to die

You're not dying yet, are you?

If he knowingly transmitted it to you .

I may have transmitted it to you.

What are you doing?

Did you take the est?

It doesn't matter, does it?

No. it does
If you haven't yet please get one.

You haven't gone yet, have you?

The man I slept with for money moved away
and quit his job.

He must have AIDS already.

When I slept with you
I was already Infected.

Then I'm infected too
Just leave it at that.

How can you easily give up like that?

You may not necessarily have been Infected.
I don't want you to have it.

I don't want you to die because of me!

When the time comes. I'll die anyway!

There are people who enjoy their lives,
and there are people who don't!

Whether I die or live
is none of your concern!

Just leave me alone

Don't talk like that.

After I got infected, I realized...

I want to live! I don't want to die!

Isn t that how you feel?
Aren t you actually scared?

Isn't Kano Masaki one of your friends?

So what if she is?

You'd better stay away. She has an illness.
Illness??

Masaki isn't eating
I'm sure she's eating something.

She said she's on a diet.

She said she's on a diet.

Let her do what she wants.

Although extreme dieting can make her sick.

I don't think that's the case.

Isn't that normally caused by a
bad relationship with the mother?

Isn’t that normally caused by a
bad relationship with the mother?

It's your fault for always being busy.

Have you been talking to her?

I wish I had time to talk with my daughter.

Who is it?

It's me, Mom. I'm coming in

What do you want?

I wanted to talk to you.

Talk about what?

I don't know myself.

I just thought you might
want to talk to

Lately. you ve been tossing
and turning around in bed.

Is there anything you
want for your birthday?

Is there anything you
want for your birthday?

So you remembered.
I'd never forget my daughter s birthday..

Think about what you want
I'll think as well

You're going to turn 17
I won't nag you anymore.

You're going to turn 17.
I won't nag you anymore.

But when you really need help.
please confide in me.

I'm your ally

Well..
Good night

Well..
Good night

Aren't you actually scared?

When I sot infected I realized...

I want to live! I don't want to die!

Isn't that how you feel?

Keigo!
The president is calling for you.

He's asking if you brought a new song

You're a plague

I forgot my handkerchief

I forgot my handkerchief

I have one.

-Pass me a tissue.
-Okay, here.

-Pass me a tissue.
-Okay, here.

-Pass me a tissue.
-Okay, here.

Hey. Let's go
-Pass me a tissue.
-Okay, here.

Hey. Let's go

Hey. Let's go

Hey. Let's go

Masaki needs medical care!

Masaki needs medical care!

Asami!

Don't run away

Don't run away

I don t catre about the
other girls but why you

I don't care about the
other girls but why you

I don't care about the
other girls but why you?

Word is going around that
you slept around with

Word is going around that
you slept around with .

all kinds of men and
you re in serious trouble now

Serious trouble?

Where's Isamu?

Where's Isamu?

Stop postering him.

Stop postering him.

Don't you have AIDS?

Don't you have AIDS?

Don't you have AIDS?

Don't you have AIDS?

Don't you have AIDS?

How do you know that?

Isamu told me

Stay away from him

I can't have you passing it on to him

I can't have you passing it on to him.

I don't want you to have it!

I don't want you to have it!

I don't want you to die because of me

To: Masa..'

To Masaki ..

Your teenage years are the most trying

but they are also the best years

Happy Birthday

When you really need help,
please confide in me.

When you really need help,
please confide in me.

Because I'm your ally

This is where we'll display the clothes...

This is where we'll display the clothes...

What do you think?

What do you think?

This makes me happy

but I can't commit to you yet.

I know
Customers might come in.

I m sorry.
No. ft s alright

I’ll come agotn later
Wait.

Have a glass of tea

Have a glass of tea.

I'll be
I'll bring extra materials next time

I'll be
I'll bring extra materials next time

What s wrong?
Nothing.

What's

It's me

It's me

Keigo..?

Keigo..?

I took the test

What were the results

What were the results ?

Not out yet

I went to a hospital that
will mail the results

I'm scared.

It's as you said

It's as you said

Keigo

I wish you're positive. .

I wish you're positive..

This illness makes you feel isolated..

Slowly I fee all alone

I want a partner.

I'm exhausted

I'm exhausted.

I'm tired of fighting it alone.

I'm tired of fighting it alone.

What's wrong?
Did something happen?

What's wrong?
Did something happen?

Masaki!

Come home early today

Why

Why? Because it s your birthday

Why?Because it your birthday

Bye.

Test Results

Ishikawa Keigo

I'm sorry.

With everyone treating you

if I side with then .

I know.

I know.

You're the type that can
manage just fine alone

You're the type that can
manage just fine alone

You're the type that can
manage just fine alone

Those who didn't like you for that trait
are taking the opportunity to get back at you

Those who didn't like you for that trait
are taking the opportunity to get back at you

and are spreading kinds
of bad rumors about you

To accuse you of prostitution is one thing.
but to accuse you of having AIDS

To accuse you of prostitution is one thing
but to accuse you of having AIDS.

I don't believe it. I really don't

What if it's true?

What if it's true?

Huh?

What II you do id I really have AIDS?

That can t be true!

That can t be true!

Isn't it false?

Isn't it false?

No way

Don't worry
I'll sever my friendship with you

Don t worry
I'll sever my friendship with you...

Don't stand there in a daze
Will you hoip

Don't stand there in a daze
Will you me?

Happy Birthday
Masaki

After I made an extra effort to be home early.
lsn't she yet?

After I made an extra effort to be home early.
Isn't she home

Let's eat already

Shall we start then

Sha I we start then?

What's wrong? Sit down

I'm being picked on at school.

No one will talk to me
or look me In the eye

Everyone shuns me .

Everyone shuns me.

Even the girl I thought was my friend..

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they try to find

When people gather in a group,
they try to find

peace of mind by stepping over someone

a peace of mind by stepping over someone

They want to feel as if they're superior.

Did you tell your parents?

I guess you can't.

I guess you can't.

I wasn't planning to come to you..

If I'll do, come to me.

This isn't right

I'm causing you a lot of trouble
to

I shouldn t even be here
That s not true. It's okay.

I shouldn t even be here
That s not true. It's okay

When you want to see me,
just call

I give you my number
Wait a

So you were negative. .

You dtdn't have to hide

You didn't have to hide
it out of consideration .

Is it because I wished you were positive, too?

I didn't mean that

I'm happy that you tested negative!

I'm happy for you

I want you to live a long and healthy life..

I'm happy for you.

This is the end between us

This is the end between us.

I won't come here again.

I won't come here again
so don't worry.

You made me realize

You made me realize..

That I was still alive.

These subtitles were OCR-ed from the
amRayu Creationz English hardsubbed release.