Honey and Wine (2020) - full transcript

[music playing in the background]

hey buddy!

looking for stuff?

no thank you.

weed, cocaine what do you want?

I got it all.

I'm ok thanks.

you want some girl?

you wanna guy?

I'm trying to get...

magic touch?



okay I'll take the card, thanks.

okay I'll take the card thanks thanks.

if i see if i see you again
I'll call the police.

ok

[music]

I'm your buddy, yeah?

[Music]

hey man!

[music]

hello?

good morning, sir

it's the reception. You asked...

who is this?

the reception downstairs, sir



you asked to give you a call at 6

to wake you up

did I order a wake up call?

Yes sir you did

okay

would there be anything else i can do? sir

okay, thanks um what time is it?

it's six o'clock in the morning sir

just like you requested
to wake you up at six

okay can you please
turn the heating up

in here it's brass monkeys um...

there's a switch on your left side sir

where?

on the left side

right

would there be anything else
I can do?

okay thanks

thank you, bye

bye and have a good day

who is it now?

[phone ringing]

wello?

hello sir.

it's reception again.

what?

you asked me to call you twice
because you'll not wake up

you will not wake up

no, did I?

yes you did

and you said that you probably will deny

the fact that you did

are you awake sir?

okay. fine

uh just just don't call again please

okay?

I won't sir

have a good day

yes yes, you too

thank you

oh

fuck this

I'm awake

that's it i'm awake

hi it's the front desk

i've never been asleep

no

steve's never gonna sleep early

my god

do i have hideous feet

the morning's here the morning's here

sunshine is here breakfast is near

good morning

christ

oh there we go

yep it's the wrong way around

idiot

there we go

steven when are you gonna get down the

gym and tone up

steve i wish you pizza

when are you gonna get down the gym

steve

pathetic

shit

hi honey

hi darling

hi yeah

look i've just found a packet of cigarettes

around the house

are these yours?

no!

well whose are they?

you're not smoking again?

what?

are you smoking again?

no no no

they are bob's

right, okay, i didn't see him

honey i promise you i'm not smoking

really because you know how much i hate it

especially around the children

you know bobby was drunk the other night

i was helping him i took his jacket then

they are not my cigarettes

please can you just tell me the truth? please

it's all i'm asking

you know i just hate it when you do the

stuff around the kids just believe me

honey why would i lie to you

listen you haven't seen my reading

glasses anywhere

no i haven't seen your reading glasses

it's just i left them on the kitchen side and it's not here anymore

are you sure?

are you wearing mine?

no

have you got mine on can you just check for me? please

i'm asking you to do a simple thing

just check no i've i've just got mine

look i really need these back okay well

i'm wearing mine right

now this is ridiculous okay

well can you just sort your life out i'm

sorry i'm gonna have to wear yours then

because you know i can't see without my

plus ones

if you've done it now haven't you i'm

sorry it's not like it was part of my

plan to wear your glasses i don't want

to wear women's glasses do i go

pathetic sometimes

okay okay yes yes yes yes i'm sorry

thank you

sarah i'm sorry please i can't your work

comes first and you just forget about it

my head's all over the place right now

okay i've got to finish what i came here

to do

this deal when i close it it's going to

be very important to you me the kids

i need to what do you mean me and the

kids

you're literally never here

don't bring the children into this i'll

give them back to you when i get home

you can wear mine or something yeah

yes okay fine i'm

stevie you're sure you're forgetting

something else no what else am i

forgetting

tell me i don't know you tell me

sarah please just i i don't want to play

games just tell me what else am i

forgetting

i'm not playing games you tell me

your wedding ring you left it in the

bathroom

yes okay yeah my i know where my wedding

ring is

i didn't leave it at home on purpose it

was

you saw how stressed i was when i was

leaving the house

it's the first

first time it should never come off it's

your wedding ring

we have vows yes just committed to me

just cut me some slack please okay i'll

see you on tuesday

let me just get this weekend over and

done with i'll make it up to you i

promise

that's a [ __ ] joke you never make it

up and when haven't i

ever you're always saying oh we'll make

it up to you

and you never do steve okay you never do

who's that

it sounds like you're with someone it's

just the radio

look there's no one here steve okay

you're clearly imagining things

tell the kids i said hi if i can put

them on the phone

okay fine tell just tell the kids i love

them

okay give them a kiss from me

okay well i'm gonna go so okay fine have

a good

week bye love you

i can't do anything can i

huh

who is it who would you think it is your

tart

it's me

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where you been you're staying on the

drinking time i don't want to drink

take your vodka and enjoy it i'll come

i'll meet you downstairs

i'll i'll be with you later

glasses are designed for people with

vaginas steve

well as you know

oh i didn't take them on purpose it was

an accident

i can't see without them why am i

explaining myself

under there i'm i can't see without plus

ones so

it's either i you know what i don't want

to see you maybe i'll take them off

i'm not joking mate what was knickers

well bob i'll see you later no no i

don't have time for you

no i'm not i'm not in the mood for

banter so this is definitely serious

mate this is business

don't close the door all right last

night you should have now people

i should have now let me stand there

like a twit

is that a joke no i'm not talking okay i

was there

closing closing closing and then you

come in with your antics as usual and

you're

[ __ ] up i was bonded

i was [ __ ] bonded what's wrong with

you

look at you you're a mess it's not even

i don't know what time it is but it's

not

five o'clock do you have a nervous

breakdown no i'm not having another

breakdown just please don't just see me

like

you haven't breaks down what is it get

my heart straight

[Music]

[Applause]

obviously who else is there going to be

problems with

you know right two beautiful children

there's nothing wrong with them

maybe maybe i'm the problem i don't know

maybe there's

something wrong with me you can't get it

out let's go

very funny i wasn't joking look later

take her viagra so i can douse it now

dressing up in women's underwear

shouldn't be a deal breaker mate did

your wife catch you

is that what this is about no it's

nothing to do with well i mean

it's not your business your wife did

catch you it's none of your business

what okay my wife cards on the table

my wife also caught me in a compromised

position like that you know what i did

let's borrow a diamond that's [ __ ] done

and dust it mate

sorted i am the king of kinky right

i'll be honest with you because i feel

if i don't confirm something into you

then you ain't gonna share with me i

don't want the last i don't wanna hear

whatever you're gonna say the last time

i was in a place like this was in

croatia right

my whole life i've had this fantasy

about 12 women having 12 women at once

i thought that was the dream so i

arranged i went to croatia i booked them

i was in the hotel room lying on the bed

start bullet naked

they're all like standing around me and

they start telling me to shove my

croatians zip zip zobs off

i couldn't get out i said shut up i'm

paying you

what's the point the point of it is that

the joke was on them because it was tax

deductible

and that's the most important thing

kinky and business

they can operate side by side

you don't have to [ __ ] your life up just

because you're a bit of a perv

no mate this is nothing to do with what

you think it is

i'm i'm just going through something at

the moment what i'll be

god god no no i don't want to drink oh

god

don't touch this

have a sip and it will just put you on a

level

just just well i don't want to drink

please just

and just can you come back later please

okay

i'm asking you as a friend and as a

colleague

i need my space right now okay i want to

make sure that when we

have tomorrow we're both ready i'm not

ready right now

i don't think you're ready either look

at you

no disrespect bob but we've got three

hours

anyway don't matter

got three hours right we've got a

meeting with him i've arranged the

meeting at one o'clock

downstairs an employee tell me about it

because

it's none of your business all right in

jeopardy

look just you're a mess look at you what

time is it

i'm a mess you should have seen yourself

in that meeting oh i don't know where

the spreadsheet is oh

i don't know about the figures i don't

know about the floor costs

what's wrong with you what's wrong with

me what's wrong with you you're drinking

it

you're just you know what i'm not

talking to you

goodbye i'll see you later tomorrow when

we do business

okay this is my day off those glasses

make you quite attractive

well that sarah is she's

i don't know what's wrong with her maybe

there's something wrong with me maybe

the problems with me

i don't know she's okay we just need to

talk it out we'll be fine we'll be fine

don't worry about me don't worry about

her

don't worry about anything else but the

deal

okay and i don't want to

play the blame game of why we didn't

close last night we still got a chance

tomorrow to to

to close this deal okay so just

she's screwed because i haven't drunk do

you have an affair

stop following me you need to leave me

alone just don't need to see yourself

go away what

what's going on here you are too much

you know that

you're crossing the line okay just stop

asking questions

stop trying to guess

what's wrong with my wife okay

cleveland's

lackluster hey that's enough that's

enough feeling there

[ __ ] you now both nothing wrong with it

don't cross the line

okay now i've asked you i don't know how

many times

right now i hate you is it your wife i

just told you it's my wife

is she having an affair you're not

listening no she's not having an affair

i don't she everything she's you've

changed you've turned

she's not you've turned her with this

bloody

look at you go to the bar wait wait wait

wait wait

i will meet you downstairs okay i've got

a meeting with him

with who mr chain three hours now you

need to get your [ __ ] [ __ ] together

for the last time i've got a mortgage to

pay the meeting is tomorrow

not today tomorrow three o'clock what

day is it

that's exactly my point bob you don't

even know what day it is

it's not tomorrow today is today

tomorrow you haven't even been to sleep

yet have you

get some rest go to bed or go back to

the bar i don't care what you do

you may go once go have another drink

enjoy yourself

okay just that's tomorrow

clean up and then i'll be ready for

tomorrow you better be too up

up knock down there you go let's sort

yourself out i'll see you downstairs

goodbye

it is

okay

so

hmm

um

hmm

huh

hmm

hello magic hatch

gigi speaking how can i help you

i can hear you breathing

[Music]

sorry sorry hello so

how can i help you and are you a regular

lion or a new client

uh i'm a new client new

so what would you like black white

skinny asian cuban

no um someone

i mean long hair short hair no no

someone you know uh

a nice a nice girl someone who's

respectful and classy

fun and entertaining um

it looks what look would you like fine

uh

well

this girl on the card looks nice i guess

is

is she available

is it possible

i don't know about this uh it's possible

to have this girl on the card or

i'm gonna see i don't know i'm gonna

check her availability and i'll get back

to you

okay thanks bye

um

you did

uh yes let's yes confirm

please do you need my card details or

uh right i think yes i i

should have enough cash

i'm at the discovery hotel suite 369.

okay so i'll see her

fun soon

thanks bye bye

what am i doing what are you doing

this is happening it's happening

let's do this you can do this

okay

hey sis hi stevie you didn't see my

cools

no no i uh i didn't see your calls i'm

sorry

sure stevie why have you been ignoring

me

no i'm not ignoring you i just didn't

see your phone calls i'm sorry okay

how are you doing yeah i've been busy

getting ready to uh finish this

conference

is it at least a nice one yeah i mean

the picture's all right but it could

have been better

tired well why do you think honestly bob

yes

yeah yeah i'm fine i'm fine okay

all right yeah yeah i'm fine i know it's

not easy at the moment

you're sure you're fine i hope

you're not working overtime like last

time you are under

way too much stress if you ask me

stevie are you lying to me

something is off with you i don't know

what's going on

but talk to me i think sarah is having

an affair

sarah is having an affair i [ __ ]

knew it what a [ __ ] [ __ ] since when

did you swear

oh come on i've sworn like this for ages

i've just never heard you swear like

this before

can't believe her i don't know for sure

but i'm so sorry stevie

oh i knew there was a reason i didn't

like her all that much

wait does she know you suspect her

yeah you tell me wouldn't you of course

i tell you stevie

are you gonna be okay this this must

be devastating all right i'll talk to

you later okay

i'm

do anything worried don't worry about me

i'm good do you have work to do still

are you sure i am worried yeah really

okay you know i love you right

stevie okay love you too

ah

um

hello steve sarah what look

i want you to take your things i want

you to pack them and i want them gone

i want you to just get out get out my

life why are you saying this

because i'm sick of all the lies i'm

sick of all the

fakery dirty [ __ ] i [ __ ] knew it you

you [ __ ] [ __ ] call me the dirty

[ __ ] what yeah

of course i'm the [ __ ] you were never

here steve

yeah well good and he makes me job

i hope he makes you feel happy he makes

me so happy he makes me feel

loved you ruined my life you know that

i want you to know this you ruined my

life i ruined your

having life with you yeah you can tell

the kids why i'm not around anymore yeah

oh they know you can tell them where

i've gone i will

they know steve don't worry you won't

see me again

they already hate you they've already

made their mind up about you

i never want to see you again goodbye

steve

who's that hello

just just give me a minute

yeah one second

yeah coming

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[ __ ]

oh and you're surprised me you're

already naked

almost i wasn't ready you already

opened the door hi hi

uh you're um

you are sorry can you speak

yes yes i can speak um yeah i'm sorry i

uh

well you're saying who's who are you

you don't know who i am you do yeah

darling right i

am so yeah you're that you're the uh i

mean sorry you're the i

i called you right not you but i called

the um i called you

yeah i was expecting you sorry i did

sorry what was your name

it's amanda sorry yes i was expecting

you surprised

wow okay uh i'm i'm steve

i'm just one second okay i just need to

i'll be once one minute sorry am i

leaving

no no just give me a minute

this is mental

coming

sorry

okay

you're really shy you didn't have to

change for me she could have just

taken off your robe hi i'm

sorry this is uh this is this is mistake

this is my mistake

it's um

i've basically this is a really bad time

i'm going through some stuff right now

that i need to deal with and

and uh it's not your fault this is okay

it's completely not your fault

i just need to i'm sorry i'm sorry i

mean

wait

first of all that hurt i'm sorry i

didn't need to anyway

i can't i guess i can't do this i'm

sorry

i mean okay honey if you don't like what

you see

i'm going it's not a problem no that's

fine you understand

of course i do thank you okay okay okay

yeah okay okay yeah uh first

um you need to pay me for my time

what time well i spent an hour

to get here so i need to pay me for my

time

so you need to pay me for my time that's

ridiculous

no it's not

i mean i have my guy waiting for me

downstairs in the lobby

i can't go empty-handed

no but i mean you just got here and i'm

we haven't done anything

okay so i mean i just think it's a bit

unfair i don't know what to

i i'm sorry it's just

okay so it's funny for you oh do you

want me to call

big jeff to join our conversation right

no you don't call me jack don't call

anybody it's it's fine you don't need to

call anybody just

okay then okay come inside we'll talk

about this just don't don't do that

wasn't that hard now what's it

uh that's uh yeah do you mind no you can

you can look

actually you've got memes

so what do you do for work

uh well i'm uh i work in finance

that's good good

uh where are you i thought we were gonna

talk

yeah well it's fine we can talk here

well

yeah this is obviously my room yeah i

see that

but yeah okay fine we can talk in here

uh that's maybe maybe we just

just closed okay no i mean like you know

okay i don't know who's uh you know what

you mean no no i don't

that's not what i meant you know if

if you want to talk about this you know

situation we can do that

um you know i really you know uh

wanted to just have someone to talk to

and and you know

just take uh take my mind off of

everything right now you know

i was i was in a really bad place when i

called the um the

the agency and

and you know i'm actually feeling a lot

better now so i think i think

i think i'll be good i think i'm okay i

think you're still so stressed aren't

you

no no i'm fine i'm actually i'm not

stressed at all now i'm fine i'm good

yeah so maybe uh uh

maybe yeah we can just work out

something for your time i don't want to

put any expense on you for traveling

here but you know there's no need to

um well you know it's just

so comfortable in here yeah

uh that's yeah

it is quite comfortable there actually

yeah it's not so bad

i mean are you just going to stand there

or

are you going to come over here and make

out with me

no i don't i don't uh want to give you

the wrong idea

i just wanted to invite you in so that

we could talk about um

you know any

uh yeah there's this isn't

what i had in mind basically it was

actually i mean before right

and now um i mean you are very beautiful

it's not

you you know you are yes you're very

beautiful girl

yourself i am very cute

oh well i slightly decided uh

i am so

um you're just so so shy it's adorable

no i'm not shy i'm not shy trust me i am

not shy

you should see me when i'm working see

me at work

at work i'm a different guy i'm yeah i

do some serious business if you see me

of course you do yeah i i do you know

um you should see me and my my business

partner bob

when we're in a room and we're not

coming no bob's not going i bloody hope

not

okay because it's not a problem if he is

forget bob uh i'm just making the point

that i'm not shy

and if you see me when i'm in my element

which

i'm not right now because i've actually

never done this before i've never

called for a uh you know i've never been

with a uh

yeah yeah haven't been i've never done

this before

oh wait what are you doing are you

a virgin what are you uh what are you

doing

i'm just making myself comfortable i

said okay

well it's a little hot in here don't you

think

i can change the temperature

that looks great you look great but do

you like what you see

yes yeah

yeah you look

that's um danny must be

so hard by now well are you going to

grab it from me

grab what my

no i uh are you [ __ ] or something

no i'm i'm just not are you gay

no i'm not gay i'm married i forgot i

don't have my ring on but i actually

have

a wife i have kids i have two children

i'm not gay

i'm not [ __ ] i've just never done

this before this is my first time

it's it's nice it's a stressful time

what are you whoa what's going on

well hang on a minute okay no no let me

just uh um just give me

give me a second i have this no no just

give me a minute okay i just need to

one second sorry

you [ __ ]

what are you doing standing in

here looking at yourself when you have

that sexy [ __ ]

lying on your bed strong you get [ __ ]

and you're wasting your time you've got

a problem in here you have

problems with with with who you're sick

with you you [ __ ] [ __ ]

okay that's enough [ __ ] [ __ ]

[ __ ] are you right in there

are you okay yeah yeah i'm fine just

just wait there give me a minute he said

shut the [ __ ] up

steve

reuben hey [ __ ] ruffling those bed

sheets ruin her i want you to ruin the

whole [ __ ] lungs kids

get in there children

stop wasting time she's gonna leave

you're gonna [ __ ] this up

you're gonna [ __ ] this whole thing up

for both of us okay

when was the last time that we got laid

when stop

when was some system you got a [ __ ]

that's right

lost child long ago was your birthday

yeah you can shake your head i'm going

back and shake your head all you like

to do they ain't gonna get you no head

going in there

getting on that bed that's what's gonna

get you and me

dirty it's what we need steve

it's what we need

i'm back sorry about that

okay

so i was thinking yeah

uh

you have really nice breasts thank you

great boobs

um and uh sorry i keep looking at them

that's fine you don't mind not at all

okay well uh yeah i was thinking we

could just talk maybe

maybe we can you know

spend some time together i'm happy to

i'm happy to pay for your time

and we can just

talk yeah of course

about yeah stuff yeah

sure life what we like what we don't

like

just spend the night together not the

whole night necessarily but

sometime take time to converse become

acquainted do you know what i say

you know what i say conversation is a

dying art

people don't talk enough anymore and

right now they don't you're right so why

don't we just talk

converse and yeah

oh yeah that's fine you can do that uh

touch my arm i guess of course i mean

you can yeah i don't mind you doing that

you can touch my arm

you have a really nice arms you know

really

you might be

looks like you might be working out not

really

seems like you do well uh

i don't get much time to go to the gym

because of work you know

why don't you just sit here

get acquainted and

i will just go into the bathroom and

take a hot shower and then we can talk

if you want to

you can come and just

watch me from behind perhaps if you want

if you want

are you okay i'm now thank you

well let me know if you need anything

i'll be out here

oh

so

you you're right in there

yeah you're good yeah

do you uh do do you need something

okay just let me know if you need

anything i will

um

hey q-step

do you mind giving me a shirt or

something to change into

yes

you're in luck one clean shirt

and it's fine yeah

thank you

hey

you're so cute

nice um do you mind if

i take a seat uh no of course

uh yeah get comfortable i'll do the same

so yeah um

you are you are beautiful

you look really sexy you you you are

very beautiful you are

uh you're i i i just wanted you to know

that i i think you're beautiful wow

i'm mostly used to hearing [ __ ]

[ __ ] baby doll

so thanks i guess

no you you're gorgeous i mean you're

you're stunning you're you're stunning

you're a beautiful girl

and uh i'm sorry that i'm

used to hearing those horrible things

yeah but

i guess i'm used to it it's just

people feel so free to do it you know

it's so weird that in this

world of feminism there's just so many

women who

are so quick to judge other women for

expressing themselves how they

only wish they would have the courage

to do this just themselves and

you know some of us we're just

free of living out our urges

while the others just are pushing them

down deeper

in their beings living their lives

suffering really sad don't you think

yes it's a deep

i guess i'm more than i look oh well i

mean this is exactly what i was

talking about i mean what i hoped we

could do is

have conversations like this

intellectual conversations

yeah and uh yeah i find it fascinating

um that i mean your profession

and what you do and and uh

of course there's a lot of judgment i

think

right around um what you do

can i ask you a personal question

yeah sure okay well i hope it's not too

personal

how many men have you been with

i don't look at it that way

i mean how many coffees does a waitress

serve in a day

[Music]

a lot it's the same why are you laughing

so you don't keep count not really no

why would you at some point you just

stop counting

[Music]

um okay before we

continue do you mind if i just make a

quick call

no no so

as long as it's not a big jack

well this time

it is but

it's fine you'll see

hey big jack um

this experience is far more involved

than i was

expecting could you please postpone my

next

client he lives close anyway

thank you little bit more time to

ourselves

you had me worried for a minute there so

i don't need to worry about big jack

i thought you were gonna call the backup

on me you know i

i kind of like you

that's good

i thought we thought we got rid of them

oh no

yes yvonne

i'm good i'm great

okay now what can i do for you

no not really

there's this yvonne

[Music]

yeah that's his name yeah who's who's he

he's just some guy and i

owe him money and

which i don't have and he has not

stopped harassing me

for a while and it's a lot right

it's just too much um

do you have something to drink

alcohol yes alcohol please do you have

anything yeah i think we have

i don't know exactly i'm not sure

exactly what there is but there's

probably

there's probably some alcohol yeah okay

okay but you want

yes yeah now let's no now now

yes please okay let's do the mini

we could get a drink okay

what would you like to drink i said mini

bar that's

kind of a loud word because that's fine

but um uh yeah it's not much but i think

i'll just have i can uh offer you um

i'll have that

uh i think that's better bubble i'm just

gonna start

easier that's okay that's fine

where do you have glasses where are the

glasses

yeah yeah wait no what is this one

okay no let's uh

these are pretty do you do you want the

champagne as well

i don't drink okay yeah that's fine it's

just me

um do you want some water maybe uh i'm

fine

um all right

you're okay yeah it's just

it just i can't believe in my life at

the moment

oh i'm sorry if i'm oh of course

sorry that's okay you better let me pull

that oh

oh i wasn't expecting that to blow like

that oh

[ __ ] wait why am i pouring out i don't

drink better than me

sorry i'm on the wagon but no it's fine

it's fine it's great it's great

this is yours oh that's i've been flying

you can

drink that one i guess yeah you're not

you're not drinking

i don't drink um okay cheers

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cheers

that was lovely that's um there's more

if you want like

uh it's it's okay for now what do you

say if we put on some music what do you

like

uh well i can i can there's a

um i left the remote for the

um the the uh the candles candles no no

no

no i wasn't saying like the counter

something i had a remote for this but

well i can just do it for my laptop

my computer's connected to the but you

can light the cameras if you want i

suppose

i mean that's what they're there for you

may as well light them up yeah let's

first

let's light the candles where do you

have um something

to apply them yeah yeah i have uh yeah

oh that's not oh i see it here it's fine

uh it's got everything so handy here

yeah you really are practical

yeah the events are actually um

they came with the place but i thought

maybe it'd be nice to take some yeah

yeah yeah you know um yeah

i like doing that you know the

incidentals that come with these

service department hotel type places are

they well no you know i like to stock up

on

the the amenities you know because why

not make sure you make the money some

more drink please

sure but can we not use all of them

because i've been planning on taking a

few

holidays i just want to say they can

have some but

maybe not like all of them because it's

great all of them is great uh

don't worry don't worry it sets the mood

okay just maybe i say just that one and

we've got one two well two maybe three

okay

i've already blown that one out but

that's fine okay

um the music the music um

why don't i put on some music i have

some

i'll just use here yeah excuse my place

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that's that was from earlier you don't

need to see that that's

that's it okay we're all human that's

ignored

um why don't i put

yeah that's uh it'll it'll play if you

just press it

this should be good yep that's fine

now good choice good choice

and now

we dance oh no

no i'm final six well it kind of feels

like

you always seem to not be doing

something so come on

oh twist my arm like

dance with me okay and hold me like a

proper lady don't you

okay like that's fine

you got it now isn't that nice

yeah that's that's all right that's nice

yeah

and

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so you were

talking about your problems yes

earlier was that well

you mentioned well i mentioned i was

married yeah

yeah so you're americans

i'm not no

yeah it's hard it's it's not easy

you know the deal there well you know

we've been together a long time

and um you're here with my hands being

down here yeah

okay just check i put that's true

um yeah well

i don't really want to talk about my

wife but

yeah it's just not what it used to be

you know

things aren't the same as when we first

met yeah i think that's normal isn't it

sure people change we grow

out of things into new things

i mean i still love her

and uh

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i'm sure she still loves me it's just

yeah it's tough

so you love her

of course i love her she's my wife well

that doesn't mean anything

i mean i i have to love her don't i you

don't have to do anything

what do you feel towards her

you're next to her

when you're sleeping with her when you

have breakfast with her

to be honest i feel scared of her

that sound so stupid but

no no it doesn't so

do you love her

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yeah oh my god

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come changed

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it's gonna be really fun with

housekeeping

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piss and moan about this mess

and then the company gonna [ __ ] at me

[ __ ] the company

why don't you feel

that's in your body yeah

just you have to let it go sometimes and

i won

so that's not so bad

okay whatever you say if that makes you

happy

you won i don't lose no pillow fights

ah you still hungry so hungry

okay let's eat let's see

uh leave me

so steve hmm

tell me about what you do tell me about

your job

you don't know about my job i do

you really don't it's boring like

but do you like it i mean

i'm good at it i uh i'm good at what i

do it's

a lot of crunching numbers it really is

boring

uh and why do you think it's boring

well like i say i'm good at it and i

worked really hard to get my degree and

studied to be in this position now where

i can

a comfortable life but

yeah money isn't everything i guess i i

was lucky i got

hired by a big company after i graduated

i got my masters in economics and now

still the same company

i told you it's boring okay

i mean all that matters if if you

like it if you're good at it i guess

that's fine

the same for you i'm sure i mean i mean

you're obviously good at what you do

and i guess you could say so

yeah do you like it uh your job

well it's not what

it wasn't a dream i had to be doing this

obviously but

yeah i guess oh sorry

it's okay um i guess

the money is what has kept me here

i can relate yeah yeah um but i

had dreams i had something else in mind

that i wanted to do like what was that

well i actually came to london to

become an actress and

that was my dream to be

in front of in front of the camera and

be in movies and then and then shows and

be

famous people would know my name

well i know that's a competitive

industry but it's never too late

at this point i feel like it's way too

late for me i

lost my chance

well how did you get into what you do

well it's not like i

had had to because

uh to be honest with you i come from

a well-off family and my family does

have money and i could have

worked with my parents in their company

but

i've never been like them i've never

been interested in what they are

and i like to be independent and make a

life

of my own you know and

i came here to pursue my acting and that

didn't work out obviously

and this is what i'm stuck with and

now it just feels like i can't escape it

anymore

i feel like i'm supposed why why do you

feel like that

well it's not an industry that you can

just get out of

now there are people like yvonne

who are always on your neck and i

owe a lot of money and i can't just

run away and start a different life

you know

sorry i was listening to buzzkill

not

i'm interested i asked because i was

interested

and yeah and uh

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well i still don't yeah

i still understand why

why you feel like you have to do this

surely there are other things you can do

there are other ways to make money right

there are but as i

mentioned i can't just run off and start

a life

why not because there's a lot at stake

okay i i have involved myself

with people who

know where i am and so leave

go somewhere else and be whoever you

want to be

can't sleep why

i'm sorry i'm crying you don't need to

tell me if you don't feel comfortable no

i do feel comfortable with you and

good okay

there is a reason

why i'm here in this situation

and it's because

i have a child

you have a child yeah and

i was in love once thank you

with a man and he

made sure that once he knew what i was

involved

in he he took my baby and i lost the

custody and

and i can't see her anymore and i

haven't seen her in two years

and she's growing and i'm missing

everything in her life

and he has a job he has a home

and he can provide for her but i i can

and i want to i really do

because now her she's not a baby

and i need the money i need to provide

for her so

i am doing this because it pays

well and eventually i will save enough

to

take her with me and we can get an

apartment

outside the city and just be a family

again

but until then i just i can't

i can leave

i'm stunned you do

listen i've got a feeling things are

going to get better

you really think so i do

it's a fresh start yeah

it's fresh starts

ah

the food was okay yeah thank you

for the dinner was really nice

you're welcome

my wife's cheating on me

oh oh i'm

so sorry oh have you

confronted her about it no

within so you're just

staying in the marriage knowing she's

cheating on you and

well i mean i'm not

a hundred percent but i'm

well [ __ ] you should

i know that she's i know

yeah she's did you caught her

no i'm i'm not holding a candle

to her and whoever she's with i mean i'm

i'm away from home a lot and

i you know i i heard something on the

phone earlier and

sort of was uh confirming

suspicions that i already had

well steve you should you should call

her now and

just i mean

you know that you should

hold her and say well like

tell her tell her that you know tell her

what you think about

her like nah so you can't just

live in some kind of illusion that

something everything is going to get

better

like you need to you need to call her

really what's it gonna what's good

what's it gonna achieve for me

it's gonna it's gonna go out allow you

to to move on

and then what you're gonna move on and

then we get a new life

my kids are children there are so many

divorced couples that are co-parenting

or split the custody like whatever but

you

no one should ever live in a marriage

that's not

truthful and based on love

call her call her i can't leave knowing

that you're not going to do anything

about it

sorry but at this point i care too much

about you and

call her call her now

take your phone

call her now call her now take your

phone

take the phone

you know what [ __ ] it i've been wanting

to do this anyway yeah

just put it on speaker hello hello

hi hi i i got it

who is this steve

hi yeah it's me why are you calling me

oh i just called to tell you that i i

know what's going on

and i know you what do you mean i know

what you're doing behind my back what am

i doing behind your back i'm not stupid

i'm not doing anything behind your back

come on tell me

what have i been doing steve no don't

play dumb

i know exactly what you've been doing

okay i know it's been going on for a

while

right yes

yes he does it doesn't matter who that

is because

you're not the only one who can

have friends

and it's so nice to hear your voice

sarah

the woman who cheated on her husband and

couldn't keep her marriage together

such a shame

it doesn't matter who she

you to court is i will be taking

everything from

you i will have everything the house

i'll see you in court then

you're gonna have nothing left nothing

you are not taking my kids away from me

steve

now steve you can move on i

i think i just made a mistake you didn't

stop

it you can i mean that was

you can start a new life

you did it that's great you had to do it

you know it

and i'm proud of you that was some

that was the real steve i think that i

was waiting to see

that was impressive man well like i said

right to fresh thoughts

the fresh starts indeed i'm proud of you

thanks i

wait though i want to give you something

oh yeah yeah

the business part of this and uh

hopefully this be uh enough to keep

big jack and keep big jack happy enough

to

keep that ivan guy off your back as well

and maybe help you with your girl

it's a lot it's all i've got on me

otherwise i'd give you more

steve that's a lot more than you didn't

i have to i know but i wanted to and

thanks now it's your turn to do

something about your situation

you're a great man steve

okay and

i guess i'd better yeah i'll go i'll see

you

that's uh this is goodbye yeah it is

um thank you you're welcome

oh i have your shirt sorry keep it

okay okay um

bye

heaven i guess i should go

um bye

bye

maybe i'm so sorry

hey hi sorry i'm like

she don't love me anymore

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i thought were you happy i guess i

thought

too much anyway

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cause now that she's leaving i kind of

wish that she would stay

and i know i drove you crazy

sometimes you'd even hate me

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wrong wasn't nothing wasn't just

in my head

and i once loved girl there was a time

she loved me

too

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when life is funny it twists and turns

and leaves you blue

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[Applause]

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and even though she's gone now part of

me still

knows she was worth it

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when our fights became daily

and our spark it started fading

oh baby

i thought we had something

was i wrong was enough

was it just my head

oh cause lately

i tell myself i don't miss her

but i keep looking at your picture

and it's real bad

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oh

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i was loved girl

you