Facing Mirrors (2011) - full transcript
Rana has chosen a path in order to support her family, while Adineh (Eddie) has fled his home and city to escape his complicated situation as a transgender man prevented from living as his true self by his family. They find themselves on the same journey and caused to know each other in a better way.
Would you pour me tea?
With sugar?
With sugar
In a tulip-shaped glass?
A tulip-shaped glass
With sugar, in a tulip-shaped glass?
With sugar, in a tulip-shaped
glass, and?
Cardamom flavored
Aha. Cardamom flavoured
Why are your eyes red?
What do you want from my
eyes? It's nothing
How do you pay the car's
installments?
Answer me. Why are
your eyes red?
It's probably the lack of sleep
You share your pleasures with others
and your sorrows with me
I share both with you
Your tea will get cold
Yeah, it's getting cold
But it's not flavoured
What is the punishment for a wife
whose tea isn't flavoured?
Certainly hit her with a basil leaf
No. I should take a second wife. I should
ask my mum to find a good one for me
You're not cute
But you are the cutest
How's Ali?
He's fine. He has a cold
He keeps asking for the remote
controlled car from Dubai
How do you pay the car's installments?
I pay it every month
A relative of Akram drives it at night
Who?
Akram's relative
He works with it at nights, and
the income is not bad
It helps us pay the installments,
and also the expenses
How's work?
It's good. We are very busy
Akram says I've brought them
good luck
- Is it hard for you?
- No, no. It's good
I'm really busy these days.
They count on me
They might give us a loan any time now
You don't believe me, do you?
Why wouldn't I?
So why are you looking
at me like this?
I'm just looking at you
I want you terribly
Sadegh?
I've got to go
- Sadegh
- Yes, dear
You dear. Take good care
You too
Hi
How's your son? It wasn't
swine flu, was it?
Did you take him to the doctor?
Thank God, he's much
better. Thanks
Thank God. Go and take a
look at our bride
Good job
You're just in time
Did you see our gorgeous bride?
What a beautiful bride
Thanks
I wish you a bright future
just like your dress
Thank you
Come and have a cup of tea
Thanks. I'm sorry that you
have to keep lying for me
Forget it. How was he?
As he should be.
What can I say?
Did you hear about the loan?
She says you're a newcomer.
We'll talk about it later
Don't worry. Things will be alright
Drink your tea
I told Sadegh your relative
is driving our car
I had to. You know him
He's too proud
What if someone sees
you and reports him?
Rana, is this good?
I'll be right there, dear
Don't worry. I won't drive in places
where I may see people I know
It's good
Well, sew the seam now
When you've checked it,
cut the fabric. Sew it
[Traditional Iranian wedding song]
Rana, come
Have a bright future
It didn't work
Why? Because it was torn?
They'll post it by next week
So it's not so bad. You just
have to wait a few days
I gave them your address
Make sure you receive it yourself
Why our address?
Whose then?
You want my father to
tear it up again?
Marjan gave me the key to your villa. I'll
stay there until you send it to me
You want to go to Kojoor?
I mean, why not wait a little longer
Get your pass and then
leave for good
You just don't get it, do you?
What do you mean?
You, Babak and I will all be screwed
I'm not telling you to stay
and get married...
I'm saying it's risky up north
You can make an excuse to
delay the wedding. Huh?
Fantastic. What a great idea
Why didn't I think of it myself?
Yeah, my dad will surely agree
Then Aunt Farideh forgets about me, and
asks you to marry Babak. Great idea!
Tease yourself!
Aunt Farideh will never
let Babak marry me
She will if my dad's money
and I don't exist
The spoilt Babak has to marry within
the family circle anyway
If not this cousin, then the other one
You just have to convince her...
and it will be easier if I'm not around
Be careful
Have you fastened
your seat belt?
What are you doing?
Let them go
Let them go? The cheek of him
For God's sake Eddie
My car
I just got it back from the garage
Eddie, slow down
I'll show you
Driver of Peugeot, pull over.
Stop the car. Pull over
God help us
We haven't done anything
We were speeding. We'll get
a ticket. I'll pay for it myself
You have no scarf on.
They'll send us to hell
Registration and driving license, please
Give me the registration.
Here you are
- Mr. Emad Tolouee?
- Yes
This photo doesn't look like you
I used to have a beard then
- Please sit in the back
- Why officer? I haven't done anything
It'lll be resolved at
the police station
Why the police station?
Please, madam
To find out where you
got this license from
It's clear: from the Traffic
Police Department
There's no fluff above your lip yet,
how could you have a beard? Move
Follow the car
Yes, this is he. What?
I don't understand, sir
Yes, Emad Tolouee is my son
He's at the police station?
I'll be right there
Wait here
I'll choke her one of these days
Ignore her. She is nobody.
Just a fatso
I know. But you should see the way
she flirts with Ahmad
I just want to poke her eyes out
Forget it. She can't do
a damn thing
Give me one too
Don't smoke in the car please
Why?
Because the car will reek
of cigarettes
So what? It's good
I'm serious. Don't smoke
in the car, please
We smoke in all cars
I told you not to get
in this car
If the driver were a man, he would
enjoy it. Wrong job for women
- 500 tomans
- Why? We are not there yet
- You said boulevard. This is the boulevard
- We wanted to go to the other end
Leave it. Don't bother talking to her
You better go home and use
your washing machine
Oh God
You stupid girl
I have always lived an honourable life,
and now...
- It's your own fault
- Shut up before I hit you again
Why did you stop? Move
Useless boy. Can't look after
his driving license
Turn it off
That's all I needed, to fetch my girl
from the police station
Hello. Hi
She's fine
We're heading home
I'll tell her to call you
You'll be in trouble if you go out
with that girl again
You are not allowed to leave home
until your wedding day
And you be careful
Keep an eye on her
If she does this again,
I'll skin you alive. Got it?
Everyone has children,
I have trouble
Why didn't she
come to breakfast?
I think she is still sleeping
- I think it's better to–
- No one asked your opinion
Don't worry. Once she gets married,
she'll come to her senses
I want the best for her
Nothing will be resolved this way
How, then?
By letting her do whatever she wants?
You interrupt all the time
When you were sending her
away, you didn't let me talk
What did you have to say?
I believed going abroad and seeing other
girls would change her mind
Besides, your mom's sister called me everyday
and said: "I'm keeping my eye on her"
I didn't know that she would find
better ways to embarrass us
Now I regret not stopping
her from going away
But I wont let it happen again.
Get up. I'm late
But you asked me to keep
an eye on Eddie
I'll lock up
Never call your sister "Eddie"
again. You idiot
What?
I gave the key of the villa to Sara. She's
waiting. Do you know her address?
- Yes I do
- Do you really want to go?
I really don't want to, but I have to
Do you know the difference?
It's dangerous. Something
might happen to you
Nothing will be worse than
what they will do to me if I stay
Ali has been messing with
my radio again
There's no sound on it
I'm coming to fix it
Give it too me, dear Khanoom
Did you sleep with we hair again?
The devil tells me to get
rid of this long hair
You should not let the
devil talk to you
Short hair makes you ugly. Just like Fahimeh
But Fahimeh is not ugly,
dear Khanoom
She is
Her short hair makes her look like a man
there should be a difference between
men and women
I've never had a hair cut in my life
When I was your age, I had long
hair up to here. This thick
Whenever Maryam was teasing Sadegh,
he would hid under my hair
My poor son
Where can he hide now?
Things will be alright, dear Khanoom
Maryam called last night
She was asking me to go to Tabriz
She is right. She might go
into labor any day
She wanted to talk to you
I told her you were are work, she said...
..."what kind of working hours are these?"
I should get going, dear Khanoom.
I'm going to be late
Tell your boss she should
hire more help
When you come home late at
night, Ali keeps asking for you
I know, dear Khanoom.
What can I do?
I got a remote controlled car on behalf
of Sadegh, and left it by his side
When he wakes up, tell him his
dad sent it from Dubai
My poor son
We have leftovers on the
stove. No need to cook
This is Mr Mozaffar's money. I'll
leave it here. Give it to him
Get anything you need, and ask
him to put it on my tab
Mr Mozaffar was asking which bank
Rana gets these small bills from
I never imagined him
being unfaithful
He is a sugar daddy to that girl
My fooled uncle, who gave him
the key to his villa!
I have to see them together
with my own eyes
No, don't worry. I'm in a cab
The driver is a woman
Okay, I'll call you
Go, go. Bye for now
Please turn right
Stop behind that silver Peugeot
Madam
Do you want me to wait for you?
Are you sure that no–
Wont you let it go?
Where are you?
What?
Where are you?
What's up?
Your family has found out you're on
the run. They're looking for you
They have give the details of you
and Emad's car to the police
What do you want me to do?
I don't know. I have to think
Keep me posted
Hi. Please wash this car thoroughly,
inside, outside, the engine
It will take around two hours
No problem. I'll go, and a guy named Emad
Tolouee will come and collect it
- Okay
- Thanks
Can I get a ride?
Sorry, I didn't see you
have a passenger
He is a friend, baby. He lives and
dies for female passengers
Why the long face, baby? He
didn't say anything bad
Come on. We have everything to
have fun. Drinks, drugs...
we just need you–
Get lost before Is break your jaw
I didn't see her mustache
Hotty
What the hell are you doing?
Bastard
Oh, God
Thanks
You're welcome. What
was going on?
I was lucky you arrived, ma'am
Where are you going?
Just drop me off somewhere
I can get a taxi
Taxi to where?
What difference does it make to
you? Do you take passengers?
You do? Unbelievable
You didn't say where to?
Kojoor
Where?
Kajoor. Never heard of it?
I have. It's near Chaloos, right?
No, I can't take you there
I thought you wanted to go to Tehran
Tehran is the only place
I don't want to go
I want to go to Kojoor, and I'm in a hurry.
Whatever it costs, I'll pay triple
Why through this indirect road?
You can take the main road via Karaj.
There are shuttle taxis from there
Do you want to earn money?
I don't want to take the main road
I prefer this road, with no more
disturbances. You saw what happened
I can't take you. Honestly. I
have to be home by night
If you keep driving instead of arguing,
you'll be home by tonight
Isn't it worth going home late just
one night? Half a million tomans
No. One million. Cash
What do you say?
Here...
Let me show you the cash,
so you'll believe me
One million to Kojoor
Just say okay
A right thing to do,
a good money to earn
Do you have a mobile phone?
Great
Here
Hello. Hi, Akram
I'm fine. I'm hitting the road
I have a passenger...
Don't worry, it's a woman
I know, but I can't ignore the money
Tell dear Khanoom that I have to
work overtime
I'll take her to the bus terminal
tomorrow
Ma'am
- Hang on. Yes?
- Come
Hold on a second
It's my number. Tell her to call
whenever she wants
Akam, write down this number
You managed it without
giving the okay
I don't know about okay. I've
never been there before
I'll take half up front now
As you wish
- Do you hate smoking?
- Very much
If you don't like smoking, then what
do you do when you're nervous?
Nothing special
I sometimes bite my nails
Yeah. I didn't notice your nails
They're like mine
How long have you been
working as a taxi driver?
Not long
Are you scared?
It seems dangerous for
a woman like you
I only take female passengers
I see
Put on your scarf. We'll both
get arrested
I said put on your scarf. I'll
be forced to drop you off
Alright
You're the boss now
What's up?
Yeah, I'm on my way
No. I'm in a car
I've left it in the first car wash off
the road. You know the address, right?
Okay. Inform Emad and go
and collect it, then
No
Keep your mouth shut,
can you?
Yeah, even to Babak
Flat tire
What?
No, I'm not talking to you
Go now. Bye
You have a flat tire. Pull over
It's the back tire on your side.
The car was pulling that way
Step aside. It's not a job for you
If you are that good, put the car
in gear and take out the bolts
When you get to the main road,
there's a tea shop there
We can eat and fix
the flat tire there
I'll take the tire. You go
and order something
What should I order?
Ten skewers of liver and
some kebabs
- Your order?
- Three of four skewers of–
No. Bring us ten skewers of
liver and some kebabs
No, not these. Bring
us fresh brewed tea
Don't forget yogurt and olives.
Thanks
I don't want any food, thanks. Just
a large tea is enough for me
I'll eat it all myself.
Bring everything
Thanks
Give it to me
What's your son's name?
What?
He's cute. What's his name?
- He doesn't have a name?
- He does, but–
But what? How did I find out?
I saw his picture
I said you can't be a road driver, but you
sure can change a flat tire very well
Thanks
Are you sure you don't want to eat?
Thanks. I'm full
You're full, or only pretending?
Take this. It might whet your appetite
Thanks
Rana is a nice name. It suits you
Is your husband alive?
I thought perhaps he has passed away, and
you have to earn a living by doing his job
Are you always this talkative?
You continue. I have to
go to the toilet
Ha, you too?
Why did you go to the mens room?
The ladies' room wasn't vacant
You could have waited
Perhaps I couldn't
I have to explain myself for
going to the bathroom?
Pick me up further.
Bring my backpack
Remember, you don't know me. Otherwise,
you wont get the rest of your money
Where are you going?
Excuse me, madam?
- Yes?
- Is this your car?
Yes
Can I see some ID?
- Is something wrong?
- Give me your ID
Where are you going?
I'm going to Kojoor
Are you traveling alone?
Adineh, you stupid girl,
answer the phone
How long do you want to embarrass me?
I'll find you wherever you are,
and I'll wring your neck
Oh my God
I thought you wouldn't show up anymore
Why? You thought I had taken
your backpack and fled?
Why are you running from the
police? Are you a thief?
A thief? Are you crazy, Rana?
What's that gold and jewelry?
You checked my backpack?
Obviously, you haven't seen
a thief before
They belong to my mother.
Can we go now?
You've run away from home, right?
Run away? Nonsense
Who's that guy looking for you?
Who?
Your name is Adineh, right? Who is the
guy who wants to wring your neck?
You had no right to
answer my phone
I have a right to know who my passenger
is, and what a mess I am getting into
No wonder you offered me
one million tomans
Wait. Slow down. You're
no saint yourself
Something is fishy when a woman accepts one
million tomans for a ride and lies to her family
Really? You know what? I don't
want to take you anymore
I want to go back to Tehran
Here's your money. Get
out of my car
What happened to you?
I said get out
You can't go back on your word.
We made a deal
Don't you need this money?
No. I don't need dubious
money. Get out
Look, I know you're scared,
but I have to go to Kojoor
None of my business.
Get out of my car
Listen to me
I said listen, please
Just let me tell you why I have to go. If
you're not convinced, then I'll get out
Look, I have to hide myself for a week,
till I get a passport and leave Iran
Why? Are you a spy?
What were you doing in the men's room?
Why do you keep asking
about the toilet?
Because you keep lying.
You are acting strange
Why do you keep asking
about the toilet?
Because you keep lying.
You are acting strange
You used the men's room
to do something
Like what?
How do I know? To
use drugs, perhaps
You think I couldn't do
it in the ladies room?
How could I know? I know
nothing about these things
Now I know why you chain smoke
You're an addict, and that's why
you ran away from home
Hurry up. Get out of my car
Look
I have to leave Iran. It I stay, they'll
force me to marry my cousin
So what? Marry him.
Is he a bad guy?
No, no. The problem is
not him
I can't take a husband
I'm not a girl
What the hell? You're not a virgin?
No, I don't mean that
Do you know what "trans"
means?
Trans means people who want
to change their sexuality
I'm a trans
Get the hell out of my car
Get out. You dirty–
- Rana, please
- Don't touch me
- You dirty... Don't touch me, please
- I won't hurt you. Rana
So you're finally awake. You hero
You must really thank
God for being alive
Where am I?
This is the amusement park,
and I'm Godzilla
We want to play a hospital game
What time is it?
9?
9 a.m. or p.m.?
9 a.m. Monday 10 Dey 1388
Monday?
Oh God
What am I doing here?
Who brought me here?
You had an accident. Don't
you remember?
The driver of the other car
brought you here
Poor man. He was
truly scared
He was worried sick until he
was sure you'd be okay
I think he's still trembling out of fear
Your friend was with him
What a friend
If not for her, the driver
would have been arrested
She paid the hospital bill, and left
a letter for you in the drawer
How long do I have to stay?
Until they bring in the clean sheets
I'm kidding
You're fine
I think you can leave tomorrow
Now, rest until I return
Will it take long?
Not you too
The madame who brought it in has pushed
me for the past two days to finish it
She knows how hard
we are working on it
Where is the madame
you're talking about?
In the backyard, near
the sheepcote
Hi Rana
Are you fine?
Weren't you scared of
getting caught?
What would you have done, if
you had been in my shoes
When I took you to the hospital,
I found that I was scared in vain
My dad, the guy who wanted
to wring my neck...
had not informed the police
out of honor
You mean they're not looking
for you anymore?
They are, but not through
the police
They are probably on
their way now
How do you know
these things?
I have my own spies
I'm my father's child, after all
I'm thankful to you
Here, take this
It's yours
Why?
We had a deal. Have
you forgotten?
No, but I didn't take you there
If you had, my father would have dragged me
to Tehran, forcing me to get married
It was worth more than
taking me
What do you want to do now?
I don't know about myself. But
I'll drive you home when your car is fixed
No thank you. I can
drive myself
It's not right to drive
in your condition
I'm fine. I can do it.
I'm better off
All right, as you wish
I'll go check the car
Adineh
Forgive me
Why?
Because you slapped me? Or because
you don't want me to drive you?
Don't be shy
Say that you don't want me
to drive you because–
Don't say anything, for God's sake
Please don't. I didn't
say anything, either
You didn't?
Rana, what did that slap mean?
Or why did you have
an accident?
Wasn't it because you wanted to get
away from me as fast as you could?
Wasn't it?
I slapped you because
I was shocked...
because I didn't know
what to do
I thought a man had deceived
me, and gotten into my car
You idiot
I haven't had the operation yet
Don't you see my father is forcing
me to take a husband?
How could I think about these
things at the moment?
I have never seen anyone
of this type before
How could I know?
Call Akram, she's worried
about you
She called when you
were unconscious
She wanted to say, your mother-in-law
has gone to Tabriz herself
Your sister-in-law is in labor
She had tried to call you at your work,
but you weren't there
She wanted to take your son...
but Akram didn't let her, and
stayed with him herself
Rana, don't worry
She told your mother-in-law that you were
hit by a cyclist, and were taken to hospital
And your appearance will
help to prove it
I'm so ashamed
Are you still willing to
drive me to Tehran?
As long as I remember, I was
never like other girls
Even though there were many girls in our family,
I only played with Emad and my cousin, Babak
We were a team of three, and no
one could be a match for us...
neither in fights, nor in games
But since I was a kid, I loved two things: to
become a bride, and to drive myself
And Sadegh gave me both
You should have seen the faces of the people
around us when I drove for the first time
My mother-in-law said: women should
not drive when men are around
But Sadegh said: it's good
for a rainy day
No one knew that the rainy
day would come like this
I was five when I lost my mother...
and had no female in
my world anymore
When I reached puberty, my father
became more sensitive
Kept asking: "What's wrong with you?
Why don't you have any female friends?
Why don't you wear skirts?
Why don't you behave like a woman?
Why do you act like a thug?
You are embarrassing me"
But I didn't understand
what he meant
The male who lived inside me
grew stronger by the day
Sometimes I was even
scared of him myself
Everything was fine till last year
Not that we didn't have
any problems. We did
But we were also happy
until the night when Sadegh said that he wants
to open a sports shop with a friend
A heavy loan from the bank, and borrowed money,
enabled them to set up their business
At first, everything was fine.
In fact, we thought it was...
not knowing that his partner was not
repaying the bank payments, and...
had bought a piece of land for
his wife with the money
He disappeared later
Sadegh was left with empty hands, and the
lenders who had warrants for his arrest
The shop was auctioned off
by the bank
When I was in Germany, my aunt
took me to a psychiatrist
To be honest, at first I was shy to talk about
my problem. But I finally said it to him
He sent me to another doctor
to do some tests
After that, they found out I was really
a TS, and not an illusionist
Last year I finally made up my mind
I had just started the hormone therapy
when Emad called...
and said my father was ill, and I had to
return as soon as possible
When I got back I realized that
I was taken in
My dad was not sick
He had fabricated it all to stop the operation
and force me to take a husband
Poor Marjan and Babak
They had a secret plan to
get married...
and intended to inform their
families after Moharram
- Thanks
- You're welcome
Do you have anywhere to stay?
I'll find somewhere
It's late now
Stay tonight, if you like
Leave in the morning
Are you sure?
What the hell are you doing
here? Who are you?
Get over here, thug. What
are you doing here?
- Let me explain, ma'am
- Explain what? Rana, call 110
What are you doing?
Call 110. He is a thief
Akram, let go of her. What
thief? Let me talk
Are you okay?
Get out
How could I know she's a girl?
What a mistake
Why was she shaving, then? Does
a woman shave her face?
Where are you going?
I'm talking to you
I know you're hurt. It was my fault to
not tell Akram about you last night
Don't leave like this,
for God's sake
What have I done to
you, my daughter?
How could I have known
you are a girl?
Forgive me
I meant no harm, my daughter
Forgive me, please
Don't cry, dear
Let me see your face
Sit here, dear. I'll bring
you some hot tea
- Would you like some tea, too?
- No, sit down. I'll pour it myself
- I don't want any
- Why?
I have to go
Clean your face, dear
Rana told me what you have done for her
God bless you
People like you are hard
to find nowadays
You'd put a man to shame
I don't know what would have happened
to her if you weren't there
If I weren't there, nothing would
have happened to her
But you scared me to death
My dear girl shaves
Your skin gets rough. I could
have threaded your face
Have you forgiven me?
I should go
Are you going to work?
No, it's closed today. I'm going home.
The plumber is supposed to come today
- Goodbye
-Take care
Have you told her?
Of course not
How could I?
How can I tell people that you are
neither a man nor a woman
What do you think yourself?
Me?
I think, God forbid, you're
fighting divine will...
and it's a sin
Sin?
Yes
It's a sin
God wont like it
You've been born a woman...
and you should stay as one
Like me
Like your late mother
Like Marjan
Look, I might help you...
but I don't understand you at all
You don't understand because you
have never been in my shoes
You think that I slept one night and when I
woke up I decided to become a man?
Yes?
You're unfair
I had no choice of being in limbo, as
you had no say in being a woman
The only difference is that
you are not confused
You're not stigmatized
But I am
Hi
- Hello, my dearest
- What's wrong with your neck
Nothing, my love. Oh, I've
missed you so much
Who is this?
A friend, my son
I'm Eddie
Why is your handshake so weak?
A man's handshake should be strong
- Bravo
- Your cap is cool
Yeah? Your own cap is cool
Thanks uncle
No, not uncle. Aunt
Whoever is bald, is not uncle
Go wash up and come for breakfast
Whoever is bald, is not uncle
Go wash up and come for breakfast
Uncle? Aunt?
Do you want to leave?
Yeah. I better leave before Ali is
more confused about uncles and aunts
Don't worry, I wont take you
with me this time
Where do you want to go?
No idea yet
Do you want to stay here until
your passport is ready?
Here? Do you know what
you want to do?
Isn't your family convinced that
you have fled Tehran?
So Tehran would be the last place
for them to look for you
Harder
It wasn't a goal. Why don't
you score a goal?
Come on kick the ball
like a man. Run
I've scored a goal
What happened?
Ali? What happened?
What a deep cut
I think we'll have to cut out your hand
and replace it with a big fork
Who's there?
I'll open the door
Yes?
Excuse me, sir. Is Ms Rana in?
Hello Mr Mozaffar
How are you? How's
Ms Fahimeh?
She says hello. How's Mr
Sadegh? Any news?
He's fine. He says hello
I was here two days ago for
the settlement of bills
You weren't home. Your mother-in-law
wasn't in either
Yes. She's gone to Tabriz
for a few days
Just a minute. I'll take care of it
Ali dear, go bring my purse
Wait. I have money on me.
How much is it?
5 plus 12. 67,000 tomans
There you go
Don't you have change? Change is more
useful for me and my customers
You don't seem to be from
this neighborhood
Keep the rest for the next bills
He's my brother. He's come
from out of town
I see
With your permission
Did your brother make
a mess, sis?
Hi
What the hell
Why have you dressed up
like this?
Are you not ashamed?
What is this look? Oh God.
Go inside
I don't want to see you like this
ever again. Understood?
If your father finds out, he'll
never talk to you again
My dear Ali
I yelled at you because
I was tired
I know
Don't cry. Okay. My love
Look at me. Didn't you promise
your dad to be my man?
- I did
- Men never cry
My sweet heart. My dear
It was auntie's fault
Let's play
Act like a duck
My baby
- Eddie, dear
- Marjan?
- Hi
- Any news?
Yes
Can I come in?
Something wrong?
Why did you upset
your child over me?
I never thought mothers
could be cruel
Don't worry
He wont turn into
someone like me
Your bedroom is just
as I imagined
Do you wear men's cologne,
or is this Sadegh's?
You're madly in love with
him, aren't you?
What is it like to be in love?
Have you ever been in love?
Sadegh believes being in love
should be in your destiny
Suddenly you see a person who
is different from others
You know his footstep
You know his scent
When you see him, your heart beats so fast
that you think everyone else can hear it
You feel sick if he ignores you
You feel good when he is there
When he is not...
It doesn't matter whether you are on
speaking terms or not
All that matters is his being
there, by your side
No one else can replace him
Actually, he becomes
everything to you
You'll completely
forget yourself
Has he ever annoyed you?
Have you ever regretted
marrying him?
Annoyed, yes
Regretted, no
Do you think if you were in his place,
he would have waited for you?
I have no doubt
How long are you willing
to wait for him?
As long as is necessary
How much is his debt?
18 million tomans
You need to work more than 20 years
to be able to come up with this money
God is great
Would you believe me if I said...
I wish I were in your shoes
I'm serious
I wish I could be in love with someone,
and I could talk about it...
with no fear of being hated, damned,
or causing embarrassment
I wish I could stay here...
in my own country...
and live with my love
Even if there is prison between us
But now I can't even count on my father
and brother's love
If you are not forced to leave, you'll
never appreciate your homeland
Why don't you stay?
Can't you have the operation here?
I can. It has been legal here for sometime
now. We can even get a loan from it
Iran is one of the few places where
it is medically treated
But the problem is not the operation
It's the life after it
Especially with a family like mine
You know?
I wish my mother were alive
It might have been different
She would have understood
me better than my dad
Are you sure your life will be
better after the operation?
No. I'm not
But I can't go on like this
anymore either
Mom
Where are you?
Rana, pray for me...
in the same way you pray for
the freedom of Sadegh
Didn't you go to work?
I did. I told them you had an
accident and need help
I came to take Ali, so that
you can go visit Sadegh
Thanks, but Eddie will look after him.
Sorry, I forgot to tell you
In fact, you forgot to tell me
that she's staying here
Look Rana, you know that
I want the best for you
You're naive. You have
a big heart
She may deceive you
Deceive me?
What for, Akram? To steal my money
or take my husband?
I told you before
I owe her
Yes?
It's Marjan, Eddie's friend.
Sorry for bothering you
I can't reach Eddie on her mobile. I think
she doesn't recognize my new number
Would you like to talk to her?
You're welcome. Tell me
Goodbye
You're putting yourself
in trouble
What trouble, Akram?
I saw Fahimeh. She said that Mozaffar
has seen a young lad here
I said: That is not a boy. She's a girl.
A relative of Rana's husband
She said: No. Rana has said herself
that he is her brother
Why did you say
she is your brother?
It was shock, Akram
I thought I'd better say that she's my
brother because of her appearance
Nothing better came to my mind
Have you ever asked her
why she shaves?
How are you Ms Akram?
Fine, thanks God
Is something wrong?
Call Marjan. I've written
down her new number
At least tell her not to answer
the door like this
You want to live
in this neighborhood
When your mother-in-law returns, you'll
have to answer the questions
Something's happened which
we didn't think of
What?
The postman told my dad that he will only give
the passport to you or to your next of kin
He said that you could go to the post
office to collect your passport
You are really useless,
Marjan
I swear to God Eddie, I wasn't
home. Otherwise–
I'm here to collect my passport
Your ID's
Please sign here
Ma'am, your card
Taxi
I said I'd wring your neck this
time. Let go of me
- Let go of me
- Dad
I said you shouldn't trust her
Something must have
happened to her
Stop making that noise
It's okay, dear
My sweetheart
I'm taking Ali with me
Will you go with auntie?
- His jacket is on the hanger
- Alright
- Ms Marjan?
- Yes
Hi. This is Rana
I'm worried about Adineh. I just wanted
to know if you have any news?
She said she'd be back soon, but
she hasn't returned yet
She's not answering her phone,
either
She's at her dad's
What?
My father told her dad
about the passport
I didn't know. They caught
her at the post office
She'll get married tomorrow
Can you please give me
her home address?
Yes?
Is this the Tolouee's house?
Yes. Who are you?
I'm Eddie's friend. I wanted
to talk to you
Mr Tolouee?
-You must be Mr Emad
- Yes. And you?
- Can I talk to your father?
- What about?
- Hello
- What do you want to talk about?
About Eddie
I don't know anyone by this name.
You're at the wrong place
Allow me. I mean Adineh
Emad, show this madame out
I won't leave before I say
what I came here for
It's better for you to leave
before I call the police
Police? Why the police?
Aren't you the one who
hidAdineh?
I don't know much about law,
maybe you can do so
It's not important
But allow me to talk first
Emad, what are you waiting
for? Show her out
Now I realize why you
never understood her
You only talk, and
never listen
Our family matters have got
nothing to do with you
Are you her girlfriend?
Emad, throw her out
Watch your mouth, sir
If my husband were here, he
would get back at you
- What the hell have you done?
- Dad?
Shut up and call 110 if you
don't have the guts
Mr Tolouee, insulting me and handing me over to
the police will not solve your child's problem
Forcing her to get married
won't help either
Who are you to talk
to me like this?
I'm nobody. But
I understand that...
You mean, you know better what's
best for my daughter?
No. I only have a deep
sympathy for her
I'm sure you are not truly happy either
about the way you treat her
Bravo, bravo
How come you are so sure?
Are you a psychiatrist
or a fortune teller?
No, I'm not
But I have a child myself
I know that no parent can bare
to see their children in pain
She doesn't have a mother
to feel for her
But you, as her father,
should support her...
not try to get rid of her, and push
her into a bigger problem
- You are advising me?
- Who am I to give advice?
Yeah. I do give advice
Who said that only elders
can give advice?
I have only known your daughter
for a few days...
but enough to believe that she
is not crazy or a pervert
She doesn't want to annoy
or embarrass you
She just can't be like others
It's not her choice
Whether she's a girl or
a boy, she's human...
and a good one
I'm sure God loves her, and
has more mercy on her
Eddie, Adineh, whatever
you like, is suffering
If you lover her, stop hurting her
If everyone rejects her,
you don't
Help her if you lover her
You'll have to explain to her
mother on the other side
Mr Tolouee. I beg you
Please
Why do you insist on
helping her?
When I was coming here, I thought I wanted to
help her because I owe her...
but now I'm sure I want to help
her because she's so lonely...
because she's my friend
May I ask you something?
If someday you realize your child has the
same problem, what would you do?
It may break me hard, but I will
certainly help him. I'm sure
These kinds of children are
much lonelier than others
Now may I ask you something?
If your father forces you to take
a husband, what would you do?
Is she gone?
Don't open the door
if she returns
It's not necessary to say anything
to your sister. She'll relapse
Dad, do you realize what
you are doing?
Yes. I'm being a parent. I know what's best
for my child better than anyone else
Better. Best. What
about love, dad?
Do you lover her at all?
Take a seat
How can you be so unfair?
I don't love her?
How can a man not
love his child?
Eddie and I have always
respected you, dad
Yeah. Let me call her Eddie,
as she likes to be called
I decided to talk to you about her so
many times, but I was always scared
You never knew how confused I became
when I found out about her problem
Do you have any idea how
worried Eddie is?
We never allowed ourselves to say
anything against your word
Dad, you must accept that the fact
wont change through your denial
Your sister's issue is
not a fact
It's an illusion
I'm sure that if her mother hadn't died so soon, If
Adineh had been brought up by her mother...
This wouldn't have
happened
She would be living her life like other women,
and would be raising her children
Yeah...
It's my fault
It's my fault for not realizing what was
happening to my child on time
I missed it
But I wont let her gamble
her life and her honor...
our honor...
to turn into a wanderer
living abroad
May God forbid me
I wish she was deaf, blind,
crippled...
but not stigmatized and
notorious
You missed one wish
That she were dead, and wouldn't
disgrace you in front of others
Those who wouldn't even trade the hair
of their children for both of yours
My daughter...
your sister...
will get married tomorrow
She must wear a wedding dress like other girls,
and keep the family's tongues from wagging
She must either live like others, or she should think that I'm dead like her mother...
then she can do any damn
thing that she wants
You both better
understand it
Okay, here is the hair, tiara and veil
Look how much prettier
you are with hair
I don't know why you
shave your head, girl
Yeah
Okay
Hold on a second
- When is she done?
- Soon
Get it over with. Don't put so
much make-up on her
My sister is on her
way to the notary
She's almost ready. I'll prepare
things until you arrive
Okay, bye
I'm going to the notary. Bring
her as soon as she's ready
This time he hadn't torn it up
Don't ask why, because
I don't know either
Maybe deep down inside he's not
happy about what he's doing
I don't know if I'm doing
the right thing or not
May God help me if
I'm mistaken
Your friend is waiting for you.
Go
She's a good friend.
Appreciate her
You may get into trouble
I don't know
Just leave before I regret it
Take care of yourself
Wipe that shit of your face
You look really ugly
Mr Emad, she left today.
Pray for her
Eddie Tolouee?
- Yes
- The doctor is expecting you
- Do you want to sell these?
- Yes
One moment
Are you Iranian?
I guessed you might be Iranian,
because the jewelry is Iranian
We are Iranians, too
May I ask where you
got these from?
They belonged to
my late mother
And you want to sell them.
Alright, I'll have a look
Dear Rana, you must
accept my gift
This was the least that
I could do for you
Not easy?
Then accept it as a loan
Just accept it
By the way, the doctor have started
the hormone therapy
I'll have the operation in three months. I'll let
you know the time, then you can pray for me
Be happy. Deeply. With
Ali and Sadegh
They are so lucky to have you
All of us are
Maybe somedays, somewhere,
we see each other again
This time as your son's uncle,
Eddie
Pray for me, just like
you pray for Ali...
like a mother
You can't imagine how happy
I am that you are here
Never, ever leave me again,
okay?
Are you asleep?
No
Are you still angry with me?
Shouldn't I be?
But I explained
everything to you
May I pour you a tea?
With sugar...
in a tulip-shaped glass,
cardamom flavored?
I swear, this time it smells
of cardamom
Sadegh?
With sugar?
With sugar
In a tulip-shaped glass?
A tulip-shaped glass
With sugar, in a tulip-shaped glass?
With sugar, in a tulip-shaped
glass, and?
Cardamom flavored
Aha. Cardamom flavoured
Why are your eyes red?
What do you want from my
eyes? It's nothing
How do you pay the car's
installments?
Answer me. Why are
your eyes red?
It's probably the lack of sleep
You share your pleasures with others
and your sorrows with me
I share both with you
Your tea will get cold
Yeah, it's getting cold
But it's not flavoured
What is the punishment for a wife
whose tea isn't flavoured?
Certainly hit her with a basil leaf
No. I should take a second wife. I should
ask my mum to find a good one for me
You're not cute
But you are the cutest
How's Ali?
He's fine. He has a cold
He keeps asking for the remote
controlled car from Dubai
How do you pay the car's installments?
I pay it every month
A relative of Akram drives it at night
Who?
Akram's relative
He works with it at nights, and
the income is not bad
It helps us pay the installments,
and also the expenses
How's work?
It's good. We are very busy
Akram says I've brought them
good luck
- Is it hard for you?
- No, no. It's good
I'm really busy these days.
They count on me
They might give us a loan any time now
You don't believe me, do you?
Why wouldn't I?
So why are you looking
at me like this?
I'm just looking at you
I want you terribly
Sadegh?
I've got to go
- Sadegh
- Yes, dear
You dear. Take good care
You too
Hi
How's your son? It wasn't
swine flu, was it?
Did you take him to the doctor?
Thank God, he's much
better. Thanks
Thank God. Go and take a
look at our bride
Good job
You're just in time
Did you see our gorgeous bride?
What a beautiful bride
Thanks
I wish you a bright future
just like your dress
Thank you
Come and have a cup of tea
Thanks. I'm sorry that you
have to keep lying for me
Forget it. How was he?
As he should be.
What can I say?
Did you hear about the loan?
She says you're a newcomer.
We'll talk about it later
Don't worry. Things will be alright
Drink your tea
I told Sadegh your relative
is driving our car
I had to. You know him
He's too proud
What if someone sees
you and reports him?
Rana, is this good?
I'll be right there, dear
Don't worry. I won't drive in places
where I may see people I know
It's good
Well, sew the seam now
When you've checked it,
cut the fabric. Sew it
[Traditional Iranian wedding song]
Rana, come
Have a bright future
It didn't work
Why? Because it was torn?
They'll post it by next week
So it's not so bad. You just
have to wait a few days
I gave them your address
Make sure you receive it yourself
Why our address?
Whose then?
You want my father to
tear it up again?
Marjan gave me the key to your villa. I'll
stay there until you send it to me
You want to go to Kojoor?
I mean, why not wait a little longer
Get your pass and then
leave for good
You just don't get it, do you?
What do you mean?
You, Babak and I will all be screwed
I'm not telling you to stay
and get married...
I'm saying it's risky up north
You can make an excuse to
delay the wedding. Huh?
Fantastic. What a great idea
Why didn't I think of it myself?
Yeah, my dad will surely agree
Then Aunt Farideh forgets about me, and
asks you to marry Babak. Great idea!
Tease yourself!
Aunt Farideh will never
let Babak marry me
She will if my dad's money
and I don't exist
The spoilt Babak has to marry within
the family circle anyway
If not this cousin, then the other one
You just have to convince her...
and it will be easier if I'm not around
Be careful
Have you fastened
your seat belt?
What are you doing?
Let them go
Let them go? The cheek of him
For God's sake Eddie
My car
I just got it back from the garage
Eddie, slow down
I'll show you
Driver of Peugeot, pull over.
Stop the car. Pull over
God help us
We haven't done anything
We were speeding. We'll get
a ticket. I'll pay for it myself
You have no scarf on.
They'll send us to hell
Registration and driving license, please
Give me the registration.
Here you are
- Mr. Emad Tolouee?
- Yes
This photo doesn't look like you
I used to have a beard then
- Please sit in the back
- Why officer? I haven't done anything
It'lll be resolved at
the police station
Why the police station?
Please, madam
To find out where you
got this license from
It's clear: from the Traffic
Police Department
There's no fluff above your lip yet,
how could you have a beard? Move
Follow the car
Yes, this is he. What?
I don't understand, sir
Yes, Emad Tolouee is my son
He's at the police station?
I'll be right there
Wait here
I'll choke her one of these days
Ignore her. She is nobody.
Just a fatso
I know. But you should see the way
she flirts with Ahmad
I just want to poke her eyes out
Forget it. She can't do
a damn thing
Give me one too
Don't smoke in the car please
Why?
Because the car will reek
of cigarettes
So what? It's good
I'm serious. Don't smoke
in the car, please
We smoke in all cars
I told you not to get
in this car
If the driver were a man, he would
enjoy it. Wrong job for women
- 500 tomans
- Why? We are not there yet
- You said boulevard. This is the boulevard
- We wanted to go to the other end
Leave it. Don't bother talking to her
You better go home and use
your washing machine
Oh God
You stupid girl
I have always lived an honourable life,
and now...
- It's your own fault
- Shut up before I hit you again
Why did you stop? Move
Useless boy. Can't look after
his driving license
Turn it off
That's all I needed, to fetch my girl
from the police station
Hello. Hi
She's fine
We're heading home
I'll tell her to call you
You'll be in trouble if you go out
with that girl again
You are not allowed to leave home
until your wedding day
And you be careful
Keep an eye on her
If she does this again,
I'll skin you alive. Got it?
Everyone has children,
I have trouble
Why didn't she
come to breakfast?
I think she is still sleeping
- I think it's better to–
- No one asked your opinion
Don't worry. Once she gets married,
she'll come to her senses
I want the best for her
Nothing will be resolved this way
How, then?
By letting her do whatever she wants?
You interrupt all the time
When you were sending her
away, you didn't let me talk
What did you have to say?
I believed going abroad and seeing other
girls would change her mind
Besides, your mom's sister called me everyday
and said: "I'm keeping my eye on her"
I didn't know that she would find
better ways to embarrass us
Now I regret not stopping
her from going away
But I wont let it happen again.
Get up. I'm late
But you asked me to keep
an eye on Eddie
I'll lock up
Never call your sister "Eddie"
again. You idiot
What?
I gave the key of the villa to Sara. She's
waiting. Do you know her address?
- Yes I do
- Do you really want to go?
I really don't want to, but I have to
Do you know the difference?
It's dangerous. Something
might happen to you
Nothing will be worse than
what they will do to me if I stay
Ali has been messing with
my radio again
There's no sound on it
I'm coming to fix it
Give it too me, dear Khanoom
Did you sleep with we hair again?
The devil tells me to get
rid of this long hair
You should not let the
devil talk to you
Short hair makes you ugly. Just like Fahimeh
But Fahimeh is not ugly,
dear Khanoom
She is
Her short hair makes her look like a man
there should be a difference between
men and women
I've never had a hair cut in my life
When I was your age, I had long
hair up to here. This thick
Whenever Maryam was teasing Sadegh,
he would hid under my hair
My poor son
Where can he hide now?
Things will be alright, dear Khanoom
Maryam called last night
She was asking me to go to Tabriz
She is right. She might go
into labor any day
She wanted to talk to you
I told her you were are work, she said...
..."what kind of working hours are these?"
I should get going, dear Khanoom.
I'm going to be late
Tell your boss she should
hire more help
When you come home late at
night, Ali keeps asking for you
I know, dear Khanoom.
What can I do?
I got a remote controlled car on behalf
of Sadegh, and left it by his side
When he wakes up, tell him his
dad sent it from Dubai
My poor son
We have leftovers on the
stove. No need to cook
This is Mr Mozaffar's money. I'll
leave it here. Give it to him
Get anything you need, and ask
him to put it on my tab
Mr Mozaffar was asking which bank
Rana gets these small bills from
I never imagined him
being unfaithful
He is a sugar daddy to that girl
My fooled uncle, who gave him
the key to his villa!
I have to see them together
with my own eyes
No, don't worry. I'm in a cab
The driver is a woman
Okay, I'll call you
Go, go. Bye for now
Please turn right
Stop behind that silver Peugeot
Madam
Do you want me to wait for you?
Are you sure that no–
Wont you let it go?
Where are you?
What?
Where are you?
What's up?
Your family has found out you're on
the run. They're looking for you
They have give the details of you
and Emad's car to the police
What do you want me to do?
I don't know. I have to think
Keep me posted
Hi. Please wash this car thoroughly,
inside, outside, the engine
It will take around two hours
No problem. I'll go, and a guy named Emad
Tolouee will come and collect it
- Okay
- Thanks
Can I get a ride?
Sorry, I didn't see you
have a passenger
He is a friend, baby. He lives and
dies for female passengers
Why the long face, baby? He
didn't say anything bad
Come on. We have everything to
have fun. Drinks, drugs...
we just need you–
Get lost before Is break your jaw
I didn't see her mustache
Hotty
What the hell are you doing?
Bastard
Oh, God
Thanks
You're welcome. What
was going on?
I was lucky you arrived, ma'am
Where are you going?
Just drop me off somewhere
I can get a taxi
Taxi to where?
What difference does it make to
you? Do you take passengers?
You do? Unbelievable
You didn't say where to?
Kojoor
Where?
Kajoor. Never heard of it?
I have. It's near Chaloos, right?
No, I can't take you there
I thought you wanted to go to Tehran
Tehran is the only place
I don't want to go
I want to go to Kojoor, and I'm in a hurry.
Whatever it costs, I'll pay triple
Why through this indirect road?
You can take the main road via Karaj.
There are shuttle taxis from there
Do you want to earn money?
I don't want to take the main road
I prefer this road, with no more
disturbances. You saw what happened
I can't take you. Honestly. I
have to be home by night
If you keep driving instead of arguing,
you'll be home by tonight
Isn't it worth going home late just
one night? Half a million tomans
No. One million. Cash
What do you say?
Here...
Let me show you the cash,
so you'll believe me
One million to Kojoor
Just say okay
A right thing to do,
a good money to earn
Do you have a mobile phone?
Great
Here
Hello. Hi, Akram
I'm fine. I'm hitting the road
I have a passenger...
Don't worry, it's a woman
I know, but I can't ignore the money
Tell dear Khanoom that I have to
work overtime
I'll take her to the bus terminal
tomorrow
Ma'am
- Hang on. Yes?
- Come
Hold on a second
It's my number. Tell her to call
whenever she wants
Akam, write down this number
You managed it without
giving the okay
I don't know about okay. I've
never been there before
I'll take half up front now
As you wish
- Do you hate smoking?
- Very much
If you don't like smoking, then what
do you do when you're nervous?
Nothing special
I sometimes bite my nails
Yeah. I didn't notice your nails
They're like mine
How long have you been
working as a taxi driver?
Not long
Are you scared?
It seems dangerous for
a woman like you
I only take female passengers
I see
Put on your scarf. We'll both
get arrested
I said put on your scarf. I'll
be forced to drop you off
Alright
You're the boss now
What's up?
Yeah, I'm on my way
No. I'm in a car
I've left it in the first car wash off
the road. You know the address, right?
Okay. Inform Emad and go
and collect it, then
No
Keep your mouth shut,
can you?
Yeah, even to Babak
Flat tire
What?
No, I'm not talking to you
Go now. Bye
You have a flat tire. Pull over
It's the back tire on your side.
The car was pulling that way
Step aside. It's not a job for you
If you are that good, put the car
in gear and take out the bolts
When you get to the main road,
there's a tea shop there
We can eat and fix
the flat tire there
I'll take the tire. You go
and order something
What should I order?
Ten skewers of liver and
some kebabs
- Your order?
- Three of four skewers of–
No. Bring us ten skewers of
liver and some kebabs
No, not these. Bring
us fresh brewed tea
Don't forget yogurt and olives.
Thanks
I don't want any food, thanks. Just
a large tea is enough for me
I'll eat it all myself.
Bring everything
Thanks
Give it to me
What's your son's name?
What?
He's cute. What's his name?
- He doesn't have a name?
- He does, but–
But what? How did I find out?
I saw his picture
I said you can't be a road driver, but you
sure can change a flat tire very well
Thanks
Are you sure you don't want to eat?
Thanks. I'm full
You're full, or only pretending?
Take this. It might whet your appetite
Thanks
Rana is a nice name. It suits you
Is your husband alive?
I thought perhaps he has passed away, and
you have to earn a living by doing his job
Are you always this talkative?
You continue. I have to
go to the toilet
Ha, you too?
Why did you go to the mens room?
The ladies' room wasn't vacant
You could have waited
Perhaps I couldn't
I have to explain myself for
going to the bathroom?
Pick me up further.
Bring my backpack
Remember, you don't know me. Otherwise,
you wont get the rest of your money
Where are you going?
Excuse me, madam?
- Yes?
- Is this your car?
Yes
Can I see some ID?
- Is something wrong?
- Give me your ID
Where are you going?
I'm going to Kojoor
Are you traveling alone?
Adineh, you stupid girl,
answer the phone
How long do you want to embarrass me?
I'll find you wherever you are,
and I'll wring your neck
Oh my God
I thought you wouldn't show up anymore
Why? You thought I had taken
your backpack and fled?
Why are you running from the
police? Are you a thief?
A thief? Are you crazy, Rana?
What's that gold and jewelry?
You checked my backpack?
Obviously, you haven't seen
a thief before
They belong to my mother.
Can we go now?
You've run away from home, right?
Run away? Nonsense
Who's that guy looking for you?
Who?
Your name is Adineh, right? Who is the
guy who wants to wring your neck?
You had no right to
answer my phone
I have a right to know who my passenger
is, and what a mess I am getting into
No wonder you offered me
one million tomans
Wait. Slow down. You're
no saint yourself
Something is fishy when a woman accepts one
million tomans for a ride and lies to her family
Really? You know what? I don't
want to take you anymore
I want to go back to Tehran
Here's your money. Get
out of my car
What happened to you?
I said get out
You can't go back on your word.
We made a deal
Don't you need this money?
No. I don't need dubious
money. Get out
Look, I know you're scared,
but I have to go to Kojoor
None of my business.
Get out of my car
Listen to me
I said listen, please
Just let me tell you why I have to go. If
you're not convinced, then I'll get out
Look, I have to hide myself for a week,
till I get a passport and leave Iran
Why? Are you a spy?
What were you doing in the men's room?
Why do you keep asking
about the toilet?
Because you keep lying.
You are acting strange
Why do you keep asking
about the toilet?
Because you keep lying.
You are acting strange
You used the men's room
to do something
Like what?
How do I know? To
use drugs, perhaps
You think I couldn't do
it in the ladies room?
How could I know? I know
nothing about these things
Now I know why you chain smoke
You're an addict, and that's why
you ran away from home
Hurry up. Get out of my car
Look
I have to leave Iran. It I stay, they'll
force me to marry my cousin
So what? Marry him.
Is he a bad guy?
No, no. The problem is
not him
I can't take a husband
I'm not a girl
What the hell? You're not a virgin?
No, I don't mean that
Do you know what "trans"
means?
Trans means people who want
to change their sexuality
I'm a trans
Get the hell out of my car
Get out. You dirty–
- Rana, please
- Don't touch me
- You dirty... Don't touch me, please
- I won't hurt you. Rana
So you're finally awake. You hero
You must really thank
God for being alive
Where am I?
This is the amusement park,
and I'm Godzilla
We want to play a hospital game
What time is it?
9?
9 a.m. or p.m.?
9 a.m. Monday 10 Dey 1388
Monday?
Oh God
What am I doing here?
Who brought me here?
You had an accident. Don't
you remember?
The driver of the other car
brought you here
Poor man. He was
truly scared
He was worried sick until he
was sure you'd be okay
I think he's still trembling out of fear
Your friend was with him
What a friend
If not for her, the driver
would have been arrested
She paid the hospital bill, and left
a letter for you in the drawer
How long do I have to stay?
Until they bring in the clean sheets
I'm kidding
You're fine
I think you can leave tomorrow
Now, rest until I return
Will it take long?
Not you too
The madame who brought it in has pushed
me for the past two days to finish it
She knows how hard
we are working on it
Where is the madame
you're talking about?
In the backyard, near
the sheepcote
Hi Rana
Are you fine?
Weren't you scared of
getting caught?
What would you have done, if
you had been in my shoes
When I took you to the hospital,
I found that I was scared in vain
My dad, the guy who wanted
to wring my neck...
had not informed the police
out of honor
You mean they're not looking
for you anymore?
They are, but not through
the police
They are probably on
their way now
How do you know
these things?
I have my own spies
I'm my father's child, after all
I'm thankful to you
Here, take this
It's yours
Why?
We had a deal. Have
you forgotten?
No, but I didn't take you there
If you had, my father would have dragged me
to Tehran, forcing me to get married
It was worth more than
taking me
What do you want to do now?
I don't know about myself. But
I'll drive you home when your car is fixed
No thank you. I can
drive myself
It's not right to drive
in your condition
I'm fine. I can do it.
I'm better off
All right, as you wish
I'll go check the car
Adineh
Forgive me
Why?
Because you slapped me? Or because
you don't want me to drive you?
Don't be shy
Say that you don't want me
to drive you because–
Don't say anything, for God's sake
Please don't. I didn't
say anything, either
You didn't?
Rana, what did that slap mean?
Or why did you have
an accident?
Wasn't it because you wanted to get
away from me as fast as you could?
Wasn't it?
I slapped you because
I was shocked...
because I didn't know
what to do
I thought a man had deceived
me, and gotten into my car
You idiot
I haven't had the operation yet
Don't you see my father is forcing
me to take a husband?
How could I think about these
things at the moment?
I have never seen anyone
of this type before
How could I know?
Call Akram, she's worried
about you
She called when you
were unconscious
She wanted to say, your mother-in-law
has gone to Tabriz herself
Your sister-in-law is in labor
She had tried to call you at your work,
but you weren't there
She wanted to take your son...
but Akram didn't let her, and
stayed with him herself
Rana, don't worry
She told your mother-in-law that you were
hit by a cyclist, and were taken to hospital
And your appearance will
help to prove it
I'm so ashamed
Are you still willing to
drive me to Tehran?
As long as I remember, I was
never like other girls
Even though there were many girls in our family,
I only played with Emad and my cousin, Babak
We were a team of three, and no
one could be a match for us...
neither in fights, nor in games
But since I was a kid, I loved two things: to
become a bride, and to drive myself
And Sadegh gave me both
You should have seen the faces of the people
around us when I drove for the first time
My mother-in-law said: women should
not drive when men are around
But Sadegh said: it's good
for a rainy day
No one knew that the rainy
day would come like this
I was five when I lost my mother...
and had no female in
my world anymore
When I reached puberty, my father
became more sensitive
Kept asking: "What's wrong with you?
Why don't you have any female friends?
Why don't you wear skirts?
Why don't you behave like a woman?
Why do you act like a thug?
You are embarrassing me"
But I didn't understand
what he meant
The male who lived inside me
grew stronger by the day
Sometimes I was even
scared of him myself
Everything was fine till last year
Not that we didn't have
any problems. We did
But we were also happy
until the night when Sadegh said that he wants
to open a sports shop with a friend
A heavy loan from the bank, and borrowed money,
enabled them to set up their business
At first, everything was fine.
In fact, we thought it was...
not knowing that his partner was not
repaying the bank payments, and...
had bought a piece of land for
his wife with the money
He disappeared later
Sadegh was left with empty hands, and the
lenders who had warrants for his arrest
The shop was auctioned off
by the bank
When I was in Germany, my aunt
took me to a psychiatrist
To be honest, at first I was shy to talk about
my problem. But I finally said it to him
He sent me to another doctor
to do some tests
After that, they found out I was really
a TS, and not an illusionist
Last year I finally made up my mind
I had just started the hormone therapy
when Emad called...
and said my father was ill, and I had to
return as soon as possible
When I got back I realized that
I was taken in
My dad was not sick
He had fabricated it all to stop the operation
and force me to take a husband
Poor Marjan and Babak
They had a secret plan to
get married...
and intended to inform their
families after Moharram
- Thanks
- You're welcome
Do you have anywhere to stay?
I'll find somewhere
It's late now
Stay tonight, if you like
Leave in the morning
Are you sure?
What the hell are you doing
here? Who are you?
Get over here, thug. What
are you doing here?
- Let me explain, ma'am
- Explain what? Rana, call 110
What are you doing?
Call 110. He is a thief
Akram, let go of her. What
thief? Let me talk
Are you okay?
Get out
How could I know she's a girl?
What a mistake
Why was she shaving, then? Does
a woman shave her face?
Where are you going?
I'm talking to you
I know you're hurt. It was my fault to
not tell Akram about you last night
Don't leave like this,
for God's sake
What have I done to
you, my daughter?
How could I have known
you are a girl?
Forgive me
I meant no harm, my daughter
Forgive me, please
Don't cry, dear
Let me see your face
Sit here, dear. I'll bring
you some hot tea
- Would you like some tea, too?
- No, sit down. I'll pour it myself
- I don't want any
- Why?
I have to go
Clean your face, dear
Rana told me what you have done for her
God bless you
People like you are hard
to find nowadays
You'd put a man to shame
I don't know what would have happened
to her if you weren't there
If I weren't there, nothing would
have happened to her
But you scared me to death
My dear girl shaves
Your skin gets rough. I could
have threaded your face
Have you forgiven me?
I should go
Are you going to work?
No, it's closed today. I'm going home.
The plumber is supposed to come today
- Goodbye
-Take care
Have you told her?
Of course not
How could I?
How can I tell people that you are
neither a man nor a woman
What do you think yourself?
Me?
I think, God forbid, you're
fighting divine will...
and it's a sin
Sin?
Yes
It's a sin
God wont like it
You've been born a woman...
and you should stay as one
Like me
Like your late mother
Like Marjan
Look, I might help you...
but I don't understand you at all
You don't understand because you
have never been in my shoes
You think that I slept one night and when I
woke up I decided to become a man?
Yes?
You're unfair
I had no choice of being in limbo, as
you had no say in being a woman
The only difference is that
you are not confused
You're not stigmatized
But I am
Hi
- Hello, my dearest
- What's wrong with your neck
Nothing, my love. Oh, I've
missed you so much
Who is this?
A friend, my son
I'm Eddie
Why is your handshake so weak?
A man's handshake should be strong
- Bravo
- Your cap is cool
Yeah? Your own cap is cool
Thanks uncle
No, not uncle. Aunt
Whoever is bald, is not uncle
Go wash up and come for breakfast
Whoever is bald, is not uncle
Go wash up and come for breakfast
Uncle? Aunt?
Do you want to leave?
Yeah. I better leave before Ali is
more confused about uncles and aunts
Don't worry, I wont take you
with me this time
Where do you want to go?
No idea yet
Do you want to stay here until
your passport is ready?
Here? Do you know what
you want to do?
Isn't your family convinced that
you have fled Tehran?
So Tehran would be the last place
for them to look for you
Harder
It wasn't a goal. Why don't
you score a goal?
Come on kick the ball
like a man. Run
I've scored a goal
What happened?
Ali? What happened?
What a deep cut
I think we'll have to cut out your hand
and replace it with a big fork
Who's there?
I'll open the door
Yes?
Excuse me, sir. Is Ms Rana in?
Hello Mr Mozaffar
How are you? How's
Ms Fahimeh?
She says hello. How's Mr
Sadegh? Any news?
He's fine. He says hello
I was here two days ago for
the settlement of bills
You weren't home. Your mother-in-law
wasn't in either
Yes. She's gone to Tabriz
for a few days
Just a minute. I'll take care of it
Ali dear, go bring my purse
Wait. I have money on me.
How much is it?
5 plus 12. 67,000 tomans
There you go
Don't you have change? Change is more
useful for me and my customers
You don't seem to be from
this neighborhood
Keep the rest for the next bills
He's my brother. He's come
from out of town
I see
With your permission
Did your brother make
a mess, sis?
Hi
What the hell
Why have you dressed up
like this?
Are you not ashamed?
What is this look? Oh God.
Go inside
I don't want to see you like this
ever again. Understood?
If your father finds out, he'll
never talk to you again
My dear Ali
I yelled at you because
I was tired
I know
Don't cry. Okay. My love
Look at me. Didn't you promise
your dad to be my man?
- I did
- Men never cry
My sweet heart. My dear
It was auntie's fault
Let's play
Act like a duck
My baby
- Eddie, dear
- Marjan?
- Hi
- Any news?
Yes
Can I come in?
Something wrong?
Why did you upset
your child over me?
I never thought mothers
could be cruel
Don't worry
He wont turn into
someone like me
Your bedroom is just
as I imagined
Do you wear men's cologne,
or is this Sadegh's?
You're madly in love with
him, aren't you?
What is it like to be in love?
Have you ever been in love?
Sadegh believes being in love
should be in your destiny
Suddenly you see a person who
is different from others
You know his footstep
You know his scent
When you see him, your heart beats so fast
that you think everyone else can hear it
You feel sick if he ignores you
You feel good when he is there
When he is not...
It doesn't matter whether you are on
speaking terms or not
All that matters is his being
there, by your side
No one else can replace him
Actually, he becomes
everything to you
You'll completely
forget yourself
Has he ever annoyed you?
Have you ever regretted
marrying him?
Annoyed, yes
Regretted, no
Do you think if you were in his place,
he would have waited for you?
I have no doubt
How long are you willing
to wait for him?
As long as is necessary
How much is his debt?
18 million tomans
You need to work more than 20 years
to be able to come up with this money
God is great
Would you believe me if I said...
I wish I were in your shoes
I'm serious
I wish I could be in love with someone,
and I could talk about it...
with no fear of being hated, damned,
or causing embarrassment
I wish I could stay here...
in my own country...
and live with my love
Even if there is prison between us
But now I can't even count on my father
and brother's love
If you are not forced to leave, you'll
never appreciate your homeland
Why don't you stay?
Can't you have the operation here?
I can. It has been legal here for sometime
now. We can even get a loan from it
Iran is one of the few places where
it is medically treated
But the problem is not the operation
It's the life after it
Especially with a family like mine
You know?
I wish my mother were alive
It might have been different
She would have understood
me better than my dad
Are you sure your life will be
better after the operation?
No. I'm not
But I can't go on like this
anymore either
Mom
Where are you?
Rana, pray for me...
in the same way you pray for
the freedom of Sadegh
Didn't you go to work?
I did. I told them you had an
accident and need help
I came to take Ali, so that
you can go visit Sadegh
Thanks, but Eddie will look after him.
Sorry, I forgot to tell you
In fact, you forgot to tell me
that she's staying here
Look Rana, you know that
I want the best for you
You're naive. You have
a big heart
She may deceive you
Deceive me?
What for, Akram? To steal my money
or take my husband?
I told you before
I owe her
Yes?
It's Marjan, Eddie's friend.
Sorry for bothering you
I can't reach Eddie on her mobile. I think
she doesn't recognize my new number
Would you like to talk to her?
You're welcome. Tell me
Goodbye
You're putting yourself
in trouble
What trouble, Akram?
I saw Fahimeh. She said that Mozaffar
has seen a young lad here
I said: That is not a boy. She's a girl.
A relative of Rana's husband
She said: No. Rana has said herself
that he is her brother
Why did you say
she is your brother?
It was shock, Akram
I thought I'd better say that she's my
brother because of her appearance
Nothing better came to my mind
Have you ever asked her
why she shaves?
How are you Ms Akram?
Fine, thanks God
Is something wrong?
Call Marjan. I've written
down her new number
At least tell her not to answer
the door like this
You want to live
in this neighborhood
When your mother-in-law returns, you'll
have to answer the questions
Something's happened which
we didn't think of
What?
The postman told my dad that he will only give
the passport to you or to your next of kin
He said that you could go to the post
office to collect your passport
You are really useless,
Marjan
I swear to God Eddie, I wasn't
home. Otherwise–
I'm here to collect my passport
Your ID's
Please sign here
Ma'am, your card
Taxi
I said I'd wring your neck this
time. Let go of me
- Let go of me
- Dad
I said you shouldn't trust her
Something must have
happened to her
Stop making that noise
It's okay, dear
My sweetheart
I'm taking Ali with me
Will you go with auntie?
- His jacket is on the hanger
- Alright
- Ms Marjan?
- Yes
Hi. This is Rana
I'm worried about Adineh. I just wanted
to know if you have any news?
She said she'd be back soon, but
she hasn't returned yet
She's not answering her phone,
either
She's at her dad's
What?
My father told her dad
about the passport
I didn't know. They caught
her at the post office
She'll get married tomorrow
Can you please give me
her home address?
Yes?
Is this the Tolouee's house?
Yes. Who are you?
I'm Eddie's friend. I wanted
to talk to you
Mr Tolouee?
-You must be Mr Emad
- Yes. And you?
- Can I talk to your father?
- What about?
- Hello
- What do you want to talk about?
About Eddie
I don't know anyone by this name.
You're at the wrong place
Allow me. I mean Adineh
Emad, show this madame out
I won't leave before I say
what I came here for
It's better for you to leave
before I call the police
Police? Why the police?
Aren't you the one who
hidAdineh?
I don't know much about law,
maybe you can do so
It's not important
But allow me to talk first
Emad, what are you waiting
for? Show her out
Now I realize why you
never understood her
You only talk, and
never listen
Our family matters have got
nothing to do with you
Are you her girlfriend?
Emad, throw her out
Watch your mouth, sir
If my husband were here, he
would get back at you
- What the hell have you done?
- Dad?
Shut up and call 110 if you
don't have the guts
Mr Tolouee, insulting me and handing me over to
the police will not solve your child's problem
Forcing her to get married
won't help either
Who are you to talk
to me like this?
I'm nobody. But
I understand that...
You mean, you know better what's
best for my daughter?
No. I only have a deep
sympathy for her
I'm sure you are not truly happy either
about the way you treat her
Bravo, bravo
How come you are so sure?
Are you a psychiatrist
or a fortune teller?
No, I'm not
But I have a child myself
I know that no parent can bare
to see their children in pain
She doesn't have a mother
to feel for her
But you, as her father,
should support her...
not try to get rid of her, and push
her into a bigger problem
- You are advising me?
- Who am I to give advice?
Yeah. I do give advice
Who said that only elders
can give advice?
I have only known your daughter
for a few days...
but enough to believe that she
is not crazy or a pervert
She doesn't want to annoy
or embarrass you
She just can't be like others
It's not her choice
Whether she's a girl or
a boy, she's human...
and a good one
I'm sure God loves her, and
has more mercy on her
Eddie, Adineh, whatever
you like, is suffering
If you lover her, stop hurting her
If everyone rejects her,
you don't
Help her if you lover her
You'll have to explain to her
mother on the other side
Mr Tolouee. I beg you
Please
Why do you insist on
helping her?
When I was coming here, I thought I wanted to
help her because I owe her...
but now I'm sure I want to help
her because she's so lonely...
because she's my friend
May I ask you something?
If someday you realize your child has the
same problem, what would you do?
It may break me hard, but I will
certainly help him. I'm sure
These kinds of children are
much lonelier than others
Now may I ask you something?
If your father forces you to take
a husband, what would you do?
Is she gone?
Don't open the door
if she returns
It's not necessary to say anything
to your sister. She'll relapse
Dad, do you realize what
you are doing?
Yes. I'm being a parent. I know what's best
for my child better than anyone else
Better. Best. What
about love, dad?
Do you lover her at all?
Take a seat
How can you be so unfair?
I don't love her?
How can a man not
love his child?
Eddie and I have always
respected you, dad
Yeah. Let me call her Eddie,
as she likes to be called
I decided to talk to you about her so
many times, but I was always scared
You never knew how confused I became
when I found out about her problem
Do you have any idea how
worried Eddie is?
We never allowed ourselves to say
anything against your word
Dad, you must accept that the fact
wont change through your denial
Your sister's issue is
not a fact
It's an illusion
I'm sure that if her mother hadn't died so soon, If
Adineh had been brought up by her mother...
This wouldn't have
happened
She would be living her life like other women,
and would be raising her children
Yeah...
It's my fault
It's my fault for not realizing what was
happening to my child on time
I missed it
But I wont let her gamble
her life and her honor...
our honor...
to turn into a wanderer
living abroad
May God forbid me
I wish she was deaf, blind,
crippled...
but not stigmatized and
notorious
You missed one wish
That she were dead, and wouldn't
disgrace you in front of others
Those who wouldn't even trade the hair
of their children for both of yours
My daughter...
your sister...
will get married tomorrow
She must wear a wedding dress like other girls,
and keep the family's tongues from wagging
She must either live like others, or she should think that I'm dead like her mother...
then she can do any damn
thing that she wants
You both better
understand it
Okay, here is the hair, tiara and veil
Look how much prettier
you are with hair
I don't know why you
shave your head, girl
Yeah
Okay
Hold on a second
- When is she done?
- Soon
Get it over with. Don't put so
much make-up on her
My sister is on her
way to the notary
She's almost ready. I'll prepare
things until you arrive
Okay, bye
I'm going to the notary. Bring
her as soon as she's ready
This time he hadn't torn it up
Don't ask why, because
I don't know either
Maybe deep down inside he's not
happy about what he's doing
I don't know if I'm doing
the right thing or not
May God help me if
I'm mistaken
Your friend is waiting for you.
Go
She's a good friend.
Appreciate her
You may get into trouble
I don't know
Just leave before I regret it
Take care of yourself
Wipe that shit of your face
You look really ugly
Mr Emad, she left today.
Pray for her
Eddie Tolouee?
- Yes
- The doctor is expecting you
- Do you want to sell these?
- Yes
One moment
Are you Iranian?
I guessed you might be Iranian,
because the jewelry is Iranian
We are Iranians, too
May I ask where you
got these from?
They belonged to
my late mother
And you want to sell them.
Alright, I'll have a look
Dear Rana, you must
accept my gift
This was the least that
I could do for you
Not easy?
Then accept it as a loan
Just accept it
By the way, the doctor have started
the hormone therapy
I'll have the operation in three months. I'll let
you know the time, then you can pray for me
Be happy. Deeply. With
Ali and Sadegh
They are so lucky to have you
All of us are
Maybe somedays, somewhere,
we see each other again
This time as your son's uncle,
Eddie
Pray for me, just like
you pray for Ali...
like a mother
You can't imagine how happy
I am that you are here
Never, ever leave me again,
okay?
Are you asleep?
No
Are you still angry with me?
Shouldn't I be?
But I explained
everything to you
May I pour you a tea?
With sugar...
in a tulip-shaped glass,
cardamom flavored?
I swear, this time it smells
of cardamom
Sadegh?