Extraordinary: The Seeding (2019) - full transcript

Abductions. Reproduction experiments. Memories of seeing children off-planet. The idea of humans participating in an alien hybrid program sounds absurd until you talk to people who have ...

[NARRATOR READING]

From the essay,"Circles"

by American philosopher

Ralph Waldo Emerson.

RICHARD DOLAN: The more that we actually learn about the world we're in,

the greater, not the less,

the greater the mysteries.

We're like in a circle, and

everything that you know

is inside that circle,

and the boundary of the circle is the boundary of the unknown.

And the more you learn,

the larger that circle gets.

Guess what, so too the larger

the boundary of the unknown.

The more you learn,

the more conscience you are,

the greater the mystery

has become.

The more you are actually are

aware of not knowing.

MARC D'ANTONIO:

Civilization's elsewhere,

burgeoning on planets

that are young perhaps,

that have been around for

just a few billion years

like the Earth.

The Earth is actually

quite young, in a sense.

It's been here

4.6 billion years,

but the universe

is 13.8 billion years old.

Nine billion years happened

before the Earth

was even formed,

and before the sun

was even made.

We see a sliding window

of planetary formation.

Planets that are

just forming now,

planets in maturity

like our Earth,

and planets that have survived

the death of their star.

That tells everyone that

this has been going on

for billions of years,

and continues to go on.

So, I expect that there's

gonna be civilizations

at all levels out there.

I know our science

is not nearly

the science of say, an

extraterritorial civilization

that's been here

for nine billions years.

It won't be.

But our science

has made some progress,

and we can see residual effects

within our...

scientific purview...

of another advanced science

that's affecting it,

and that's what

we're looking for.

We looking for something

that's kinda

adding this noise into our

universe that we can detect

and that's where all this

happens. This is where

all this comes from.

There definitely enough

corroborative information

out there

to justify more research

into this story

with a Harvard study,

not too long ago

that made a lot of news.

Where they said Sleep

Paralysis was the answer

for this phenomenon.

What's interesting, I felt,

was the amount of attention

that story got.

And it got a lot.

Which indicates there are

a lot of people interested

in the mechanisms

of this phenomenon,

why this happens.

We acknowledge the UFO problem

as a real phenomenon.

There's something going on,

so we have to ask ourselves

who's behind it.

Is it the Russians? No.

Is it the

American Secret Societies?

Not entirely.

There's a component of

otherness to this.

And when you get

story after story

of these abductions,

I don't think it's

that impossible to believe,

to be honest with you.

We often demonize experts

because they aren't kind of

going where we want them to go.

That can happen,

and I think that's dangerous.

It pushes them away,

and it makes it "Us vs. Them"

And there's certainly room

where we can all go together.

Because it's not

important whether

there's something happening

at the quantum level,

or whether DNA

is being manipulated.

What's important is that

the issue

is addressed seriously,

and we all walk down the road

of trying to discover

what's going on together.

Really hope to inspire

the next generation

to be curious,

to want to explore,

but mostly to look for

the answers for themselves.

To not always just accept

what they're told.

To get out there

and put boots on the ground,

and explore life,

and ask the big questions, and then go after the answers.

When you open yourself to more,

you always get more.

If you close yourself off

to this creed and doctrine,

and this is the way it is,

and I gotta do this,

then you know

you're not gonna grow.

There is so much more to know

than we know.

I don't care who you are,

and I wanna know everything.

I don't care what it was.

If I think that aliens

are one thing,

and they turn out to be

totally different than that,

that's fine.

I just wanna know the truth.

No matter what it takes.

I would say millions of people

around the world.

The Roper Poll did

a couple of surveys

several years ago,

and they came out with 1 in 50

American adults,

that's just

the United States,

that had experiences that

could point to abduction.

We're just talking 1 in 50

in the United States.

A tremendous number of people

in the world,

not only in the United States,

who are having these visits

from extraterrestrial beings.

I've also concluded

that there are many

different types of

extraterrestrial beings

who are coming here to Earth

and interacting

with certain human beings.

It's a strange

kind of scenario, right,

but there's been a number

of these that have

comes out through

researchers that have been

dedicated to unpacking this.

So, I think that there's

something happening here.

Some of these cases

are believable.

As incredible as they seem,

the individuals,

I guess I would say

seem believable.

When you hear these stories

from the most credible people

that aren't asking for anything,

they just wanna tell you.

In today's world,

it's extremely brave for someone

to make their story public

in this arena.

Obviously this has caused

an issue in their life,

and this taboo means that there's a lot of people going untreated

for something that's affecting their well-being.

And that's just wrong,

because of this ridiculous

irrational taboo we have

around the thought of aliens.

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NARRATOR: This film is not for everyone.

If you believe abduction

stories are hoaxes,

and those telling them

are liars,

it's definitely not for you.

But if you're open to the idea that we're not alone in the universe,

that alien

hybridization programs

are indeed a possibility,

that people just like you

are used for

reproductive experiments

against their will,

then you'll be intrigued by what April, Rob, Geraldine,

and several others experiencers have to share.

These are their stories.

Listen intently,

and try to imagine how

you might react

if you were in their shoes.

This is back in the '90s.

I can remember waking up

at 3:00 a.m.,

going outside my bed

in through a field,

across from the countryside,

and just start looking up

at the sky.

And a piece of me was wondering

"Where is that light?

"Where did that thing go?"

Spent many nights wondering,

"What did I see? What was that?"

I remember my mom was compelled

to talk about it.

Urged me,

"You wanna draw

a picture of it? Do you

wanna draw colors of it?"

The disc shape

with all the different

orange, green, red...

I'd draw 'em really brightly,

and sometimes I'd draw like...

like a light shining down

onto the house.

My family and I watch

the fireworks with my wife,

and I see a little

satellite up in the sky,

like that.

I remember

just telling everybody,

"Hey, guys, look. A satellite."

Oh, yeah... Fireworks.

So, nothing.

I think nothing of it.

Later that night,

about 2:00 in the morning,

I see the satellite again,

but it's coming out

from a different angle.

The next thing I know,

that satellite is just over

the neighbor's house.

Typical glowing

disc shaped object,

and as we're walking like this,

this ship is also going with us.

Right? Then we would stop,

and it would stop.

We'd look away,

and the ship would light up,

and we'd look at it,

and it'll turn off.

For about ten minutes,

it was doing that with us,

and the next thing, it's just...

Boom! It's gone.

It's the satellite again.

And at that moment, I was like

this shit's real.

Three years ago, I wouldn't

even imagine that I would be

doing what I'm doing today.

Not even a little bit.

When I was abducted in 2013,

I didn't wanna tell anyone

about that.

There was no way I would tell

my extended family about it,

and I had to think ten times

before telling my family

about it.

Three months after my abduction,

I met my partner

that I was with, at that time.

I was busy with my career,

and he wanted to

a have a family.

The more I started to have

other experiences, too,

of abduction,

I couldn't talk to him about it,

and then when

we moved in together

at night time,

things that would happen to me,

and he couldn't handle it.

I started having the strange

experiences in childhood.

Being part of adolescence,

I was pretty much engaged in

what that brings

into one's life.

I had an experience at four,

had an experience

at fourteen and a half.

Then 17, 18, 19,

and when I was 27,

I started to have sightings

in broad daylight.

With neighbors, witnesses,

co-workers, family, friends,

colleagues.

The memories of being taken on

the ship, being on the table,

and then having them distract me

with some kind of other memory,

or some kind of screen image,

that's what I remember

from the hypnosis sessions.

And they did it,

time, after time, after time.

When I was seven,

my mom had a nervous breakdown.

That's what they called it

back then.

Manic depression,

call it what you will.

But there was something

always about it that was

not bio-chemical.

And I knew that.

Her mom had an issue,

her grandmother had an issue.

It seemed to be cyclic.

I wish I could say

I knew what triggered it,

I have suspicions.

But it never left me

that there were aspects

of her mania that, um,

panned out to be true.

Things that she said

that she knew that were true.

As a kid, I'm sure it had

a major effect on me,

but at the same time,

I was still very much

wanting to go outside

and play, and do the things

that normal kids do.

[DISTORTED VOICE] I was up late,

everybody else had gone to bed,

and I was sitting

in a La-Z-Boy chair.

And I noticed to my right,

peeking around the corner at me

from the dining room

into the living room,

was what you would see

as a typical gray alien.

Like you would see

on TV or something.

It was peeking

around the corner at me,

and the way he did his neck

was so strange.

The way he held his neck.

I was petrified.

I normally would pray,

when something...

I couldn't even think...

I couldn't... It was just...

My brain did not know

where to put that.

Even when I went to

first go tell my husband

what I had seen,

that very first time

I didn't have proof of that.

But I knew,

I knew what I had seen.

I know what's happened to me.

But I can't prove any of it.

I went in my room to go to bed.

I was an office manager

at the time.

I had a project due

the next day.

I sat my alarm next to me.

Sat on my bed,

and I thought,

if I fall asleep right now,

I may get six and half hours

of sleep.

I did a quick little, like,

close my eyes meditation process

sitting on my bed.

Just a real quick

visualization process.

Calm myself down,

deep breathing, so I could

get to sleep right away.

I turned to turn off the light,

I look back at the clock,

I just set the alarm,

'cause I wanna make sure

I didn't forget to set it.

It was obviously set.

I go to turn off the light,

I look back at the clock,

just again,

double-checking the alarm.

It was like two and half

to three hours later.

And I was like,

"Okay, what just happened?"

And I couldn't get an image

outta my head

of three gray aliens

standing next to the bed.

I was living in

Manitou Springs, and I was

dating a woman named Gena.

We had a two bedroom apartment,

ground floor apartment.

It was late,

we had gone to bed,

and I heard

this blood-curdling scream.

And I woke up, and I rolled over

and I looked at the clock

and it said 12:36 a.m.

And then, my girlfriend got up

outta the bed,

didn't say anything, walked into

the bathroom,

didn't turn he light on,

shut the door, and I heard the toilet seat cover come up.

I heard her sit down, and I

was facing the bathroom door,

and I thought, "That's odd."

Then I felt really pulled back into, like,

really pulled back

into sleep quickly.

The hair on the back of my neck

stood up

and everything in me

was in alarm, like,

danger, danger, danger.

And I opened my eyes

and standing against the wall

next to the

bathroom door was this

little gray creature,

and it scared me really badly.

I had a lot of adrenaline

go through my body,

and I tried to move,

and I couldn't move.

And I struggled against that,

and I tried to fight it.

I tried to fight it mentally,

I tried to fight it physically,

and I would get to the point

where I would literally panic

and pass out again.

This went on for sometime.

I would say...

20 or 30 times of me waking up,

not being able to move,

panicking,

and passing out again.

Each time I do this, this gray being kept getting closer to the bed,

and as I was

getting ahold of myself,

this time I came awake.

I opened my eyes,

I looked right at it,

and I heard clearly this time.

"Be still.

We aren't here to hurt you.

"We're only here

to check on you."

As that was happening,

I started to have

these flashbacks.

A flash of being on a gurney,

being moved down a hallway,

a flash of being

in a bright lit room,

a flash of them being over me,

leaning over my stomach

and it made me panic

and pass out again.

And then when I woke up again,

this being was really close

to the bed.

Really, really close.

And when I opened my eyes, I said, "Why are you doing this to me?"

And he just said,

"Be still." It was like

this programmed response.

At some point,

this horrific experience ended

where all at the same time

my girlfriend throws open

the door, turns on the light,

is cursing about

her legs being asleep.

Is trying to walk,

trying to stand,

and I looked over at the clock,

and it was like

four hours later.

Never left my room,

I was sitting on my bed,

calmed myself down,

turn off the light,

and I go to sleep.

I go to work the next day,

come home, dead tired,

and my roommate approaches me

in the kitchen,

I'm making dinner that night,

and says,

"What happened to you

last night?"

After our discussion,

she couldn't sleep.

She thought she heard

a prowler downstairs.

We had a two-story town house.

She went downstairs,

nobody there.

There was a gap

under my bedroom door,

so she could clearly see

that my light was on.

So she knocks on my door,

at like 3:00 in the morning,

she knocks on my door.

No answer.

She pounds on my door,

no answer.

Now she's afraid that something

has happened to me.

So she goes in my room,

I'm not there.

She witnessed I was gone

during my missing time.

She goes back, sits on her bed,

she sees a flash of light

in the hallway,

she looks expecting to see me,

she sees a three-and-half-foot

tall or four-foot gray alien.

Steps in the door of her room.

She's fully conscious,

sitting in bed,

it stares right at her.

She closed the door to my room,

it goes through my closed door, as if nothing's there.

So she's telling me that,

and she goes

she had read what

Whitley Strieber's

theCommunion prior to that,

'cause this is early '90s.

And she said,

"You know that book by that guy,

that famous author,

do you think you might be

having that go on?" And I said,

"I don't know."

NARRATOR:

What's most intriguing about

April, Rob, and Geraldine,

is the divergent journeys

they've taken following

their abduction experiences.

April's innocence and

genuine wonder still abound,

despite what her nightmares

were hiding.

Rob's search

for answers continue

while he grapples with

the obvious question,

"Why me?"

In Geraldine's experiences,

as shocking as they are,

have encouraged her to be

a conduit for awareness.

Well, outta the blue

I have this very vivid dream.

And this is one of the dreams

that it was so powerful

that I woke up.

And I had to write

everything down in my dream.

Not only did I have to

write things down,

I had to go to the bathroom,

and physically look at my body.

And I remember

after I went to the bathroom

and looked at my body,

I made very specific notes.

And then, the amazing thing is,

the next morning

after this dream,

very vivid dream,

I told my husband

all about the dream.

And I said,

"Look at my stomach."

I looked at my stomach

and there's evidence

of something here.

There's evidence on my sheet

that I slept in.

A little tiny blood mark.

And my husband, he looked at me

and said, "April,

"something else

is going on here.

"These are not nightmares."

2009, I was 28 years old.

Uh, prime of my life,

and my stomach started hurting

really bad, right?

I started getting

really bad stomach cramps.

I couldn't keep food in me,

I wouldn't be throwing it up...

it's just [EXHALES] in, out.

I went from 210 pounds

to 115 pounds.

I was given a pretty much

not a good diagnosis.

The doctors said that

I was gonna end up dying,

and that I need to have

a feeding tube put in me.

And they couldn't determine

what it was.

They just knew that

I was gonna die from this,

uh, from this illness.

A ton of research

and a string of encounters,

that made me go, like,

"Oh, no." You know?

Best way to describe it

is a pit,

dropping down into my stomach.

Oh, no. I might be

interacting or involved

with this phenomenon.

I went to bed,

everything was normal,

and exactly at 3:33 on the dot,

I wake up and there's such a bright light

and it just annoys me

because the first thing

I think,

"Who is that inconsiderate

person shining this light?"

I go to my window and I'm

looking through my blinds,

and I see the light

even brighter.

I mean, so bright

that my eyes hurt,

you know, I'm squinting.

And I'm trying to look behind

and I'm like,

"That can't be a car.

"What is that?"

And I see metallic,

and I see this ship.

Then I'm looking to this side,

lights, and the ship.

And as I'm approaching this,

my body just paralyzed.

Completely paralyzed.

And on the other side,

there are these

six tall shadows

that I'm seeing from this

light emerging.

And I'm seeing them walk

towards me.

This gray... It was a gray

with these gigantic eyes

and I'm seeing the other five

in front of me,

the sixth is over here.

I'm getting pulled inside

the ship, and I'm walking in

with the beam next to me,

waves his hand and everything

around me changes.

When I have an experience,

I say,

"I'm coming into the awareness

of the experience."

So, when I become aware

that I'm having an experience,

it's like...

Poof! You go to bed, and then,

something's happening to me.

You would think dream,

but it's not a dream because you

have your five senses.

You can touch,

you can, you can taste,

you can smell,

you know, hear,

and there's textures.

You can see the textures.

Whereas in dreams

there's not so much texture

in the dreams.

So, it'll be stuff like

I'm standing in my pajamas

that I've gone to bed in.

I'm in the pajamas I go to bed

in, and I'm like

in this metal dome.

There would be a platform

on the ground,

and this weird grated floor

but they'll be all these little

tiny gray beings surrounding me

and they're all looking up

and me.

How I now see abduction

is that it's realer

than real life.

And it's almost as if a veil, a very delicate veil

is completely ripped open

and you can't close it

back up again.

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NARRATOR: As unreal

as alien hybridization

programs sound,

hundreds of thousand of people around the world

have reported

extraordinary experiences.

Allowing researchers

to identity

a likely sequence of events.

The abductee witnesses a UFO,

is taken aboard a craft

and undergoes physical

and neurological procedures.

Ova or sperm is extracted

following another abduction.

Alien genetics are introduced

in vitro,

or through sexual contact with an extraterrestrial being.

Following another abduction,

an embryo is implanted.

After carrying

for up to four months,

the woman is abducted again,

and the fetus removed.

A woman or man is abducted

and shown

their hybrid children.

Memories are implanted

so the abductee

doesn't recall the event.

KLOETZKE :

One of the hardest things

for me

to wrap my head around

was getting into the field of

not only abductions,

but a breeding program

that involved

extraterrestrials.

And yet, there's case after case

that has probative evidence

to support

the witnesses accounts. You can't ignore this anymore.

Some people have been taken.

Men and women have been taken.

And some of them have been used

for purposes of reproduction,

and it appears hybridization.

Blending with another species

is something that you would do

if you wanna fit in

and not be noticed.

Why would you do that?

If you're a conqueror,

you'd just come and say,

"Get out of the way,"

and you crush 'em

and take over.

But if you wanna blend in,

it means on of two things:

It means,

either you're not strong enough to overpower and take them,

or you're desperate.

'Cause something's wrong

with your world,

and so, you're trying to just

find a new foothold.

A new purchase, a new island.

A new Easter Island

for your species.

I think that could be

some of what's involved.

It very well could be,

but I would probably tend to

think they're more

here to up-step us,

and bring us into another era.

I don't know that

that is happening, personally.

However, I do think it's

important for people to know

that there are many, many people

who do believe

this is occurring to them.

And for that reason,

it does deserve

to be taken seriously.

I think it's one of those

irrational blind spots

that we have in society

right now.

I just can't imagine

not wanting,

you know, to do something,

and yet they are

laying on a table

and these odd machines

are around them.

I think the fear

or just what's next,

and, um, just their lack of

free will to get off the table

and say, "No.

"I-I don't want to do this."

And that'd be okay.

From one side of our house,

we could see a bright light.

We were very drawn to it,

and if you go

to the next door room,

which is the living room,

the light wasn't there.

So, being curious-natured,

and of course, I was,

I would go

back to the other room,

and say, "Oh my goodness,

look at these lights."

"Look, Mom." So, my mom

would come and see it.

She saw it,

and my sister saw it,

and we were all just...

We were mesmerized.

These lights were going

different colors.

They were going...

Spinning faster and faster.

Soon, before we knew it,

it was boom,

right in front of our eyes.

My very first abduction

was in Fremont,

when I was a child,

five years old.

Living in an apartment

just off Fremont Boulevard.

I always used to go into

my mother's bedroom,

which was facing a pool.

One day I went

in the evening time.

My mother wasn't home

but my father was distracted

and I just went in there

by myself.

And as I'm looking outside

the window,

I'm seeing a light.

So when we went

into the regression,

I'm seeing the light,

and the next thing I know,

I'm five years old

walking up inside of a ship.

And as I'm walking up

inside of a ship,

they're making me

sit on a dental chair

and I'm laying back,

and they are inserting

inside of me,

in my uterus

in the very back wall,

an implant to monitor the body.

My wife and I were staying

in the motor home here,

and I hear in the back,

the back garage,

to get into the garage,

something jiggling

the door handle.

-Right?

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And I'm like, "Oh, shit!

No, man. You guys..."

'Cause at this time I'm starting

to realize that I'm being taken.

So, I'm staying up, uh,

to avoid being abducted,

you know,

and just this intense fear,

and all of a sudden I hear

something coming into the

garage. I'm like...

"Shit, they're coming into

the freakin' garage, man!"

Because everyone's sleeping,

right?

It couldn't be anything else.

And you can hear the little

footsteps going out

into the garage,

tinkering around and shit

inside the garage.

And I'm like, "Oh...

I'm not going to sleep,"

but I am going to sleep,

because there's something

making me go to sleep.

So, I'm blacking out...

There's all the children

in one room,

and I'm a child being brought

into this room,

and I'm seeing all these children everywhere.

I'm being regressed as a child walking into this...

"Hey, what's happening here?"

I'm one of these children

that's going to be inserted.

The children seem happy,

and they're playing,

and they're enjoying themselves.

And then,

when I look to my right,

I'm seeing this gigantic

glass wall

and this mechanical arm

moving things around

from one side to the other.

Now, in the regression,

I'm being told

"Okay, well, look around

and sense what's occurring."

And when I'm looking through

the glass,

is that they are

grabbing the children

and inserting

through the rectum,

the implants.

Just like that, with a machine.

And, yes, they are bleeding.

And they put the children

piled up, unconscious,

in another corner.

This is happening

one glass wall away.

Further, in the ship,

you go to the other side,

and that's where they extract

the babies as well

from the women.

And I'm seeing the women

that are being put

inside these hooks that open

their legs up

and the children are being...

Somehow, they do something

to induce the labor.

It's premature labor

because they always want

children fetuses.

They drop through

this little cone.

It's like a slide almost,

and it slides down

through this little hole

where it's dropped into

these cases, just like

we were talking earlier.

Those cases.

The next room,

I'm seeing the tall grays

with the petri dish

doing the DNA alterations.

Injecting the fetuses.

The entire operation,

I guess it was a harvesting

and hybridization ship

particular to this process.

NARRATOR:

Barbara Lamb has regressed

hundreds of people.

She hears common themes

about the introduction of

alien genetics.

That material taken from her

is mixed together

with human sperm,

and mixed with

the genetic material,

the reproductive material

of the extraterrestrials.

So, a new little embryo

is created by them.

The next regression goes to

when I'm about 15, 16 years old.

As I'm walking onto this ship, everything is black all around me,

and I see a chair,

another chair

in front of me

that looks like a, you know,

like a gynecologist's chair.

Examination chair basically.

So, I'm being made

to sit on there,

and they're inserting this

gigantic tube inside of my body.

And they began

the insemination process.

So the liquid that they're

putting within you is freezing.

And I just remember that

if you could just visualize,

I guess, putting an ice cube

inside of your body, you know,

I mean, it's just horrible.

When I was regressed,

what I remember is the pain.

The pain, you tap into

the pain sensation

of what happened physically,

because your body is releasing

information basically.

Now another way that humans are

experiencing

the reproduction program

is to actually have

a sexual relationship.

A sexual contact with one of

the extraterritorial beings.

So, I have regressed

certain women

who've had, uh,

sexual intercourse

with male extraterrestrials.

Particularly with

a reptilian species.

I know of at least

five times I was abducted

for reproduction.

They took me

out of an environment basically.

I was at a party,

and I met this

beautiful looking man,

and, um...

I don't know what happened,

but I think he basically

drugged me or something,

and in the regression,

I'm seeing that

he is numbing me.

The only thing I remember

in waking time is seeing

his face and his eyes.

'Cause I remember

meeting this person

but I don't remember

being with him

in the way that the regression

brought it out.

What I'm opening my eyes to

is seeing his face

directly in front of me

and he is, uh, inside of me,

and I'm seeing his very cold,

expressionless face

directly in front of me.

He gets up, and he walks out.

And I can feel

that I had been inseminated.

Light skin, blue eyes,

dark brown hair,

very, very tall. Very tall.

Uh, Like basketball player tall.

And, uh, slender,

you know, perfect body.

Very, very perfect body.

Handsome.

Handsome man basically.

But the second part is that

I'm now looking

who this man is.

And apparently

it's a screen image

of the reptilians that were

working there, in that time.

And it's actually not

a real man. It's just

a screen image, illusion.

So, basically what that means is

that for some women, or men,

when they are gathering eggs

or trying to inseminate,

they create these images.

These screen images or

experiences like

holographic realities

to make it look like you're

experiencing something,

but you're not.

Something that they would pull from my subconscious mind

that would look like

an ideal image

of what a beautiful man

or an attractive man

would be to me.

I'm in and out of consciousness

while this is happening

but I can see clearly him

getting up outta the bed,

not looking back,

not talking, nothing.

He is just leaving the room,

marching out of the room.

Like a zombie basically.

Like a robot.

And I am sitting there

on the bed,

and, um, I remember

feeling cold again.

That cold sensation.

And then the woman is taken

another time,

and then that little embryo

already formed

as a mixture,

a hybridized mixture

is implanted in the womb

of the woman

and she will gestate that

little embryo for a while.

Usually a month and a half

or two months

or maybe a bit more.

One time I had,

it looked like a burn.

A triangle burn

next to my belly button.

With a very long needle through

the belly button,

would probe around

in the abdominal area

until they found the uterus.

Then they would into the uterus,

and they would find the fetus

with that instrument,

and they would have

some little thing that could

capture it and pull it back out.

They have this prong,

like a three...

I believe it was

a three finger prong,

and they bring it

inside of the body.

It holds onto the fetus

and pulls out.

It just happens quick.

It's so fast.

That's another thing

that's really incredible.

They pull it out, they clip it,

they hook it up,

and they put it in.

Just like that.

NARRATOR: The hybridization

program Rob was exposed to

was slightly different.

He was not subjected to

reproductive experiments.

I don't remember

exactly the day.

I just...

The experience itself had

a dramatic impact on me,

and I remember just

coming into an experience.

Right?

Becoming aware that

I'm having an experience,

you know,

textures and everything,

and I was in, like, this

underground facility.

The same kind of grating

almost on the ground

and some dirt.

But lights going down,

like a stereotypical

rock underground

facility, right?

I'm walking with this being

down the hallway

and there's

other beings walking,

just kinda looks like him,

but not quite,

going this way.

Something felt wrong right here.

Right in my gut. A tightness.

Something's off here.

I couldn't

quite put my finger on it.

And when a being would

walk by me like this,

it would kinda like look at me.

If you're walking by,

it would just, like,

you know,

but with this look of malice.

I felt malice from it.

What I was looking at was

a technology.

An overlay of a human

on top of it.

So the image that they're

projecting is of these tall

white Nordic beings, right?

But when I walked by,

it was like a digital distortion

in the holographic image,

and I can see that there was

a lizard face behind

that holographic image.

INTERVIEWER:

They were wearing the face

that they wanted you to see.

That they want everyone to see.

Not just me. This is their look.

So, they take me to the next

room, and it's as far as

I can see down there.

Like this hallway,

and there's rows upon rows

of these glass tube like things.

There was this

blue liquid inside,

and beings inside of these tubes

that looked like

a tall white zeta.

It was basically all these

beings, and they said

"Oh, here's

our cloning chambers."

Like, cloning chambers?

I don't like that, either.

That's not cool.

I've had an experience

where I woke up

and I was inside of the tube.

And I look down, you know,

and I'm in this blue liquid,

and I'm going, "Wait..."

I see my hands,

and my hands

are these long fingers

white skin, and I'm like,

"Is this me?"

And I'm all, "Oh, shit!

"This is me,

I'm wiggling my fingers.

Oh, shit. This is me."

And I look out, and there's

all these beings going,

"Oh, shit!" And they're all

scrambling around,

and black out.

So, there's something there.

These beings

are abducting people,

removing their consciousness

just like my consciousness was

removed from my body.

I believe they're removing

consciousness from abductees,

and that's the power source,

like these are the V8 engines

they're putting in these cars.

Of course, they are gonna feel benevolent,

because they've got

the consciousness...

Mrs. Jensen doesn't realize

that when she goes to sleep

at night,

her consciousness is powering

a clone, to do God knows what.

NARRATOR: While the experiences are alarming,

the effort to wipe

or hide the memory

is just as disturbing.

But through regression

therapy, most abductees

uncover the truth.

Whatever kind of ET you're with,

they'll lean over

and look at you

right in the face.

They would look at me

with their eyes,

and they would telepathically

speak to me

and they would tell me,

"You will not remember this.

"You will not remember this."

And they will switch

from looking at me,

to looking down

at my lower body,

and I would feel a cold scalpel

slice, with no pain.

And they would look back at me

with their eyes,

and I would directly

have to look in their eyes,

and they would...

They would tell me

to look in their eyes and focus.

They were calm messages,

calm voices.

GERALDINE:

I remember those eyes.

Those eyes that you

just can't forget.

It was like glass.

And it was cold.

Cold, empty stare.

Literally like a robot. Like AI.

"You will be just fine.

You will be just fine."

And the word

"baby-conception" of course.

I remember hearing that.

Not only did I write it down,

I heard it telepathically.

When they're showing you these

things, they're controlling

your thoughts.

They're controlling what you're

seeing in your mind.

And I don't like that.

I think I get the feeling that

they just want me

to just go with it,

and go, "Oh, okay, okay."

But I fight it,

and it's hard to describe.

But you can feel that

they're frustrated with you.

This program is a part of

the reptilian program.

A much darker program.

Darker from our concept

of negative.

And what they are

inserting in you

is a much lower

vibration entity.

And the reason why

they create these screen images,

and they go through

all this trouble of doing this,

is because what happens

with sexual energy

is when a union is created

the amount of energy that is

created from that union

is an energetic signature

that is ingrained

into the hybrid being.

From the moment of conception,

or contact, literally,

that unification of that energy,

is imprinted within

the subconscious mind

and the vibration of the being.

And that's going to designate

the vibration in

the subconscious mind

of this,

whoever they're creating

throughout their entire life.

That's when

you start to understand

the power of sex

and the difference between

something done through love,

and something done through

some painful situation.

That's why they go through

the trouble of creating this

screen image of a man, whatever.

What he looks like,

it doesn't matter.

They just pull out from

your subconscious mind

what may seem they think

is gonna be appealing to you.

Sorry, guys,

not all ETs are good,

you know?

Just like here on Earth, we have

bad people, we have good people.

It's the same thing.

It's just everything is

a fractal of the whole.

You get smaller

and smaller down,

it's the same thing

as the big things.

So, you have

good people,

you have bad people.

People with agendas

out to do whatever.

It's the same thing up there.

Same thing.

I mean, look, human beings

for 10,000 plus years

have taken animals in the wild and bred them.

And thereby changing them.

That's how we created

all the species of dogs.

That exists from wolves.

Cattle are totally different

from where they were

1,000 years ago. Sheep...

Sheep in the wild

are aggressive and tough.

Not the way we breed them.

We change all of these animals.

And, so now, can we be bred

into something different?

The answer is, absolutely.

Of course, we can.

We're doing it

to ourselves now,

but the real question

to ask is,

has someone else come, taken us,

and added a different mixture?

[NARRATOR READING]

Abduction experiences that

involve sexual reproduction

are harrowing enough,

but the emotional

and psychological challenges

only intensify

with what comes next.

Well, we were very excited

because we had one daughter.

Very blessed,

and changed our world of

happiness. We realized

we wanna share this happiness

with a sibling.

SIERRA:

I called a friend of mine

out of this woman's

spiritual group

in Manitou Springs.

I said please come over, I

need some help. Something

crazy happened last night.

She looks me up and down,

she tilts her head,

and she goes, "Sierra,

"are you pregnant?"

So, I told her everything.

And she's like "Mmm-hmm. Okay.

Yeah, makes sense."

I'm like would you please

just tell me what's happening.

And that's when

she broke down the whole

zeta hybridization program.

In detail.

And I just sat there shaking

my head going, "This is

a bunch of nonsense."

I'm not bisexual.

I don't have

relationships with men.

So, it's like,

how am I pregnant?

When we have the reports

from the witnesses

that have an alternative

lifestyle, such as lesbianism

that have never had

sexual relations with a man,

who is now pregnant.

What do you do with that?

We formed a plan.

I said I wanted to

keep the baby.

It was nobody's right

to impregnate me,

and use me as a laboratory rat.

I wanted to keep the baby.

They had me move out

of my girlfriend's house,

and I would go and stay

with each one of these women.

And then, they would tell me

when I would move.

So, it was like this whole

cloak and dagger thing

that we did.

Knowing that I was pregnant

four months.

I could have been pregnant

a bit longer before then.

I was starting to show,

and all the women

were telling me what to do,

taking care of me.

And my girlfriend and I started having a lot of riffs.

I really think even though

she's such a believer,

when confronted with it,

I think ultimately she

thought I slept with a guy

and got pregnant.

Last, like,

big argument that we had,

she's like, "Sierra,

this is a real baby.

You need to go to a doctor."

I've always been very careful

with my partners,

and we've always been

very conscious about

having the right time

to start a family.

The times that I would become

pregnant was very...

We couldn't understand

how that could have happened.

Okay. Number one.

Number two, um, it would

always end in a miscarriage.

Yeah, I could conceive,

but I never kept it.

I would have

indications of pregnancy,

heightened sense of smell,

sensitivity, things like that.

And then, I would have

a slightly heavy period,

and gone.

I don't even think I knew

that I was pregnant

on a few occasions,

until I had a very late period.

I went and checked,

and, "Oh, my gosh,

I'm pregnant."

And then, I had a miscarriage.

I was like "Oh, okay."

It was an emotional

rollercoaster because sometimes

I would get excited

and I would be like,

"Oh, my gosh, I'm pregnant!"

We didn't expect it.

Well, you know, let's just

make the best of it,

and we'll just make it work.

Some months

I would miss the cycle,

and then three months

would pass,

and I wouldn't have my cycle.

And then, I would think

that I was pregnant,

but there was no way.

I didn't have a partner

or anything.

One month, all the way

up to three months. I mean,

let my body clear out,

and try again

in two more months.

It began to be feeling

like it was

gonna be another let down.

Why are we trying again?

Very emotional.

When I started to have

the miscarriages is November,

I went to UCLA,

because I didn't want to.

I would have a miscarriage,

just like a normal miscarriage.

Then other times I would go in

for my appointment

and there would just be no baby.

It would just be...

The doctor would say,

"Your body

must have absorbed it."

Medical doctors, medical science

would say the same thing.

You had a miscarriage and your

body absorbed that, uh,

that child, that being.

I don't feel comfortable arguing

with medical doctors about this.

They know a lot more about this

than I would know.

But I have spoken with women,

who have had

such a situation happen.

And what's interesting

about some of them is that

they have also had what

any normal person would say,

"That's a UFO experience."

That's a alien

abduction experience.

In other worlds, some of

these people in addition

to having a missing fetus,

have also had memories,

clear memories of abductions

by non-human beings.

After my first menstrual cycle,

that's when they started to

uh, pick me up

and do more things with me,

as far as reproduction.

I had two children already.

My son and my daughter,

and I didn't wanna have more,

so I went to the doctor, I said

I wanna get a tuba ligation.

We made the appointment,

I went in to get it done,

and they did it in the office

under local anesthesia.

But while he was in there

doing the tubal

he said, "You know,

your abdominal cavity

"is full of adhesions.

Have you had

any other procedures?"

Every time I would go

to the doctor, he'll be like,

"You're fine, you're fine.

There's nothing wrong."

And then they found cysts...

Little cysts.

That seems to be very common

with women that do this.

They've had sonograms and

pregnancy tests that show this.

Clearly they're pregnant.

And then they report literally

overnight, they're not.

They knew

something was different,

they knew something was wrong,

they go to the doctor

and there's not a sign

they were ever even pregnant.

It was probably about

a week, week-and-a-half later,

I sat straight up in bed

and I screamed.

And my stomach was flat,

and I was like...

"It's gone.

The baby's not there anymore."

When a woman is pregnant,

many times

the alien beings will abduct her

and manipulate the fetus

in utero.

I would say about 16 of those

are done through, like,

in my uterus.

Like, actually insemination.

Can that happen? We know.

We do in vitro fertilization.

We do, you know...

We have surrogates who can

carry a baby to term for others.

We have that kind of

monkeying around

within our genetic code now.

We know it can be done.

There have been very few doctors

that I've talked to

who have been willing to do much

in the way of examination

in these manners.

And it is difficult,

'cause it costs money.

Of course, equipment and labs

and all of that is expensive.

They did an ultrasound

and what the lab tech said,

and understand this was kind of

said under his breath.

He said, "Well, that's

interesting. It's something

I've never seen before."

And I said, "What's that?"

And he said, "A perfectly intact

egg sac without an egg."

I was told that

I had endometriosis,

which I just attributed,

you know,

the miscarriages to that.

But again, I was young.

I just took the word

of the doctor

and didn't question it too much

to be honest with you.

I couldn't connect the dots.

And my doctors I went to,

you know,

a lot of them would be like,

"Take it easy.

"It's supposed to be

a relaxing period.

"You need to go ahead and

learn to have a stress

free weekend, you know."

A lot of it was associated

with stress.

But I didn't feel stressed out.

They always wanna do testing

on your hormones.

"Are you sleeping okay?"

"His stress level, what's going on in his world?"

"Is your career very demanding?"

A lot of factors.

After probably

the fifth miscarriage,

we began to get a little bit

antsy and emotional about it.

It was taking a toll on me,

my body.

It's painful. It's very painful.

And they're not gentle,

obviously.

Because they don't think

what they're doing is wrong.

They also don't have

the same scale of emotions

and sentiments that we have.

It's very different.

There's a number of these cases.

I personally believe

this is one reason I believe

that there's

a hybridization program.

Because of this fact,

this factor.

My personal experience

I would put it in the hundreds

of reports that I'm either

aware of, or have been

personally involved in.

These are more common

than most people realize.

And when you have

a number of these witnesses

remembering this,

I'm... Absolutely,

I pay attention to that.

I think that this is

something that's going on.

This is so difficult for

not only the female abductee,

but if they're in a relationship

where a woman like April will have several miscarriages.

And then, she'll finally

be able to get pregnant.

I thought I got the flu.

And at that time I did not know

that we had became pregnant.

That night was more of a...

An awe moment

of this is the reason

why you woke up

with blood on your stomach.

This is the reason

why you woke up

writing down, "Baby conceived."

It was a moment of clarity

of this being helped you create

something to come.

We've noticed

that most of the abductees

are in a certain age group.

Everyone that I know of,

their children are

gifted children.

They're all very bright kids

for some reason.

I don't know why, but the best

way to change a civilization

is to start with the children.

NARRATOR: And April truly believes she was a beneficiary of alien intervention.

They did yield my son.

Absolutely.

Without any doubt.

It's unexplainable, but probably

six weeks after that dream,

that it was confirmed

it was a pregnancy.

We didn't wanna say too much.

We didn't wanna

get our hopes up.

That was the biggest thing,

not getting your hopes up.

But did it bother us

that we both knew

that we had had an encounter

with something that was

not of human race that helped us

genetically have a baby?

We were so excited.

It didn't faze us.

The pregnancy itself was

very, very different.

Not only for me

carrying him as a mother,

even for the doctors,

the blood work

was very different.

It evolved

all through the nine months,

and we were both okay.

NARRATOR: Unlike April,

most experiencers

involved in hybrid programs,

don't have

Earth-bound children,

yet they remain connected.

Some of them have

talked repeatedly actually.

There have been a number of

cases of women

claiming to remember

being taken aboard a craft

and being presented

with an infant that

they were told was theirs.

Some people have

many hybrid children.

Just last night I regressed

a man who had discovered

he had 336 hybrid children.

The number 17 sticks in my mind.

Which is a lot.

But I think that

not many of them grew up.

I think most of them

died in infancy.

I have 24 hybrid children.

And it's a lengthy process.

The whole process

of insemination,

of having the children,

and many other implants

that happened in between

in order

to facilitate the program.

Sometimes they're taken

when the hybrid children are

more in their childhood years,

or even older.

And as I'm brought back

into ship, he shows me

again another box.

The box has eight little lights.

Eight little lights.

They zoom up in front of me,

all around me,

and then they expand.

And the first thing I see

is this little boy.

Strange, blond, curly hair.

These magnificent giant eyes.

Eyes that we don't have

on this planet.

Complex eyes. Deep eyes.

And very frail, thin skin.

Thin structure to the body.

Beautiful.

And as I'm looking

at this child,

it's this feeling of love

that comes over me.

And I understand.

I see myself in the child.

With this beautiful eyes,

this face and everything.

As this child comes

closer to me,

it's this immediate

knowing that,

that is a product of myself.

Because I can see myself

in the child.

And I'm overcome

with this feeling of motherhood.

One night I went to bed,

and I woke up in a cave.

I can feel the cold,

damp feeling on my feet.

It's lit up with light,

but I can't see

the source of the light.

And there's a gray there

with a little girl.

And she didn't look right.

She was pale and she had...

Her hair was stringy

and kind of

a dirty blond color.

She has a nose,

but it's small.

She had huge blue eyes.

And I can't take my eyes

off of her face,

because I'm trying to see me

in her and I don't.

And he brought her to me

and he said, "She's yours."

Which threw me, because

I can barely accept this.

This sounds insane, I realize,

but I was shocked.

I didn't question

whether he was

telling me the truth or not.

Which I find strange now,

but I knew he was

telling me the truth.

And he walked her up to me

and told me to mother her.

And I took it to mean

show her affection.

She never once

opened her mouth.

She never spoke verbally.

I could tell

something was wrong.

And I don't know

whether it's just...

I don't know what it was.

I don't know if she was sick.

I don't know if she just needed

to learn about affection.

I don't know what it was,

but something wasn't right.

Like, she was

emanating her feelings

about me very strongly.

"Don't come near me.

I don't want anything to do

with you."

But I also noticed

she was obedient to the gray.

She never showed

any expression on her face.

She stared at me and

just telepathically

let me know,

"I don't want anything to do

with you."

And so, since

it wasn't going the way that

the gray wanted it to go,

I was taken back home.

And I've never seen her since.

And I don't know if...

[VOICE SHAKING] Do they lie?

You know? Is it a lie?

Is it possible that

that wasn't mine?

You know, I don't know.

And if so,

why would God allow that?

It's just hard, you know.

You don't know what happened.

LESLIE: And then they explained to me,

"We've done this before,

we're gonna do this again."

And I go, what do you mean

they've done this before?

And then they bring

this little girl in the room.

She looked to me to be roughly four or five years old.

She had very thin blond hair.

Like parted in the middle,

long to about shoulder-length.

Kind of scraggly.

Very thin blond hair.

And 'cause I looked

right at her,

just like I'm looking at you,

and then I went,

like, I don't want to

look like I'm staring.

And they immediately

took her out of the room

and they took her past me out,

'cause I'm just inside

the doorway, they took her

past me out the door.

I kind of stepped back into

the hallway.

They take her down the hallway

and I go... Uh... Uh...

And I was like frozen.

I mean, not...

They didn't do anything to me,

I was just in shock.

And I wanted to say,

"Wait, bring her back."

Ever since then,

I had extreme guilt

that I turned away

from my own child.

NARRATOR: A few decades later, Melinda had a chance to redeem herself.

Walking in like as if there was

a hallway or something out there

in this door are these grays

and then, with them

is this adult hybrid.

And they have her stand there.

And I looked at her,

and I'm like, "Whoa!"

Now, bizarre looking,

but beautiful.

Very thin blond hair,

big forehead, little chin.

Would not pass for human,

but yet human enough.

And I remember thinking,

"Is this her?"

And then the grays

right next to me

went to introduce her,

like, "This is..."

kind of a thing.

And they were like, "Oh!"

Whether it was the look on my

face, or... It's all telepathy

with them anyways.

They were like,

"Oh, you know who this is?"

I said out loud to her,

"I'm sorry."

I said, "I love you."

Sorry. [CHUCKLES]

I didn't think this would be

happening. Sorry.

I thought... [CHUCKLING SOFTLY]

Sorry. Just emotional. Sorry.

I just... I said to her...

I mean, I had this moment to

apologize from

all those years from

25 years of, 24 years of

saying I turned away.

[NARRATOR READING]

Common things that you see

when you're listening to

some of these stories

is the sincerity and the love

that they had already

that is, um, now taken.

There is a loss.

Sometimes people claim

that they carried

a baby to term

and then the baby disappeared

seemed to be people with

emotional problems at times.

But, if that really happened,

wouldn't someone be

experiencing emotional problems?

That shouldn't disqualify us

from looking into

these sort of things.

Especially if there is

any physical evidence.

Certainly if you're talking

about something that is

seen as taboo or fringe,

then they're unfortunately not

gonna be as forthcoming

to help people.

First is

you've had the experience.

"Am I losing my mind?

What is going on?"

"Could this really be happening?

What happened to me?"

Getting over the fear to allow yourself to remember.

And the trauma of the

loneliness, the separation,

the feeling like you can't

talk to anyone.

I mean, you're like

traumatized twice.

Emotionally, physically,

and to just

make sense of it all.

'Cause, at this point,

my life is utter chaos.

I was petrified.

Petrified, in fear.

I tried to scream.

I tried to yell out

for my husband.

I don't know how long

I've sat there frozen.

'Cause it-it looked at me,

and then it-it leaned back.

And I was scared

it was right behind that wall,

and I had to go walk

right past it to get to

my bedroom where my husband was.

I wasn't ashamed or embarrassed.

I was just too

emotionally shocked

by the visions,

by the clarity

of the things that

not only did I see, but I felt

like they were happening again.

Now that I know

that the being was

um, an aggressive being,

that it was more of a rape.

I couldn't even talk about it

with him.

I had to wait a few days

to let him hear the audio,

'cause I couldn't talk about it.

You want to do everything

you possibly can to shove it

in a box, to explain it away.

To make yourself

feel better that

without your knowledge,

nor your permission

somebody has used

your body and your DNA

for their benefit,

for their agenda.

All of this is happening

without their agreement,

without their permission.

And this is

a very important aspect

of the whole phenomenon.

They knew that

I wasn't gonna remember,

because they were gonna

work me over with drugs,

and rape, and...

And...

Just a lot of

really, uh, difficult things.

You know,

really terrifying things.

INTERVIEWER:

You mentioned the word "rape."

-That's a very powerful word.

-Yeah.

-Is that really what you felt?

-Oh, yeah.

Absolutely. Being held down,

you have this non-human

in your face,

it had claws and it hurt.

It was definitely

something that was not

wanted or willed for.

They were each physical.

They were all different.

Um...

Sometimes in a sterile setting

like an OR.

And then unfortunately,

there was times of,

I guess you would say

it was more of a... Um...

very public...

Uh, I would call it

a rape again,

where there was humans.

I could see human faces along with different species of

aliens or others.

They were all

in a big circle and watching

very silently.

There was different settings,

different times.

I've since

really delved into that

to try to figure out why do they

have people watching.

I think it was to increase

the level of trauma for me.

And, uh...

And I think some of the people

there watching

didn't want to

be there watching.

But they may have been

scientists working on things

and they may have been

forced to watch that

to know what would happen to

their wives or their daughters

if they ever talked about

what they were working on.

The weird thing is

I couldn't close my eyes.

It was having to physically

have your eyes open,

see this being,

um...

feel it, hear it, smell it.

Very, very real.

Unfortunately, part of this

process also left me with fear.

Fear of rejection,

fear of ridicule.

Um... Fear of judgment.

But through the process it was

my own judgement

that caused probably

the most chaos in my life.

But the initial reaction

is often one of trauma.

Because you're dealing

with the unknown.

You can be afraid of it.

You can be uncertain

and have self-doubt.

And you might realize

you're having post-traumatic

stress disorder.

SMITH: PTSD is all the same symptoms.

When we all suffer a trauma,

we suffer the same symptoms.

And UFO abduction

is no different.

I-It's trauma.

And then you have to deal

with trauma all over again,

because then comes the fear of

what is anyone else gonna say?

Do I tell my spouse? My partner?

Do I tell my parents?

Do I... You know.

And what are they gonna say?

And heaven forbid that person

be negative towards you,

you're traumatized

all over again.

NARRATOR:

And a sense

of growing isolation

only intensifies the trauma

for experiencers.

INTERVIEWER: I know this is

hard to articulate,

but how do you describe

what it's like to be someone

who's had

tremendous

extraordinary experiences

that no one believes?

When you're in

a crowd of people,

and you just stand there

and it's like you're not moving,

but everybody else is,

and the camera's kind of

spinning around,

so you have this dizzy

spinning feeling.

It's like that. It's like that.

It's like I'm standing

still and the world is

moving around me.

I felt it was important for me

to tell as many people

as I possibly could.

The interesting thing was,

as I witnessed this,

I'm excited, I'm terrified,

I'm going through

all of these emotions,

and I'm telling people, "Hey!

Oh, my God, I'm so excited.

"You're not gonna believe this."

I'm getting...

"Bullshit." And I'm like,

"Bullshit"? Dude!

At that moment I realized

I got a problem here.

I got a serious problem here,

and that is,

no one's gonna believe it.

Constantly, as an abductee,

you wonder,

"Am I choosing to

see this in a positive way,

"'cause I'm forced to have to

deal with it and live with it

"and I have to

integrate my life

"and that's how

I've come to terms with it."

Or is this the way it really is?

And I constantly

battle with that.

I didn't even want to

research more than

just looking superficially

at what happened,

because I was like,

"What's the point?"

Like, "Okay,

it happens to people."

"Maybe it happened to me."

Oh, well, that's fine.

Let's just keep going.

But it was a pain.

It was internal struggle inside.

It's like living two lives,

being two different people.

The two life split. I call it

Life A and Life B, right.

And at Life A, you have Rob,

which now is Rob the painter.

And Rob the painter,

he goes to work,

he pays his bills,

hangs out with his buds,

you know.

He does things that people do.

Life B is what I could say

my true self,

'cause I'm interacting with

you guys and I'm more free

and more open.

GERALDINE: Not talking about it doesn't help you integrate with the experience

and suppressing a tremendous amount of emotion.

I would feel torn and there were

times when I would break down

and I would cry

about these things,

because I couldn't express

myself and talk about them.

There was nobody

that could understand

what I was going through.

I realized at the moment

I was going to tell him

how it sounded.

And I thought, "Oh, my God.

what am I gonna say?"

I saw, and what am I

gonna say happened

and are the kids okay?

And, you know...

It just sounded...

I mean, I was just

so scared and petrified.

And I knew it sounded crazy.

I knew when I was saying it

out loud to him that

it didn't sound believable.

But I also knew

what had just happened.

So it was very hard to make him

understand what I had just seen.

I didn't know what to do.

And so I said,

"Please. You have to...

Do you believe me?

Do you believe me?"

And he said,

"I believe that you believe it."

You feel alone. You feel

as though there's absolutely

nobody else in the world

that could understand.

And you try and explain

and you realize you don't have

the language to explain.

You don't even know

what's going on.

How can somebody else

commiserate with you?

They can't.

And then there's the aspect of

now they're worried about me.

Now they see me struggling.

Now they're worried about

my mental capacities.

They're worried about

my emotional stability.

And they should be.

'Cause I'm emotionally

all over the place.

I'm mentally all over the place.

I'm not okay, but I'm good.

It's become an intimate

part of my life.

I'm fully integrated

into this now.

Does that mean technically

I don't exist to other people,

'cause I exist outside of

the realm of what

they believe is possible.

LESLIE: It is difficult, but...

So, yes, not everyone needs

to go public by any means.

But recall your memories.

Get some support.

Meet some other people

you can talk to.

You're not alone.

[NARRATOR READING]

Once you start

to remember some experiences,

once you explore...

So, if you think

you've had experiences,

first is gather your evidence,

I'm always telling people this.

Gather things like,

draw your experiences.

Take photos of bruises

and marks and scars,

scoop marks and other scars

that appear overnight.

Needle marks, you know...

Take pictures, because later

you'll have those pictures.

Even if you never show

anyone else, it shows you

that that was real.

And then work with

a hypnotherapist

to recall memory.

If you have little bits

and pieces, or like you

were saying, screen memories

then work with someone,

get that recalled.

And when you look at

a number of cases

that have been extracted

through hypnotic regression,

which, okay, sometimes people

will question that

as a methodology.

But nonetheless,

there are a lot of women

who will remember

the embryo or fetus

being taken out of them.

Many of the people

who've come to me

wonder, "Why me?

"Why are these unusual things

happening to me?

"I didn't ask for this.

"I didn't give my permission."

The most important thing

is that I tell 'em is to get

the information out.

Bring it forward, verbalize it.

Whatever's in there,

if it needs to come out

to make this world

a better place,

then I guess

I gotta do the deal.

I gotta pursue it.

They are so ready to know,

to go through the process,

'cause they're so tired

of all the years of wondering

and having the recurring dreams.

Having the fear

of what they don't know.

'Cause suppressing that

is not gonna help them

with the healing process.

MALLOY: Brian is the most

important person alive to me

on this journey.

He's my rock.

Not only is it comforting,

but it's acceptance,

it's, "We are gonna get

through this together."

"We are gonna

make it together."

There was an article

he read on MSN

of a young man that

went to a hypnotherapist in LA.

that helped him to place

the nightmares into place,

the events that were missing

are traumatizing to him.

That article on MSN had

really broke the ice for him.

"My wife needs to talk to

someone about these nightmares."

When someone

contacts me for the first time,

I initially

will send them information

about hypnosis

and what it entails,

and about support group.

And that they must

think about this,

uh, carefully,

because once the information

comes forward,

we can't put it back.

You know, once the toothpaste

is out of the tube,

you can't shove it back in.

They send me their

questionnaire, I review it.

They come in

for their first session.

I schedule two hours

for each person.

We sit and talk

about what's happened to them,

and where they wanna start.

It begins to feel different.

It begins to feel

more acceptable to them.

And that's one reason

why I think it's very worthwhile

if a person is doing some work

and recalling the details

of being part of

this hybrid program,

and realizing more

of the complete picture.

Now, with April,

when I received

her questionnaires,

red flags were going up.

"Okay," I thought, "Okay,

this sounds likes she-she's had

"a tremendous

amount of-of miscarriages."

When I see that

from a questionnaire,

I know this is gonna be

a very emotional session.

MALLOY:

I was definitely a skeptic.

I did not believe that the mind

would be able to remember

anything from the past,

or any type of trauma,

any type of unknown.

Of course, as everybody

will tell, "I don't think

I can be hypnotized."

And I try to relax them and say,

"Everybody can."

"It's just a matter of you

deciding to allow me

to be your facilitator."

In the very beginning,

Yvonne and I,

privately, just me

and her talked.

The very beginning of what was

going on in my life at the time.

She kind of got to know me.

Before we even go in hypnosis,

I tell 'em,

"You're gonna

relive what happened.

"But I want you to just

tell me what's going on,

"and I will use different

techniques that you

don't have to experience

"the pain or the fear.

"But you can always tell me,

'I wanna stop.'

"And I'll always ask you,

'Do you wanna go on?'"

And then she walked me through.

"April, I want you to lay down.

I want you to relax.

"Pick a happy thought.

"Happy place, relaxing place."

And she walked me

through the steps.

Her voice was very tranquil.

It was very relaxing.

Before I knew it,

I was talking

with my eyes shut,

and I felt so heavy.

I felt like there was

a warm blanket around me.

I felt secure.

And she just slowly started

taking me to my happy place.

Walking me down these steps,

counting backwards, 15, 14...

And then, we started talking

about the things I would see.

Things I would hear.

And the more and more

she spoke to me,

the more and more my mind began

activating the nightmares.

I would hear and see,

and even smell

some of the things that I had

previously had

night terrors about.

After the session was over,

April was, of course,

in total disbelief

that she had experienced

what she did in hypnosis.

They're gonna remember more,

'cause whatever information

is important to them,

they're gonna remember more.

NARRATOR: Regression therapy

has become popular within

the UFO experiencer world,

because it helps abductees

better understand what

may have happened.

Connecting with others

who have had

similar experiences

is critically important, too.

It is a community of people.

Everyone knows each other,

kind of, sort of.

But the thing that's

important here is that

when you talk about

a particular group of people

that are watching

a particular movie,

and it makes them feel like

they can now come clean

with something that

they've been bothered by,

that is the dialog that we want.

But you've got to understand,

and you do,

that along with that

comes the other people

that see an opportunity

to become important.

And they do it

to become important.

They do it to make money.

They do it for

all these other reasons.

They do it for

all the human reasons.

And that's something that again,

signal and noise.

The signal is the gem, the noise

is the stuff we wanna get out.

LESLIE: Hearing other people's accounts will make you go,

"Okay, I'm not crazy.

I'm not alone."

And those other people

can be extremely supportive.

Especially if they're

an abductee that's

lived with it for a while.

They've gone through all those

emotional highs and lows,

and those moments of

doubt and confusion

and all those things

that can help you.

The very first time

I went to a "support group,"

the idea that I wasn't alone and

I wasn't crazy, was incredible.

And that we were there

supporting each other,

because something happened,

and we all believe

that in some way

we were contacted or abducted.

The next step of

me accepting that it was real

was speaking to the people that

were near me when it happened.

And having them validate.

"Yep. That happened."

It's the most

important thing ever.

It's the most

important thing ever.

You have to search out others.

You have to.

If you're going through

something, reach out.

NARRATOR: Dana wasn't alone

in her experiences.

More than 20 years later,

members of her community

still get together

to discuss what happened.

Support group

meets once a month.

And, um, there's probably

30 people that come and go.

Not everybody

comes to every single meeting.

But there's a lot of people who

don't come to the support group

that have had experiences

that I've spoken with,

and that network could be

as large as 60.

The most important thing

is to talk about it

and express yourself.

And the more that we

talk about it,

you're doing two things.

Energetically you're

raising the vibration in

the collective consciousness,

because now whoever

is listening to you

is opening, is planting a seed

of new information.

Secondly, you're helping

yourself energetically

because now you're no longer

containing that energy.

Any kind of emotion, feelings,

thoughts that is suppressed

causes illness

and stagnation of energy.

Get it out, one way or another.

Whether it's to your neighbor, your friend, it doesn't matter.

The more we talk about this,

with whoever we talk about it,

it's like we're

planting the seed

in like a domino effect.

More people will at least have

heard it once in their lifetime.

And that's all

we need sometimes.

And that knowledge,

that support that I got

from that contact group

is probably the greatest gift.

And so I can say today, "Yes,

"I am a lonely one,

but I'm not the only one."

It's anyone's guess how big

this phenomenon really is,

considering all

the other investigators that

probably have had as many

phone calls and interactions

as I have.

Now, having been in this field

for a long time,

uncovered the stories,

helped run conferences

and stuff like this,

I mean, I helped run the UFO Congress.

And we have at the congress

alone, you know,

a huge percentage of the people that come to that conference,

come to these

experiencer meetings

where people come

and share their experiences.

In fact, it makes up a large

percentage of the people.

And if there are

thousands of people sharing

that they have these

sort of experiences,

and talk to others,

there's probably a number

who believe that

and aren't

sharing it with people.

So, the numbers,

I think, are staggering.

That's why, you know,

it deserves attention.

The patterns and the data

are significant,

and they have to be appreciated.

It doesn't mean

that it's absolute fact,

and we go on to some ideology

about interpreting it

and we get all hell-bent on

going back in our boxes based

on our own interpretation.

I think it's fair to appreciate

the patterns and the data,

and let the patterns

speak for themselves,

and let the human responses

be mature and evolved

and responsible

individually and collectively.

What else can we ask for?

D'ANTONIO: The wider

your audience, the more

noise you're gonna get.

But you're gonna get

more signal, too.

And that signal, being louder,

maybe there'll be some

qualifications or some

characteristics

of that signal that'll make it

more obvious to discern

from the noise.

And guess what?

We only need one.

We only need one

good, solid signal.

That's it. Question answered.

We can all go home. You know?

Right? But, until then,

we have to just

keep doing what we do

and we have to keep trying to

wade through all the data.

It's more than mountains. It's planetoids worth of data.

DOLAN: But the one thing

we have is consciousness.

That's our secret weapon,

is this ability to break

those boundaries.

To break the matrix.

We can all do that.

That's actually something

every single person can do,

is break those chains,

those mental chains.

[NARRATOR READING]

[BIRDS CHIRPING]

D'ANTONIO: The elk

being tagged by us

don't get a choice.

And they get shot with

tranquilizer darts.

They go, "What's happening?"

And then, bam,

they put this tag in their ear.

Well, you know, we're not

giving them a choice.

And the aliens aren't giving

many of us a choice perhaps,

if they're doing that.

As we say, we're gonna pretend

that's actually happening.

It may very well be.

So that tells me

that they don't consider us

any kind of elevated being.

It means that

we are not considered

beings worth telling this to,

telling that they're

being abducted.

It means that they don't,

these beings that are

doing the abducting,

don't have the same morality

as we do.

We have got to remember

that we're dealing with

probably the most

significant event

that human beings

could ever imagine.

It's the arrival, the presence,

of others who are

so far advanced.

And they're here,

and they're dealing with us,

and they've got

their own agenda.

And the only way that we're

really going to be able to make

sense of it

is by working together.

By sharing information,

and learning and gaining

strengths from each other,

and giving strength

to each other as well.

More and more people are coming

who've had

the extraterrestrial encounters.

But if you are wondering

what their special

mission is...

And usually I'm finding out,

they're already doing

quite a bit of that mission.

ROJAS: It's easy to say that,

"I'm suppressed.

"I can't do this,

because they won't let me."

It's easier to say that

than to do the hard work

to make it happen.

And the people who

do the hard work

to make these things happen

are making these things happen.

And that's what it takes.

The abductees that go public

are risking that ridicule.

They're risking not only

the person watching this,

John Q. Public going,

"I don't believe it.

It's hogwash.

It's nonsense. No."

Or the science community...

[MAKING CHILDLIKE SOUNDS]

They're risking

their own family.

I know a medical doctor who lost

his license over this subject.

Lost his being a medic...

He was an amazing

medical doctor.

Worked with kids.

Lost his licence.

I know an abductee who...

I know multiple abductees

who've been divorced

over this subject.

And I know

one whose children...

When she went public,

her children disowned her.

No, it's...

Sorry I'm getting

all emotional here.

But I tell you, man.

There's no reason

to go public about this,

other than to help other people

that have had it happen,

and try to convince a public

that doesn't want to hear it

that this is real.

You guys, this may have

everything to do with

the future of the human race

and where we're going.

Educate yourself,

be open-minded.

Read, go to a UFO conference.

See the researchers

present the good evidence.

Make up your own mind.

Don't let anyone

ever tell you how to think.

Make up your own mind

about everything in life.

If you've got thousands of

people that say this is

an ongoing process,

they've been subject to it,

at what point do you say

they're all lying or

they're all telling the truth,

or some of them are lying

and some of them

are telling the truth?

I mean,

where do you draw that line?

Well, unless

it's happened to you,

it's just a story.

If you experience it,

it changes you to the core.

And that's the point, I think.

Keep an open mind,

because, you know,

something you hear today

may sound totally incredible,

but then you hear it

again and again and again,

from people who don't even

know each other.

And if you keep an open mind,

you'll grow with it.

Whether you're sold on it

or not,

you'll see an evolutional

process here.

Know that these people

have been through a lot.

Have compassion.

How would you treat someone

who's been raped,

in a plane crash,

a cancer survivor,

or someone with

a life-threatening illness,

or a deformed child?

How would you treat them?

What kind of compassion

would you show them?

Show that to the people

who've had this experience.

Even if you don't understand it,

even if you

don't believe it's real.

Know that that person's

going through something

emotionally real for them.

You don't have to understand it.

You just have to be kind.

Isn't that

the truth of everything?

Being kind and compassionate

to everyone?

It's a ride I don't suggest

people take.

I don't suggest it,

'cause it's ruined my life.

You lose your career,

your wife, your house,

your money, your dog, you know?

How much of this is acceptable,

when you've done nothing wrong?

You're an experiencer

and you didn't ask for this,

or you're a researcher

and you're bravely

looking into this.

People are ruining other

people's lives because

they can't accept it.

All you do is you be there.

You have a big enough heart,

you know?

A big enough understanding.

You rise to the occasion

and you say,

"I'm there for you."

And that's all we ask.

NARRATOR: Unless you've had

these experiences,

they are hard to comprehend.

But pain is pain.

The struggle to understand

something so extraordinary

is a lonely journey.

Sometimes we just need someone to be there for us, to listen.

Unfortunately, my wife

couldn't do this with me,

but, Megan,

she's been with me, like,

like a...

Like through and through,

you know.

Sorry. [CHUCKLES]

That where it gets hard,

right there.

Sorry. Um...

Without her...

Without her, man...

There's no way...

There's no fucking way

I could have...

I could have done it.

[TEARFULLY]

You don't understand

the hell

we've been through together.

The absolute torture.

[SNIFFLING]

If we just hold on to each other

as tight as we can,

'cause in the end,

we're all we got.

And she's gone through

so much herself.

'Cause she's been by my side

the whole time.

Nobody gets to see it, because

I'm the one that takes the...

takes the reins, but...

Man, without her,

it wouldn't be possible.

I wouldn't be alive today,

because I wouldn't have

survived the transformation.

Nobody can understand

what it's like

to have to go through

something like...

I was just a person, man.

I was just a fucking person.

And now... And now, I'm...

What am I supposed to do?

What am I supposed to do?

I don't know.

But if it wasn't for her

I couldn't have survived.

No way.

Anybody else,

they would have left me.

You know? Anybody else,

it would have been game over,

because, you know,

the shit I put her

through, you know...

'Cause I'm dying, you know,

and she's watching me die.

You can't even imagine what

that's like for a wife to see

her husband dying

for an unknown reason,

you know, from ETs.

You know? Who knows? So...

INTERVIEWER: What was the...

We never circled back around.

What was the switch that

flipped you back into health?

Oh...

Yeah. So, the health thing.

[CHUCKLES] It just went away.

It went away. Boom.

I was gonna die.

Like, I'm going to die.

I'm dying.

Boom, it's gone.

Sometimes, um...

I... Sometimes I get upset

because I feel like

they robbed that from me.

[DEEP INHALE AND EXHALE]

I don't know.

Sometimes I don't know

if I should blame them for that

or just life circumstances.

I don't know.

You know,

one thing with abductees...

It's very hard [CHOKING]

for abductees

in relationships afterwards.

That's one thing that gets

really screwed up.

First off, will the other person

understand, this and that.

And you wanna

keep it from people.

And, uh, and then it affects

emotional intimacy.

And a lot of abductees

have issues with that.

And part of me goes,

"Well, no. That's just life."

You know? Blah, blah, blah.

And sometimes I go,

"No, these experiences

have had an effect there."

And I know that for a lot of

abductees watching this.

I know that that's real common

for a lot of them.

If you're already in

a relationship,

it can screw it up.

And a lot of abductees

end up having a real hard time

with intimacy in relationships.

There's so many times where you

push down things about this.

You're like, "I'm fine.

I'm stronger than this."

You know...

And then, at times like this...

These are parts

I don't talk about.

These are what you go into

support groups to talk about.

That's where that realizing,

"Oh, my God.

I'm not the only one."

You know? I'm not the only one

who has those problems.

I'm not the only one

with those difficulties.

I'm not the only one

who has intimacy things.

And that's where

that really helps.

And it's necessary for more

women to step outside

of that fear, or...

And if it's not the fear,

there's the other duality of,

"Oh, it's okay. It's beautiful."

And ask the questions.

Why are we okay

with just the simple answers

that we're getting?

People need to investigate

and learn and find

the highest level of truth

within themselves.

And each person

may have another story,

and hopefully another

puzzle piece to this,

to help us put together

even greater understanding

of this reality,

which is necessary.

And if we as humans are within

a hybridization program

here on this planet,

what are we doing?

Who are we serving?

We need to ask those questions.

Which brings us to the lifelong

existential question,

"Why am I here?"

And as you can see,

that's the same question

that we've been asking

even now

with the hybridization program.

Don't be dismissive

of the unknown.

Be explorative of it.

Bring that thought

in the back of your head

that you should

listen to sometimes.

Or that feeling in your gut. You gotta get in tune with it.

Don't always dismiss yourself, or dismiss it as imagination.

That intuitive feeling is given

to us for a reason, I feel like.

It's not like I'm special.

This is the story

for every human being.

It's just I remember

a fragment of that.

It's only because

I opened my heart.

That's it.

Just opened my mind

and my heart.

That's how I've grown.

It's just... It's made me...

I feel it's made me

a better person.

And it's just made me more aware

of the nature of our reality.

It's the part of ourselves in

our own subconscious that fears.

It's the part of ourselves in

our own subconscious

that hates and is angry.

And in that way,

those parts of ourselves

are complicit

with the sinister forces

in this world

that try to keep humanity

as a controlled human herd.

Is this what we want to

become more of?

It's a question that every

human heart is going to

have to ask itself.

Do they want more power

and control and restriction

and limitation

of everything about

who we are as a species?

Or do we want to become

what we're intended to become?

Do we wanna

fulfill the potential

that is within

every codon in our DNA,

and see where that can take us?

Can I... Is it appropriate if

I just speak to the camera?

I want to do this.

So if you're listening

and you're someone who has had

unexplainable experiences that

you don't know how to process.

Or if you're just curious

about this whole

crazy subject of UFOs

and everything related to it,

I wanna tell you, A,

your ability to process this is

actually greater than you think.

There's more strength inside you

than you realize.

That's one.

I've seen this countless times.

Reach down.

You can pull up that courage

and you can face that reality,

and you become a better person.

You do.

And you can become

an inspiration to

other people in turn.

That's what you can do.

The other thing to keep in mind

is you're not alone.

There are many other people

just like you,

who have had difficult,

unexplainable experiences,

but yet, there they are.

And so, this is a very

important, significant

process going on,

and you can deal with it.

There's other people

just like you.

["THE SEEDING" PLAYING]

♪ They're...

They're looking at you ♪

♪ Restrained...

Restrained from the truth ♪

♪ So, don't stop

♪ You don't stop

♪ Open up some minds

♪ The light is on you

♪ Change is...

♪ Change is on you

♪ But those changes

♪ Those changes are good

♪ They...

They don't have a clue ♪

♪ Contained...

Complacent, subdued ♪

♪ No, don't stop

♪ Don't stop

♪ Seed that open mind

♪ Show the knowledge

The truth ♪

♪ 'Cause the change is

♪ The change is new

♪ And those changes

♪ Those changes are good

♪ And the changes

♪ The changes are new

♪ But those changes

♪ Those changes are good

♪ Yeah, the changes

♪ The changes are good