Diz a Ela que me Viu Chorar (2019) - full transcript

Downtown São Paulo, Brazil. An Apartment Building: 7 floors, 28 rooms, 107 residents who all have in common the addiction to crack. Over the course of several months, life in a social ...

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SOCIAL HOTEL PARQUE DOM PEDRO
SÃO PAULO, BRAZIL

You should get a smaller ring, right?

What, honey?

Yours fell off.
We should get you a smaller one, right?

It slipped off.
It was too loose.

I told you it would happen, didn't I?

Yes, you did, honey.
I'll buy a new one.

I'll get you another one.

Don't get one too tight.
Get one a little loose.

A little bit like this.



Bring it on Monday.

Not on Monday.
Tomorrow, when you arrive.

I'll get you a larger one.

What are you doing, honey?

Let me see.

I'll get you a larger one.

Yes, a larger.

It has to be larger.
My fingers are thick.

I'll get you a larger.

Monday I'll do it.

Right?

- 1, 2, 3...
- Go.

Go, go, Andrea.

Look, the cat's hair.



You're strong, girl.

You're strong.

It's slipping.

It's slipping.
My hand is wet, and it slipped.

Yeah, you're strong.

I'm weak.

- Now with the left arm.
- Now I'll lose.

Put your hand in the back
so you can't lean.

What a strong woman!

Go, Andrea!

When a vulture passes over,
they say it takes away the bad energies.

Where’s the vulture?

- There, three.
- So it's full, huh?

They say vultures
take away the negativity,

the bad energies,
the bad things.

Once, there were vultures flying,
but it wasn't bad energy.

A woman had been dead
for six days in the house.

Still it was something rotten,
that had to go.

Six days...

Six days...

Look at the train.

This week I’ll take
some clothes to my mom's.

- When will you go?
- During the week.

- Next week?
- In the middle of the week.

I’ll take some clothes
to wash there too.

You're so ridiculous.

Sometimes, you get so ridiculous.

– Didn't I already tell you?
– A bunch of times.

– I will always tell you.
– A bunch of times.

And you will never forget my words.

– Never.
– You stupid.

– I'll never forget it, Andrea.
– No, you won't!

– I won't.
– You won't.

There will always be a little bit of Andrea
everywhere you go, with everyone you see.

– I'll remember...
– Help us all.

Going down.

– Is this the fourth?
– That's it.

Going down?

Go, bro!

He's gonna put his hand on his heart
and start running.

Piti, go over there.
Don't pee and shit here.

Your father won't clean it.
He doesn't even fold his sheets.

Go over there!

No, Piti! No!

Over there!

Over there, Piti!

Over there!

This carpet is not for you.

Don't even think about it.

Has a junkie arrived?

I heard the voice of a junkie.

No, it wasn’t.

But I think I heard
the voice of a junkie.

I told you I heard from afar!

That thing smells good.

– Before I am humiliated...
– Take your hand off your heart.

I don't want to work as a doorman,
I want to work at the bar.

I am going to fuck with your high.

If no one lets me get high,
I'll fuck with your high.

The doorman is deaf,
the doorman is dumb

I'll fuck with your high.

All he does is wave

He never went to school,
he doesn't know how to speak

Wait till midnight...

Go!

I'll have some tequila

You'll know what,
I'll drink Montilla.

I'll fuck with your high!

I told sargent William
to go fuck himself.

Don't start with that shit.

Piti! Piti!

Give it to me!

If I had money
I'd spend it all on ice-cream,

and cocaine, like a playboy.

The important thing is to buy
Calvin Klein and Jequiti.

He'll start babbling nonstop.

The other one is paralyzed.

At least he took his hand
from his heart.

And the other one
babbles nonstop.

I feel like buying a pipe.
It's light.

Do you know why?

Get the booze for Fabiano.

- Please!
- Please my ass!

You have to learn
there's no children here!

Do you think I'm a comedian?

- Or an actor?
- Now he's an actor...

Actor my ass!

If you continue
to talk like that,

I'll have to ask you to leave.

Please.

I won't even ask you. So, please.

Get out.

Leave me here with my Corinthians.
My life is here.

It's so clean!
It smells like softener.

Come on, Corinthians.

Piti!

Hey, bro. Are you ok?

Hey, here.

The mayor, the judge,
the prosecutor,

the priest, the lawyer…

all the staff at the school,
at the forum, at the hospital,

all from the same family.

It passes from generation
to generation.

Their names are all there.

They’re written on the signs.

So why should I study?
I won’t study anything.

Here nobody studied
and they’re all doctors and engineers.

I preferred to go fishing...

fishing, hunting...

learning to swim.

Here’s the deal.
I think I'm going to study now.

Yeah, I’ll study now.
The school of the future.

Because working...

swimming... playing ball...

In fact, I've done
all the good things in life.

And the bad things as well.

I just won’t talk about it,
of course.

But it's ok.
I’m forgiven.

At least I didn’t kill anyone
and I didn’t die.

And when they tried to kill me,
I would say, "Okay.

Since you're armed,
I'm not going to die today.”

And that's it.

And the funny thing
is I'm alive, I didn’t die.

The guys kept thinking,
"What's this guy talking about?

We’re the ones with the guns,
how does he know he won’t die?”

I don't know.

I guess I didn’t know,
but I had to improvise.

Because I wouldn’t die in silence.

I think they thought again and...

Words are powerful.

Right?

Ask her to call me

Tell her that despite everything
I haven't changed.

I have called her a million times

And she tells them to say
that she's not home

Tell her you saw me crying

You can use
the justification you prefer

Try everything you can

Ask her to get back to me

Tell her that now I am

Lonely without love

That you only looked for her

Because you saw my pain

Tell her that I'm alone

And that I'll suffer

My pride is gone

My life has changed

I can't handle it

Ask her to call me

The longing is killing me

It's bad

Ask her to call me

I no longer can live like this.

Listen to me Mara.

You are not at your home,
you are at the drug den.

Then what?

I'm going there to pick you up, ok?

I'm going to pick you
up now, is that ok?

Ok!

I'm gonna take a shower and change.
Can I go there?

Ok then my love.

Ok, my love, that's what I'm telling you.

Ok.

Ok, my love.

Hold your head up, honey.

And take your feet off my wall,
you're getting it dirty.

That's how I am.
What can I do?

I'm horrible...

- I'm demanding, right?
- Demanding.

Things have turned around.

Answer my question.

Why have you...
Did you fall in love with me?

Give me a hug?

- Give me a hug!
- I will!

No, take your hat off!

My hair is messy, with no gel.

Wow, did you put my spine
in place?

Oh, boy.

You know what?

Everything around me is saved...

but few can save me.

Go in there.

Don't hit me,
you have to be gentle.

- What's up, brother?
- Brother?

My marriage is over
because of you.

I'll fucking break your head.

Come on!
I'm not scared of you.

- Come on, then!
- I'll beat you down!

What is it?

Fabiano! Fabiano!

Fabiano! Fabiano!
Stop it!

What do you want from me
you son of a bitch?

What was that, Cris?

Wait.

Hi. There's a person unconscious
due to a fight.

Hello?

There are people waiting with two knives.

He keeps saying
he's going to cut people.

Bro, a closed mouth
catches no flies.

He keeps saying he'll cut me up.
So what?

Bro, I know you're right,
they have a lot of issues.

I'm totally right.

- Fabiano...
- He had an iron bar.

The girl saw it.
He was provoking.

The crew girl saw it.
Ask her.

Stop protecting
the wrong things in here.

You protect
the wrong things in here!

I protect him
just like I protect you.

You don’t need to protect me
because I'm in the right.

Man, nobody's right,
nobody's wrong!

I am right!
Tell me I’m wrong here!

Tell me what I'm doing wrong!

No one is just right,
no one is just wrong.

But I am right.

I don’t do anything
to harm anyone in here. Right?

What about this, bro?
He’s got blood on his head...

So what? He deserves more.

Why did he have
an iron bar in his hand?

You’re acting just like a cop!

I'm not a cop, I'm a criminal.

You're the cops.

- I'm a cop?
- I don’t know.

I just know you
protect the wrong guys.

I protect you just the same...

Then move the guy upstairs again...

Is that what you want?
Move him upstairs!

What's going on?

Now there'll be a lot of people
wishing to buy it.

Who wouldn't want
a TV with a DVD player?

- Do you want it?
- I have no money.

I have no cash now.

Chokito... Excuse me.
Give me some liquor, buddy?

Give her some alcohol.

- They're filming.
- No, I want sugarcane liquor.

- The liquor is there.
- She wants that one.

Let me see.
It's the other bottle.

- Let me see.
- I got it.

Not that one.
That's water.

- Where's the other one?
- Right here.

- No...
- She wants sugarcane liquor.

- That's vodka.
- No.

I'm not in a good day today.

I just don't want you
bugging me.

But that's ok.
Pour me some, please.

Just a little bit.

Now I remembered Mr. Fernando.

Where's Fernando, Andrea?

- Help us!
- Where is Fernando?

Is he hiding
on the bathroom again?

You're kidding.
Where's Fernando?

- Where's Fernando?
- Where's Fernando?

You help him,
but you don't help me.

I help everyone
and no one helps me.

- You never asked for my help.
- I need some help.

And what kind of help
do you want, honey?

- I need help.
- What's your problem?

Let me see if I can help you.

One thousand bucks.
That's what I need.

I'm a doe,
I can't help you with bucks.

Lend me 500 reais.

- Do you think I have that?
- It wouldn't solve anything.

It may not solve things,
but it can help us.

I want to eat our food.

I'll eat later.

So you're going to be hungry.

Too many people in my place.

Today is Friday
and there is a good samba.

There's a samba in Santa Cecilia.

- Let’s go?
- No.

Hi.

Come on.
It's packed in here.

- I’ll come by later.
- Ok!

- Hit the button, honey.
- You do it.

I just got home. I'm tired.
I'll take a shower.

- Sup, bro?
- Sup, Corinthians?

- This is a diehard fan!
- Fanatic. Passionate!

I'll take a shower and rest.

It starts all over again tomorrow.

I haven't told you,
but I used to be married to a man.

You were?

Yes, and happily married.
He passed.

Because of the booze.
He used to drink too much!

When he got home,
he wanted to fight and break things.

You know that booze
only brings bad things, right?

Just like drugs.
When you use drugs... God forbid!

I don't even like to talk about it.

He was always fighting, mom.
I mean, honey.

And didn't you hit him?

What? I used to beat him silly!

Once I made him pass out,
“Wake up, for the love of God!"

Fear of going to jail.
Are you crazy?

He passed out.

He hit my head so hard
against the wall.

I hit him so hard,
that he passed out.

But do you have
a ring and everything?

I threw it out, love.

Did you drop
his last name already?

I threw out the ring.

But did you drop
your married name?

Marriage?

Why don’t you do it?

No, I threw it away.

I left it for his relatives.
Get out.

I left everything
for his relatives.

It was a big party.

But did you get properly married?

I did, but I left
everything for his relatives.

But you have to drop
your married name, you know?

The man was retired...

To take what's his?
No way, I left everything there.

- But you...
- Listen.

One thing I don't feel is greed.

I don't feel greed.

He had that because he worked,
he struggled.

I only want what's mine
by the sweat of my brow.

I'm asking
if you drop his name off the papers.

I did, but I left
everything there.

But are you free now?

I left everything there.

Any children?

Beautiful children.

Where are they?

They’re with his family.

I left everything there.

I didn’t even think
about going after that.

I left it with the family.

- Any girls too?
- Boys.

All boys? How many?

About ten.

You have a lot of kids!
You fucked a lot!

What can I do?

I've already used that metaphor.

Now! Your house by the beach.
Great opportunity.

Not far from the city.

All the facilities you need and of course
beautiful beaches.

Look at your house!

Two bedrooms, one bathtub, living room,
american kitchen, open backyard.

All of this at 3020-1070. Got it?
Call us now!

Tonight, 7:30pm.
Love will win over prejudice.

"Mother Slave"

Open for me.
It's me.

Open up, please.
I want to talk to you.

Let me talk to you.

Open up for me, Cris.

Can you hear me?

Cris? Can you hear me?
Open up for me.

She's alone.

She's breaking everything.

Cris, it's Éder.
Open up so we can talk.

She's a slut!

What happened?
What is all that blood?

Did you cut your hand?

Let me see.

Where did all this blood
come from?

Where did it come from?

Where did you get hurt?

Is it your finger?

Go get me some toilet paper.

Cris, you can not do such a thing to
yourself. There's a lot of blood.

- Do you have something to clean her up, Eder?
- No, let's wash her hand.

Come over.

The elevator is out of order.

Careful with the steps.

I'm all tore up.

I've shown you.

And you're saying that I beat her.

We haven't said anything,
we want to hear you.

We haven't said anything,
we're hearing you, Ronaldo.

- What was that? Knife?
- Cut.

I'm the one who's wrong,
I'm no good.

And I'm picking aluminum cans
like a fool every day.

I have no father.

We're not saying you're wrong.

Let me speak, please.

I lost my father, bro.

My mom, forgive my language,
is a real bitch.

She sold my sister.

I'm living in hell.

My wife cheated on me
with my robbing partner, right bro?

I don't even blink, bro.

Ronaldo, Ronaldo, look at me.

I feel persecuted.

Is it because of my skin?

Or is it because I'm a screw up?

You two are fighting a lot.

But why? Pay attention.

Listen to me.

- Are you a psychologist?
- No, I'm a pharmacist.

A pharmacist?
Then pay attention.

Put together a vodka
and a sugarcane liquor here.

She drinks both.

Medicine, she takes them.

And if you place a crack rock,
she transforms herself.

"This is my pipe, give it to me!"

May I ask you a question, Ronaldo?

And you think I'm lying.

No, we don't.
I want to hear your version.

I'm being totally
discriminated against.

- Who's doing that?
- I said that today.

Let me ask you.
Don't you like her?

Love is love.

What about taking care of her
when she's high?

- Should I let her kill me?
- I'm asking a question.

- I'll die, look!
- I know, it's awful.

I'm asking you a question.

Look at this!
Look at this!

Come on!
Don't get me wrong...

Excuse me, I don't need no boss.

Come on, raise your voice.

What was that song?

If I want to smoke, I smoke

If I want to drink, I drink

I pay for everything I consume
with the sweat of my labor

I don't look for trouble,
but I don't run from them either

One day I'll straighten up
because I have faith in what I hold dear

I can only cuddle
with whom caresses me

Like the vampire and the bat,
it's the man and the woman

My language is clear,
I'm not speaking Greek

I have real lovers and friends
in the places I go

I'm feeling relaxed,
it's not as if I've been drinking

Nor smoked
to talk about people's lives

But I can honestly say
the ugliest thing in life

it's people who complain
for no reason

It's people who complain
for no reason

You'll stand there for a while.
This takes time.

Don’t you like funk music, love?

All this love that you have,
I want you just for myself

I think I'll be an MC,
what do you think?

- What?
- An MC.

MC, honey.

I want to be an MC.

But do you think
I'm going to be rich?

If I become rich one day,
you're going to come with me.

I won’t forget you.

We're going to make
lots of money.

It's even dangerous
to make lots of money.

Don’t you want me to be rich?

No!

- Why not?
- I don’t want it.

Should I spend my life
pulling a wagon like an ox?

- No.
- I have to change this, dammit.

You can, but be careful
with the women, ok?

Because you never know...

And I should make money.

Just be careful with the women, ok?

You know, right?

You know...

What is this dance like?

What do you do with your hand?

Or you want me
to become a thief, a dealer...

- You’re not crazy.
- Is that what you want?

You want me to work at the den?
I want to decide what I want.

God forbid me.

So that's it.

God forgive me,
I want to be an MC...

MC... MC Benedita.

How are you, my love?

What happened?

Why that voice?

You sound so gloomy.

What did you say?

Really?
You're better off on your own?

Really? That's cool.

Cool.

I'm not worth
anything to anyone.

People are only worth
when they're standing up.

It's true.

Yes, my life.

You don't give a fuck about
my human being.

You don't care if I'm well,
if I'm alive or not.

Yes, it's true.

You only care about...
you know what.

So why don't you say it straight,
instead of giving me hope?

Say it straight away,

and break up with me.

So is it really over?

Is that it?

If I see you at the drug den,
I'll kill you right there!

You'll see! You'll see, Mara!

No one messes
with this son of a bitch!

You toy with my feelings.

Do you think I'm afraid
of your family?

You play with my heart.

You're cruel to me, Mara!

You don't know
how much I love you!

You're too cruel to me!

I'm the kind of person with whom

you lived for so many years.

See how much love I give you?

Surrender yourself,
body and soul, Mara!

You'll see how happy we'll be.

The day you did and we
went to our little shack,

we had wonderful moments!

Damn it, why don't you?

I'll change,
I'll do anything you want,

but, for the love of God,
give me love!

Give me attention!

I beg for affection and love!

I'm tired of living like this!

For the love of God, Mara,
I love you!

Mara, don't do that!

Don't make me suffer like that!

I'm tired of suffering.

I want you, I want to marry you!

You'll see the crazy things
I'll do for your love!

So you believe that I love you!

Mara... Mara...

Mara, it's no use if I do
crazy things for your love

and you don't give it back.

That's what's hard,

because when I
was getting love back

you could see
everything was working out.

I would cater to your every whim.

Take this, take this!

I had willpower to go after things.

Now I have willpower
to go after smoke.

Do you know why?
To forget that I'm alone.

That's what's hard.

I was with you, but it was
like being with a ghost.

Hang it up.

You see? I didn't get
your love and affection.

Got it, love?

Think about it, ok?

Send my love to the kids.
Good bye.

Thank you.

You're awesome.

Don't suffer, ok?

That's cool.

You were really true.

- You showed...
- Too bad you're married.

Let me go.

Where are you going?

I'll do other things.

Bye-bye.

That's ok.

If that's what life
has in store for me...

But I love Mara.

A thousand women may kiss me,
whatever...

I don't care.

I want Mara!

Now I know

That the love you promised me

Was not the same love
that you gave to me

What you swore were a lie

But that's ok
I learned that you can't believe

Everything someone tells us

In a moment of pleasure

Or of love

But that's ok

I know that the days come and go

You shall find someone one day

That will do to you
what you have done to me

And then

During hard times
I know you'll look for me

With that sweet talk
that made me fall in love

For someone with false feelings

And then

You'll realize that I'm cool

That I had no one for a while

But some things in life
are blessings in disguise

But some things in life
are blessings in disguise

Do you love me?

- What?
- You love me, I love you.

What is that song?

- What?
- You told me you'd buy it for me.

What song?

That song you told me
you'd buy for me.

Tell me what song it is.

I don't remember the name.

When we go there,
I'll show it to you.

I said, "Love, I want this."
You told me you'd buy it for me.

- Buy what?
- I'll know once we go there.

- Racionais?
- I think it's something else.

Racionais? Funk?

I'm sick and tired of funk.

It's something like that.

I'll stop listening to funk,
and I'll preach the love of God.

Didn't you say you were
going to sing and dance?

I know, love,
but it's a devil's thing.

I like good things.

I'll stop with funk.

We can go to church
to see if we can cure your head.

Don't mess with me!

I want to help you.
You don't want it?

Are you catholic?

– I can see.
– What?

– Why?
– To go to church.

I won't go.

– Haven't you got out yet?
– We're taking a spin.

I almost got hurt here once.
Where are you going?

No, I should go up first.

Are you ok? Your hair is messy.

Loosen up your hair.

And you too. Excuse me, let me see mine.

My hair is messy too.

Excuse me.

- Are you going up or down?
- I don’t know.

The elevator was here,
I came for a ride.

I have to press my floor.

Not yours!

Why didn’t you press it before?

I've been meaning
to ask you a favor...

I don’t have it.

What now?

We're on the first floor.

- Is this the first?
- You're riding too? Nice.

We're taking a spin.

Why did you press
the third floor again?

Talita, don't stress me up.

He's always on WhatsApp.

There's room for one more.

Are you going up?
If you are, I'll go too.

There's no room for you, Fabiano.

It's better if Cabelo leaves.

Let Piti here.

Sir, you're taking space.
What does this do?

I went up today with an umbrella.

Sorriso was in the car
with no umbrella.

- And it's raining.
- He put on a jacket...

You're not Piti, get off.

What floor is this?
This is the third.

It's not this one.
Piti, get out.

Get out or it won't close.

You're going to get
your nose caught in the door.

I'll go to the fifth.

I know you are,
the fifth gate of hell.

No, the fifth floor.

Turn this thing off,
have some manners.

- You're a stud, Fabiano.
- God forbid me!

- What floor is this?
- Come, Piti.

Fabiano is a stud!

Are you staying?

- Let her stay there.
- Go, Pebbles.

Pebbles is mean.

We have an important issue
and we need your help.

Here's the thing,
we need to welcome three families

with many children,

and the boys said
you and Maria Aparecida...

I won't leave the room.

If that's what you're saying,
don't even bother.

- Fabiano, we need.
- But I won't leave the room.

I won't leave, that's it.

- It's not like that.
- Of course it is.

Me and Maria are fine now.

The idea is not to separate you.

We would just transfer
you and her to another room.

No, I want that room.

When I arrived here,
I received a room to myself.

Everything was fine,

then they moved a guy
to a room next to mine

and I didn't have a break after that.

The guy destroyed everything,

so I had to move
to this other room.

I do the right things,
I don't steal here,

I don't break anything,
I help around.

I try to do my best.

I'm even injured

because I confront things.

No one confronts anything.

People are stealing

and you overlook
and say it's fine.

Fine my ass!
They'll steal and destroy even more.

That's what happens.
I'm not better than anyone,

but the day the kitchen was set up
I told them to lock things up.

In one week everything was gone.

They put a microwave,
and now it's gone.

Whose loss is it?
Yours or ours?

You know?

It's hard, it's hard.

I don't know, that's my view.

Fabiano, for the sake of six people,
with four children.

- There are many rooms there.
- There are no rooms!

- The problem is the space.
- Find another one.

- I'm fine and I won't leave.
- Not even temporally?

- That's non-negotiable?
- Non-negotiable.

No deals are kept here.
It's non-negotiable.

Will you at least
think about it, Fabiano?

Ok, I'll think about it.

It's not like that!
You're wrong, Fernando.

- Do you want to be radical, ok?
- You got it.

I'm gonna kick some ass!

You're not going to do that
because you're wrong.

Yes, you're wrong.

You're trying to convey
that you're right.

You're wrong.

- I wanted to talk to you, but...
- No! You don’t.

I want to talk
regardless of the camera.

So you don’t want what I want?

I'm not coerced
and I have nothing to hide.

So, what is it?
What do you want to say?

You want to smoke crack?

What is it?

You're either with
or without me.

What are you looking at?
What are you looking at?

Didn’t you hit me once,
so what will it be, honey?

Aren’t you going to be with me?

- Not like this.
- So go your own way.

No.

He said he wanted to be with me
and now he walks away.

Love...

- Look at me.
- If you want to do that, stand up.

I'm sitting down.

If you want, talk to me.

Don’t turn your back on me.

Sit here! Geez.
I'm not going there.

You’re mean to me.

What?

I'm not the mean one.
Sit here with me then.

Come!
Tell me what you want to say.

What do you get acting like that?

- You!
- What do you get?

You, not me.

Stubborn.

Say, “Benedita, how are you?
Are you okay?"

"Are you alive?”

Yeah right...

Who?

Yeah right...

Sure.

Look at how mad she is.

You know I love you, right?
You know it.

You're grounded now.
I told you.

What?

What did you say?

I love you.

- Kiss me.
- No!

You don’t even want
to kiss me today.

I brushed my teeth,
it’s not smelling of crack.

- Kiss me.
- God forbid me.

- It’s not smelling of crack.
- God forbid me. No way!

Not a chance.

No way.

- What do I do with this woman?
- Not a chance.

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Hi, guys...

That's it.

I don't have many ideas today.

Actually, today I'm...

I have a headache.

I'm serious.

My mood is a little sad.

That's it.

So many things to do,
and I haven't done anything.

I don't feel it's a holiday.

November 2nd.

And the worst thing...

is that I don't even know
if my father has died.

Yes, I could call him, right?

I don't know why
but I don't remember.

I remember, then I forget.

When I remember, I'm high,
and I put the blame on something.

On someone or on something.

I always walk away from it.

But life is not quite like that.

The day of the living,
not of the dead.

That's why it's good to think
about the briefness of life.

It passes by fast.

Really fast.

I don't have where to shower.

My stuff are in her room.

I have no soap, no cream.
I only have these clothes.

She doesn't help me.
I buy things for us...

She attacks me.

I'm very down.

I just can't stop.

If I depended on the social project...

She depends on the project
for her things,

R$ 130,00 once a week.

Every day I have money,
every day I help her.

I buy things for us to eat.

And that's how she treats me?

I don't know why.

When we're sober, it's one thing,

when we start using drugs,
she changes completely.

She says I'm looking
at other women,

that I'm hitting on
I don't know who.

I don't care for anyone else,
I only care for her.

She's crazy.

I'm no player
to hit on any woman.

I'm with her!

I'll wait,
I haven't seen her today.

I won't even knock on her door.

Appropriate for a family girl.

Dad, I'm no longer a little girl.

You are.

For God's sake.
Don't you understand?

I want to be a normal 20 year-old girl
like all the others.

Don't you see I can't stand
working at that bakery?

That's it, grandma.

I don't say anything,
but no one sees me,

no one notices me,
no one realizes I'm there.

No one even knows I exist!

She's just like me.

In that bakery,
I'm like yesterday's bread.

No, not that.

I won't admit being treated
like a child.

Like someone unimportant.

My mom understands me.
Yes, grandma, only my mom.

But she's not here anymore.
And this is your fault!

Hi. Who's there?

Is Rita home?

She left? It's her wife.

I bought her medicine,
but she doesn't come here to pick it up.

Tell her…

Tell her it's Benedita,
she knows who I am.

I think she'll be here tomorrow
if I send her a message.

She's not at home.

She left.

She's not coming here.
It's late. Right?

I should've told her
to come tomorrow morning.

Now it's too late.

I didn't think of that.

I didn't think...

I won't even turn on the music.

Merry Christmas, Dad!
Merry Christmas, family!

I'm sorry for not being able
to be with you.

But my feelings will always
be with you.

Merry Christmas.

Not that one,
or I'll be the one crying.

My goodness...

Black music here!

You just can't cry.

Listen...

Fernando, listen...

I'll take it off.
It's better.

I'll be gone, Eduardo.

I'll be out for a few days.

I'll go to my mom's.

The atmosphere is tense.

I'd better leave
to avoid many things.

Come on, Fernando!

It's depressive.

No, no!

Only depressive songs.

Look!

Look what a man in love looks like.

Hi, did Rita arrive, please?

Did my wife, Rita, arrive?

She came by, but I wasn't here.

Dear God!

That wretched!

Close that damn door, please.

Please, answer me.

Man, this is so...

I'm so...

This shit hurts.

It's not a simple pain.

It's a pain that hurts.

It hurts, man.

It hurts in my chest.

I feel like I'm about
to have a heart attack.

This is caring.

My feelings for her
are all true.

All of them...

It's all real.

I'm a crazy guy.

I'm totally crazy.

Those who look at me
don't have a clue.

"He's hassling."

I'm crazy, man.

I don't depend on anyone.

I don't depend on anyone.

I'm down in the dumps now.

The worst moment of my life.

But I don't depend on anyone.

I hustle, and I struggle.

"Oh, you're so quiet."

I'm not quiet, Andrea!

I'm not quiet.

"You do that sorry face!"

Do I have a sorry face?

I look like I suffer.

I suffer, but I want
to get ahead in life.

I want to grab a load of cash
to spend on her,

my mom and my dad.
I'll make it big one day.

Wait! Wait!

I've made it big several times.

I've had the opportunity
to be well-off!

Take it easy.
I'll make it big.

These things
have their own time.

This is a sad story
that happened to me

I fought with my girl
and she won't see me again

Life has no value for me anymore

I lost you, girl,
and you used to be my love

I try to reflect
and reminisce the past

Remembering the moments
that caused an impression on me

I know that it all started
before I knew it

I confess
that I can't live without you

Walking on the beach,
next to each other

Exchanging glances
and passionate kisses

Kisses of madness,
kisses of pleasure

Passion raves, feelings of power

Body of a girl, mind of a woman

Our love is ready
for whatever may come

Other moments like this
will never repeat

Because I was born for you
and you were born for me

For 20 months,
Parque Dom Pedro Hotel housed 107 people

through a municipal
damage reduction program.

During the shooting, that took place
between August 2016 and January 2017,

the life of the residents
was shaken by the election

of a new mayor that was
against the program.

Short time after, the hotel was closed.

Most of its residents
were back on the streets.