Cure for Pain: The Mark Sandman Story (2011) - full transcript

Gatling Pictures' "Cure for Pain: The Mark Sandman Story" examines the life and work of Mark Sandman, deceased frontman of Boston "low rock" band Morphine. From his Newton, Mass., roots to ...

One plays drums, another touch

low two-stringed ...

... And the other plays two saxophones

at a time ...

Together we are Morphine and have a sound

unique, as they are to see ...

Under with slide, saxophone

and battery ...?

What the fuck is that?

It is "low rock" ...

"Fuck rock" actually ...

... So call ...

... From the bottom

Room ...

I hear a voice crying ...

Under two strings,

baritone sax ...

... And battery ...

Really?

Those guys could have done

with an accordion, banjo and pipes ...

And thus achieve the sound

most distinctive in music ...

Come a little closer,

have something to say ...

You knew what you were getting into

if you went to a concert of Morphine ...

You see, I met a demon named

"Good" ...

And since I met that demon

I'm not the same ...

And I feel good now,

I have to say ...

I think it's time

like this ...

... a Good, Good, Good,

Good girl!

Critics across the country

mention his latest album "Yes" ...

... As one of the best in1993,

Tonight from Boston,

presenting "Cure for Pain" ... Morphine

The mystique of Mark really

made the presence ...

... And the music of the band

was even more powerful ...

What you saw and thought: Who is this

out kind of time and place?

It could be the future, could be

last ...

No matter how close we were,

there were many things in your life ...

... I know ...

It's coming to me ...

Yes, it's coming to me ...

There is a fascinating contradiction

between ...

... How quiet it was and how much

people felt connected to him ...

I know some people ...

... wants to make change ...

You really have to dig

deep ...

If you want to know about

Morphine ...

... You will not be able to make a

Rolling Stone ...

... And just read about how it was

spend a night with him ...

And since I met that demon

I was no longer the same ...

One can not read a biography

500 pages ...

... On the life of Mark

or your family ...

Good, Good, Good,

Good girl!

- The leader of Morphine ...

- The singer of the band Morphine ...

- ... He suffered a fatal heart attack

last July3 ...

... While playing at a festival

rock in Italy ...

CURE FOR PAIN

The story of Mark Sandman

I have not seen any other bassist

do what he did ...

Unfortunately I think he ...

... Mark left this planet ...

... Very prematurely and before

that really ...

... Is established as

an influence for all.

It was not until he died ...

... I started to wonder

what kind of guy was ...

... And seemed to be a man

for real.

LEAST THREE FOUR

The story of a mother

People want to know how things were,

family relationships ...

Always liked the family ...

He was the eldest of four boys ...

Hand to hand over the line

of life ...

... luckily

knots remain firm ...

(ROGER SUFFERED Cerebral Palsy)

Silhouettes of two climbing ...

... climbing a rope on fire ...

(ROGER'S LIFE AS HIMSELF

Noticeable, IT WAS NOT EASY)

Trapped in a room,

in a fortress ...

(JONATHAN, OUR SON OF MEDIUM)

... Running our air ...

(... WAS POPULAR ...)

A few seconds more and we will be free ...

(... I WAS SO BRIGHT AND ANXIOUS ...)

(HE NEVER SO WE PRESSED

MARK AS)

With Jonny we did not have

to worry so much ...

... It was always with Mark,

always concerned about Mark ...

... Angry with Mark,

furious with Mark ...

"What are we going to do about Mark?"

It was uncomfortable, not pleasant,

feared for him ...

... Plus we had three other children ...

Mark loved us unconditionally

to all ...

... But I thought I did not have

follow any rules ...

... Or convention ...

I thought I was being creative,

who was an artist ...

... That this was their right,

and we had to keep quiet ...

I told him he could play the

weekends, or evenings ...

... And you should consider a job

really during the day ...

He did not like at all.

So we gave him a choice:

You could get a job ...

... Or we could help you find

a university that accepts ...

... Or you would have to leave.

So he was ... in the middle of

a blinding snowstorm ...

(THE REAL ADVENTURES

MARK START)

For six or seven years only

news we received were postcards.

He lived for a time in a

abandoned cabin ...

We knew it was in the

Gold Nugget Saloon ...

I do not know how I lived there ...

... But must have been horrible.

I remember getting

a postcard or two ...

... From Alaska ...

... When I worked as a fisherman ...

He was in San Francisco

and elsewhere ...

But you ...

You speak my language ...

- You went fisherman?

- I was a fisherman for a year ...

- Professionally?

- Professionally.

- And this was before you were

a professional musician ...

- Right.

(EN1972 LIVED IN NORTHWEST)

Worldwide, wherever

you go ...

... nobody understands me, nobody knows

what I mean ...

Then he was in Central ...

He spent time in Belize ...

... And then dropped to

South America ...

... And so ...

Where did you lose your passport?

- In Macchu Picchu.

- In Macchu Picchu.

You speak my language ...

You speak my language ...

In Central America he worked collecting

fungi and marijuana ...

... Something related to fungi

and marijuana ...

... I do not know ...

All that ended because

wanted to form a band ...

He wanted to establish himself as a musician ...

... That wrote us.

His whole adventure was so strange

for us ...

... We could not believe it.

You speak my language ...

Spunk, spirit is needed,

intelligence to do something ...

... And he was on a quest

as did all that ...

But he became ill in Brazil

why he came home ...

A FEW YEARS LATER

He played in various groups ...

In many groups ...

... Hundreds ... and all of them

left something ...

We built the instrument I played,

but Mark already had theirs before ...

... And was a two-string bass,

tuned in LA ...

... And also had a guitar version

that, and I started playing ...

... And then disarm the box,

change strings ...

... Tried different calibers,

experimenting with tension ...

He shared with us a lot

technical information about it ...

And Mark surprised us with this

generosity ...

Not that it was not generous,

but was very quiet ...

Generously allowed me to live with him,

it was something great ...

And in the midst of all this,

started jamming ...

Making songs, and began to develop

a way to do ...

That is, there are guys who pride

to prove fungi or drink much ...

... And nothing else ...

... But the amount he smoked ...

... And the type of grass smoking ...

I smoked a puff of it

and was psychotic for six hours ...

... And he could smoke pot twelve

in one day ...

Entire system was completely

"Rewired" to handle this intensity ...

It was not self-destructive at all ...

He simply looked for the

world a little brighter ...

... And feed their

creativity that ...

Looking bright light

in dark places ...

... I wanted to get in there and play with

poetry and music ...

Seriously, we play on ...

We watch bands and rock bands

and always looking for something different ...

... And this was a good place

where to start something different ...

BILLY CONWAY

Battery

JIM FITTING

Harmonic

DAVID CHAMPAGNE

Guitar

MARK SANDMAN

Guitar

went into a strange coffee ...

... a place where no

I had heard my name ...

Treat Her Right was the first

where we saw the genius ...

... Mark Sandman.

At first we played

nameless ...

... So we made a list of names,

and one said "I like that" ...

... And Mark liked that because ...

... He thought women

would like ...

(N. T .: "Trear Her Right"

means "Treat her well")

There were always girls around ...

- Where are they going?

- Go back to the bedroom ...

He was striking,

very cool ...

... It was a magnet for looks ...

Do you know? I think he likes,

that's what I think ...

"Great melodies, sound guitar slides

and songs full of accurate lyrics

murderer and a sense of humor, "

At Treat Her Right decided

that if we created our parameters ...

... Then we could be creative

within those parameters ...

... We could force creativity

ourselves.

Treat Her Right called me

attention at first ...

... For what it was battery

who at the time played Billy ...

It was, you know, tuned down,

very simple ...

... But in a way

was crude ...

... And that somehow sounded

to blues, but it was something else.

One of the parameters we set

was that each ...

... Be able to find their function

in the band itself ...

... And nobody directed anyone

in what we did ...

Billy and I were in another band ...

... Before Morphine ...

It was called Treat Her Right ...

"Treat her well" as they say ...

- ... In some places ...

- Very wise.

Yes, a vital rule ...

I asked politely:

"Can I buy you a drink?"

You know, I think he likes me,

that's what I think ...

I think he likes,

that's what I think ...

One night I was out ...

... And he looked at me ...

... And then there was me

chasing ...

... For a couple of months, I think,

Right?

I was not very responsible ...

... And I think he liked.

He liked the challenge ...

Sabine initially had no idea

if that was his first love, doubted ...

... Until something happened one day

at a breakfast table.

You've been doing rock from

some time ago ...

Why this is different from what

before?

- Because it's good.

I really started playing

bass on Treat Her Right ...

... But there was a time played

less and produced increasingly ...

I was also involved with the

8-track recorder ...

... With which we recorded six

nine songs ...

- You were very interested.

- Very interested, yes ...

We did a couple of tests and told them:

"I do not need a bass player ..."

"... I think it will be interesting

if you do not have one ... "

I think he likes me ...

This album was distributed

in New England ...

... Has been chosen now

by a British company also ...

He wanted to do something different,

and did not want to work in an office.

"Delicious, mixing the blues of Chicago

and Delta, spiritual, folk and country "

I remember as ...

... Some big brothers

Rock n 'Roll.

- Demon Records.

- Demon Records, yes ...

They released albums Johnny Copeland

and Robert Cray ...

... And many other groups also

of us have signed with them ...

... With Demon Records ...

"Treat Her Right treated well the blues"

It was like a collection of

rebel outcasts, somehow ...

"Treat Her Right launches debut album"

We said, "Yeah, sure,

this will not happen ... "

But the days we were asked more

songs ...

... Prepared a new cover

and got the green light ...

- And the check was in the mail!

We were strangers to our

families ...

We wanted to do something different ...

People loved him,

they were all together ...

And he told me: "I going great,

I have a great band ... "

"I'm gonna be a star

rock someday ... "

By this time we were

approaching thirty ...

... The clock was moving ...

Thank you very much, we will call

our friend Dana Colley ...

... For a couple of songs

who need their baritone sax ...

We have a microphone

for him and all ...

So, thanks for coming to see us

in the middle of the afternoon ...

... But Billy went to bed late last night,

and we all have things to do.

I remember the last time ...

... That played at Jack's,

that is the end of the street ...

They were lit and lasted

all night ...

Treat Her Right ...

... Were on stage on fire

coming from nowhere ...

They separated, but left

all in flames, it was ...

And then he started with Morphine,

he ...

... He was not bitter ...

... He was not crying ...

He started another project ...

At that time Mark and I

started jamming ...

He invited me to his apartment in

Lewis and Cambridge Street ...

I played my bass on a rope ...

... And he played his baritone sax.

I have a head with wings ...

I have a head with wings ...

I have ...

... a head with wings ...

We seek a drummer ... no, wait ...

look for a name ...

... Then a drummer and then a show ...

No, we first seek a name,

then a show and then the drummer ...

And you would not believe how everything looks

from up here ...

I have a head with wings ...

I think it was in late '90

when I started feeling ...

... I had problems with my

joints ...

... ... Stiffly

When Morphine started

do concerts ...

... And to record "Good" ...

Basically Jerome recorded

most ...

... But I played some songs ...

... And then Jerome started

feel sick ...

And the only thing keeping my head ...

... attached to the floor ...

And I thought that was the beginning

the end for me on Morphine ...

... They kept playing

and bringing more people ...

... Which made perfect sense to me ...

... It was as it should be ...

I have a head ...

A head with wings ...

I was going to record a while,

and Mark recording all ...

... And was always ideas ...

Dana was actually a friend

was a "roadie" during a tour ...

... And he used to play sax with us

Occasionally (with Treat Her Right).

I was a big fan of Dana,

and always wanted ...

... Have a band only with him ...

... So we did ...

We were reckless, did not

afraid to touch an unknown song ...

... Well, if the riff work,

simply were still on.

And at that time the seal

Rykodisc ...

... It was putting its catalog ...

... And heard "Good" ...

... Or demos of "Cure for pain"

and they offered ...

... A distribution ...

I cross my fingers and pray to God ...

... touch wood and I pray with

all that I have ...

Cargo my bow with a

cannonball ...

... and I see the writing on the wall ...

Then comes to me and says:

"Well, I'll need a manager ..."

"... Because this is more

difficult than I thought ... "

"I will not be able to do it alone ..."

"... And I need your help ..."

Where do I go, what to do, who to salute

and who hug? Always by your side ...

Forever by your side ...

Mary, do not you call me?

He did not want to hire a

great manager of New York or L.A.

He said: "I do not want a large

manager of New York ... "

"... I do not want a great manager L.A.,

I never answer the phone ... "

"... And when you no longer want to attend

speak, so I want you ... "

On tour in the United States, Morphine

is a "pain free" experience ...

... As fans we interviewed ...

A few weeks after starting

and we sold all the tickets ...

... In advance ...

And he began to become ...

... A real "buzz" they said:

"By God, you have to see this band."

And then they were going to see live ...

... And flew their heads ...

... And were three guys on stage ...

... Without guitars and making a

sound amazing ...

The combination baritone sax

and bass is simply delusional ...

Keep both hands against

the door ...

I liked what the two saxes

at the same time, it was amazing ...

Where do I go, what to do, who to salute

and who hug?

I never heard anything

it sounded so ...

And so it began

to take off, so ...

... We knew we had something good.

When we went to Europe,

was the same ...

... People like crazy ...

... We filled where we were going ...

Mary, not going to ...?

?Mary, not going to ...?

Somehow we were ready

for that, but we did not expect ...

... When it happened,

It was like "woooow" ...

"SUPER MORPHINE

POWERFUL ROCKEROS "

"ONLY YOU SAY YES"

"A sensual sound only"

"Roaring, but lightweight, types

bewitching common sorrows "

Every night ...

every night ...

Good evening everyone ...

Welcome to our show ...

Every night at eleven o'clock ...

Every night ...

every night ...

Every night at eleven o'clock ...

Every night at eleven o'clock ...

To me it was like, "My God,

here is someone who has taken ... "

"... Great things ..."

"... A Ferlinghetti, Ginsberg and Kerouac ..."

"... And he has brought to this ..."

To all of you: Morphine ...

And those three stray cats

They were so hard ...

How has it fared on tour

so far, in the United States?

- The kill ...

- They were killed ...

Every night ...

every night ...

Billy and Dana and Mark,

together the three ...

... Had an amazing chemistry ...

Now, with bass, sax and drums ...

... One would expect it to sound

like shit ...

... But somehow, with our

following guests, sounds fantastic ...

Ladies and gentlemen, that

Morphine was ...

We return once live

from Las Vegas ...

Are they looking to have more money

to record better ...?

No ... not really want

more money to burn ...

We want more money to dry ...

The word "morphine" comes

of "Morpheus" ...

... Who is the god of sleep ...

... And that we liked ...

We know you play low

two strings slide ...

- Was it your idea?

- Yes.

Writing songs ...

... With that low, you know,

that way ...

... Was something quite unique ...

... That distinguished him ...

There are many instruments with

one or two strings in the world ...

And it's interesting because

each string has all the notes ...

... And is not a limitation

at all ...

... When you get used.

I met Mark in December ...

Mid-December ...

1993 ...

... In the west of France ...

It was the first time I

made music out of the country ...

... The first time he touched

in Europe ...

I remember well, I was

attending the press ...

... I was out, it made a

terrible cold ...

... I was giving interviews

and interviews ...

... And suddenly I heard a sound ...

... Was THE sound ...

... And I said, "What the fuck ..."

"... Is that?"

The Blues Traveler called and said:

"I love that album ..."

"How did you do? What happened?"

We received calls in the middle

Recording saying:

"How do they get that sound?"

And he'd say, "It's a low

two strings played with slide ... "

And they replied: "Ah, well ...

I can not do that ... "

It is much easier with

only two strings ...

... Because with more than two

strings ...

... It is complicated to make a whole note ...

This is a type thing Mark ...

It is very interesting

what he had done with low ...

I have to admit, when

the band first came out ...

... Cost me understand ...

I tried to relate

what I did when I played ...

Because, generally ...

... From the old days ...

... All under rock n 'roll ...

... One puts the calibration ...

... Some friend delayed ...

... You can not touch anything ...

I started with a rope ...

... Because it was easier,

and after I graduated ...

... I ascended two strings ...

... And now it feels pretty

Full ...

Okay, but bears recognized

may well say:

"I need my four strings ..."

No, not really ...

one reaches ...

- A single?

- Yes ...

This is simply a

extravagance of me ...

What I do with guitar

and what he did to the low ...

... Was ... is connected ...

... It is ...

Requires a lot of participation

Billy and Dana ...

... Make this format

work ...

... Because we can not

support in traditional roles ...

... Of a band due to

instruments ...

Mark arming the song list

the concerts, and there were nights ...

... When I looked titles

and said, "What is that?"

And he said: "Remember that riff

we played two weeks ago? "

And you answer: "We were playing

every day, there were many riffs ... "

"Ah, now you remember ..."

And then he began and one

I was ...

We tried to capture that

of jamming with friends in a garage ...

... Or in a fire ...

... Have that freedom and energy

are not trying ...

... To force something to happen

outside what happens in that moment ...

... And to capture it on tape ...

... Trying to demystify

the idea of ??recording ...

You play this instrument,

but the type of sax using ...

... It is quite unusual for contemporary music ...

You hear it in the rock over

what you think ...

Prince used quite baritone sax ...

Los Lobos use it, Little Richard

used two baritone saxophones ...

I think it's the most "rock"

all saxophones ...

Give a dark and very deep sound ...

Dark, rich and very warm

Dana hands Colley ...

He was very intelligent

on his part to keep the trio ...

... So the bass could be

so prevalent ...

They were in front of40,000

people, how do they feel?

It felt good, had

good people there, I could see it ...

We were in Europe, Japan ...

... Throughout the US, Canada ...

What site were

better received?

He was very good in

everywhere ...

Good morning, Belgium,

is an honor to be here ...

I met about100 meters

her city is beautiful ...

We are learning to say

"Welcome" ...

... "Thank you very much" at any

language ...

In Spanish?

In Spanish, Portuguese, Norwegian ...

... Italian, any language, Japanese ...

Many things we see in you

60s,50s, jazzy sound ...

... And also black cinema.

Are you okay with that?

- "Film Noir"?

- Yes ...

Well, I think we have incorporated

some of those elements ...

... In our music ...

We incorporate many things,

not only music ...

... But books we've read,

movies we've seen ...

... People we know,

stories we've heard ...

... TV ...

He never went to Hollywood,

rather the reverse ...

... Have asked several permits

to use songs in movies ...

... People who wanted this music

for your movies ...

"Little Children"

"Wild Things"

"Get Shorty"

"What happened last night?"

"Gloria," "Beavis and Butthead"

"The Sopranos"

One of the proposals I had ...

... Was Dreamworks, who had just

launch a record label ...

Dreamworks started working ...

with people from Disney ...

... With David Geffen ...

... And Katzenberg ...

They were interested in creating

one multimedia ...

If you had to write the band

sound of a movie,

What manager would you choose?

How about Robert Altman?

Is it available?

I suppose, must be

open to any proposal ...

Bob, call me ...

The people who ran Dreamworks

Records was fantastic ...

... Respected, recognized ...

... Executives who were much

better than others ...

There were only a handful of bands

I thought ...

... Like a wonderful statement

principles for the label ...

... Especially young ...

... With whom you want to define

who you are as a brand ...

And one of those bands

Morphine was ...

Morphine! We'll be back ...

There is a flag that I want to wave,

a mountain where nailing ...

always walked in mine ...

Nothing will shake,

nothing will make me change ...

Here's how I am and always

I am he ...

Mile High ...

Mile High ...

He was not someone from Hollywood

It would become a "kind of Hollywood".

It just was not, you know?

He loved Massachussetts, I think

really had something with the place ...

Came home, even if it had been

traveling the world ...

... Even with what he liked to travel

the world ...

... Believe that their city was

something symbolically ...

... Very important to him ...

I'm free now ...

... to direct a movie or sing

a song or write a book about you ...

... thinking I'm so interesting

and that great ...

... when in fact I'm fucked

and ... is a waste

... burn these walls around me ...

... flexible like a heartbeat,

we do not like to talk ...

Do not talk, more or less

for a week ...

I'm sorry, is that

explain hurts ...

... something happens that makes me

twisted guts ...

I have guilt, I have fear,

I regret ...

I am a panic,

I'm a sucker tremendous ...

I was honest, I swear ...

The last thing I want to do ...

I was honest, I swear ...

The last thing you want to do

is cause you pain ...

A FEW YEARS BEFORE

"It was ill in Brazil,

why he came home ... "

At the end of his ...

... Weather in Brazil

and then in Alaska ...

... Far away, he returned ...

Boston ... ...

He had an intestinal disease

which will affect the kidneys ...

... Was very serious ...

Wanted all we were

agreed to return to Boston ...

I do not know if returned because their parents

They asked him to ...

... Or what, but it did.

I was looking our

approval ...

... And died searching, so it happened ...

Both his father and I were

boys at the time of depression ...

... Stability is terribly

important to me ...

... And I saw no stability

what Mark was doing.

He wandered ...

and played music ...

... With their small groups ...

I never saw coming what

was going to his brother Roger ...

"... A call from our doctor ..."

"... We thought we had some parasite ..."

"It is seriously ill ..."

"He suffered severe attacks and gangrene

in the fingers and toes ... "

"We need to disconnect the respirator ..."

"Roger died on November18,1978 ..."

At that point, he and his brother

Jon had become very close ...

What was Mark doing?

"Jon was an accident ..."

"I was traveling to New York (...)

with all expenses paid ... "

"I was at a party and apparently

fell from a window ... "

"It appeared lifeless,

unanswered ... "

"... No movement in his

big brown eyes ... "

"No smile, no movement

of any kind ... "

"The machines went out Wednesday

March5,1980, He was23, "

"It had been only16

months since the death of Roger ... "

When Jonny died, Mark was

terribly destroyed ...

He could not stand as it had

made with the death of Roger ...

It was really sad and really

snapped ...

... Very much ...

I suffered for it ...

"I feel sad sad life

we could have had ... "

"Growing old together, being uncles,

I wonder the 'whys' ... "

"... The reasons that even

I want to know ... "

Everything was worse than many

ways at home ...

... Especially since the death

Jon, because he had ...

... A great sense of humor

and always making jokes ...

... When everything was tense

and everything became brighter ...

It was great to have him here ...

... Family ...

When he died he left a

great void ...

After Jon died ...

... Mark decided he had

to do something with your life ...

... I had to do something special,

it had to be someone special ...

... And that it turned cold ...

He questioned us

I guess rightly ...

... Never heard his music ...

... Or no music, said:

"Music for you is

something that plays in the background ... "

"When I make music,

I want people to listen to my music ... "

"... And my words, what I do".

The things that happened ...

... The death of his brothers,

the relationship with the family ...

He could have an extra push,

an extra commitment ...

It was very difficult to process

the death of his brothers ...

... And once it did,

was on fire ...

... There was no way to stop it,

did what he wanted all along.

Mark was a very private man,

always on guard ...

Some say it was ...

... Cutting, it has been said ...

... Also a bit ...

Shy people tend to be

reserved ...

Mark Sandman was a type

booked ...

... And there were things that were forbidden

and who spoke ...

... When press did.

Mark Sandman ...

... It was a slow person

and laconic ...

He did not like to explain

things too ...

... Liked to talk very slowly ...

... As transgressing all

an interview process ...

- What was it like being in Australia?

- Great ...

- It was very good ...

- They are very friendly people,

seem very happy ...

- Even homicidal maniacs,

they are also happy for what I know ...

- There was a "crazy ax" loose

Sydney when we were there ...

- A murderer with an ax?

- Yes, I used an ax ...

- I was in our hotel ...

- Really?

- Yes.

- They never found ...

- Really?

- So after all

are not so happy there ...

- Well, it was one guy with an ax,

I was not happy ...

- The victim was not very happy ...

I think Mark and I started

to be closest ...

... As brothers substitutes once

Jonny had died and Roger ...

... They were about the age

Billy and mine ...

Jonny played the saxophone, I played the sax ...

... So I think I had

a special relationship there ...

... Of which I was not aware,

until I came across the story of his brothers

I'm not sure he transgressed

an interview process ...

... Just not wanting to answer

things you do not want to answer ...

He never opened, you had to

get to know its history over time.

- Tell us how you feel about music, Mark.

- The music?

The first time did everything he could to

keep record a single word ...

He talked and walked back to me,

using that tone ...

... Under, underground, it seemed

that he was swallowing the words.

So after that first

long interview we had ...

... Were only a handful

questions of mine and nothing more ...

... Recorded on the tape.

It was not until I spoke

with some friends of Mark ...

... Who were older than me ...

... I knew what stories

I had spent with Roger and Jonny ...

One day he gave me the saxophone

his brother ...

... Wanted me to have it,

to touch him ...

I preferred mine, and I said

"Thank you very much ..."

"... But I feel more comfortable

with my own instrument ... "

That was the first time I heard

he had a brother ...

... And no longer lived ...

- You do that a lot ...

- What?

- That to hide

in your songs ...

Thank you very much to everyone here ...

You, you, you and you ...

Now is the moment of poetry ...

It says ...

One ...

In April of '92 and was

able to play again ...

But, for some reason,

was not the same ...

... Had developed a voltage

in all this ...

... While I was gone.

First of all, Billy Conway

It is our full time drummer ...

... And I think there is much more

unit and is reflected in the record ...

I felt like ...

... You know, the issue was never discussed ...

Sharks patrol these waters ...

Sharks patrol these waters ...

Hey, do not let your fingers

rub the water ...

No sense

discuss anything ...

... So I felt, and I think Mark

so he felt so ...

He might seem cruel and hard ...

... But digging a little

saw that it was not like that at all ...

People thought their image

and his music ...

... Was a mysterious type,

he cultivated that ...

... Somehow in the media ...

Your name, was almost unbelievable

I had that name ...

... Which was really "Sandman"

(Man-sand).

Do not worry about the life

orange day ...

Do not save, not save you ...

Nothing to coast as

fast as you can ...

Nothing like a motherfucker ...

You could get tense,

could be difficult ...

... Wanted things

They were easy ...

... Or whether things done

your way ...

When you suffer many losses

in your family ...

... Feel the urge to autocompadecerte,

or mystify you ...

... Pain somehow ...

... Or just give your worth ...

He had the opposite reaction ...

... Found some relief

in being alive ...

... And do so.

Nothing ...

Nothing, nothing ...

Mark could be the idiot

The world's largest ...

... And I had thousands of

fights with him ...

... And many differences ...

And for a while ...

... I felt a grudge against him ...

Now I do not feel well,

but I felt then ...

... I thought he "do not want to search

places to play ... "

"How does this type for

get recitals? "

"I'm going to hang out with this guy,

to see what happens ... "

He felt that he had risen to me

to get to where I had come ...

Mark was a talented guy,

very funny ...

... But could be a complete

asshole ...

There were a couple of occasions ...

... While working with him ...

... Where he was being so stupid,

I said: "I have to take a break".

Quick as those ships to

the now ...

... always glorious,

the ever present now ...

Served with flowers, fried and cooled

with paper towels, then devoured ...

Do you know? I spent fifteen years of my life

a raft ...

Fifteen years ...

Now I have something to say ...

Stay in those boats

life, people ...

Stay on boats ...

... no death out there,

no death out there ...

Sharks patrol these waters ...

Sharks patrol these waters ...

Do not worry about the life

orange day ...

Do not save,

will not save you ...

Nothing to shore as fast

as you can ...

Nothing ...

Come on, anything ...

When you're in a band with someone

there is much tension ...

It is easy to see ...

Everything you see ...

... A person who only bothers you ...

And he also felt the same about me ...

... Came to say: "How can you be so

I stupid? This is a great idea ... "

... And vice versa ...

They went to Detroit for an event

organized by a radio ...

... A recital for a lot

of people ...

Then he returned with aires

rock-star ...

... So I insulted, I said

is off to hell ...

The point is that many people

I saw a cruel, cold ...

... Inaccessible ...

... But he just

it was quiet ...

... Always waiting for something

that catch your interest ...

His relationship with Billy and Dana ...

... It was beautiful, because

There were three ...

... And he had something called

"Men intertwined" ...

... It was a cartoon

drawn by him ...

... Which dealt with the difficulties

in relationships ...

... Being in a band ...

... And how the three became

a unit ...

... And they were fantastic comic ...

... And then came the whole concept ...

... The concept of how Mark

saw his band ...

... How they were in a "ball" and sometimes

something happened and disarmed ...

... But no matter what happened,

were once again a single skein ...

... And so was actually their relationship

Billy and Dana ...

I think his musicians were

their "blood brothers" ...

... They were his family,

and the community of musicians ...

... It was his family ...

... And it was home

who always came back ...

... A family of musicians,

artists, creators ...

... And he healed them,

loved ...

And now comes a song

called "Cure for pain".

Well, we are beginning

to say goodbye, ladies and gentlemen ...

... The encores begin now,

thank you very much ...

We are very grateful,

this has been fantastic ...

Thank you ...

For you ...

You know?

I do not know ...

A song called "Cure for pain"

It reads ...

Where ...?

... is the ritual?

Tell me where ...

... where is the taste ...

Where ...?

... is the sacrifice?

Tell me where ...

... where is the faith ...

Someday ...

... will

a cure for pain ...

That will be the day ...

... you pull my drugs ...

... when they find

a cure for pain ...

Goodnight, thank you very much ...

Thank you ...

Good night ...

He told us the acclaimed

it was as a musician ...

... Wanted us to see him, I listened

and invited us to go ...

He invited us to his concerts ...

We never went, we felt it was not

for us ...

... And then it turned out it was true.

Good Morning ...

We went out last night ...

... Leave until very late ...

- We realize.

We never gave credit

by being a musician ...

... And in that sense not feel

anything about it ...

His father was a businessman

and Mark was lousy for business ...

Could be creative, in fact it was ...

... But it was lousy,

and I think his father ...

... You could not relate to him

at that level ...

When we were doing ...

... More intimate and committed ...

... I knew his family idea ...

... Became more important to him ...

... Especially her biological family,

did much to be more at home ...

... With his mother and father ...

He lived a little more conventionally

me, somehow ...

... To relate somewhat

more with his mother ...

... Invited them to eat

and she ...

... Was moved because the house was

arranged and had a good meal ...

It meant a lot to her,

It was important ...

After reading

memories of his mother, I think ...

... Understand a little better

what happened ...

... As parents to lose

two children ...

I can not imagine how to continue

after that ...

Last night I told a stranger

everything about you ...

He smiled patiently,

skeptical ...

I always knew I'd hit

no matter what you did ...

... and I know you did everything ...

... despite me ...

Despite being unaware of

Mark what he did ...

... Maybe Mark was not very

predisposed to detall?rselos ...

I'm still proud to have met

the short time I met you ...

... grateful to have been a

step in your way ...

... proud to have been part

your illustrious career ...

And I know you did everything ...

... despite me ...

I get it ...

... I think I finally started

to become closer to each other ...

... And it was great to see that,

see a softer side of Mark ...

... I had never seen

hitherto ...

You seemed so close

but so cold ...

For a long time I thought

you were going to come back with me ...

... and that kind of thoughts

They can be so cruel ...

So cruel ...

Once he even said:

"I did it for you, Bob ..."

Ok ...

And I know you did everything ...

... despite me ...

... despite me ...

Palestrina, Italy

The last show

Palestrina is a village

pre-Roman origin ...

... Is a small village in

the top of a mountain ...

It is impossible to get there without

an SUV ...

... Only small vans

4 x4 can get ...

Palestrina is one of the villages

oldest in Italy, more than Rome ...

... Therefore this city

It is very, very old ...

My work with Morphine

and the other bands ...

... Was look to the airport

and bring the festival ...

... And feel

comfortable there ...

Billy, Mark and I discovered

beautiful scenery ...

... And decided to stop a minute ...

... People sat between

trees, sipping a glass of wine ...

We said, "Wow, this is fantastic,

What we did not know this place before? "

There are people from40,45 years ...

... That keeps coming, and people

like me,24 ...

People ...18,19 ...

... Who come to help ...

do not do it for money ...

We do this for pleasure ...

He felt a connection ...

... With these people, so

He decided to go there ...

We appreciate life

community ...

... And we consider ourselves a family ...

I thought they were going to be like

"Star-of-rock" ...

... And instead I found

with happy people, smiling ...

... Very very treatable ...

Mark was very approachable ...

Just what I knew, I already felt

very comfortable with it ...

I was moved by the

enthusiasm of these people ...

... For the love of music,

that seduced ...

He began to speak Italian

right away ...

... And throughout the trip

Airport to Palestrina ...

... Was "How do you say this?

And how do you say that? "

"What is this place?

How is the festival? "

"Tell me, tell me ..."

He wanted to know how he lived

people here ...

He wanted her we counted

about this life ...

We told him all about

this life ...

He told us that he had worked

as a fisherman in Alaska ...

... All those things.

By the end of the day we knew

everything about it ...

I remember doing more than30 degrees

as a soundcheck ...

I remember the bass and drums

sounding at once ...

She sounded like shit ...

... And I approach the stage and see Billy

sitting next to ...

... And he asked: "What are you doing here?

Who is playing the drums? "

Electric cigarette, hotel, rock n roll,

disco, super sex ...

We entered the stage and see

Mark sitting on the bank ...

... Doing ...

Playing bass and drums

at the same time ...

... Sitting on the bank ...

Discoteque, super electric sex ...

We thought, "Wow, this guy is ready,

wants to play ... "

"This is great, it's exciting,

is happy ... "

There were many people on this hill ...

It was full, people sat

everywhere ...

Come on and give me super-sex ...

Come on and give me super-sex ...

And it was an amazing night ...

... Very hot ...

We had already played seven songs

and started with "Super sex".

I just remember being on the left

the stage ...

... And see Mark goes

voiceless ...

Without realizing your problem

in the heart.

He fell on his back, and his

He was hanging low ...

... He touched the ground,

and bass too ...

... And the amplifier made

a coupling ...

I remember leaving the sax on one side

and go there ...

... To yell to hang on ...

... To resist ...

And then the sirens ...

... That's what I remember ...

Five thousand people perplexed ...

The leader of the rock band Morphine,

Mark Sandman ...

... Died of a heart attack

at a concert in the outskirts of Rome.

Sandman, singer and bassist

Trio Boston ...

... Suffered a fatal heart attack

Saturday July3 ...

... While playing at a festival

near Rome, in Italy ...

His death was a shock

for those who knew ...

He was only46 years, you will not know

health problems ...

... And less related

with heart ...

We had the task and challenge

for I tell ...

... Your family ...

His father, his mother, his sister ...

... And ... Sabine

When the truck stopped at home

and there came a guy with a paper ...

... Who asked "Is Sabine?" ...

... Took me a while to absorb

the details and know what had happened ...

When he was on the news,

daily ...

... Information was taken from people

outside our circle ...

... And so people thought it was a

Drug-related death ...

But anyone who knew ...

... Knew that was something

what he did not think at all ...

He had survived and his brothers did not,

so I had no interest in drugs ...

... At that level,

between us there was no doubt ...

... That he was dead for some

heart problem ...

And what happened next was

very important to us ...

Dana Colley ...

... Crying and screaming ...

... To the moon up there ...

... At five o'clock ...

You know ...

... Try to be near him ...

It was his pain ...

... And ours, as far as possible ...

... If we were going was not our ...

And that was what happened,

what we did ...

... Basically ...

Simply ...

... Try to be there for

someone who was living in case ...

... The worst time of his life ...

We were told immediately

what happened ...

and ... I mean ...

... I can not even describe

I was stunned ...

And we did not know what to do ...

The next day, we were in an armchair and

the band was still Queens of the Stone Age ...

... I had never heard of them before ...

But they knew what had happened

while coming from the airport ...

... And when they arrived at the hotel they asked

for us ...

Somehow, immediately

they knew what to say ...

I approached Dana and said,

"What you need to do?"

"You want us to play

or prefer not? "

"Do you need help with something?

?Company? Whatever you want ... "

We said: "They have to play,

it should be ... "

"The show must go on"

more cheesy that sounds ...

... It was the best way to honor him,

Mark wanted to touch like ...

And they ... I did not go on stage ...

... Because they could not stand being there ...

... But I remember being in my room,

listening play ...

... And it sounded as if he had come

the cavalry, the Red Cross ...

It was a breath of air

very exciting ...

I think I never had to strain

both to play ...

... Trying to seek the return

to see how to play better than ever ...

... How to do ...

Do not think we needed

say between us ...

... Just remember ...

... Thinking: "How I can do

this better? "

And I remember thinking, "This is the best

fucking music heard in my life. "

"This is like getting on a Camaro

and step on the throttle ... "

"... As much as possible ..."

"This is what I need

right now ".

I just ... you know ...

... Was so crazy, so

do not want to spend anymore ...

Billy was clear what motivated him,

what was the right thing to do ...

... You had to get up

and move on ...

... And do right by the

memory of our friend ...

Dana Colley, ladies and gentlemen ...

Just want to say something,

have been ten years ...

... And I think I have to

try to say something ...

... In your language ...

What came after Mark died,

was that a close-knit music community ...

... It became more united yet ...

At the funeral of Mark was seeing

his parents, his sister, and understand ...

... That woman was over

three sons buried ...

... What the fuck ...?

You could not even make

to the idea that pain ...

He forced some people ...

... At us with us

and celebrate that we had about ...

... We had a family,

a community to overcome ...

... The fact that you lost ...

Ten years ago we came ...

... Palestrina with Morphine ...

Instead of separate,

we became closer ...

People depending on each other more ...

... Helping to pass what

It was a bad time for all ...

... Everywhere ...

"Mark is gone ..."

Why? Why so much tragedy ...?

?... In a family? It is inconceivable ...

I always thought that one of the things

most striking of his music was ...

... Sorry ...

We knew this was

a special place ...

... But did not know how special

sacred and would end up being ...

Were we surprised by its success?

Yes ...

Were we happy? Yes ...

We were very soprendidos

after he died ...

... See how many magazines and newspapers

talking about him ...

... Praising his career ...

... On which we knew very little ...

His parents did not understand

emotional connections ...

... They were quite disconnected ...

And part of me felt

how Billy and Dana ...

... They approached them

had so much love ...

... With such deference ...

... With such open hearts,

and I thought ...

"These are two guys

They were like brothers to Mark ... "

"It's an opportunity to think

a beautiful bond with these two men ... "

"... Who loved his son ..."

Especially having lost

just three children ...

But it was a ridiculously thought

How romantic ... it occurred to me ...?

?... That something so beautiful could happen?

It is interesting how, over the years,

the different things that people say ...

... And the things one is remembering

in your mind ...

... I think I could never stop thinking

as Joe Strummer once said:

"If you're a musician ..."

"... And you love what you do ..."

"... And your time comes ..."

"... While you're doing what you love,

in a beautiful location, on a beautiful night ... "

"... What better obituary, right?"

When we lost Mark,

you hugged us ...

... And never forget what

They did for us that day ...

So today we're back with

our boys ...

... To sing, to love,

to remember ...

Thank you ...

He had an age between

21 and45 years, and nobody knew ...

... Nobody ever knew

how old Mark ...

Mark Sandman was

Very Dorian Gray ...

You're the night, Lilah ...

... the little girl

lost in the forest ...

You are a fairy tale ...

... the unexplainable ...

He would be very popular now,

with fashion this vampire ...

... If they realized that

he was really a vampire ...

... Had500 years old

when they buried ...

... which keeps

closed curtains ...

I woke up at 6 in the morning

by a thunderstorm from those who ...

... They do ... thunder,

explosions ...

... Really woke me ...

And I can not do

by myself ...

6:15 And my girlfriend called

and told me that Sandman was dead ...

I thought ... well, a lot of people

these things happen ...

... Many people will pass

strange things in those moments ...

I thought that Mark sent me these thunder

to leave saying "Fuck you!"

Hopefully're waiting for me

on your carpet of stars ...

You're the night, Lilah ...

... you're all that we can see ...

... Lilah ...

... you the possibility ...

you one story at a time

bed ...

... keeping the curtains

closed ...

I hope you're waiting for me ...

... because it wont

do for myself ...

I can not do it by myself ...

I can not say much about it,

It's a bit like ...

... Jeff Buckley died

and was pretty hard ...

... Sandman died ...

And it's like ... take3

most original musicians of this generation ...

... And delete them as well ...

At some point as you want

wave a white flag ...

The strange lot, despite

that he was a tough guy ...

I lost a brother ...

He and Sabine were putting

money in the house, they were getting married ...

... He was going to settle, writing a

will, to make contracts with the group ...

... When I returned from the trip,

thing that ever happened ...

Unknown is the world

so old ...

You sound than ever

before I heard ...

... off the map, where

grow wild things ...

... another world is at my door ...

Here I am, standing alone ...

... driving down this

dark road ...

... Lilah, you're my only home ...

... and can not do

by myself ...

you one story at a time

bed ...

... keeping the curtains

closed ...

I hope you're waiting for me ...

... because it wont

do for myself ...

I can not do it by myself ...

Dedicated to the mother of Mark

SANDMAN Guitelle1929-2010

I want to go home ...

I've been waiting here

all night ...

I've been waiting here

for long ...

I've been waiting here

all night ...

I've been waiting here

I do not know how long ...

I was waiting, waiting,

waiting, waiting ...

... here all night ...

Afraid, afraid ...

... scared ...

I want to go home ...

I want to go home ...

I'm not ready for a ride ...

Do you know what time it is?

Do you know what time it is?

Do you know how late

is he doing?

Afraid ...

Afraid ...

Afraid ...

I want to go home ...