Living Out Loud (1998) - full transcript

Don't treat me
like i'm stupid, Bob.

That's all I ask.
Ok? Please.

You're really something.
You're really something.

You're home getting
dressed for 2 hours.

You don't say
a goddamn word.

We get into the restaurant,
and out of nowhere--

So, what are you saying,
you weren't with this woman?

Yes, I was.

I was having lunch.
So what?

But Teddy didn't see you
with your arm around her?

Don't interrogate me,
Judith, or I swear to God...



Teddy said he saw you
with your arm around her.

He said you were just about
to leave when he spotted you.

Look, i'm not an idiot,
all right?

I know it must have
looked a little strange

With me here
with some woman,

Close friend
of mine sees me.

Even though
it was innocent,

I act as if it wasn't,

So I say some stupid little
thing out of nervousness.

No, no.
You weren't nervous.

You stood there and told
the joke about the 3 doctors.

So, what is that,
our joke?

Fuck you.

Let's stop it,
all right?



Don't act like i'm nuts.

You stood there and told a joke
that takes at least 2 minutes.

You have to do the pediatrician,
the psychiatrist, the accents.

All right, you win.

It's so important
for you to win.

No, my point is you stood there
and told a joke with accents

To my best friend's husband
with this woman hanging on you,

And he laughed and she laughed,
and you just loved it.

You weren't nervous, Bob.

Just don't treat me
like i'm crazy.

I don't know
what I did wrong.

What did I do wrong?
I told a joke.

I had lunch
with a female colleague.

She's a doctor?

Yes. Pediatrics.

Then why did I have
to find out from ann?

Why didn't you tell me?
That's all i'm saying.

That's not all
you're saying.

What do you think,
i'm gonna be crushed, Bob?

Like after almost 20 years
I don't know you?

You loved that Teddy saw you.

You loved him thinking
something was going on

With some
some 30

She's 34.

* life *

* is lonely *

* again *

* and only *

* last year *

* everything seemed *

* so sure *

* now life *

* is awful *

* again *

* a trough full *

* of hearts *

* could only be *

* a bore *

* a week *

* in Paris *

* will ease *

* the bite of it *

* all *

* all I care *

* is to smile *

* in spite of it *

* i'll forget you *

* I will *

* while yet you *

* are still *

* burning inside *

* my brain *

* romance *

* is mush *

* stifling those *

* who strive *

* i'll *

* live a lush life *

* in some small *

* dive *

* and there *

* i'll be *

* while I rot *

* with the rest *

* of those *

* whose *

* lives are *

* lonely *

* too *

* send it up *

* send it up *

Hi.
Hi.

Male newscaster on TV:
...A subcommittee

To investigate the likelihood
of terrorist attacks

On American soil
in the coming century.

Female newscaster:
A rise in the number of infants

Born addicted
to crack and cocaine

Has one community outraged
over what they feel

Is the city's
lack of commitment

To reduce drug-trafficking

And to provide funds for
the care of these children,

Often abandoned--

Awful, awful.

What do they expect me to do
with all this information?

What am I supposed to do
about crack babies?

Terrorists. I can't stand
those terrorists.

They're so mad at everybody.
I wish they'd just get over it.

Maybe I should adopt
a crack baby,

Send it to a good school,
give it a chance.

Oh, shut up. I'm gonna raise
an inner-city child

In this building?

Can't stand the people
in this building

With their jeeps
and their loafers.

And mean, stuck-up
private school kids

Would make fun
of my crack baby.

My crack baby would have
no play dates. Poor kid.

Awful. What do they expect me
to do with all this information?

What am I supposed to do
with all this information?

Awful, awful, awful.

Excuse me.
Are

Is everything
all right?

I was...

You ok? Here. Here's a...
Want a handkerchief?

Thank you.

Yeah.

Thank you.
That's very nice of you.

It's a very gentlemanly
thing to do.

I just see you here.
It's a nice day.

It's beautiful.
Verrazano bridge.

It's gorgeous.

The moon is out.

Oh, ain't this some
beautiful picture?

Ain't this charming
over here?

Romeo and Juliet!

Wait.

Don't say
a fuckin' thing to me!

Fuck you!

Oh, fuck me?

This man
is a gentleman!

Unlike you!

He is nothing!
He's a piece of shit!

Ok. I'm gonna go.

I got to live
my own life!

You cocksucker!

I will do whatever
the fuck I want to!

Go ahead! Hit me!

Why you always
keeping me waiting?

Hey, Stevie.

You got a thing about
keeping me waiting?

Vic, please,
I already got a wife.

Get off my ass.

Where's the rest?

I got caught
a little short this week.

You're gambling.
You're betting again?

No. No, i'm not gambling.

Hey, if Santi finds out

You're fooling around
with his money...

The social security number
was screwed up on my paycheck.

What do you want me to do,
manufacture money, Vic?

Look, Santi wants the money
paid in full on time.

You got the rest of
the afternoon. That's it.

I got a double shift today.
00.

I'm not gonna be able
to make it today.

Good. Get it
00.

Say hello to your brother
for me, will you?

Excuse me.

Are you the nurse
for the Francada girl?

Yes, I am.

I'm her father.

I was wondering
if you could fill me in

On what's going on.

Does this mean that she's
not in remission anymore?

Well, your wife
has all that information,

And she's in the room
if you'd like to stop by

And have a word with her.

Oh, no.

If you could just
take some extra care...

I know you've got
a lot of patients,

You got a lot of people
to take care of.

If you could just give her
a little extra care,

I'd appreciate it.

We're gonna do that anyway.
We really will.

Now you put that away.

Ok. All right.

Put it away.

Ok.

If you want to go
to her room now, you can.

Thank you, thank you.

Thank you.

You've aggravated me
so much,

I can't even swallow.

You know what, ma?
I can't take this shit no more.

Well, then go.
My life is over.

I've got no life.

Don't do me any favors.

No life, ma!
Did you hear me?

I won't be here much longer.
I'll be dead soon.

Yeah
I want a date.

I wanna make reservations
for club med.

You see how
she talks to me?

Bury me now. Don't wait.
I'll die later.

I don't want to waste
anybody's time.

By the way, Judith, she don't
want you here no more.

She don't want a nurse,

She don't want
to go into a home.

She just wants me to take care
of her 24 hours a day and work

While my goddamn sisters

Sit on their big, fat asses
and do nothing.

They have
their own lives!

See
did you hear that?

And I got nothin'.

I am so stressed.

Donna,
go to work, please.

All right.

I raised 3 daughters.

I had a no-good,
worthless husband,

Didn't give me
one day of peace.

Did I complain?

Every day
of my fuckin' life.

You see that mouth?
You hear that mouth?

Oh, dear God, take me.

You mind if I ask you?
You're divorced, right?

Mm-hmm.

You got any
kind of life?

Any children?

No.

How long
were you married?

16 years.

What, you couldn't
get caught?

We didn't want any.

Bob: Sweetheart,
i got to be honest.

Maybe it's me.

Maybe i'm too selfish.
Maybe I don't love kids enough.

I know that sounds...awful.

I just...i just don't
want to. I'm sorry.

If that's how you feel,
it's not your fault.

It's just...

I mean...

What are we gonna do
with all this space?

What? Only people with kids
can have country houses?

Judith, listen to me.

I love our life,
I really do.

We can...we can
do whatever we want.

We have money.
We can travel.

Not everybody has to have kids
to have a good life.

There aren't many things
in this life

Can ruin a woman.

We're very strong
creatures God made,

But men, ooh, men
could do it every time.

There's a deuce.

What the hell are
you still here for?

Here's a whore.

2 pair,
possible full house.

As usual.

There's a flush.

Possible full bets.
Pat's bet.

Let's make it
interesting.

What are you,
a fucking communist?

20, huh?

All right,
I call.

I'm in.

Straight. To the 9.

Oh!
Looks like a winner.

Here we go, straight
to the toilet.

What do you got?

Full boat.

Oh!
Jesus Christ!

Where did you
get that ass?

Let me see
that big ass.

What do you do?

I read the signs,
my friend.

What's the saying,

"Unlucky in love,
lucky in poker"?

If the gods want me to win,
I must oblige.

Hey, Pattie, read
my ass, all right?

All right, ante up.
My deal.

You got to lose
sometimes.

This is my last one.
00.

You working?

Yeah. Just until
my inheritance kicks in.

Uh, where you
living now, Pattie?

With my brother.

Oh, ho ho ho.

Wife throws him out
after 25 years.

You believe that?
You mean to tell me

She didn't know he was
a piece of shit after 10?

That's tough.

Thanks for bringing
that up, Sid.

You gotta shit
on my winning streak.

That's terrible.

Hey, next thing
we hear,

You're gonna tell us

You're working
for your brother.

Whoa!
Whoa!

Now, i'm really
getting the horns.

Your brother makes
a nice dollar, Pat.

What good's
making a good dollar

If you don't
do anything with it?

I watched that place

Run my mother and father
into the ground.

It's doing the same thing
to my brother Philly.

It's not gonna do that
to me. I'm not a bartender.

He makes a good dollar.

I--yes, I know.

How's your daughter?
Still in that school?

Oh, yeah.
Lisa's doing good.

She's terrific.

Are you loving
that book?

I am. I've never
read her before.

Well, I think
that's her best.

It's so beautiful
and tragic.

I love the character.

I love the name.
Lily bart.

It's just devastating
what happens, though.

Are you
at the Riviera yet?

Ooh, just wait.

Can I skip to it now?

No. Be good.

Enjoy.

So he says...

Come on.

So he says...

Bob: You're right.
you're right.

You're right.

Judith: You have to
do the pediatrician,

The psychiatrist,
the accents.

You have to do the pediatrician,
the psychiatrist, the accents.

I told a joke.

What is she, 30?
Some 30

What is she, 30?
Some 30

She's 34.

If it's so innocent,
why didn't you tell me?

If it's so innocent,
why didn't you tell me?

I'm not mad or anything.
I just want to know the truth.

It's very simple.

Now you told me.
I understand. It's over.

Let's not drag this on
forever, ok?

That's all i'm saying.
I'm not mad or anything.

Now you told me,
and I understand.

Why didn't you tell me?
That's all i'm saying.

But how can I when
I haven't got the money?

You're a liar!

Get out of here!

Male newscaster:
Merchant beach, Florida,

Was the hardest hit
by hurricane Ross.

The property damage is estimated
to exceed $370 million.

Roman Catholics are protesting
a recent article

In an independent newsletter
called Sanity,

Distributed on college campuses
across the country.

The article lists
what Sanity editors term

"Assaults on humanity"

Supported by
the Roman Catholic church,

As well as the inability of
church leaders to admit guilt.

It was all to point out
the many apologies made

By either the Pope
or the church

Between 1992 and 1997,

Asking why it took 450 years

For the church to express guilt
over condoning...

And 2,000 years
to express regret

Over the church's stance
against women's rights.

In local news,

An Upper Eastside woman plunged
to her death this evening

After having dinner
at La Goulue.

Judith Moore, former wife
of Dr. Robert Nelson,

A renowned cardiologist
at New York hospital,

Drank a martini
with 2 ibuprofen tablets,

Wrapped a colored banner
around her neck,

And jumped out the window
7 floors above Fifth Avenue.

In a bizarre twist of events,
her body fell

On her former husband
and his new wife

As they were walking home
from a benefit

At the Metropolitan
museum of art.

All 3 were killed.

The day in sports and a look
at wall street coming up...

She's not coming up
with us, is she?

We had lunch.
She's dropping me off.

Is that all right
with you?

Bob, please.

I'm actually glad
this happened.

I just want to say
one thing before I leave.

I know this is painful,
and...

I'm very sorry
for how this happened.

It was never my intention
to break up a home.

I'm not that kind
of person.

I come from
a good solid family.

My parents have been
together 37 years.

I would never
intentionally hurt

Or destroy
another person's life.

Wow. You sound great.

Can I fuck you?

Male newscaster on TV:
A hospital spokesperson said

Doctors are confident the child
will make a full recovery.

Police,
currently investigating,

See little hope of
identifying the child...

You slut.

Since the location
suggests...

What's wrong with you?
Are you nuts?

Remember looking
for Mr. Goodbar?

Female newscaster:
Co-op boards across the city

Are voting for an increase
in maintenance fees

And stricter
financial requirements

For potential tenants.

More on that story
when we return.

If they raise
the maintenance, i'm dead.

I'll have to move.
God, where would I go?

I can't live on the outskirts
of Manhattan at my age.

What if I wind up in Queens?

Alone and wrinkled
in Queens.

What if I can't work?
What if i'm in a cab

And a suicidal
terrorist driver

Detonates himself
in front of Bergdorf's

To protest shopping...

And satan,
and i'm paralyzed.

I'll have to go to
one of those shelters.

I'll be sitting
in one of those cots

With my wheelchair
and all my luggage.

I wonder if you can
bring luggage to shelters.

I wonder if people who go
to shelters have luggage.

It's ridiculous what
you have to go through.

Interviews
for a 5

Reference letters?

Oh, yeah, but if she
gets in, it'll be worth it.

Susan says, academically,
it is the best lower school.

Susan says.

I am so sick of people
having opinions.

I wish everyone
would just shut up.

* goin' out of my head 'cause
i'm thinking about you, babe *

* oh, over you *

* goin' out of my head while
i'm going without you, babe *

* I see you *

* each morning *

* but you just
walk past me *

* you don't even know
that I exist *

* goin' out of my head *

* over you *

* goin' out of my head *

* over you *

* goin' out of my head *

* every time *

* I got to tell you
how I feel one day *

* wrong or right *

* and I think
i'm goin' out of my head *

* night and day and night *

Rita.

Oh, look.
Look who's here.

How are you?

Scotch, barry.

You were great.

Well, thank you.

Look a little sad tonight.
You alone?

I don't know anybody
on the Upper Westside.

Oh. Where are you from?

Upper Eastside.

My husband left me.

Our friends
were his friends.

I haven't really
spoken to anyone.

I mean, really
spoken to anyone.

I feel so invisible.

Sometimes I forget
i'm here.

I was married.

My husband cheated on me
left and right.

And it made me feel
like I was crazy all the time.

One day he tells me

It's my fault
he saw other women.

So I picked up a knife
and told him

It was his fault
I was stabbing him.

I did a little jail time,
but it was worth it.

Now i'm free,

And he is scared
shitless of me.

That's great.

I wish I would have
stabbed my husband.

I used to be dangerous.
I don't know what happened.

I got so scared.

I mean,
what's so important

About living longer
and feeling safe?

Rita.

Oh, look.
Look who's here.

How are you?

You were great.

Ladies' room?

Mmm.

Oh.

I'm so sorry. I--

What are you doing?

I'm really--
i'm--i'm--

I thought you were
somebody else.

I thought you
were the bathroom.

Jeez.

I was expecting--

I'm really...
Really, really sorry.

Are you all right?

I've been waiting in here
for half an hour.

She said she'd be
a few minutes. I--i--

Where is she?

She's in the bar with--with...
With her husband.

Oh.

But i, uh,
I knew her first, though.

She--i mean, we broke up.
I don't remember why.

I bet she does.

I do. So do i.
I'm just lying.

I mean, I haven't really
been with anybody since her.

No, it's just that--
see, I left her--

I lost an argument,
and she--

I--i walked away
like it didn't matter.

Then I see her here
tonight...

Let me ask you something.

Do you think she was
trying to get back at me?

I don't know.

I'm really sorry
about before. I...

It was an accident.
It was an accident.

Yeah.

Good night.

You must think i'm easy.

Do you come here a lot?

No.

Tonight's not a good night
to get together.

Is there any chance

That you'll be here
a week from tonight?

There's a chance.

I'm sorry. I didn't
realize it was so late.

How are you tonight?

Fine.

It's a beautiful
night out.

So warm.

I'm sorry,
I forgot your name.

Pat.

Pat. Hi.

I'm Mrs. Nelson.
Actually, Miss Moore.

I was Mrs. Nelson when I lived
here with my husband,

But he doesn't
live here anymore,

And if you see
any mail for him,

You can just
throw it out.

Are you new?

A few months.

Thank you.
Have a good night.

Oh. Someone dropped this.

That's mine.
It must have fell out.

She's very pretty.
Thank you.

Your daughter?
Yeah.

She looks like you.

Really?

Most people said she
looked like my wife.

What?

Well, you see...

My daughter died
recently.

I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Ooh.

It's ok.
Are you all right?

Yeah.

Thank you.

Good night.

Good night.

I was going to
make some coffee.

Would you like a cup?

It's great coffee.

Well, this is, uh...

This is very nice.
Thank you.

Oh, please. I didn't feel
like going to sleep anyway.

I haven't been
sleeping much myself.

That's understandable.

Mmm.

She was a good kid.

She was a senior--
her fourth year

At the high school
of performing arts.

What did she want to be?

A singer.

She had a great voice.
She got that from me.

Yeah.

I don't know,
it's really funny

That things that
are inside of you

That never come out...

And then they come out
in your kids.

It's...

She was like, uh...

It was like she
was the adult,

And I was the kid.
She was the older one.

She used to
give me advice.

She'd say, "Daddy...

"Why don't you
talk nice to mommy?

"Daddy...

Maybe you should
get a job."

"Daddy, don't
take a hit with 17

When the dealer's
got 6 showing."

That's something
I taught her.

I miss her so much.

I don't care
what anybody says.

You never...

You know...

Uhh...

So, you got rid
of your prick husband.

Good for you.

Ohh.

I'm sorry. I can't...

I shouldn't
have said that.

I don't even
know the guy.

Yes, you do.

Yeah.

So you think you'll
ever marry again?

I'm not thinking
about that now.

I...i want to go back
to medical school.

That's where I met
my husband.

He became a cardiologist.

I became a nurse
and a cardiologist's wife.

But...i'm going back,

And i'm going to
finish this time,

And i'm going to
become a pediatrician.

Good for you.

I--that's--
that is terrific.

I think it's great

When people who have
money get jobs anyway.

You've been dragged
through the mud by some guy.

Your life's in
a fuckin' shambles,

You pick yourself up,
you turn it around,

You become
a pediatrician.

Yeah.

Oh.

Ok.

I'm gonna go get that.

Don't go away.

May I help you?

Oh, hi, i'm andy.
I'm Mr. Santi's nephew.

My uncle wanted me to pick up
a payment you owe him.

Mr. Santi's here?

No. Um,
we dropped him off.

We?

Yeah. Uh...

Yeah. Well, look, uh,
andy, uh...

You know, I only have
a few bucks on me,

So, uh, maybe--

Listen, they told me
to tell you

That if you didn't have
what they wanted

That they'd wait and take you
someplace you could get it,

Like your brother's bar?

Well, i'm still on duty.

I'm not off duty
for a couple of hours.

Maybe they want
to come back.

I think
they're gonna wait.

Um...see you later.

Yeah.

Who was at the door?

Oh, it was the gas man.

Oh, God.

What?

I don't want to
trouble you with this.

No. Tell me.

There was a check
that was made out to them

From the building,

And I thought I had it
in the book downstairs,

But I looked. It's...

I don't know--these guys,
when they show up,

They want to be paid.

Otherwise,
they notify the building.

I looked everywhere. I don't
know what happened to it.

How much?

I don't know.
It was 189, 190 something.

Around $200.

If I could get home,
I got the money,

But, uh, they want
to be paid now.

00.

Well,
I have my checkbook.

Let me pay them,
and then you can pay me.

No, no, no, I couldn't
ask you to do that.

Plus, your name
would be on the check,

And if they saw
that I had a tenant pay--

They look
at their records,

I'd be out of here.

Well, I might
have it in cash.

You want to wait,
and i'll see?

I don't
want to bother you.

No, it's ok.

I hate to ask.

Please, you've been
through so much.

Don't worry.
We'll fix this.

I could let you have it
by the end of the day.

Be right back.

I feel so stupid.
I had the damn check.

Oh, God.

Hey. Philly.

What time is it?

Late. Wake up.

What are you watching,
gone with the wind?

No.

That's funny.

No, I was watching a good movie.
What's that movie?

Claude Raines and Bette Davis.
He's the banker?

Mr. Skeffington.

Yeah, Mr. Skeffington.

Yeah, that looked
just like Bette Davis.

Go to bed.

I'll do that.

No, I got it.
It's all right.

There's more food in the kitchen
if you want more chow.

All right.

You look very nice.

All right, fine. I know
what you're thinking.

You do?

Yeah.
I'm a nutsy old lady.

Make fun. Go ahead.

In 20 years, we'll
see how funny it is

When you're laying here,
and i'm laughing.

I'm not laughing.
You look nice.

I'm so tired of this.

So tired of age.

Look at my hands.

I always had thin skin.

Now they look so old.

My hands impress me.

So what if i'm nutsy?

Is that gonna
kill me any sooner?

Mary, you look nice.

Believe me, it's a pleasure
to see you like this.

What the hell
is the matter with you?

Nothin'.

I had a nice weekend.

You met someone.

You wanted milk
or lactate?

Lactate.

How much do you need?

Um...i don't know.

A few hundred?

I got a visit
this morning on the job.

You got a visit?
Yeah.

Jesus Christ.

You know what?

Why don't you just
work for me

I mean, i'll pay him off
free and clear.

Philly,
these are my debts.

I'll pay 'em off
my way. I got plans.

How much you need
to give him?

400.

That's all you owe?

No. It's just a payment.

You're not gonna gamble
this money, are you?

I'm not even
gonna answer that.

You don't normally
give this big of an amount.

I'm just tired of it,
Philly.

I want to finish it.
I'm tired of this shit.

All right.

I'm going up to the bar.
I'll give you the money.

Thanks, Phil.

Who is she?

He was so sad.

And real.

No act, no game.

I was so comfortable
with him.

Where did you meet him?

I was at this club
looking for the bathroom,

And I couldn't find it.
And I opened this door,

And he pulls me
and then kisses me.

In the bathroom?
Jesus.

It wasn't the bathroom.

And it wasn't--
I mean...

At first, I was,
you know, surprised,

A little scared,

But then we
started talking,

And he was so sweet.

And like I said,

It felt totally safe
to be with him.

You see, he--he--he...

He was waiting
for this other woman.

Another woman?
And he's kissing you?

Sounds like a great catch.

We connected,
in a way.

We saw each other.

Oh. Well, I should hope
you saw each other,

Otherwise, you might have
been kissing something else.

Not that I think
you would care.

Forget it.
You don't understand.

I understand.
You got swept away.

No.

I mean, yes, but it
was more than that.

He asked to see me
again.

What's his name?

I don't know.

Well...

Try to find out
before you marry him.

Thanks, Philly.

You know,
i'm glad to do it.

So what are you
doing this weekend?

It's supposed to be
a beautiful day on Sunday.

You want to go
to the movies?

If it's a beautiful day,

You want to spend it
at the movies?

I don't know. I...

Ah, we'll see.

Thanks.

Must be a nice woman,
you know, just...

Giving you 400 bucks
just like that.

Well, to tell you
the truth, Phil...

She, uh,
she gave me 2,

But i--i thought, uh...

I want to get her
a "thank you" gift

Or maybe take her out
to dinner or something.

Yeah. You see?
I knew it.

I knew it.
See how I know you?

Give me that back.
Just give it back.

What?

This was about
impressing a woman.

It wasn't about paying
your debt. Same old shit.

Nothing's ever gonna change.

You did the same thing
with Fanny.

You don't remember,
but I do.

You put yourself in debt
to make that woman happy.

In the end,
it still wasn't enough.

You want to tell me why
my marriage didn't work?

Is that what you
want to do?

Who do you think
you are?

You think because
you have a business,

Because you're successful,
you're wise?

I know enough.

You know nothing,
Phil.

I know plenty.

Everything's got to be
the easy way with you, right?

You bang your head against
the wall with these shit jobs.

I got my plans.
Don't you worry.

I'm gonna call cousin Louie
again in Sorrento

About that import
business idea of mine.

It's a goddamn
good idea, Philly.

I just didn't
do the research.

And he didn't understand

What kind of business
it could be.

He understood.

He didn't understand it.

He understood. He called me
after the last time

To ask me to tell you
to please stop bothering him

With the faxes
and the phone calls,

'cause he's not interested

In opening up
an American store already.

I didn't have to,
of course,

'cause like
all your other plans,

The minute it doesn't
happen overnight,

You lose interest anyway.

And all the while,
you could...

Be working with me,
you know?

I'm not a bartender.

I know. You're--you're
an elevator operator.

Gypsy cabdriver. Now you sell
hot watches on the street.

You're not anything.

Phil...

I've been dying
a slow death

Since the day
my wife threw me out.

A woman walks
into my elevator,

And she sees me, Phil.
She sees me,

And I think
maybe something else

Can happen for me.

Why? I don't know.

I don't care.

But this can't
be my life.

This can't!

Now, you want to give me
the money, Phil--fine.

You don't...

I got to be
00.

Hi.
Hi.

I hope i'm
not interrupting.

Oh, no, no, no.

I would've come earlier,

But I figured i'd
wait for my break.

I--i got the money.

Oh, great. Come in.

Ok. Oh. Ah, Mel.

Yeah.

Ah, what a voice.

Yeah.

Yeah, well, anyway,
here you go,

And I can't
thank you enough.

No problem.

Oh. One--wait.
Just one...second.

Here.
It's just a thank you.

Pat, you didn't
have to do this.

No, I know,
but I wanted to.

It's a really good year.
I looked it up.

This must have
been expensive.

I wanted to
do something special.

I can't.

Please. You'll
hurt my feelings.

At least
have some with me?

You sure i'm not
interrupting?

Look around.
It's just me.

Well, his family was rich.

Oh, my God.

His father was one of
the first neurosurgeons

In the country.

Yeah?
Oh.

My wife's was one of the first
oldsmobile salesmen

In staten island.

It's true.

Mm-hmm.

God.

Yeah.

How long
were you together?

25 years of bliss.

Do you miss it,
being married?

Yeah, sure.
I miss it.

Why'd you split up?

She threw me out.

Kind of took the fun
out of the marriage for me.

No, no,
we weren't, uh...

We weren't getting along
for quite a while.

I would always try
to do right by her,

But I always did it
the wrong way.

And then after a while,

She would just wait
for me to fuck up,

Which I always did.

What were you
trying to do?

Well, I always wanted
my own business.

Not my father's
or my brother's, but mine.

And I have
this cousin in Italy

Who's got this
olive oil-tomato business,

And I wanted to sell his stuff
here. You know, import.

And then, after a while,

Expand to, like, cheeses
and pasta and...

It's a terrific idea.

New Yorkers
will pay anything

If you tell them
it's imported.

Yeah. My brother says that
my cousin's not interested.

So go to Italy
and change his mind.

It's a very good idea.

Yeah.

Why did that prick bastard
husband ever leave you?

Another woman, younger.

Pediatrician.

Did you know that, uh,
he shopped around?

That he was--16 years
you were together.

You must have known
something was going on.

Why? Why should i
have been expected

To look over my shoulder
all of the time?

He lied.

He lied about...
Not wanting children.

He lied about...

Loving our life.

He lied about loving me.

What's the difference
if I knew or not?

He still
would have left.

He wanted
someone younger.

You're right.
He's a prick.

The guy's a prick.

Men are pricks.
We're all pricks.

No.

We--we act like
we know it all,

You know, and we
got it all together,

But we don't know what's
going on half the time.

I mean,
we're scared to death.

Of what?

Not finding it.

Finding what?

I--i don't know. Uh...

Our place, maybe.

Mm-hmm.

I...i mean,
I've had moments.

Uh, times when
I love my wife,

And I knew that there
was no other place

That I should be.

But, uh...

Those are moments,
and then they go.

And when
my daughter died,

I thought i'd never
have another one.

And then all of a sudden,

Out of nowhere...

It starts to change.

Yeah.

Here's to finding
more of them.

* give me something
real now *

* that I can feel now *

* hit me with a love
that won't let go *

* if you're
gonna choose me *

* don't refuse me *

* Baby, show me *

* what you've got *

* and give me
something real *

* we can share *

* a feeling so rare *

* let's make a love
of our own *

* what's past is past *

* so let's make this last *

* show me
what i've never known *

* never known *

* give me something
real now *

* that I can feel now *

* hit me with a love
that won't let go *

* if you're
gonna choose me *

* don't refuse me *

* baby, show me *

* what you've got *

* and give me
something real *

* so real *

* what you've got and *

* give me something *

* real *

Man on phone: Yeah?

It's Pat. Is my brother
Philly there?

Yeah, he's here.
Hold on.

Philly: This is Phil.

Hi. It's me.

Oh, yeah, yeah.
Hey, pal, what's going on?

Well, I wanted to say--

We need more rice.
What?

Look, we'll talk
again later.

But if you're still
offering...uh, ok.

Ok what the hell
are you talking about?

Ok, I mean ok.

Ok to you
paying my debts,

But i'm gonna only work
part-time in the bar.

And I have
a few conditions.

A few what?

Conditions.

This is amateur night
at Jasper's

Where you get to take
all that rehearsin'

You've been doin'
in the shower

And show us what you got.

One margarita.

Uh, it's, uh...

It's the only way
I can keep track.

Liz: It's his first night here,
so please give him a big hand.

All right!

* missed the Saturday dance *

* heard they crowded
the floor *

* couldn't bear it
without you *

* don't get around much
anymore *

* thought i'd visit
the club *

Judith:
Oh, oh God.

* got as far as the door *

You are painful.

I mean, if you're going
to go after a dream,

Pick the right one.

* don't get around much
anymore *

I'm sure you're
a nice person,

But face the music.

* Darling, I guess *

Can you even
hear the music?

Excuse me. The manager's sorry,
but we have to ask you to leave.

* get around much
anymore *

But she's awful.

* dum duh dee dee *

* been invited on dates *

You gonna be sick?

What?

What is the point
of what you're doing?

Excuse me?

In here.
Fixing your makeup.

He's going to dump you
eventually

For someone younger,
so what is the point?

I mean, you're
a nice-looking woman.

Why does everything
have to be about men?

Excuse me.

Oops.

You need some coffee.

You know,
I once heard you sing,

And I complimented you,
and you completely ignored me.

I'm sorry.
That was rude.

Yes, it was.

But you're
a terrific singer.

Maybe people with talent
are allowed to be rude.

How come you only
made one record?

'cause nobody
bought that one.

I did.

Do you need some
help getting home?

I'm fine.

Don't you, uh...

Have to go back and do
the amateur thing?

No. My boss cut it
short tonight.

Sorry.

I don't mind. Although,
my boyfriend is waiting for me,

So if you're gonna
be ok in here--

He's gay.

What?

Your friend.

You don't even know
who i'm talking about.

Yeah, I do.

That young guy
with the beautiful...

Voice.

I saw you looking
at him when he sang.

I saw your expression.
I...i know that look.

I don't know
how you can know that.

When you're laying
in the gutter,

You can see
underneath people

A little better
than usual.

You don't look
like the gutter type.

Oh, i'm a native.

I just clean up well.

That's from living
on the Upper Eastside

For 20 years.

I learned how to let
doormen carry my bags.

I learned
how to order wine

And cater parties.

I dumped all my friends
from home because their...

Husbands didn't
make as much as mine.

And it was difficult
to do things with them,

Things they
couldn't afford.

Ha.

Feels good
to admit that finally.

Funny what you
can tell a stranger

And you can't
tell people you know.

I've told so many
stories all my life.

I'm so tired of
telling stories.

Hmm.

He left you?

I don't know
who he left.

I'm not sure where
I've been for 20 years.

I knew deep down
he saw other women.

I knew for years.

I just kept thinking...

He must know I know.

That's why he stays.

Because I let him
do what he wants.

Because...

I understand
what he needs,

And I don't make it
difficult.

He'll never leave.
Why should he?

He can do
whatever he wants.

As long as he stays.

There are all kinds
of marriages.

At least i'm married.
At least i'm safe.

It's amazing.

Isn't it?

The things you find
yourself agreeing to?

Then...

Some guy
with great hands

Kisses me

In a dark room,

And i'm saved.

This is why
it all happened.

This will be
my new story.

How I met
my second husband.

Where'd you go to,
a party?

Yeah.

Mmm.

You know, um...

After we spoke,
I talked to my brother.

I called him,
and I made a deal with him.

I, uh, you know,
I figured what the heck.

Maybe if I work for him
part-time or something--

Look...

What?

It's late.

What's the matter?

Nothing.

I'm just...

Not in the mood
tonight.

What the hell's wrong
with you?

Hi. Judy?

Where would you like me
to set up?

Uh...

Living room?

Sounds good.

Can I get you anything?

A drink?

A glass of water
would be great. Thanks.

Sorry i'm a little late.

The cabs, they see
this table,

And they pass
right by me.

Ok if i
move these?

Sure.

Here.

Oh, thanks.

So, how long
has it been

Since you've had
a massage?

I...

Don't remember.

Yikes.
That's no good.

I brought my own towels,

But if you prefer
yours...

Oh.

Yeah.

Beautiful.

I also brought
my own music,

But, again, if you
prefer your own...

Uh, this is fine.

So...

Where'd you see my ad?

Um...

Some--some
New York magazine.

Hmm.

Ok.

Well, you want the hour
or hour and a half?

Can I decide later?

Sure.

Usually, no, but, uh...

I have no clients
after you,

So you're in luck.

You may want to take off
your jewelry.

Now, this is, uh...

Totally for you, so...

However far you want me
to go or not go,

It's entirely up to you.

I've been doing this
for 3 years.

I can give all kinds
of massage.

What

Well, Swedish,

Shiatsu, deep tissue,

Erotic...

Or any combo.

It's your choice.

They're entirely safe.

Is there any, um...

Specific areas you'd like me
to concentrate on?

On me?

No.

Would you like me
to take these off?

Can I decide later?

Sure.

I just have to go
wash my hands,

So just make yourself
comfortable.

We're going to start
on your stomach,

So place the towel
over you,

And i'll be right back.

Your bathroom?

Over this way.

Well...

Let's get you
warmed up here.

I just want you
to know...

That I will not
do anything

You don't want me to do.

* at last *

This is all about
pleasure,

About touch.

* my love *

* has come along *

Bodies touching.

Just let everything go.

And if you want
to touch me,

Feel free.

* and life
is like a song *

People are so scared
nowadays.

They forget how good
it is to be touched.

* yeah, yeah, yeah *

It's important.

There you go.

* the skies above *

Just let it go.

* are blue *

That's right.

Just let everything go.

* wrapped up in clover *

That's right.

* the night *

* I looked at you *

* I found a dream *

* that I could speak to *

* a dream that I *

* could call *

* my own *

* I found a thrill *

Hi.

Hi.

Good massage?

Mm-hmm.

He was a good-looking guy.
You use him before?

No, first time.

That's a good job.

If you don't mind my asking,

What does a guy get
for a 2 1/2 hour massage?

Ahem.

Look, I want
to apologize.

I--i was a little, uh,

Abrupt before.

I'm sorry.

You want some coffee?

Yeah.

Yeah.

Mmm.

There's something that
I want to get off my chest.

Ahem.

It's been bugging me.

It's about the first
night that we talked--

The night I borrowed
the money from you.

Oh, no, no, no.
You don't have to.

No, no, I want to.

I want to come clean
about something.

About not needing the money
for the gas guy?

You knew?

Pat...

A $189 gas bill
for a Fifth Avenue co

Hmm.

So why'd you
give it to me?

I don't know.

Mmm, I figured
you were good for it.

Hmm.

There's something else
I wanted to ask you.

Um...

I was wondering
if one night--

Uh...

This is--
Jesus, this is tough.

I'm--i'm really
a little rusty at this.

Pat, don't.

What?

Don't, uh...

I don't want to hurt
your feelings.

Hurt my feelings
about what?

I think I know
what you're going to ask.

You do?

Mmm. Mmm.

And i'd rather
you didn't.

Oh. Oh.

See, I just wanted to know

If you wanted to have
dinner with me sometime,

Maybe go out
to a movie.

Pat, I just asked you
not to ask me.

Oh, you were right?

Yeah.

Well, I thought maybe
you could've been

Completely
off the mark.

No.

So you knew
what I was going to...

Is that a no?

Look, i--i--i--

I think you're
a wonderful person,

But I think that...

That I like you?

Yes.

And i--

I think I know
what you want.

Yeah?

So?

I think you're
a terrific person, too.

I--i like being with you.

I'd like to, you know,
see you more--

Take you out, spend
some time with you.

But that's not
possible.

Why? Because of
what I do?

No.
Are you sure?

Look, you're not
being honest.

It's not just about
spending time with me.

You feel comfortable
with me, right?

We have a good time
when we're talking--

Nice time telling jokes
or kidding around, right?

Yes, but I don't
want you thinking

It can be anything
more than that.

Well, it's none
of your business

What I think
or what I want.

I mean, you can't
control that.

Well, it just
won't happen.

How do you know it won't?

I know.

How can you know?

I mean, you can't know
a thing like that.

I'm not attracted
to you that way.

So maybe
it'll change.it won't.

How do you
know that?

I know.

I want to feel my life.

I want to be authentic.

I want to stop
agreeing to things

I don't really want.

Then stop.

Look, Judith, i'm not
asking you to marry me.

I'm just saying let's spend
a little time together.

Whatever happens, doesn't
happen, it doesn't matter.

Of course
it's going to matter.

If you want to sleep
with me, and I don't,

It's going to matter.

No, believe me,
it won't matter.

So if I want
to just be friends

That's what we'll be?

Yes.

Unless it changes.

I don't think
it will.

Well, you never know.
How can you know?

You don't know.

Things change.

I--i might lose interest.

I mean, it's not
a great possibility

That I might
lose interest, but...

Come on. Come on.

Come on, what?

What? We're laughing here.
We're having a good time.

I don't want this.

Then why'd you
come down here?

To apologize.

Oh, you came down here
to apologize, is that it?

Is that authentically
why you came down here?

No.

I came down here
because...

I can't sleep...

And because I don't want
to be alone.

Pat: Sorry.

The lady upstairs--

Did you hear the bell?

Yeah, I heard
the bell, but--

Doesn't anybody work
anymore?

Yeah, we work.

The lady was moving
a refrigerator.

Writing the great American
novel up there.

Fell over on a cat.
We had...

Are you wearing
that shirt?

Mm-hmm.

30, 7:00?

Judith: What time
is the movie?

8:00.
6:30.

6:30.
I'm here.

Good night, Pat.

Good night.
Hi, Bill.

Where the hell's
the damn key?

I'm getting it.

Because, really, I swear,
you make me cry.

Oh, thank you.
Thank you so much.

Because you know why?
Because when you sing,

It's not about just you.

It's not about now.

It's the whole
black experience,

You know
what i'm saying?

Because, you see,
black people--

African-American people--

When they sing
sentimental songs,

They're not
sentimental, right?

You know why?
Why?

Because they have the pain
to back it up.

Yes.
I have the pain.

It's i'm full
the pain. of pain.

You are
absolutely right.

You know what?
Thank you so much.

You're welcome.
Thank you.

You are so great.
You're so great.

You bring your friends
next time.

Keep on singing.
Keep on singing, now.

I got plenty of bad times
to sing about,

Don't you worry.

Ok. You get home safe.

I will.

This is your fault.

This is
her fault.

Why?

Because you said
I was rude.

Every since you said
I was rude,

It's like I got to talk
to every psycho

That comes in the place
just so I don't feel bad.

Hey, there he is.

Hi, gary.
How you doing?

Nice to see you
again.

And this is Pat.

Hi. Nice
to meet you.

Mmm.

Mmm.

So, you want a drink?

Sure. Please.

So, how was your audition?

It went better than
I thought it would.

Oh, good.

Jesus.

Judith: It's called
a Victorian gypsy ring.

Apparently, they would
change the stones

As they, I don't know,

Progressed in society
or something.

It was bought for me
in London.

You want to go out later?

I really got to get out.

Judith:
Oh, I'd love to.

I have to get up
early, though.

They sold
the country house

My husband and i
bought.

Actually, my husband
bought it,

But thanks
to the divorce God,

I get half.

Ooh.

Oh, God.

Well...

This place that
i'm thinking about

Is after-hours, so...

It might be best
if you just don't go home.

Mmm, I suppose.

It's not like I have
an actual life.

Well, this girlfriend
of mine

Took me to this place

Called the confessional.

Absolutely fabulous.

I mean, it is
a scene, honey.

That dance floor
gets pretty wild.

You may not want to try it
on your first time.

Really?

But, I mean, it's
just fun to watch.

00.
We going to go.

We're going.

Ok.

And she gave me these.

What do they do?

She says

It just makes you
feel free,

And it makes you want
to just touch everybody.

And for one night,

It makes you forget
all the ex-husbands

And gay boyfriends

You can think of.

You going to be
all right?

Look...

It's my own fault.

It's not like
I lie to myself.

I just love him.

I don't know.
You know what it is?

It's like i've always
had this thing

For beautiful,

Gentle men.

You know?

It's like they have
sort of a--a kindness

I never found in other men,

And I like that.

And they're
sensitive, too.

You know, it's like
having a guy

And a girlfriend
at the same time.

Of course,
being that sensitive,

They feel things that
regular guys don't--

Like the need
to suck dick.

So, you know...

You take the good
with the bad.

Ooh.

Well.

Where are you going?

Liz invited me to this
after-hours place downtown

Called...

Confession...al.

It's somewhere
in the meat district.

Boy, you--
you look amazing.

You better be careful

Going down to a place
like that

Dressed the way you are.

You look terrific.

Ok. Really?
Yeah.

You look very nice
in your uniform.

Thank you.

Mmm...

Pat: Mmm.

Mmm.

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.

No, no.

I'm, uh, a little high.

That's...

Perfectly all right.

Good night.

Take care.

Whew.

Time for the night of
your life, Mademoiselle.

Thank you
very, very much.

Whoo!

* call me, baby *

* i'll do whatever
you want me to do *

* yes, I will *

* call me, baby *

* sweet baby *

* in the light
and the dark *

* if you love me *

* say it *

* if you trust me *

* do it *

* if you want me *

* show it *

* if you need me *

* prove it *

* if you love me *

* say it *

* if you trust me *

* do it *

* if you want me *

* show it *

* if you need me *

* prove it *

* you see, now,
actions speak louder *

* than words *

* so don't just
say things *

* that i've already heard *

* don't want your body *

* without your soul *

* I don't want a lover *

* who will
come here and go *

* you will not
hurt my pride *

* if right now
you decide *

* that you are not ready *

* to settle down *

* but if you want
my heart *

* then it's time
that you start *

* to act like
you're mine *

* in the light
and the dark *

* if you love me *

* say it *

* if you trust me *

* do it *

* if you want me *

* show it *

* if you need me *

* prove it *

* if you need me *

* say it *

* if you trust me *

* do it *

* if you want me *

* show it *

* yeah *

* say it *

* baby *

* do it, do it *

* show it, show it *

* prove it, prove it *

* oh, I *

* oh, I *

* I wanna
touch you, baby *

* and spread *

* my love *

* all around you, honey *

* and if *

* you come *

* you gotta show it,
baby *

* true love *

* to share *

* show it *

* prove it *

* if you love me *

* say it *

* if you trust me *

* do it *

* if you want me *

* show it *

* show me *

* prove it *

* oh, say it *

* say it, say it *

* do it, do it *

* show it, show it *

* prove it, prove it *

* say it, say it *

* do it, do it *

* show it, show it *

* prove it, prove it *

* oh, baby *

* oh, baby *

* oh, baby *

* oh, baby, baby *

* the funky funk
you can't lose *

* the funky funk
you can't lose *

* lots of flavor *

* for the fever *

* say it *

* do it *

* do it *

* show it *

Never saw him again.

Judith: Hello.

Ahem. If you, uh...

Need any
electrical work done,

I have a man
who knows the house.

He--he upgraded it
about...

Sorry.

6 years ago.

Anyway,
his name is, uh...

Grimes. Sid grimes.

He's--he's
a terrific guy--

A real character--

Lived in the same house

For over 60 years.

Wow.
Wow.

And his family were...

They were one of
the original town settlers.

Uh...

Anyway, uh,

He's a terrific guy,

And, um...

There are also
2 plumbers in town.

Again, the one
that I use is, uh...

Kei--

What is your problem?

I thought we were going
to be civilized.

I--i have to apologize
for this.

You are such a child.

I can't believe you're
behaving like this.

Lawyer: You all right,
Bob

Hey, what are you--

I want to say
something.

You're out of your mind.
Do you know that?

Can we please--

Shut up. Shut up.

I want you to know
I don't hate you.

Man: I DON'T
BELIEVE THIS.

I--i want to get on
with my life,

And I can't do it
hating you.

I know I did a lot
of things wrong, too.

I left me
long before you did.

Excuse me, Miss?

I lied.

I lied about
a lot of things,

And i'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

We don't need to have
this discussion now, ok?

I'm over you,
believe me.

What?

You stupid...

Asshole.

That's all
you're going to say?

What do you want me
to say

For what?

I fell in love.

I feel something.

For the first time,
my heart is open.

I'm learning
how to give love

And receive love

From someone
who knows how, finally!

And i'm supposed
to be sorry?

I never said
I didn't love you!

Just because
it fell apart

Doesn't mean it wasn't
love at some point!

Uhh!

I am through!

God, what was it?

What was I so scared of

That you were
a better choice?

Uhh!

Help!

I mean, this situation

Clearly called for me
to attack him.

He takes everything
so damn seriously.

So he's going
to press charges?

It depends.

His lawyer said he'd
forget the whole thing

If I forfeited my share
of money from the house.

That is bullshit.

That's what I said,

But then...

They explained how

Assault and battery
carries a 30-day sentence

And a fine.

And it would be
on my record,

And...

I mean, you--

No. My credit cards
are, like...

Aw, look, you're
really upset now.

Let me--

Don't think about it, ok?

I'm off tonight.

Take a nice rest

And let me take you
out to dinner.

Ok? We'll get
dressed up real nice.

We'll go to some
really nice place,

And then later on, we'll go
visit liz down at Jasper's.

What do you think?
Would you like that?

* be a wise man *

* be a fool *

* treat me tender *

* or be cruel *

* be anything *

* but, darling *

* be mine *

* climb to the top *

* of the ladder *

* be master of all *

* you survey *

* fail, and it still
doesn't matter *

* if you love me *

* everything's *

* ok *

* be the angel *

* of my prayers *

* be a devil *

* who cares *

* be anything *

* but, Darling *

* be mine *

* uhh *

* be anything *

* but, darling *

* be mine *

Thank you.

Mmm.

Yeah.

So--so what
are we celebrating?

I got so much
to tell you,

But I didn't wanna
say anything

Until everything
was all set.

I called my cousin
in Sorrento.

I got everything lined up--
all the research--

And I told him
how much people here

Were willing to pay
for a can of fucking tomatoes,

And he said he's interested.

Ohh.

Mmm.

Pat, that's so great.

Yes, yes.

Congratulations.

Thank you very much.

Mmm.

Hmm?

We leave on November 3rd.

What?

Now, don't--you don't have
to decide right now.

Pat...

I can't go to--
to Italy.

It's 6 weeks away.

It's just a little trip
to get away from everything.

Ohh, Pat.

It doesn't cost me
anything, either,

Because this is
a business write-off.

Don't--please.

Uh, what

What's wrong, kid?

This...

Let me...

Let me think about it,
ok?

Yeah. Yeah, well,
that's all i'm saying.

Just think about it.

Yeah. Just, uh...

Let's not talk about it
now.

Fine. Sure.

Fine.

Yeah.

It's just that--

And I know you don't
wanna hear this,

And i'll never say it
again,

But I feel it's better
that we should...

Say it now,
and then we're clear.

I feel love for you.

I--i know you don't feel
exactly the same,

And that's fine,

But...

I like loving you.

It's selfish.

It makes me feel good.

And, uh...

You know, i...

I have to love somebody.

I--it's just...

I have to.

You know,
i'm 52 years old,

And i'm not looking
for another lifetime.

I've already had one.

Uh...

As long as
I can be with you...

Do for you.

Nothing's perfect.

Waitress:
Are you folks ready?

So don't decide now.

Let's just eat dinner
and...

Yeah, we are ready.

Yes, i'll have
the risotto

And half salad.

Yeah. What--does steak
come with anything?

Waitress:
YOU HAVE A CHOICE

Between baked potato,
rice, or french fries.

Pat: Baked potato.

And make the steak
medium rare.

Waitress: OK.

Pat...

Mmm?

Pat...

I can't go to Italy.

Uh...

Uh...ah.

Maybe it bothered you--

Before--

What I said
about how I feel.

Not at all.

I feel the same way...

Just not exactly.

Yeah.

It's because you have
a lot of things...

Ahead of you.

Lot of things
you have to do.

That's just it.

I...

I wanna know...

What i'm supposed
to be doing,

What i'm really
meant to do.

And i...

I don't think
i'll be able to see it

If I have someone
standing in front of me.

Mm-hmm.

What if i'm standing
behind you?

No.

Oh, i--i know.

You got a--

You got a lot of beautiful
things ahead of you.

So do you.

Look, uh...

I'm gonna go, ok?

Uh...

I'll give you some time,
you know, to settle in.

I'll give you my new number
when it gets hooked up, ok?

Sure.

Sure.

Hmm.

Bye, kid.

You'll just probably
hold them today.

Ok.

They need to be held.

If you have any problems,
just let me know, ok?

Thank you.

Hey.

Hi.

How you doing?

How are you?

Well, it's so good
to see you.

You're so happy
today.

So good to see you
so happy.

Good night.

Good night, shari.
Good night, linda.

I'll see you
tomorrow.

Is tonight the test?

No, I had it
this morning.

God...was that
this morning?

I'm sure
you did great.

Good night.

Good night.

Dr. Nelson,

You're wanted
at the nurses' station.

Dr. Robert Nelson,

Please report
to the nurses' station.

Bob Nelson?
Cardiologist?

Yeah, I think
he's consulting here.

You know him?

Not really.
Good night.

Mm-hmm.
Good night.

* the way
you wear your hat *

* the way
you sip your tea *

* the memory of all that *

* no, no *

* they can't take that
away from me *

* the way your smile
just beams *

* the way you sing off-key *

* the way
you haunt my dreams *

* no, no *

* they can't take that
away from me *

* we may never, never
meet again *

* on that bumpy road
to love *

* still i'll always,
always *

* keep the memory of *

* the way
you hold your knife *

* the way
00 *

* the way
you changed my life *

* no, no *

* they can't take that
away from me *

* no *

* they can't
take that away *

* from me *

* do do dee do *

* bah *

* thank you *

Whew.

Something happened, Pat.

In just a second,
I saw it.

It's like all this time
I wasn't paying attention,

And all of a sudden
I could see it.

I don't know anything
anymore.

I don't know
how long it'll last

Or if it's right
or wrong.

Maybe all we have are
seconds we see clearly.

Give it up for Pat,
everybody!

Cameriere!

Ey, prego,
una bottiglia!

No.
Due, due.

Ah, baby.

Eh! Grazie.

Aw, I sing in the shower
a little bit, that's all.

Thank you.

I told him
I didn't expect you tonight.

He was happy to hear
you were doing so well.

Ok, give him
the other one.

Here you go.

No, I want
the other one.

Girl:
Hey, wait, wait, wait.

Shh. Leave it on.
I love that song.

Leave it.

Sly and the Family Stone:
* Hot fun in the summertime *

* hot fun in the summertime *

* hot fun in the summertime *

* hot fun in the summertime *

* first day of fall *

* and then she goes back *

* bye! *

* bye, bye, bye! *

* babe *

* them summer days *

* those summer days *

* buh buh buh buh
when I want to *

* ohh, it's good *

* county fair
in the country sun *

* and everything
is coo-hoo-hoo-ool *

* ooh, yeah *

* hot fun in the summertime *

* ooh, yeah *

* hot fun in the summertime *

Man: * Mmm *

* mmm mm mm mm mmm mmm *

* mmm mm mm mm *

* yeaahh, yeah, yeah *

* i'm not willing *

* to live *

* blinded by another lover *

* who leads me on *

* 'cause they know *

* just how to get *

* just enough
to get what they want *

* and then they're gone *

* well, i've been there *

* and done that before *

* but this time *

* i'm goin' through *

* another door *

* give me
something real now *

* that I can feel now *

* hit me with *

* a love that won't let go *

* if you're gonna *

* choose me *

* don't refuse me *

* baby, show me *

* what you've got *

* and give me
something real *

* yea-ahh, yeah, yeaaahh *

* uhh huhh huhhuhh *

* true love *

* has no disguise *

* you shouldn't have
to make your feelings *

* a mystery *

* 'cause there's no room *

* for surprise *

* no, not inside a heart *

* that's achin' *

* for honesty *

* 'cause
I've followed illusions *

* befo-oh-ore *

* but daydreams
don't do it for me *

* anymore *

* give me
something real now *

* that I can feel now *

* hit me with *

* a love that won't let go *

* if you're gonna *

* choose me *

* don't refuse me *

* baby, show me *

* what you've got *

* and give me
something real *

* we can share *

* a feeling so rare *

* let's make a love *

* of our
oh-whoa-oh-whoa-oh-own *

* what's past is past *

* so let's make this last *

* show me *

* what i've never known *

* never known *

* give me
something real now *

* that I can feel now *

* hit me with a love *

* that won't
let go-oh-whoa-o *

* if you're gonna
choose me *

* don't refuse me *

* Baby, show me *

* what you've got *

* and give me something *

* real now *

* that I can feel now... *