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We hope to support full\r\nVTT styling in later versions of Subtitled Pro.\r\n\r\n00:00:31.169 --> 00:00:34.586\r\n(moody electronic music)\r\n\r\n00:01:10.200 --> 00:01:12.533\r\n(man pants)\r\n\r\n00:02:15.781 --> 00:02:18.970\r\n♪ We use the same planet,\nwe breathe the same air ♪\r\n\r\n00:02:19.020 --> 00:02:22.201\r\n♪ We piss yellow and\nbleed red, we don't care ♪\r\n\r\n00:02:22.251 --> 00:02:25.531\r\n♪ Worship the same sun\nuntil it falls in the sea ♪\r\n\r\n00:02:25.581 --> 00:02:28.843\r\n♪ And the moon pops up to\nlight up our debauchery ♪\r\n\r\n00:02:28.893 --> 00:02:32.113\r\n♪ You wanna pave the way,\nI ain't tryin' to follow ♪\r\n\r\n00:02:32.163 --> 00:02:35.473\r\n♪ You think it's really deep\nbecause you're fuckin' hollow ♪\r\n\r\n00:02:35.523 --> 00:02:38.723\r\n♪ You wanna be the king,\nI wanna overthrow one ♪\r\n\r\n00:02:38.773 --> 00:02:42.073\r\n♪ I got grown-man balls, you\nreally need to grow some ♪\r\n\r\n00:02:42.123 --> 00:02:45.313\r\n♪ You wear a lot of hoodies,\nI wear a lot of flannel ♪\r\n\r\n00:02:45.363 --> 00:02:48.713\r\n♪ You wanna change the game,\nI wanna change the channel ♪\r\n\r\n00:02:48.763 --> 00:02:51.911\r\n♪ You read what I've accomplished,\nI read a lot of comics ♪\r\n\r\n00:02:51.961 --> 00:02:55.083\r\n♪ I write a lot of music,\nyou write a lot of comments ♪\r\n\r\n00:02:55.133 --> 00:02:58.691\r\n♪ You sniff coke, I smoke\nweed, I get the munchies ♪\r\n\r\n00:02:58.741 --> 00:03:01.702\r\n♪ And pass out, you stay\nup with with nosebleeds ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:01.752 --> 00:03:05.011\r\n♪ I'm lookin' forward to the\nfuture while you hate it all ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:05.061 --> 00:03:08.131\r\n♪ I wouldn't go back if I could\nbut you would trade it all ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:08.181 --> 00:03:11.233\r\n♪ I don't need a pot of gold,\nI just need a lot of dough ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:11.283 --> 00:03:14.473\r\n♪ I just wanna medicate,\nmeditate and make it slow ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:14.523 --> 00:03:17.753\r\n♪ I don't need a better way,\nyou just need to find your own ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:17.803 --> 00:03:21.601\r\n♪ Hell's ready that'a way, I\ndon't care, I'm not alone ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:21.651 --> 00:03:24.799\r\n♪ You can't handle your drugs,\nI'm better drunk than sober ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:24.849 --> 00:03:26.252\r\n♪ The ones who say they love you ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:26.302 --> 00:03:27.999\r\n♪ Are the first to fuck you over ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:28.049 --> 00:03:31.220\r\n♪ You hate certain people,\nI don't discriminate ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:31.270 --> 00:03:34.479\r\n♪ You're quick to get in\nline, I'm slow to assimilate ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:34.529 --> 00:03:37.892\r\n♪ You got an angel lookin' down\non you when mine is fallin' ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:37.942 --> 00:03:41.211\r\n♪ So he looks up to me, yours\nis gone when you call him ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:41.261 --> 00:03:44.542\r\n♪ Thought I gave you a hand so\nyou could stab me in the back ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:44.592 --> 00:03:46.953\r\n♪ But there were too many\nknives in it for that ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:47.003 --> 00:03:48.502\r\n♪ Too late to aim now ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:48.552 --> 00:03:51.132\r\n♪ You set thoughts\nbringin' the shot down ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:51.182 --> 00:03:54.292\r\n♪ You went the shit in high\nschool but you are not now ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:54.342 --> 00:03:57.153\r\n♪ We took a hit of death,\nyou started to suffocate ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:57.203 --> 00:03:58.561\r\n♪ They put you in the ground ♪\r\n\r\n00:03:58.611 --> 00:04:03.528\r\n♪ And told the devil\nhe could fuckin' wait ♪\r\n\r\n00:04:14.663 --> 00:04:18.942\r\n- [Man] You don't know what\nyou have until it's gone.\r\n\r\n00:04:18.992 --> 00:04:22.282\r\nThat's when you miss it the most.\r\n\r\n00:04:22.332 --> 00:04:23.863\r\nThe job.\r\n\r\n00:04:23.913 --> 00:04:24.913\r\nThe car.\r\n\r\n00:04:25.684 --> 00:04:26.684\r\nThe house.\r\n\r\n00:04:27.543 --> 00:04:29.082\r\nThe wife.\r\n\r\n00:04:29.132 --> 00:04:31.215\r\nAnd I bet even your life.\r\n\r\n00:04:32.352 --> 00:04:35.602\r\nOf course, when you lose that,\r\n\r\n00:04:35.652 --> 00:04:39.319\r\nmost people don't get\na second chance at it.\r\n\r\n00:04:51.053 --> 00:04:53.312\r\n(violin note)\r\n\r\n00:04:53.362 --> 00:04:56.304\r\n- [Violinist] This time, I'm ready.\r\n\r\n00:04:56.354 --> 00:04:58.271\r\nI'm not going to choke.\r\n\r\n00:04:59.234 --> 00:05:01.817\r\n(violin music)\r\n\r\n00:05:11.664 --> 00:05:15.664\r\n(metronome clicks rhythmically)\r\n\r\n00:05:18.664 --> 00:05:21.247\r\n(violin music)\r\n\r\n00:05:25.539 --> 00:05:28.518\r\n- Pound the onions, ginger\nand chilies with the garlic\r\n\r\n00:05:28.568 --> 00:05:31.235\r\ninto a smooth paste in a mortar.\r\n\r\n00:05:32.447 --> 00:05:36.238\r\nYou know, Grandma cooked a curry\nthat was so spicy and rich,\r\n\r\n00:05:36.288 --> 00:05:38.257\r\nand she made it without\nany fucking appliances.\r\n\r\n00:05:38.307 --> 00:05:41.737\r\n- Housewives don't want\ntradition, they want convenience.\r\n\r\n00:05:41.787 --> 00:05:43.969\r\nTrust me.\n- Mom always grilled it.\r\n\r\n00:05:44.019 --> 00:05:46.667\r\nShe said it produces an\ninfinitely richer flavor.\r\n\r\n00:05:46.717 --> 00:05:48.177\r\n- I'm following Dad's recipe,\r\n\r\n00:05:48.227 --> 00:05:50.977\r\nand he told me that I cooked\nthis dish better than you.\r\n\r\n00:05:51.027 --> 00:05:53.447\r\n- Shut up, Dad never said you\ncooked this better than me,\r\n\r\n00:05:53.497 --> 00:05:55.577\r\nand you're cutting the ginger too thin.\r\n\r\n00:05:55.627 --> 00:05:56.737\r\nIt needs to be thicker.\r\n\r\n00:05:56.787 --> 00:05:58.746\r\n- I've got to get to work,\nchopping is chopping.\r\n\r\n00:05:58.796 --> 00:06:00.237\r\n- "Chopping is chopping."\r\n\r\n00:06:00.287 --> 00:06:03.729\r\nCrazy they haven't offed themselves yet.\r\n\r\n00:06:03.779 --> 00:06:06.747\r\n- People need help sometimes,\nand believe it or not,\r\n\r\n00:06:06.797 --> 00:06:08.857\r\nI'm making a difference.\n- Yeah, yeah, sure.\r\n\r\n00:06:08.907 --> 00:06:10.969\r\nYou're making a difference, but right now,\r\n\r\n00:06:11.019 --> 00:06:14.958\r\nyou're fucking cooking paratha,\nso cut that shit thicker!\r\n\r\n00:06:15.008 --> 00:06:18.975\r\n(phone rings)\n- Answer the phone.\r\n\r\n00:06:19.025 --> 00:06:19.808\r\n- Yes, hello?\r\n\r\n00:06:19.858 --> 00:06:21.604\r\n- [Man] Yeah, you promised\nme this place was quiet.\r\n\r\n00:06:21.628 --> 00:06:23.508\r\nEvery day I deal with the same bullshit.\r\n\r\n00:06:23.558 --> 00:06:25.818\r\nUntil you take care of\nthis, I am not paying rent.\r\n\r\n00:06:25.868 --> 00:06:27.447\r\n- Please calm down, I can't hear you.\r\n\r\n00:06:27.497 --> 00:06:29.956\r\n- [Tenant] No shit you can't,\nno one can, and I'll calm down\r\n\r\n00:06:30.006 --> 00:06:33.618\r\nwhen you kick her ass out.\n- Okay, okay, I'm coming over!\r\n\r\n00:06:33.668 --> 00:06:36.136\r\n- What's going on?\n- That crazy lady in 15.\r\n\r\n00:06:36.186 --> 00:06:38.708\r\nI'll be right back in one minute.\r\n\r\n00:06:38.758 --> 00:06:43.758\r\n(violin music)\n(metronome clicks)\r\n\r\n00:06:51.577 --> 00:06:53.660\r\n(knocks)\r\n\r\n00:06:55.807 --> 00:06:58.724\r\n(metronome clicks)\r\n\r\n00:07:02.607 --> 00:07:05.237\r\n- Oh, hi.\n- You're late, again.\r\n\r\n00:07:05.287 --> 00:07:06.837\r\nAnd you're too loud.\r\n\r\n00:07:06.887 --> 00:07:09.697\r\nLook, if you can't pay rent\ntoday, you're out, okay?\r\n\r\n00:07:09.747 --> 00:07:11.018\r\nI've been patient with you,\r\n\r\n00:07:11.068 --> 00:07:12.463\r\nand now you're bothering\nthe paying tenants.\r\n\r\n00:07:12.487 --> 00:07:13.928\r\n- Hold on, I'll get it for you.\r\n\r\n00:07:13.978 --> 00:07:16.368\r\n- I've heard this before,\nwhen are you going to get it?\r\n\r\n00:07:16.418 --> 00:07:19.335\r\n- Now, just, just give me a second.\r\n\r\n00:07:21.239 --> 00:07:23.989\r\n- Pay it today or pack your shit!\r\n\r\n00:07:34.201 --> 00:07:37.861\r\n- Oh, my gosh, I wish\nI was in New York, too.\r\n\r\n00:07:37.911 --> 00:07:40.161\r\nI'll be there soon, though.\r\n\r\n00:07:41.329 --> 00:07:46.246\r\nI told my brother that I'd meet\nhis stupid friend tomorrow.\r\n\r\n00:07:56.161 --> 00:07:59.661\r\n(speaks foreign language)\r\n\r\n00:08:02.521 --> 00:08:03.521\r\n- Hey, uh...\r\n\r\n00:08:04.452 --> 00:08:07.951\r\nThis may not be the best time to ask, but,\r\n\r\n00:08:08.001 --> 00:08:10.533\r\nI was thinking, if you're free tonight,\r\n\r\n00:08:10.583 --> 00:08:14.172\r\nI'm cooking some partha and my\nbrother's out for the evening\r\n\r\n00:08:14.222 --> 00:08:17.555\r\nso if you want to come over, you know...\r\n\r\n00:08:21.492 --> 00:08:23.159\r\nSo, what do you say?\r\n\r\n00:08:24.844 --> 00:08:27.192\r\n(wind chimes ring)\r\n\r\n00:08:27.242 --> 00:08:29.742\r\nShit, the fucking fire escape?\r\n\r\n00:08:34.884 --> 00:08:38.384\r\n(speaks foreign language)\r\n\r\n00:08:41.383 --> 00:08:42.809\r\n- Did you deal with her?\n- She wasn't home.\r\n\r\n00:08:42.833 --> 00:08:44.765\r\nAnd put the fan on, yeah?\r\n\r\n00:08:44.815 --> 00:08:46.023\r\n- She slipped away?\r\n\r\n00:08:46.073 --> 00:08:48.325\r\nYou don't have to cry,\nit's okay, she'll be back.\r\n\r\n00:08:48.375 --> 00:08:51.725\r\n- You're cutting onions, you fuck!\r\n\r\n00:08:51.775 --> 00:08:54.032\r\n- Mom didn't like it when we fought.\r\n\r\n00:08:54.082 --> 00:08:55.794\r\nEspecially when we were cooking.\r\n\r\n00:08:55.844 --> 00:09:00.844\r\n"Cook with love, better, and\ndon't fight." (both laugh)\r\n\r\n00:09:00.894 --> 00:09:05.293\r\nAnd then, Dad, "But if you\nmust fight, make sure you win!"\r\n\r\n00:09:05.343 --> 00:09:10.343\r\n- Yeah, "Make sure you kick\nsome ass!" (both laugh)\r\n\r\n00:09:12.503 --> 00:09:15.306\r\nEverything seems so much\nfresher back home, you know?\r\n\r\n00:09:15.356 --> 00:09:19.375\r\nThe fruits, (sniffs) the\nvegetables, the spices.\r\n\r\n00:09:19.425 --> 00:09:21.294\r\n- No preservatives.\r\n\r\n00:09:21.344 --> 00:09:22.344\r\n- Right.\r\n\r\n00:09:24.116 --> 00:09:25.436\r\nAre you done with those onions?\r\n\r\n00:09:25.486 --> 00:09:27.146\r\nGive them to me.\r\n\r\n00:09:27.196 --> 00:09:29.529\r\nThink they should go in now.\r\n\r\n00:09:35.126 --> 00:09:38.293\r\n- You know, Dad would have loved this.\r\n\r\n00:09:47.195 --> 00:09:50.778\r\n(somber atmospheric music)\r\n\r\n00:10:00.936 --> 00:10:01.936\r\n- Otis!\r\n\r\n00:10:05.026 --> 00:10:06.467\r\nOtis!\r\n\r\n00:10:06.517 --> 00:10:07.517\r\nI'm home!\r\n\r\n00:10:09.997 --> 00:10:12.947\r\nI know you're not still sleepin'.\r\n\r\n00:10:12.997 --> 00:10:14.665\r\nI grabbed the clothes from the drier.\r\n\r\n00:10:14.715 --> 00:10:16.947\r\nHelp me put it all out.\r\n\r\n00:10:16.997 --> 00:10:18.118\r\n- Hey, baby.\n- Hey!\r\n\r\n00:10:18.168 --> 00:10:19.326\r\n- That didn't take long.\r\n\r\n00:10:19.376 --> 00:10:21.467\r\n- Ah, they cut my shift,\nthey didn't need me all day.\r\n\r\n00:10:21.517 --> 00:10:22.726\r\n- Let's get some coffee.\r\n\r\n00:10:22.776 --> 00:10:24.344\r\n- Okay, but let me change\ninto my slippers first.\r\n\r\n00:10:24.368 --> 00:10:27.206\r\nMy feet are killin' me.\n- Relax, I'll get 'em for ya.\r\n\r\n00:10:27.256 --> 00:10:32.173\r\n- What's the matter with you?\n- That's alright I'll get 'em.\r\n\r\n00:10:38.018 --> 00:10:39.037\r\nBaby, Barbara...\r\n\r\n00:10:39.087 --> 00:10:41.169\r\n- Touch me again, Otis.\n- Baby?\r\n\r\n00:10:41.219 --> 00:10:42.219\r\n- I swear.\r\n\r\n00:10:43.509 --> 00:10:44.509\r\n- Baby?\r\n\r\n00:10:45.608 --> 00:10:46.608\r\nBaby.\r\n\r\n00:10:47.778 --> 00:10:48.778\r\nBaby.\r\n\r\n00:10:51.968 --> 00:10:54.468\r\nThey say timing is everything.\r\n\r\n00:10:56.899 --> 00:11:00.316\r\nBut in my case, timing wasn't on my side.\r\n\r\n00:11:10.197 --> 00:11:12.197\r\nHell, to tell the truth,\r\n\r\n00:11:13.418 --> 00:11:16.049\r\nI don't even know why I did it.\r\n\r\n00:11:16.099 --> 00:11:19.227\r\nI could say it was my first time,\r\n\r\n00:11:19.277 --> 00:11:20.694\r\nbut I'd be lying.\r\n\r\n00:11:24.175 --> 00:11:25.758\r\nI was good at that.\r\n\r\n00:11:26.677 --> 00:11:27.677\r\nWe all are.\r\n\r\n00:11:29.035 --> 00:11:32.535\r\nTelling ourselves that everything is okay,\r\n\r\n00:11:33.725 --> 00:11:35.975\r\nand we're going to make it,\r\n\r\n00:11:37.885 --> 00:11:40.968\r\nand this is the last time, I promise,\r\n\r\n00:11:44.576 --> 00:11:47.076\r\nwhen we know, deep, deep down,\r\n\r\n00:11:49.085 --> 00:11:51.085\r\nit's the exact opposite.\r\n\r\n00:11:52.095 --> 00:11:55.595\r\n- Here you go.\n- Great, thank you.\r\n\r\n00:11:55.645 --> 00:11:59.978\r\n- And then, I slapped her. (laughs)\r\n\r\n00:12:03.517 --> 00:12:06.137\r\n- Can we get two more shots, please?\r\n\r\n00:12:06.187 --> 00:12:08.147\r\n(chuckles)\r\n\r\n00:12:08.197 --> 00:12:11.678\r\n- She looks like Jessie.\n- Well, we're in LA.\r\n\r\n00:12:11.728 --> 00:12:15.598\r\nEverybody has blonde hair and\nblue eyes, except for you.\r\n\r\n00:12:15.648 --> 00:12:19.481\r\n- Well, here is to making\na shitty day better.\r\n\r\n00:12:20.568 --> 00:12:24.766\r\nI didn't think it was possible,\nbut it actually happened.\r\n\r\n00:12:24.816 --> 00:12:25.899\r\n- No worries.\r\n\r\n00:12:32.808 --> 00:12:35.054\r\nYou can cheer me up next time.\r\n\r\n00:12:35.104 --> 00:12:36.104\r\n- Yeah.\r\n\r\n00:12:44.525 --> 00:12:45.525\r\n- Shit.\r\n\r\n00:12:47.575 --> 00:12:50.158\r\n- I don't fucking believe this.\r\n\r\n00:12:51.837 --> 00:12:56.837\r\n- [Otis] My dad used to say\nthat opportunity makes the thief\r\n\r\n00:12:57.136 --> 00:13:00.617\r\nbut I think stealing does.\n(woman sighs)\r\n\r\n00:13:00.667 --> 00:13:05.667\r\nAnd when you get caught, it's\nalways the same question.\r\n\r\n00:13:05.725 --> 00:13:06.725\r\nWhy me?\r\n\r\n00:13:07.865 --> 00:13:11.198\r\nSometimes, you are your own worst enemy.\r\n\r\n00:13:14.805 --> 00:13:19.055\r\n- Are they like sweet or\nthey are more like bitter?\r\n\r\n00:13:34.834 --> 00:13:38.417\r\n(melancholic violin music)\r\n\r\n00:14:13.762 --> 00:14:15.012\r\nI'll come back.\r\n\r\n00:14:35.879 --> 00:14:38.462\r\n(woman laughs)\r\n\r\n00:14:40.012 --> 00:14:42.901\r\n- Oh, oh, and then he said,\r\n\r\n00:14:42.951 --> 00:14:45.533\r\n"I wanna wake up next\nto you every morning."\r\n\r\n00:14:45.583 --> 00:14:48.071\r\n(friend laughs)\nCan you believe it?\r\n\r\n00:14:48.121 --> 00:14:49.653\r\n- After four dates?\r\n\r\n00:14:49.703 --> 00:14:51.413\r\nNo, he didn't, sweetie.\r\n\r\n00:14:51.463 --> 00:14:52.940\r\n- What should I do?\r\n\r\n00:14:52.990 --> 00:14:54.330\r\nHe's sweet and all but...\r\n\r\n00:14:54.380 --> 00:14:57.191\r\n- It is so much better\nto bruise his heart now\r\n\r\n00:14:57.241 --> 00:14:58.581\r\nthan to break it later.\r\n\r\n00:14:58.631 --> 00:15:01.949\r\nIt's for the best to move on.\n(phone rings)\r\n\r\n00:15:01.999 --> 00:15:04.330\r\n- Hello?\n- Hi, honey, it's Dad.\r\n\r\n00:15:04.380 --> 00:15:05.380\r\nHow are you?\r\n\r\n00:15:06.230 --> 00:15:09.399\r\n- Great, busy day, I got an oil change,\r\n\r\n00:15:09.449 --> 00:15:11.991\r\npicked up my dry cleaning\nand then a few groceries.\r\n\r\n00:15:12.041 --> 00:15:13.599\r\nI'm going to a party with Jill.\r\n\r\n00:15:13.649 --> 00:15:17.149\r\nHey, I gotta run, can I call you tomorrow?\r\n\r\n00:15:18.320 --> 00:15:19.320\r\nDad?\r\n\r\n00:15:20.668 --> 00:15:22.519\r\nIs everything okay?\r\n\r\n00:15:22.569 --> 00:15:24.781\r\n- [Father] Honey, I...\r\n\r\n00:15:24.831 --> 00:15:27.248\r\nI have to tell you something.\r\n\r\n00:15:28.161 --> 00:15:31.591\r\nI wanted to do it in person, but...\r\n\r\n00:15:31.641 --> 00:15:32.891\r\n- What's wrong?\r\n\r\n00:15:34.601 --> 00:15:37.151\r\n- I hate to bother you with all this.\r\n\r\n00:15:37.201 --> 00:15:41.951\r\nI know you have a ton on your\nplate with school and work.\r\n\r\n00:15:43.159 --> 00:15:44.659\r\n- Dad, what is it?\r\n\r\n00:15:48.983 --> 00:15:50.621\r\n- [Father] I have cancer.\r\n\r\n00:15:50.671 --> 00:15:51.762\r\n- No!\r\n\r\n00:15:51.812 --> 00:15:53.991\r\n- Pancreatic, the doctor says...\r\n\r\n00:15:54.041 --> 00:15:56.482\r\n- You can't, you're fine.\r\n\r\n00:15:56.532 --> 00:15:59.111\r\n- Darling, I need to tell you.\r\n\r\n00:15:59.161 --> 00:16:01.171\r\nIt doesn't look good.\r\n\r\n00:16:01.221 --> 00:16:04.304\r\nThey can't really do anything for me.\r\n\r\n00:16:05.511 --> 00:16:07.431\r\n- The doctor's wrong.\r\n\r\n00:16:07.481 --> 00:16:11.281\r\nThe doctor doesn't know\nthat you're a fighter.\r\n\r\n00:16:11.331 --> 00:16:12.973\r\nWe all are.\r\n\r\n00:16:13.023 --> 00:16:14.962\r\nWe'll beat this.\r\n\r\n00:16:15.012 --> 00:16:19.512\r\n- He told me to come home\nand put everything in order.\r\n\r\n00:16:20.871 --> 00:16:22.204\r\n- How long, Dad?\r\n\r\n00:16:24.851 --> 00:16:26.621\r\n- I know you have your life there,\r\n\r\n00:16:26.671 --> 00:16:30.882\r\nand you've worked really hard\nat your job to get ahead.\r\n\r\n00:16:30.932 --> 00:16:33.432\r\n- How long did the doctor say?\r\n\r\n00:16:36.511 --> 00:16:38.428\r\n- And I'm proud of you.\r\n\r\n00:16:39.812 --> 00:16:40.812\r\nI really am.\r\n\r\n00:16:42.810 --> 00:16:45.143\r\nBut I need you to come home.\r\n\r\n00:16:47.943 --> 00:16:51.026\r\nTake care of your mom after I'm gone.\r\n\r\n00:16:57.543 --> 00:16:59.071\r\nCan you come home?\r\n\r\n00:16:59.121 --> 00:17:00.711\r\n(daughter sobs)\r\n\r\n00:17:00.761 --> 00:17:03.511\r\n- I, I... (sobs)\r\n\r\n00:17:07.063 --> 00:17:09.733\r\n- Shh, it'll be alright.\r\n\r\n00:17:09.783 --> 00:17:11.670\r\nYou'll be okay.\r\n\r\n00:17:11.720 --> 00:17:15.999\r\nYou'll be able to dust off your\nviolin when you're back home\r\n\r\n00:17:16.049 --> 00:17:19.511\r\nand play that song I love so much.\r\n\r\n00:17:19.561 --> 00:17:20.911\r\nRemember?\r\n\r\n00:17:20.961 --> 00:17:25.961\r\n(hums melodically)\n(daughter sobs)\r\n\r\n00:17:30.636 --> 00:17:33.277\r\n- [Daughter] I love you.\r\n\r\n00:17:33.327 --> 00:17:34.827\r\n- I love you more.\r\n\r\n00:17:39.367 --> 00:17:42.034\r\n(daughter sobs)\r\n\r\n00:17:49.898 --> 00:17:52.029\r\n- Excuse, ma'am, are you okay?\r\n\r\n00:17:52.079 --> 00:17:54.912\r\n- Oh, I'm fine, thanks for asking.\r\n\r\n00:17:58.508 --> 00:18:01.607\r\n- [Otis] We all play parts\nin each other's lives,\r\n\r\n00:18:01.657 --> 00:18:04.768\r\nand you never really\nknow how small or large\r\n\r\n00:18:04.818 --> 00:18:07.318\r\nyour part will turn out to be.\r\n\r\n00:18:32.936 --> 00:18:34.269\r\n- God bless you.\r\n\r\n00:18:35.726 --> 00:18:40.434\r\n- [Otis] I just know that if\nI had it to do over again,\r\n\r\n00:18:40.484 --> 00:18:42.901\r\nI'd play my part differently.\r\n\r\n00:18:44.776 --> 00:18:47.526\r\nShe deserved that much, at least.\r\n\r\n00:18:54.794 --> 00:18:58.461\r\n- I said I was sorry,\nwhat more do you want?\r\n\r\n00:19:00.707 --> 00:19:02.707\r\nJust forgive me already.\r\n\r\n00:19:07.187 --> 00:19:08.187\r\nJess.\r\n\r\n00:19:10.187 --> 00:19:13.886\r\n- Leave me alone, Luke!\n- Jess, come back here please.\r\n\r\n00:19:13.936 --> 00:19:17.115\r\nJess, would you please come back here?\r\n\r\n00:19:17.165 --> 00:19:18.657\r\nGod damn it, Jess!\r\n\r\n00:19:18.707 --> 00:19:20.635\r\nWould you come back here, please?\r\n\r\n00:19:20.685 --> 00:19:23.366\r\n- [Otis] I keep hoping\nI might bump into her.\r\n\r\n00:19:23.416 --> 00:19:25.120\r\n(solemn organ music)\r\n\r\n00:19:25.170 --> 00:19:28.537\r\nMaybe coming out of church.\n♪ Put down your troubles ♪\r\n\r\n00:19:28.587 --> 00:19:32.926\r\n♪ And take these keys I'm offerin' you ♪\r\n\r\n00:19:32.976 --> 00:19:36.753\r\n♪ Unlock the door and finally ♪\r\n\r\n00:19:36.803 --> 00:19:39.737\r\n♪ Be freed ♪\r\n\r\n00:19:39.787 --> 00:19:41.905\r\n♪ Live in the sunshine ♪\r\n\r\n00:19:41.955 --> 00:19:45.606\r\n- With nothing left and nowhere to go,\r\n\r\n00:19:45.656 --> 00:19:49.906\r\nI spend my time now with\nthe ones who will have me.\r\n\r\n00:19:52.715 --> 00:19:57.594\r\nI got what you want, I know. (chuckles)\r\n\r\n00:19:57.644 --> 00:20:00.543\r\nThere, my babies. (chuckles)\r\n\r\n00:20:00.593 --> 00:20:03.443\r\nAlright, alright, alright.\r\n\r\n00:20:03.493 --> 00:20:05.044\r\nSettle down.\r\n\r\n00:20:05.094 --> 00:20:07.932\r\nYeah, you're looking good.\r\n\r\n00:20:07.982 --> 00:20:10.842\r\nWe gonna have a good time today.\r\n\r\n00:20:10.892 --> 00:20:12.725\r\nNice to see you today.\r\n\r\n00:20:14.172 --> 00:20:16.589\r\nY'all in good spirits, I see.\r\n\r\n00:20:20.941 --> 00:20:21.941\r\nYeah.\r\n\r\n00:20:23.753 --> 00:20:24.753\r\nOh, yeah.\r\n\r\n00:20:25.532 --> 00:20:27.402\r\n(chuckles)\r\n\r\n00:20:27.452 --> 00:20:28.452\r\nAww.\r\n\r\n00:20:34.802 --> 00:20:35.802\r\nAh, oh!\r\n\r\n00:20:36.716 --> 00:20:40.364\r\nThere, look at you. (chuckles)\r\n\r\n00:20:40.414 --> 00:20:43.831\r\nYou too good to eat with the others, huh?\r\n\r\n00:20:46.774 --> 00:20:50.774\r\nPuttin' on airs, you think\nyou better than them.\r\n\r\n00:20:51.934 --> 00:20:55.684\r\nYou never did just wanna\nbe one of the flock.\r\n\r\n00:21:21.714 --> 00:21:24.131\r\nThink you special, I take it?\r\n\r\n00:21:26.632 --> 00:21:30.816\r\n(chuckles) Nice to be special.\r\n\r\n00:21:30.866 --> 00:21:31.866\r\nDifferent.\r\n\r\n00:21:33.594 --> 00:21:37.427\r\nMaybe that's why God\nmade us all unique, yeah?\r\n\r\n00:21:39.634 --> 00:21:41.926\r\nThat's what I thought, yeah.\r\n\r\n00:21:41.976 --> 00:21:44.476\r\nWell, it's gettin' kinda late.\r\n\r\n00:21:47.336 --> 00:21:49.919\r\nIt was good seein' y'all today.\r\n\r\n00:21:53.336 --> 00:21:55.827\r\nGoodbye, my friends, it's gettin' late.\r\n\r\n00:21:55.877 --> 00:21:59.107\r\nGot to check in at the metro hotel.\r\n\r\n00:21:59.157 --> 00:22:01.824\r\nNo muss, no fuss, all night bus.\r\n\r\n00:22:02.939 --> 00:22:04.272\r\nBye bye, babies.\r\n\r\n00:22:10.776 --> 00:22:12.406\r\n- What're you mad about?\r\n\r\n00:22:12.456 --> 00:22:13.766\r\nWhere are you going, Jess?\r\n\r\n00:22:13.816 --> 00:22:16.116\r\nJessie, can you come back here, please?\r\n\r\n00:22:16.166 --> 00:22:17.686\r\nCome on, I said I was sorry.\r\n\r\n00:22:17.736 --> 00:22:21.454\r\nIt was just one drink, she's my co-worker!\r\n\r\n00:22:21.504 --> 00:22:23.926\r\nShe was fired today and I was\njust tryin' to cheer her up.\r\n\r\n00:22:23.976 --> 00:22:25.209\r\nI mean, why are you getting so crazy?\r\n\r\n00:22:25.233 --> 00:22:26.924\r\nJess, where are you going?\r\n\r\n00:22:26.974 --> 00:22:29.084\r\n- Getting the hell away from you!\r\n\r\n00:22:29.134 --> 00:22:30.284\r\nYou're a dick, Luke.\r\n\r\n00:22:30.334 --> 00:22:32.284\r\nYou always have been\nand you always will be.\r\n\r\n00:22:32.334 --> 00:22:34.214\r\n- Jess, you need to calm\ndown, you are acting...\r\n\r\n00:22:34.254 --> 00:22:38.004\r\n- [Otis] Funny how the\nhoneymoon always ends.\r\n\r\n00:22:42.395 --> 00:22:44.478\r\nFor better, or for worse.\r\n\r\n00:22:47.275 --> 00:22:48.775\r\nAin't that a fact.\r\n\r\n00:22:51.835 --> 00:22:53.002\r\nIn sickness...\r\n\r\n00:22:56.235 --> 00:22:57.402\r\nAnd in health.\r\n\r\n00:23:01.494 --> 00:23:02.494\r\nTill death.\r\n\r\n00:23:04.563 --> 00:23:06.985\r\n- Excuse me, sir.\n- I can't help you.\r\n\r\n00:23:07.035 --> 00:23:11.364\r\n- You know I needed you\ntoday, to be there for me?\r\n\r\n00:23:11.414 --> 00:23:13.774\r\n- [Stranger] I'm lost,\nI don't know how to go!\r\n\r\n00:23:13.824 --> 00:23:16.145\r\n- Too busy comforting a co-worker.\r\n\r\n00:23:16.195 --> 00:23:16.978\r\nReally?\r\n\r\n00:23:17.028 --> 00:23:20.028\r\n- Hell, we all lost, brother.\n- Damn.\r\n\r\n00:23:21.134 --> 00:23:24.865\r\n- Nothing you ever say is true, Luke.\r\n\r\n00:23:24.915 --> 00:23:27.825\r\nYou only think about yourself.\r\n\r\n00:23:27.875 --> 00:23:30.351\r\nYou need help, you need professional help.\r\n\r\n00:23:30.401 --> 00:23:31.633\r\n- No.\r\n\r\n00:23:31.683 --> 00:23:33.774\r\n- [Jess] Really? It's not a big deal?\r\n\r\n00:23:33.824 --> 00:23:37.282\r\nI needed you to be there\nfor me for one hour.\r\n\r\n00:23:37.332 --> 00:23:39.364\r\n- Where are you goin'?\r\n\r\n00:23:39.414 --> 00:23:44.225\r\n- (chuckles) Central City,\nstarting my new job tomorrow.\r\n\r\n00:23:44.275 --> 00:23:46.065\r\n- Work, huh?\n- Yeah.\r\n\r\n00:23:46.115 --> 00:23:47.991\r\n- Good for you.\r\n\r\n00:23:48.041 --> 00:23:51.225\r\nTake the big blue bus, number five.\r\n\r\n00:23:51.275 --> 00:23:53.604\r\n- I'm tired of this all, Luke.\r\n\r\n00:23:53.654 --> 00:23:54.737\r\nAnd I'm done.\r\n\r\n00:24:00.515 --> 00:24:02.785\r\n- And you can't miss it.\n- Thank you.\r\n\r\n00:24:02.835 --> 00:24:05.085\r\nI appreciate your kindness.\r\n\r\n00:24:07.241 --> 00:24:08.241\r\nThank you!\r\n\r\n00:24:10.715 --> 00:24:13.865\r\n- [Otis] But life keeps\nrollin' right along.\r\n\r\n00:24:13.915 --> 00:24:16.724\r\nWhether I like it or not.\r\n\r\n00:24:16.774 --> 00:24:20.191\r\nHonestly, I think I've missed most of it.\r\n\r\n00:24:23.614 --> 00:24:26.993\r\nIt seems everyone has a purpose.\r\n\r\n00:24:27.043 --> 00:24:28.210\r\nA place to be.\r\n\r\n00:24:45.929 --> 00:24:50.929\r\nRegret can take a hold of\nyou when you least expect it,\r\n\r\n00:24:51.230 --> 00:24:54.147\r\nand only God knows how to shake it.\r\n\r\n00:25:20.718 --> 00:25:23.084\r\n- So, do you know where Beth is right now?\r\n\r\n00:25:23.134 --> 00:25:24.317\r\n- (sighs) Where?\r\n\r\n00:25:24.367 --> 00:25:26.450\r\n- Third Street Promenade.\r\n\r\n00:25:28.775 --> 00:25:30.192\r\nAnd where are we?\r\n\r\n00:25:32.527 --> 00:25:36.004\r\n- [Young Man] Wait, wait,\nI got this, I got this.\r\n\r\n00:25:36.054 --> 00:25:38.317\r\nExcuse me, sir, wait, hold on.\n- What you need, son?\r\n\r\n00:25:38.367 --> 00:25:40.467\r\n- I need smokes and a bottle of Jack.\r\n\r\n00:25:40.517 --> 00:25:43.357\r\n- Tall order for a short guy.\n- Who're you callin' short?\r\n\r\n00:25:43.407 --> 00:25:46.296\r\n- Inward, please, I got\nsuits older than you.\r\n\r\n00:25:46.346 --> 00:25:47.679\r\n- Suits, really?\r\n\r\n00:25:48.837 --> 00:25:51.835\r\nPlease, you were young once.\r\n\r\n00:25:51.885 --> 00:25:53.135\r\nJust this once.\r\n\r\n00:25:56.285 --> 00:25:58.702\r\nThank you, thank you so much.\r\n\r\n00:26:00.603 --> 00:26:01.936\r\nI got this, Amy.\r\n\r\n00:26:24.116 --> 00:26:26.272\r\nWhat the hell is this?\n- Taxes, shorty.\r\n\r\n00:26:26.322 --> 00:26:27.895\r\n- And where is my Jack?\r\n\r\n00:26:27.945 --> 00:26:31.232\r\n- Drinking's somethin' you\nwanna start late in life.\r\n\r\n00:26:31.282 --> 00:26:32.282\r\nTrust me.\r\n\r\n00:26:37.385 --> 00:26:40.968\r\n(somber atmospheric music)\r\n\r\n00:27:04.845 --> 00:27:06.126\r\n- [Old Woman] Sort these out.\r\n\r\n00:27:06.176 --> 00:27:08.646\r\nThat one's brown, this one's green.\r\n\r\n00:27:08.696 --> 00:27:11.537\r\nGreen over here, brown over there.\r\n\r\n00:27:11.587 --> 00:27:15.435\r\nNo, you can't sort them for\nme, you never could sort.\r\n\r\n00:27:15.485 --> 00:27:18.145\r\nI'm the sorter, you're not the sorter.\r\n\r\n00:27:18.195 --> 00:27:20.778\r\nI'm the one who should do that.\r\n\r\n00:27:25.267 --> 00:27:26.267\r\n- Hi.\r\n\r\n00:27:48.987 --> 00:27:51.570\r\n(Otis belches)\r\n\r\n00:27:53.683 --> 00:27:56.600\r\n- [Otis] Bring me another cold one.\r\n\r\n00:28:10.464 --> 00:28:12.551\r\n- Why do you do that?\r\n\r\n00:28:12.601 --> 00:28:13.601\r\n- Good luck.\r\n\r\n00:28:20.650 --> 00:28:22.650\r\nWhat did the doctor say?\r\n\r\n00:28:27.738 --> 00:28:29.905\r\n- The miscarriage was bad.\r\n\r\n00:28:30.802 --> 00:28:35.802\r\n(sighs) But the medicine should\nclear up my infection soon.\r\n\r\n00:28:39.842 --> 00:28:43.342\r\nSo we can try again, when you're up to it.\r\n\r\n00:28:53.180 --> 00:28:55.930\r\n(phone vibrates)\r\n\r\n00:28:59.110 --> 00:29:00.039\r\nHello?\r\n\r\n00:29:00.089 --> 00:29:02.305\r\n- [Woman] Hello, this is the\nDA's office for Barbara Clark.\r\n\r\n00:29:02.329 --> 00:29:03.112\r\n- Mm-hm.\r\n\r\n00:29:03.162 --> 00:29:04.905\r\n- [Woman] I'm confirming\nyour deposition next week.\r\n\r\n00:29:04.929 --> 00:29:06.495\r\n- Okay.\n- Monday at 10.\r\n\r\n00:29:06.545 --> 00:29:09.351\r\n- I'll be there.\n- Room 102, end of the hall.\r\n\r\n00:29:09.401 --> 00:29:11.238\r\n- Okay, thank you.\n- Thank you.\r\n\r\n00:29:11.288 --> 00:29:13.538\r\n- Mm-hm, bye bye.\n- Goodbye.\r\n\r\n00:29:17.580 --> 00:29:20.663\r\n- [Otis] Before Barbara, I had a kid.\r\n\r\n00:29:22.270 --> 00:29:26.540\r\n(sighs) If my son could\nsee his old man now.\r\n\r\n00:29:26.590 --> 00:29:27.590\r\nDamn.\r\n\r\n00:29:28.670 --> 00:29:32.100\r\nHe probably wouldn't even recognize me.\r\n\r\n00:29:32.150 --> 00:29:34.233\r\nNor me him, to be honest.\r\n\r\n00:29:37.201 --> 00:29:39.456\r\nBut I still search for him in the faces\r\n\r\n00:29:39.506 --> 00:29:42.089\r\nof every young black man I see.\r\n\r\n00:29:43.018 --> 00:29:45.601\r\nIt's a habit I can't break now.\r\n\r\n00:30:35.121 --> 00:30:36.121\r\n- Jess.\r\n\r\n00:30:37.401 --> 00:30:38.401\r\nJess.\r\n\r\n00:30:41.390 --> 00:30:44.900\r\nJess, how long are you\ngonna stay mad at me?\r\n\r\n00:30:44.950 --> 00:30:48.962\r\nLook, we belong together, you know that.\r\n\r\n00:30:49.012 --> 00:30:51.679\r\nIt can't be over, this is silly.\r\n\r\n00:30:53.132 --> 00:30:55.382\r\n- You don't get it, do you?\r\n\r\n00:30:56.740 --> 00:30:59.180\r\nI deserve someone that\nmakes me feel better,\r\n\r\n00:30:59.230 --> 00:31:01.008\r\nnot piles more shit onto me.\r\n\r\n00:31:01.058 --> 00:31:02.225\r\n- So I'm shit?\r\n\r\n00:31:04.332 --> 00:31:05.332\r\nI'm shit?\r\n\r\n00:31:08.589 --> 00:31:12.006\r\n- I can't do this with you anymore, Luke.\r\n\r\n00:31:13.237 --> 00:31:14.404\r\nYou need help.\r\n\r\n00:31:15.298 --> 00:31:17.548\r\nYou need professional help.\r\n\r\n00:31:19.717 --> 00:31:20.987\r\n- Jess, Jess!\r\n\r\n00:31:21.037 --> 00:31:22.848\r\nYou come back here.\n- Hey, you shit-head!\r\n\r\n00:31:22.898 --> 00:31:24.545\r\nYou want a face full of mace?\r\n\r\n00:31:24.595 --> 00:31:29.512\r\nGo crawl into a bar, she clearly\ndoesn't wanna talk to you!\r\n\r\n00:31:31.205 --> 00:31:32.957\r\nHey, you didn't get my message?\r\n\r\n00:31:33.007 --> 00:31:35.386\r\n- Apparently not, I've been\nsittin' here for 20 minutes.\r\n\r\n00:31:35.436 --> 00:31:38.459\r\n- Sorry, something came up.\r\n\r\n00:31:38.509 --> 00:31:42.019\r\nI can't hang out tonight\nand I gotta catch the bus.\r\n\r\n00:31:42.069 --> 00:31:45.339\r\n- Forget the bus, I'll give you a ride.\r\n\r\n00:31:45.389 --> 00:31:46.889\r\n- [Woman] Alright.\r\n\r\n00:31:56.838 --> 00:31:58.457\r\n- It'll be a fun ride.\r\n\r\n00:31:58.507 --> 00:32:02.137\r\n- Alright, but not drinking\nwhile driving, that's illegal.\r\n\r\n00:32:02.187 --> 00:32:03.187\r\n- Hey, who's driving?\r\n\r\n00:32:03.227 --> 00:32:04.887\r\nYou don't see the keys in the ignition.\r\n\r\n00:32:04.937 --> 00:32:06.548\r\n(homeless man groans and coughs)\r\n\r\n00:32:06.598 --> 00:32:07.848\r\n- Jesus Christ.\r\n\r\n00:32:12.016 --> 00:32:14.183\r\nWe were blessed yesterday.\r\n\r\n00:32:15.377 --> 00:32:18.377\r\nIt's time to share our good fortune.\r\n\r\n00:32:20.038 --> 00:32:21.978\r\nHe doesn't need it.\r\n\r\n00:32:22.028 --> 00:32:24.658\r\nShe gave us the money,\nhe's just sittin' there,\r\n\r\n00:32:24.708 --> 00:32:27.005\r\naskin' for a hand-out, fuck him!\r\n\r\n00:32:27.055 --> 00:32:28.138\r\nYou're wrong.\r\n\r\n00:32:29.217 --> 00:32:32.818\r\nThat's not what the Good Book\nsays, we're better than that.\r\n\r\n00:32:32.868 --> 00:32:34.159\r\nAre we?\r\n\r\n00:32:34.209 --> 00:32:35.685\r\nWe're hungry, too.\r\n\r\n00:32:35.735 --> 00:32:37.828\r\nYou gave away all our food to the pigeons.\r\n\r\n00:32:37.878 --> 00:32:39.967\r\nWe're all God's creatures.\r\n\r\n00:32:40.017 --> 00:32:41.017\r\nBullshit.\r\n\r\n00:32:42.268 --> 00:32:44.988\r\n- Maybe, but when it comes to\nour weather and our beaches,\r\n\r\n00:32:45.038 --> 00:32:46.218\r\nnobody can touch us.\r\n\r\n00:32:46.268 --> 00:32:48.326\r\n- Cheers.\n- Cheers.\r\n\r\n00:32:48.376 --> 00:32:49.159\r\n- That's very true.\r\n\r\n00:32:49.209 --> 00:32:51.414\r\n- And plus, I love it out here\nso much because, you know,\r\n\r\n00:32:51.438 --> 00:32:54.188\r\nit's like anything is possible.\r\n\r\n00:32:54.238 --> 00:32:56.033\r\n- Yeah, it's possible that\nyou're gonna get stuck\r\n\r\n00:32:56.057 --> 00:32:57.737\r\nin horrendous traffic\nand everyone you meet\r\n\r\n00:32:57.777 --> 00:32:59.428\r\nis gonna be a rude actor.\r\n\r\n00:32:59.478 --> 00:33:01.685\r\n- Yeah, seems to me like you fit right in.\r\n\r\n00:33:01.735 --> 00:33:02.879\r\n- Hey, I try.\r\n\r\n00:33:02.929 --> 00:33:05.380\r\n- (sighs) Man, I don't\neven know why I agreed\r\n\r\n00:33:05.430 --> 00:33:07.759\r\nto take you out in the first place.\r\n\r\n00:33:07.809 --> 00:33:12.809\r\n(moody atmospheric music)\n(homeless man coughs)\r\n\r\n00:33:15.761 --> 00:33:18.111\r\n- That nigga about to die.\r\n\r\n00:33:18.161 --> 00:33:19.831\r\nHe won't need his things.\r\n\r\n00:33:19.881 --> 00:33:23.548\r\nNow is your chance,\nman, go on, take it all.\r\n\r\n00:33:27.258 --> 00:33:29.199\r\n- I'm more...\n- Rigid.\r\n\r\n00:33:29.249 --> 00:33:31.079\r\n- Structured.\r\n\r\n00:33:31.129 --> 00:33:32.910\r\n- Which explains why\nyou don't like it here.\r\n\r\n00:33:32.960 --> 00:33:33.871\r\n- What?\r\n\r\n00:33:33.921 --> 00:33:35.119\r\nWhat do you mean?\r\n\r\n00:33:35.169 --> 00:33:37.191\r\n- See, LA required a certain mindset.\r\n\r\n00:33:37.241 --> 00:33:41.351\r\nA certain letting go of\nexpectations and your frustrations\r\n\r\n00:33:41.401 --> 00:33:43.734\r\nand, well, your inhibitions.\r\n\r\n00:33:44.649 --> 00:33:48.591\r\n- Looks like you're\nabout to make your move.\r\n\r\n00:33:48.641 --> 00:33:51.078\r\nI should let go of inhibitions, huh?\r\n\r\n00:33:51.128 --> 00:33:53.730\r\n- (sighs) Man, you don't get it.\r\n\r\n00:33:53.780 --> 00:33:57.719\r\nYou're just so focused on\nyourself, you're so self-absorbed.\r\n\r\n00:33:57.769 --> 00:33:59.791\r\nYou realize you haven't\nasked one thing about me\r\n\r\n00:33:59.841 --> 00:34:01.758\r\nthis whole entire time?\r\n\r\n00:34:03.838 --> 00:34:07.138\r\n- Messin' with somebody,\nthat's not who I am.\r\n\r\n00:34:07.188 --> 00:34:08.188\r\nFuck him!\r\n\r\n00:34:15.846 --> 00:34:17.346\r\nNo, no, uh-uh, no.\r\n\r\n00:34:18.188 --> 00:34:23.188\r\nNo, that's not, that's not,\nthat's not, that's not who I am.\r\n\r\n00:34:23.777 --> 00:34:26.027\r\nThat's not who I've become.\r\n\r\n00:34:27.017 --> 00:34:31.017\r\nI am learning, in whatever\nstate, to be content.\r\n\r\n00:34:34.705 --> 00:34:35.788\r\n- Truth is...\r\n\r\n00:34:38.156 --> 00:34:40.706\r\nI couldn't fit in here.\r\n\r\n00:34:40.756 --> 00:34:42.055\r\nI didn't make any friends.\r\n\r\n00:34:42.105 --> 00:34:45.523\r\n- Well, you have your brother, and me.\r\n\r\n00:34:45.573 --> 00:34:47.740\r\nJust show me the real you.\r\n\r\n00:34:51.393 --> 00:34:52.726\r\n- No, it's okay.\r\n\r\n00:34:53.562 --> 00:34:55.312\r\nLet's talk about you.\r\n\r\n00:34:56.284 --> 00:34:58.004\r\nWhat do you do?\r\n\r\n00:34:58.054 --> 00:35:01.701\r\n- I work with autistic kids and I love it.\r\n\r\n00:35:01.751 --> 00:35:06.541\r\nI mean, it's hard work but, for\nme, the worst day on the job\r\n\r\n00:35:06.591 --> 00:35:09.112\r\nis better than the best\nday at any desk job.\r\n\r\n00:35:09.162 --> 00:35:11.579\r\nSo, we work on starting over.\r\n\r\n00:35:13.191 --> 00:35:15.842\r\nYou know, it's kinda like\nhavin' a record player\r\n\r\n00:35:15.892 --> 00:35:17.522\r\nand takin' the needle,\r\n\r\n00:35:17.572 --> 00:35:20.099\r\nand putting it all the\nway back to the beginning.\r\n\r\n00:35:20.149 --> 00:35:23.333\r\nI bet there are times when\nyou get caught in the loop.\r\n\r\n00:35:23.383 --> 00:35:24.899\r\n- Yeah.\r\n\r\n00:35:24.949 --> 00:35:27.442\r\n- You just need to be reset.\r\n\r\n00:35:27.492 --> 00:35:28.781\r\nStart over.\r\n\r\n00:35:28.831 --> 00:35:31.952\r\n(woman chuckles)\r\n\r\n00:35:32.002 --> 00:35:34.661\r\nYou could always do it here.\r\n\r\n00:35:34.711 --> 00:35:39.711\r\nYou don't have to go 3000 miles\nacross the country to do it.\r\n\r\n00:35:43.282 --> 00:35:46.782\r\n(melancholic piano music)\r\n\r\n00:36:04.699 --> 00:36:07.448\r\n- [Otis] I can do all\nthings through Christ,\r\n\r\n00:36:07.498 --> 00:36:08.694\r\nwho strengthens me.\r\n\r\n00:36:08.744 --> 00:36:11.161\r\n(car starts)\r\n\r\n00:36:12.299 --> 00:36:14.739\r\n- I thought we were having a good time?\r\n\r\n00:36:14.789 --> 00:36:16.950\r\n- (chuckles) Exactly.\r\n\r\n00:36:17.000 --> 00:36:19.926\r\nIf we have too much fun, you\nmay give LA a second chance.\r\n\r\n00:36:19.976 --> 00:36:22.870\r\n- (chuckles) Unlikely.\r\n\r\n00:36:22.920 --> 00:36:24.837\r\nI applaud your efforts.\r\n\r\n00:36:28.859 --> 00:36:31.818\r\n♪ Tomorrow I'll save you ♪\r\n\r\n00:36:31.868 --> 00:36:36.310\r\n♪ Tonight I will break you down ♪\r\n\r\n00:36:36.360 --> 00:36:39.200\r\n- Take care of yourself\nin New York, alright?\r\n\r\n00:36:39.250 --> 00:36:41.769\r\nAnd a little vulnerability\nisn't a bad thing.\r\n\r\n00:36:41.819 --> 00:36:43.958\r\n(woman chuckles)\r\n\r\n00:36:44.008 --> 00:36:49.008\r\n♪ And I'm about to push it down ♪\r\n\r\n00:36:52.856 --> 00:36:55.737\r\n♪ Tomorrow I'll save you ♪\r\n\r\n00:36:55.787 --> 00:37:00.787\r\n♪ Tonight I will break you down ♪\r\n\r\n00:37:05.004 --> 00:37:07.826\r\n♪ This is the numb me ♪\r\n\r\n00:37:07.876 --> 00:37:11.872\r\n♪ And I'm about to push it down ♪\r\n\r\n00:37:11.922 --> 00:37:13.755\r\n- Veto, where are you?\r\n\r\n00:37:15.236 --> 00:37:16.236\r\nVeto?\r\n\r\n00:37:19.764 --> 00:37:22.291\r\n(speaks foreign language)\r\n\r\n00:37:22.341 --> 00:37:23.508\r\nWhere are you?\r\n\r\n00:37:27.742 --> 00:37:30.364\r\nVeto, you're always there\nwhen I'm late for work.\r\n\r\n00:37:30.414 --> 00:37:31.914\r\nCome on, come out!\r\n\r\n00:37:35.659 --> 00:37:36.659\r\nVeto.\r\n\r\n00:37:42.419 --> 00:37:45.719\r\n(speaks foreign language)\r\n\r\n00:37:45.769 --> 00:37:48.580\r\n(chuckles)\r\n\r\n00:37:48.630 --> 00:37:49.797\r\nWhere are you?\r\n\r\n00:37:53.438 --> 00:37:56.671\r\n(tires screech)\r\n\r\n00:37:56.721 --> 00:37:57.721\r\n- Oh, oh!\r\n\r\n00:38:00.110 --> 00:38:01.527\r\nOh, God, oh, God.\r\n\r\n00:38:03.809 --> 00:38:05.567\r\nOkay, you're okay, you're okay.\r\n\r\n00:38:05.617 --> 00:38:08.367\r\nOkay, it came from outta nowhere.\r\n\r\n00:38:09.270 --> 00:38:11.008\r\nOh no, no, no.\r\n\r\n00:38:11.058 --> 00:38:12.058\r\nOh, God, no.\r\n\r\n00:38:13.727 --> 00:38:15.180\r\nOh, God.\r\n\r\n00:38:15.230 --> 00:38:16.230\r\nOh, God, no!\r\n\r\n00:38:17.209 --> 00:38:18.745\r\n- Hey, hey, are you alright?\r\n\r\n00:38:18.795 --> 00:38:20.817\r\nI can get the police on the\nline, they can call you...\r\n\r\n00:38:20.841 --> 00:38:23.924\r\n- No, I'm fine, no ambulance, please.\r\n\r\n00:38:25.597 --> 00:38:27.828\r\n- [Woman] Veto, Veto, no, no! (sobs)\r\n\r\n00:38:27.878 --> 00:38:30.507\r\n- Just came...\n- Veto! (sobs)\r\n\r\n00:38:30.557 --> 00:38:33.068\r\n- I'm so sorry.\n(woman sobs)\r\n\r\n00:38:33.118 --> 00:38:35.936\r\n- Stay at home, I told you over and over.\r\n\r\n00:38:35.986 --> 00:38:37.903\r\n(sobs)\r\n\r\n00:38:39.920 --> 00:38:42.437\r\n- I'm so, I'm so sorry.\r\n\r\n00:38:42.487 --> 00:38:44.499\r\n(woman speaks foreign language)\r\n\r\n00:38:44.549 --> 00:38:46.989\r\nI didn't see...\n- Why, why?\r\n\r\n00:38:47.039 --> 00:38:50.469\r\n- It just ran and...\n- Why did it have to happen?\r\n\r\n00:38:50.519 --> 00:38:53.436\r\n- I didn't see it, I didn't see it.\r\n\r\n00:39:14.357 --> 00:39:16.940\r\nFood will be ready in a minute.\r\n\r\n00:39:36.811 --> 00:39:39.561\r\n(phone vibrates)\r\n\r\n00:39:41.291 --> 00:39:42.074\r\nHello?\r\n\r\n00:39:42.124 --> 00:39:44.067\r\n- [Woman] Oh, thank goodness\nyou're home, Barbara.\r\n\r\n00:39:44.091 --> 00:39:44.989\r\nI can't believe I caught you.\r\n\r\n00:39:45.039 --> 00:39:46.441\r\n- You can start with the toast.\r\n\r\n00:39:46.491 --> 00:39:50.550\r\n- Uh-uh, that's bird food,\nbaby, and we don't have skillet.\r\n\r\n00:39:50.600 --> 00:39:53.092\r\n- Hey, Judy, nice to hear from you.\r\n\r\n00:39:53.142 --> 00:39:54.281\r\n- [Judy] How are you?\r\n\r\n00:39:54.331 --> 00:39:55.692\r\n- I'm good, just a little busy.\r\n\r\n00:39:55.742 --> 00:39:57.006\r\n- [Judy] Am I catching you at a bad time?\r\n\r\n00:39:57.030 --> 00:39:59.561\r\n- We about to have brunch.\n- I remember brunch.\r\n\r\n00:39:59.611 --> 00:40:03.601\r\nI have tried everyone and you're\nthe only one who answered.\r\n\r\n00:40:03.651 --> 00:40:06.540\r\nYou know, I've never gotten\nthrough to Sarah on this number.\r\n\r\n00:40:06.590 --> 00:40:09.190\r\nBetween you and me, I bet she\nput down the wrong number.\r\n\r\n00:40:09.240 --> 00:40:12.178\r\nNot that she would work a\nshift for someone else, anyway,\r\n\r\n00:40:12.228 --> 00:40:16.418\r\nI am in a real bind, you are my only hope.\r\n\r\n00:40:16.468 --> 00:40:19.092\r\nWhat I would not give to just\ndrop the kids off somewhere\r\n\r\n00:40:19.142 --> 00:40:22.372\r\nfor the weekend and have a...\n- And the salt?\r\n\r\n00:40:22.422 --> 00:40:24.950\r\n- [Judy] Is there any way you\ncould cover my shift tonight?\r\n\r\n00:40:25.000 --> 00:40:26.230\r\nThat would be the best,\r\n\r\n00:40:26.280 --> 00:40:28.670\r\nand I will make it up to you, I promise.\r\n\r\n00:40:28.720 --> 00:40:30.907\r\n- Of course, I'm free.\n- You are a life-saver.\r\n\r\n00:40:30.957 --> 00:40:32.961\r\n- [Barbara] I'll leave now, if you want.\r\n\r\n00:40:33.011 --> 00:40:34.582\r\nI just need to grab my things.\r\n\r\n00:40:34.632 --> 00:40:36.470\r\n- Thank you so much.\n- Okay.\r\n\r\n00:40:36.520 --> 00:40:38.150\r\n- [Judy] Okay, gotta run.\r\n\r\n00:40:38.200 --> 00:40:39.200\r\n- Alright.\n- Thanks.\r\n\r\n00:40:39.239 --> 00:40:41.262\r\n- Bye bye.\n- Bye!\r\n\r\n00:40:41.312 --> 00:40:45.729\r\n- You never use enough salt.\n- Whatever you say, dear.\r\n\r\n00:41:01.661 --> 00:41:05.661\r\n- What can I get you?\n- Scotch, a double, please.\r\n\r\n00:41:13.607 --> 00:41:15.437\r\n- No, you got it?\n- Yeah!\r\n\r\n00:41:15.487 --> 00:41:17.317\r\n- [Woman] Oh my God, that's amazing!\r\n\r\n00:41:17.367 --> 00:41:20.117\r\nAw, cheers to you.\n- Cheers.\r\n\r\n00:41:20.167 --> 00:41:22.418\r\n- Here is to the newest cast member\r\n\r\n00:41:22.468 --> 00:41:24.549\r\nof America's Most Eligible Bachelor.\r\n\r\n00:41:24.599 --> 00:41:26.516\r\n- Thank you, thank you.\r\n\r\n00:41:27.828 --> 00:41:29.957\r\nThank you.\n- Thank you so much.\r\n\r\n00:41:30.007 --> 00:41:31.898\r\n- Well, look, it's just a reality show,\r\n\r\n00:41:31.948 --> 00:41:34.277\r\nso it doesn't really pay that well.\r\n\r\n00:41:34.327 --> 00:41:37.605\r\n- Hey, you may have started\noff as a hair model,\r\n\r\n00:41:37.655 --> 00:41:41.155\r\nbut you got talent, kid, I\nknow you're gonna make it.\r\n\r\n00:41:41.205 --> 00:41:44.807\r\nYou just needed a break, that's all.\r\n\r\n00:41:44.857 --> 00:41:49.066\r\n- Um, I did wanna ask\nyou somethin', though.\r\n\r\n00:41:49.116 --> 00:41:50.895\r\n- I really love being with you. (chuckles)\r\n\r\n00:41:50.945 --> 00:41:52.917\r\n- No, I know, I know, but\nlook, don't interrupt.\r\n\r\n00:41:52.967 --> 00:41:55.586\r\nLet me just, let me just\nget this off my chest.\r\n\r\n00:41:55.636 --> 00:41:59.214\r\n- Oh, okay, (chuckles) go for it.\r\n\r\n00:41:59.264 --> 00:42:01.786\r\nDon't be shy, I won't bite.\r\n\r\n00:42:01.836 --> 00:42:03.885\r\nUnless you want me to.\r\n\r\n00:42:03.935 --> 00:42:05.018\r\n- Okay, um...\r\n\r\n00:42:07.967 --> 00:42:10.884\r\nI can't catch what you have, right?\r\n\r\n00:42:14.716 --> 00:42:15.906\r\n- What do you mean?\r\n\r\n00:42:15.956 --> 00:42:17.373\r\n- Well, you know.\r\n\r\n00:42:19.836 --> 00:42:23.336\r\nYour disease, why you don't have any hair.\r\n\r\n00:42:24.375 --> 00:42:25.797\r\nI mean, I just need to know,\r\n\r\n00:42:25.847 --> 00:42:28.506\r\nbecause my hair's my career\nright now and, you know,\r\n\r\n00:42:28.556 --> 00:42:32.203\r\nif we, well, if we go all the\nway, that I can't catch it.\r\n\r\n00:42:32.253 --> 00:42:33.221\r\n- "It?"\n- Yeah!\r\n\r\n00:42:33.271 --> 00:42:35.243\r\n- It's alopecia!\r\n\r\n00:42:35.293 --> 00:42:38.960\r\nI just can't grow hair,\nit's not contagious.\r\n\r\n00:42:40.015 --> 00:42:41.245\r\n(sighs)\r\n\r\n00:42:41.295 --> 00:42:44.735\r\nNo, you're not gonna get\nanything from me, ever.\r\n\r\n00:42:44.785 --> 00:42:49.026\r\n- Good, 'cause that's what\nI was really worried about.\r\n\r\n00:42:49.076 --> 00:42:51.945\r\nGrace, come on, I didn't mean it. (sighs)\r\n\r\n00:42:51.995 --> 00:42:53.212\r\n- [Waitress] Is everything alright?\r\n\r\n00:42:53.236 --> 00:42:56.069\r\n- Just the check for that asshole.\r\n\r\n00:43:00.487 --> 00:43:01.487\r\n- Double.\r\n\r\n00:43:17.774 --> 00:43:19.155\r\n- [Luke] God.\r\n\r\n00:43:19.205 --> 00:43:22.205\r\n- That egotistical, shallow bastard.\r\n\r\n00:43:23.944 --> 00:43:26.861\r\nI deserve so much better than that.\r\n\r\n00:43:28.134 --> 00:43:30.295\r\nYou don't need him.\r\n\r\n00:43:30.345 --> 00:43:33.644\r\nI don't even watch his stupid show.\r\n\r\n00:43:33.694 --> 00:43:35.694\r\n(sighs)\r\n\r\n00:43:36.556 --> 00:43:38.806\r\nI'm better off without him.\r\n\r\n00:43:41.196 --> 00:43:43.779\r\n(phone chimes)\r\n\r\n00:43:57.266 --> 00:44:01.315\r\nI'm better on my own,\nI'm beautiful on my own.\r\n\r\n00:44:01.365 --> 00:44:03.615\r\n(chuckles)\r\n\r\n00:44:07.497 --> 00:44:09.428\r\n(chuckles)\r\n\r\n00:44:09.478 --> 00:44:10.645\r\nMm, kinda hot.\r\n\r\n00:44:12.768 --> 00:44:13.768\r\n- Fuck it.\r\n\r\n00:44:15.655 --> 00:44:18.155\r\n(phone rings)\r\n\r\n00:44:21.129 --> 00:44:23.846\r\n(phone rings)\r\n\r\n00:44:23.896 --> 00:44:25.479\r\nGod, where are you?\r\n\r\n00:44:27.107 --> 00:44:29.607\r\n(phone rings)\r\n\r\n00:44:31.618 --> 00:44:33.459\r\n- [Jess] Hi, this is Jessie's cellphone.\r\n\r\n00:44:33.509 --> 00:44:36.069\r\nIf you leave a message, the\nreal Jessie will call you back.\r\n\r\n00:44:36.119 --> 00:44:38.400\r\nHave a beautiful day.\r\n\r\n00:44:38.450 --> 00:44:39.450\r\n- Hey.\r\n\r\n00:44:44.640 --> 00:44:45.807\r\nIt's me, uh...\r\n\r\n00:45:00.166 --> 00:45:01.916\r\nIf I get some help...\r\n\r\n00:45:08.490 --> 00:45:11.490\r\nThen I think I can be what you need.\r\n\r\n00:45:14.141 --> 00:45:15.891\r\nBecause you're right.\r\n\r\n00:45:19.650 --> 00:45:21.233\r\nYou deserve better.\r\n\r\n00:45:50.277 --> 00:45:51.539\r\n(Grace chuckles)\r\n\r\n00:45:51.589 --> 00:45:52.589\r\n- His loss.\r\n\r\n00:45:56.757 --> 00:45:59.238\r\nHey, I'll close up tonight,\nyou can get outta here.\r\n\r\n00:45:59.288 --> 00:46:00.826\r\n- You sure?\r\n\r\n00:46:00.876 --> 00:46:02.118\r\nI hate to leave you alone.\r\n\r\n00:46:02.168 --> 00:46:03.648\r\n- I don't have any plans tonight.\r\n\r\n00:46:03.698 --> 00:46:04.640\r\n- Thanks.\r\n\r\n00:46:04.690 --> 00:46:06.760\r\nHey, text me when you leave, okay?\r\n\r\n00:46:06.810 --> 00:46:11.727\r\n- I can't, phone's dead, but\nI'll call you when I get home.\r\n\r\n00:46:13.000 --> 00:46:15.419\r\nShould I grab that?\n(phone rings)\r\n\r\n00:46:15.469 --> 00:46:16.840\r\n- Fuck it, we close in 10 minutes.\r\n\r\n00:46:16.890 --> 00:46:18.399\r\nLet that fucker go to voicemail.\r\n\r\n00:46:18.449 --> 00:46:21.449\r\n(waitress chuckles)\r\n\r\n00:46:22.309 --> 00:46:24.270\r\nHey.\n(phone rings)\r\n\r\n00:46:24.320 --> 00:46:28.137\r\nHave Carlos toss that\nmotherfucker outta here, okay?\r\n\r\n00:46:28.187 --> 00:46:29.854\r\nJust close, go home.\r\n\r\n00:46:38.221 --> 00:46:41.721\r\n(melancholic piano music)\r\n\r\n00:46:42.652 --> 00:46:44.603\r\n(car alarm wails)\r\n\r\n00:46:44.653 --> 00:46:47.903\r\n- [Otis] And when all is said and done,\r\n\r\n00:46:49.052 --> 00:46:52.003\r\nand you're left with yourself,\r\n\r\n00:46:52.053 --> 00:46:55.886\r\nyou have to live with\nthe choices you've made.\r\n\r\n00:47:01.686 --> 00:47:02.686\r\n- Eddie!\r\n\r\n00:47:14.225 --> 00:47:16.725\r\n- [Voicemail] Auto-play is on.\r\n\r\n00:47:17.864 --> 00:47:20.529\r\nYou have 37 saved messages.\r\n\r\n00:47:20.579 --> 00:47:23.079\r\n- I'm the popular one tonight.\r\n\r\n00:47:25.219 --> 00:47:27.249\r\n- [Voicemail] Saved message.\r\n\r\n00:47:27.299 --> 00:47:29.649\r\n- [Woman] Hello, this\nmessage is for Mandy Gates.\r\n\r\n00:47:29.699 --> 00:47:31.900\r\nI'm calling from St. Joseph's Hospital.\r\n\r\n00:47:31.950 --> 00:47:34.460\r\nI'm so sorry, but your brother\nwas brought in this evening\r\n\r\n00:47:34.510 --> 00:47:36.089\r\nin critical condition.\r\n\r\n00:47:36.139 --> 00:47:39.306\r\nYou should come down here immediately.\r\n\r\n00:47:41.689 --> 00:47:46.599\r\n- [Man] Honey, your mom and\nI are still at the hospital.\r\n\r\n00:47:46.649 --> 00:47:49.316\r\nCome down, sweetie, we need you.\r\n\r\n00:47:51.943 --> 00:47:55.540\r\n- [Woman] Mandy, you\nknow I'm here for you.\r\n\r\n00:47:55.590 --> 00:47:57.507\r\nCall me if you need me.\r\n\r\n00:47:59.287 --> 00:48:01.117\r\n- [Woman] Hey, Mandy?\r\n\r\n00:48:01.167 --> 00:48:02.758\r\nIt's Aunt Edna.\r\n\r\n00:48:02.808 --> 00:48:06.356\r\nI'm at the hospital with your mom and dad.\r\n\r\n00:48:06.406 --> 00:48:08.823\r\nIt's Evan, he's in bad shape.\r\n\r\n00:48:10.030 --> 00:48:13.359\r\nWe're all praying, but\nit doesn't look good.\r\n\r\n00:48:13.409 --> 00:48:16.409\r\nPlease, get here as soon as you can.\r\n\r\n00:48:20.118 --> 00:48:21.679\r\n- [Man] Hey, it's Robbie.\r\n\r\n00:48:21.729 --> 00:48:24.929\r\nOh my God, I just found\nout what happened to Evan.\r\n\r\n00:48:24.979 --> 00:48:27.969\r\nI'm so sorry, I can't believe this.\r\n\r\n00:48:28.019 --> 00:48:30.799\r\nI mean, I just talked to\nhim this morning, I thought,\r\n\r\n00:48:30.849 --> 00:48:35.129\r\nwe were supposed to go out\nbut something came up and,\r\n\r\n00:48:35.179 --> 00:48:38.248\r\nI can't believe he went through\nthis and he was by himself,\r\n\r\n00:48:38.298 --> 00:48:41.351\r\nI just, I wish that I had been there.\r\n\r\n00:48:41.401 --> 00:48:43.271\r\nI should've been there.\r\n\r\n00:48:43.321 --> 00:48:46.889\r\nI just wish there was\nsomething I could do.\r\n\r\n00:48:46.939 --> 00:48:48.559\r\nCan you give me a call?\r\n\r\n00:48:48.609 --> 00:48:52.359\r\n(overlapping voice messages)\r\n\r\n00:48:53.321 --> 00:48:55.599\r\n- [Woman] Oh, sweetheart.\r\n\r\n00:48:55.649 --> 00:48:56.649\r\nHe's gone.\r\n\r\n00:48:58.196 --> 00:49:00.228\r\nWe need you here.\r\n\r\n00:49:00.278 --> 00:49:04.611\r\nI can't do this without you. (sobs)\r\n\r\n00:49:07.396 --> 00:49:10.479\r\nHe was my baby and somebody hurt him.\r\n\r\n00:49:12.117 --> 00:49:13.284\r\nWhere are you?\r\n\r\n00:49:16.998 --> 00:49:20.068\r\n- [Man] Hi, Mandy, this is Pastor Murrey.\r\n\r\n00:49:20.118 --> 00:49:24.188\r\nFaith in the Lord is\neven more important now.\r\n\r\n00:49:24.238 --> 00:49:26.409\r\nI'm praying for you and your family\r\n\r\n00:49:26.459 --> 00:49:28.709\r\nduring this difficult time.\r\n\r\n00:49:31.550 --> 00:49:33.677\r\n- [Man] Hey, it's me, it's Al.\r\n\r\n00:49:33.727 --> 00:49:38.028\r\nLook, so I just got home and\nyour Dad left me a voicemail,\r\n\r\n00:49:38.078 --> 00:49:40.729\r\nI raced back to the bar but\nyou were already gone by then,\r\n\r\n00:49:40.779 --> 00:49:42.029\r\nso, um, please.\r\n\r\n00:49:43.779 --> 00:49:45.112\r\nLook, I'm sorry.\r\n\r\n00:49:47.179 --> 00:49:50.489\r\nJust call if you need anything\nand, uh, I'll be there.\r\n\r\n00:49:50.539 --> 00:49:51.956\r\nJust let me know.\r\n\r\n00:49:53.889 --> 00:49:57.249\r\n- [Woman] Mandy, your\nbrother was so young and it's\r\n\r\n00:49:57.299 --> 00:49:58.466\r\njust not fair.\r\n\r\n00:49:59.481 --> 00:50:00.809\r\nPlease, let me know if there's\r\n\r\n00:50:00.859 --> 00:50:02.841\r\nanything that I can do to help you.\r\n\r\n00:50:02.891 --> 00:50:04.474\r\nI'm right nextdoor.\r\n\r\n00:50:06.468 --> 00:50:09.041\r\n- [Man] Mandy, it's Uncle Henry.\r\n\r\n00:50:09.091 --> 00:50:11.271\r\nWe just heard the tragic news.\r\n\r\n00:50:11.321 --> 00:50:15.904\r\nIf you need to be with family,\nour door is always open.\r\n\r\n00:50:17.710 --> 00:50:19.267\r\n- [Woman] We're grieving with you, honey.\r\n\r\n00:50:19.291 --> 00:50:20.831\r\nAll the girls here.\r\n\r\n00:50:20.881 --> 00:50:23.881\r\nCall us when you can, we wanna help.\r\n\r\n00:50:26.561 --> 00:50:29.012\r\n- [Evan] Hey, Sis, check this out.\r\n\r\n00:50:29.062 --> 00:50:31.183\r\nI just got off early, I'm serious,\r\n\r\n00:50:31.233 --> 00:50:33.383\r\nand I am literally in\nyour neighborhood, okay?\r\n\r\n00:50:33.433 --> 00:50:35.620\r\nLet's go party, okay?\r\n\r\n00:50:35.670 --> 00:50:36.920\r\nGive me a call.\r\n\r\n00:50:39.750 --> 00:50:41.918\r\nHey, Sis, it's me again.\r\n\r\n00:50:41.968 --> 00:50:43.820\r\nYou know how you were\nsaying I never call you?\r\n\r\n00:50:43.870 --> 00:50:47.559\r\nWell, this is me calling\nyou again, (chuckles)\r\n\r\n00:50:47.609 --> 00:50:50.249\r\ntrying to find you, I just\nwanna know, I tell you what,\r\n\r\n00:50:50.299 --> 00:50:52.260\r\nwhy don't you just tell\nme when you get home,\r\n\r\n00:50:52.310 --> 00:50:53.889\r\nand then I will go ahead and drop by.\r\n\r\n00:50:53.939 --> 00:50:55.985\r\nSo just let me know when\nyou're home and I'll drop by.\r\n\r\n00:50:56.009 --> 00:50:57.176\r\nOkay, call me.\r\n\r\n00:51:00.254 --> 00:51:03.567\r\nHey, Sis, I am literally at your door.\r\n\r\n00:51:03.617 --> 00:51:07.068\r\nEddie is barking, but no one is home.\r\n\r\n00:51:07.118 --> 00:51:10.257\r\nOh shit, you're probably\nworking tonight, aren't you?\r\n\r\n00:51:10.307 --> 00:51:12.759\r\nRight, I tell you what,\nwhy don't we do this?\r\n\r\n00:51:12.809 --> 00:51:17.468\r\nWhy don't we, uh, I tell you\nwhat, I will find a dive bar,\r\n\r\n00:51:17.518 --> 00:51:19.025\r\nand I'll go hang out for a little while,\r\n\r\n00:51:19.049 --> 00:51:21.820\r\nand then you're done, you'll\ncall me, we'll meet up,\r\n\r\n00:51:21.870 --> 00:51:25.078\r\nbut the big part of this,\nlike what I really need,\r\n\r\n00:51:25.128 --> 00:51:28.159\r\nto make this a reality is\nyou actually need to call me.\r\n\r\n00:51:28.209 --> 00:51:30.387\r\nSo if you could just call\nme when you get this,\r\n\r\n00:51:30.437 --> 00:51:32.675\r\nand I will be there waiting\non you, I will push guys outta\r\n\r\n00:51:32.699 --> 00:51:36.900\r\nthe way off the stools so I\nhave a spot for you all night.\r\n\r\n00:51:36.950 --> 00:51:40.460\r\nI can't guarantee, but\ngive me a call, okay?\r\n\r\n00:51:40.510 --> 00:51:41.619\r\nCall me, call me, call me.\r\n\r\n00:51:41.669 --> 00:51:44.658\r\nFor this to work, you gotta\ncall me, (chuckles) alright.\r\n\r\n00:51:44.708 --> 00:51:45.708\r\nCall me.\r\n\r\n00:51:48.750 --> 00:51:52.167\r\n- [Voicemail] There are no more messages.\r\n\r\n00:52:01.945 --> 00:52:06.945\r\n(phone keypad bleeps)\n(dark atmospheric tones)\r\n\r\n00:52:11.353 --> 00:52:13.853\r\n(phone rings)\r\n\r\n00:52:16.353 --> 00:52:19.221\r\n(phone rings)\r\n\r\n00:52:19.271 --> 00:52:21.771\r\n(phone rings)\r\n\r\n00:52:24.082 --> 00:52:26.582\r\n(phone rings)\r\n\r\n00:52:27.610 --> 00:52:32.277\r\n- Suicide Prevention...\n(busy tone hums)\r\n\r\n00:52:33.490 --> 00:52:35.490\r\n(sighs)\r\n\r\n00:52:37.932 --> 00:52:39.682\r\n- Slow night, huh, B?\r\n\r\n00:52:40.532 --> 00:52:41.682\r\nOnly two calls for me.\r\n\r\n00:52:41.732 --> 00:52:44.092\r\n- Be thankful it's quiet tonight.\r\n\r\n00:52:44.142 --> 00:52:47.392\r\n- So quiet you can cover my lines, too?\r\n\r\n00:52:48.861 --> 00:52:50.440\r\n- Let me guess.\r\n\r\n00:52:50.490 --> 00:52:51.762\r\nCandice?\r\n\r\n00:52:51.812 --> 00:52:52.880\r\nShirley?\r\n\r\n00:52:52.930 --> 00:52:54.872\r\n- Hot date, that's right.\r\n\r\n00:52:54.922 --> 00:52:57.289\r\n- Does this goddess have a name?\r\n\r\n00:52:57.339 --> 00:52:58.941\r\n- If I play my cards right,\r\n\r\n00:52:58.991 --> 00:53:01.158\r\nshe'll be calling out my\nname at the end of the night.\r\n\r\n00:53:01.208 --> 00:53:03.032\r\n(both chuckle)\r\n\r\n00:53:03.082 --> 00:53:04.560\r\n- Go on, Raj, get outta here,\r\n\r\n00:53:04.610 --> 00:53:07.320\r\nand have yourself some fun\nwhile you're still young.\r\n\r\n00:53:07.370 --> 00:53:08.798\r\n- Thanks, I owe ya.\r\n\r\n00:53:08.848 --> 00:53:12.261\r\n- You do. (chuckles)\r\n\r\n00:53:12.311 --> 00:53:14.311\r\n(sighs)\r\n\r\n00:53:20.841 --> 00:53:23.999\r\nI don't have a hot date tonight.\r\n\r\n00:53:24.049 --> 00:53:26.799\r\nBut I can still get me somethin'.\r\n\r\n00:53:27.808 --> 00:53:30.058\r\nWhat's sweets without milk?\r\n\r\n00:53:41.632 --> 00:53:44.132\r\n(phone rings)\r\n\r\n00:53:45.633 --> 00:53:48.133\r\n(phone rings)\r\n\r\n00:53:49.880 --> 00:53:52.380\r\n(phone rings)\r\n\r\n00:53:53.941 --> 00:53:57.208\r\n(phone rings)\r\n\r\n00:53:57.258 --> 00:53:58.395\r\n(phone rings)\r\n\r\n00:53:58.445 --> 00:54:03.112\r\nHold on, hold on, hold on.\n(phone rings)\r\n\r\n00:54:04.719 --> 00:54:06.861\r\nSuicide Prevention Hotline.\r\n\r\n00:54:06.911 --> 00:54:10.078\r\nWe're here to listen, let me help you.\r\n\r\n00:54:12.989 --> 00:54:14.488\r\nHello?\r\n\r\n00:54:14.538 --> 00:54:15.871\r\nIs anyone there?\r\n\r\n00:54:19.298 --> 00:54:22.385\r\nI hear you breathin', that's good.\r\n\r\n00:54:22.435 --> 00:54:23.852\r\nThat's real good.\r\n\r\n00:54:25.909 --> 00:54:29.742\r\nYou keep breathin' and\nI'm gonna have a snack.\r\n\r\n00:54:31.068 --> 00:54:34.318\r\nAnd then maybe you'll be ready to talk.\r\n\r\n00:54:40.669 --> 00:54:43.339\r\n(sighs)\r\n\r\n00:54:43.389 --> 00:54:47.297\r\nHm, sounds like you're\nhavin' a snack, too.\r\n\r\n00:54:47.347 --> 00:54:48.930\r\n- Yeah, you got me.\r\n\r\n00:54:50.019 --> 00:54:52.129\r\nLiquid snacks are my favorite.\r\n\r\n00:54:52.179 --> 00:54:55.649\r\n- (sighs) Everyone needs\nsomethin' to get through the day.\r\n\r\n00:54:55.699 --> 00:54:56.699\r\n- And night.\r\n\r\n00:54:58.240 --> 00:54:59.657\r\n- [Barbara] Amen.\r\n\r\n00:55:00.787 --> 00:55:03.310\r\n- You need faith for that.\r\n\r\n00:55:03.360 --> 00:55:08.019\r\n- I'm guessin' faith is on\nshort supply in your house.\r\n\r\n00:55:08.069 --> 00:55:10.486\r\n(Luke sighs)\r\n\r\n00:55:12.859 --> 00:55:14.761\r\nLet's talk about it.\r\n\r\n00:55:14.811 --> 00:55:15.894\r\nWhy the sigh?\r\n\r\n00:55:19.659 --> 00:55:20.659\r\nRegret?\r\n\r\n00:55:23.747 --> 00:55:24.747\r\nGuilt?\r\n\r\n00:55:27.588 --> 00:55:28.588\r\nSadness?\r\n\r\n00:55:29.531 --> 00:55:32.110\r\nSir, I got a long list,\nI can go on all night.\r\n\r\n00:55:32.160 --> 00:55:33.827\r\n- Don't call me sir.\r\n\r\n00:55:35.629 --> 00:55:36.629\r\nRegret.\r\n\r\n00:55:38.508 --> 00:55:39.675\r\nAlways regret.\r\n\r\n00:55:41.269 --> 00:55:44.161\r\nI've wasted my time and now time's up.\r\n\r\n00:55:44.211 --> 00:55:45.378\r\nJessie's gone.\r\n\r\n00:55:52.029 --> 00:55:53.779\r\nI'm completely alone.\r\n\r\n00:55:58.607 --> 00:55:59.607\r\nI'm Luke.\r\n\r\n00:56:01.497 --> 00:56:02.497\r\nAnd you are?\r\n\r\n00:56:03.396 --> 00:56:06.058\r\n- Hi, Luke, I'm Barbara.\r\n\r\n00:56:06.108 --> 00:56:07.525\r\nNice to meet you.\r\n\r\n00:56:09.835 --> 00:56:13.026\r\n- What's your story, Barbara?\r\n\r\n00:56:13.076 --> 00:56:15.326\r\nYour life as empty as mine?\r\n\r\n00:56:18.017 --> 00:56:20.517\r\nYou have any kids, any family?\r\n\r\n00:56:22.445 --> 00:56:23.924\r\nIs the thought of dying the only thing\r\n\r\n00:56:23.948 --> 00:56:25.948\r\nthat gives you any hope?\r\n\r\n00:56:28.367 --> 00:56:30.807\r\n- No, Luke. (chuckles)\r\n\r\n00:56:30.857 --> 00:56:32.690\r\nMy life is just great.\r\n\r\n00:56:33.588 --> 00:56:35.435\r\n- Bullshit, Barbara!\r\n\r\n00:56:35.485 --> 00:56:36.485\r\nBullshit!\r\n\r\n00:56:37.497 --> 00:56:40.164\r\nI thought we were getting close.\r\n\r\n00:56:42.047 --> 00:56:43.464\r\nDeveloping trust.\r\n\r\n00:56:45.086 --> 00:56:47.586\r\nAnd then you go and lie to me?\r\n\r\n00:56:50.407 --> 00:56:51.407\r\nI'm hurt.\r\n\r\n00:56:55.936 --> 00:56:56.936\r\nTry again.\r\n\r\n00:57:03.045 --> 00:57:05.033\r\nDo you get paid to listen\nto losers like me all night,\r\n\r\n00:57:05.057 --> 00:57:09.890\r\nor do you volunteer your time\nlike a good Christian woman?\r\n\r\n00:57:18.940 --> 00:57:21.190\r\nAnd if you are Christian...\r\n\r\n00:57:29.164 --> 00:57:32.831\r\nWill God get pissed at\nme for ending it all?\r\n\r\n00:57:36.714 --> 00:57:40.213\r\nOr is he as understanding\nas everybody says he is?\r\n\r\n00:57:40.263 --> 00:57:43.596\r\n- I never said I was Christian, or good.\r\n\r\n00:57:44.764 --> 00:57:47.681\r\nPeople gotta make a livin' somehow.\r\n\r\n00:57:48.994 --> 00:57:53.642\r\nNothin' wrong with takin'\npay for an honest day work.\r\n\r\n00:57:53.692 --> 00:57:56.021\r\n- If you call sitting on\nyour fat ass while you drink\r\n\r\n00:57:56.071 --> 00:58:00.781\r\nyour life away work, well hell,\nyou deserve a fucking raise.\r\n\r\n00:58:00.831 --> 00:58:01.831\r\n- Luke.\r\n\r\n00:58:03.402 --> 00:58:06.910\r\nOnly selfish people kill themselves.\r\n\r\n00:58:06.960 --> 00:58:07.960\r\n- Fuck you!\r\n\r\n00:58:09.110 --> 00:58:11.027\r\n- Did I strike a nerve?\r\n\r\n00:58:12.591 --> 00:58:13.591\r\nIs that you?\r\n\r\n00:58:14.831 --> 00:58:16.331\r\nLife got too hard.\r\n\r\n00:58:18.711 --> 00:58:23.711\r\nWhite boy done ran outta people\nto blame and booze to drink.\r\n\r\n00:58:23.818 --> 00:58:27.541\r\nWell, I'm no booty call, so get real,\r\n\r\n00:58:27.591 --> 00:58:31.581\r\nor go jump your ass off\nthe bridge for all I care.\r\n\r\n00:58:31.631 --> 00:58:33.714\r\n- The thing about life...\r\n\r\n00:58:39.170 --> 00:58:42.261\r\nIs that you can fool others,\r\n\r\n00:58:42.311 --> 00:58:44.788\r\nbut you can never fool yourself.\r\n\r\n00:58:44.838 --> 00:58:47.789\r\n(tense atmospheric music)\r\n\r\n00:58:47.839 --> 00:58:48.839\r\nI've tried.\r\n\r\n00:58:53.838 --> 00:58:56.505\r\nIt's too hard and I'm too tired.\r\n\r\n00:59:01.330 --> 00:59:03.663\r\n(gun cocks)\r\n\r\n00:59:06.999 --> 00:59:08.749\r\nGoin' big, huh, Barb?\r\n\r\n00:59:11.238 --> 00:59:13.488\r\nOne last drink before I go?\r\n\r\n00:59:14.431 --> 00:59:15.909\r\nDrinking on the job, fuck.\r\n\r\n00:59:15.959 --> 00:59:18.890\r\nMaybe you should kill yourself, too.\r\n\r\n00:59:18.940 --> 00:59:20.773\r\n- No, Luke, I'll pass.\r\n\r\n00:59:23.380 --> 00:59:26.547\r\nTo be honest, you are a fuckin' loser.\r\n\r\n00:59:27.450 --> 00:59:31.559\r\n(chuckles) You know, LA\nwould be a much better place\r\n\r\n00:59:31.609 --> 00:59:33.770\r\nwith a little less traffic.\r\n\r\n00:59:33.820 --> 00:59:37.228\r\nAnd you're right, life is shitty.\r\n\r\n00:59:37.278 --> 00:59:40.589\r\nIt beats you down until\nyou pray for it to end,\r\n\r\n00:59:40.639 --> 00:59:42.972\r\nbut the hurt keep on comin'.\r\n\r\n00:59:43.930 --> 00:59:44.930\r\nSo, Luke.\r\n\r\n00:59:47.340 --> 00:59:49.673\r\nEither you end your whining,\r\n\r\n00:59:50.540 --> 00:59:53.790\r\nor you end your fuckin' life, you fuck!\r\n\r\n00:59:55.180 --> 00:59:56.180\r\nFuck you.\r\n\r\n00:59:59.330 --> 01:00:00.330\r\n- Barbara?\r\n\r\n01:00:07.988 --> 01:00:09.571\r\nFuck you very much.\r\n\r\n01:00:25.186 --> 01:00:26.285\r\n(gun clicks)\r\n\r\n01:00:26.335 --> 01:00:27.335\r\nFuck!\r\n\r\n01:00:30.434 --> 01:00:31.736\r\n(gun clicks)\nFuck!\r\n\r\n01:00:31.786 --> 01:00:36.703\r\n- [Otis] You hope and wish and\npray for it to be different,\r\n\r\n01:00:40.375 --> 01:00:45.375\r\nbut from where I sit, God seems\nto have better things to do.\r\n\r\n01:00:47.026 --> 01:00:49.182\r\nI don't blame him.\r\n\r\n01:00:49.232 --> 01:00:50.315\r\nI would, too.\r\n\r\n01:00:53.553 --> 01:00:57.193\r\n- Don't worry about Luke,\nhe should worry about you.\r\n\r\n01:00:57.243 --> 01:00:59.760\r\nNot the other way around.\n- It's kinda hard.\r\n\r\n01:00:59.810 --> 01:01:02.549\r\n'Cause today's the anniversary\nof my brother's death.\r\n\r\n01:01:02.599 --> 01:01:06.432\r\nSo, everything reminds\nme of my brother today.\r\n\r\n01:01:08.560 --> 01:01:10.393\r\nIt's stupid, but true.\r\n\r\n01:01:12.233 --> 01:01:14.550\r\nEven the smell of burnt\nwaffles in the hallway.\r\n\r\n01:01:14.600 --> 01:01:15.383\r\n- What?\r\n\r\n01:01:15.433 --> 01:01:17.132\r\nYour brother liked burnt waffles, too?\r\n\r\n01:01:17.182 --> 01:01:20.711\r\nI thought I was the only one.\n- Yeah.\r\n\r\n01:01:20.761 --> 01:01:21.943\r\nEspecially with chicken.\r\n\r\n01:01:21.993 --> 01:01:25.631\r\n- Your brother and I\ncould've totally hung.\r\n\r\n01:01:25.681 --> 01:01:27.750\r\n- Have you ever heard of Rosco's?\r\n\r\n01:01:27.800 --> 01:01:30.532\r\n- As if there's anything else?\r\n\r\n01:01:30.582 --> 01:01:34.222\r\n- Fun-filled fact, syrup will kill you.\r\n\r\n01:01:34.272 --> 01:01:38.439\r\nI used to drown my waffles\nin it, but Americans...\r\n\r\n01:01:42.077 --> 01:01:44.416\r\nSeem to get fat so easily from it.\r\n\r\n01:01:44.466 --> 01:01:47.299\r\n- Really? (sighs)\r\n\r\n01:01:58.378 --> 01:02:00.978\r\n(somber atmospheric music)\r\n\r\n01:02:01.028 --> 01:02:04.066\r\n- [Otis] We met through a friend at work.\r\n\r\n01:02:04.116 --> 01:02:07.237\r\nI'll never forget our first date.\r\n\r\n01:02:07.287 --> 01:02:09.945\r\nShe ordered a virgin daiquiri,\r\n\r\n01:02:09.995 --> 01:02:12.557\r\nand I ordered two shots of rum.\r\n\r\n01:02:12.607 --> 01:02:14.940\r\nOne for me, and one for her.\r\n\r\n01:02:16.365 --> 01:02:18.475\r\nBy the third round,\r\n\r\n01:02:18.525 --> 01:02:21.385\r\nwe were sharing the\nsame side of the booth,\r\n\r\n01:02:21.435 --> 01:02:24.435\r\nand I knew we'd be together forever.\r\n\r\n01:02:26.896 --> 01:02:28.396\r\nHere's to forever.\r\n\r\n01:02:43.682 --> 01:02:45.784\r\n(door opens)\r\n\r\n01:02:45.834 --> 01:02:47.584\r\n- [Woman] Otis Clark?\r\n\r\n01:02:52.743 --> 01:02:55.179\r\n- I want you to drink plenty of fluids,\r\n\r\n01:02:55.229 --> 01:02:57.133\r\nand get a lot more rest.\r\n\r\n01:02:57.183 --> 01:03:00.101\r\nThe medication should start\nworking immediately and you will\r\n\r\n01:03:00.151 --> 01:03:03.053\r\nbe feeling better and\nhealthier in no time at all.\r\n\r\n01:03:03.103 --> 01:03:06.110\r\n- Thank you, Dr. Thompkins.\n- You're welcome.\r\n\r\n01:03:06.160 --> 01:03:07.552\r\n- We'll see you next time.\r\n\r\n01:03:07.602 --> 01:03:09.693\r\n- Just give me a minute with your wife.\r\n\r\n01:03:09.743 --> 01:03:12.271\r\nI want to review your diet.\r\n\r\n01:03:12.321 --> 01:03:13.404\r\nCome with me.\r\n\r\n01:03:19.758 --> 01:03:20.758\r\nMrs. Clark.\r\n\r\n01:03:23.500 --> 01:03:26.759\r\n(sighs) I don't want to see Otis again.\r\n\r\n01:03:26.809 --> 01:03:29.050\r\n- What do you mean? He's not well yet.\r\n\r\n01:03:29.100 --> 01:03:33.467\r\nAnd don't have another doc...\n- Let me finish, please.\r\n\r\n01:03:33.517 --> 01:03:38.517\r\nI don't want to see your\nhusband here in my office again,\r\n\r\n01:03:38.825 --> 01:03:42.492\r\nbecause I suspect that\nwhat's making him ill\r\n\r\n01:03:43.427 --> 01:03:45.578\r\nwill stop after today.\r\n\r\n01:03:45.628 --> 01:03:47.211\r\nRight now, in fact.\r\n\r\n01:03:48.979 --> 01:03:51.729\r\nI don't know why you're doing it,\r\n\r\n01:03:52.780 --> 01:03:55.937\r\nbut I'm gonna tell you something,\nif you poison Otis again...\r\n\r\n01:03:55.987 --> 01:03:58.654\r\n- I have never been so insulted.\r\n\r\n01:03:59.497 --> 01:04:01.156\r\nI love my husband, Doctor,\r\n\r\n01:04:01.206 --> 01:04:04.548\r\nand I have stood with him\nthrough the worst of times,\r\n\r\n01:04:04.598 --> 01:04:07.218\r\nand it cost me everything.\r\n\r\n01:04:07.268 --> 01:04:08.676\r\nEverything.\r\n\r\n01:04:08.726 --> 01:04:12.393\r\n- [Thompkins] I'm\nnotifying the authorities.\r\n\r\n01:04:14.518 --> 01:04:16.268\r\n- [Barbara] I just...\r\n\r\n01:04:17.566 --> 01:04:19.566\r\n(sighs)\r\n\r\n01:04:22.326 --> 01:04:25.076\r\n(doorbell rings)\r\n\r\n01:04:30.278 --> 01:04:31.439\r\n- What are you doing here?\r\n\r\n01:04:31.489 --> 01:04:33.508\r\nI don't wanna see you,\nwill you please go away?\r\n\r\n01:04:33.558 --> 01:04:36.900\r\n- Please, I just need\na minute of your time.\r\n\r\n01:04:36.950 --> 01:04:41.028\r\nI took the bus a long way to\nget here, I came to apologize.\r\n\r\n01:04:41.078 --> 01:04:42.860\r\n- Okay, then.\r\n\r\n01:04:42.910 --> 01:04:43.993\r\nMake it fast.\r\n\r\n01:04:46.518 --> 01:04:49.450\r\n- I didn't mean any disrespect.\r\n\r\n01:04:49.500 --> 01:04:52.900\r\nI just wanted to join in the conversation.\r\n\r\n01:04:52.950 --> 01:04:54.033\r\nMake friends.\r\n\r\n01:04:56.300 --> 01:04:57.300\r\nI'm sorry.\r\n\r\n01:04:58.830 --> 01:04:59.830\r\n- It's okay.\r\n\r\n01:05:02.598 --> 01:05:03.681\r\nI understand.\r\n\r\n01:05:04.700 --> 01:05:07.079\r\nThere's no way that you could've known.\r\n\r\n01:05:07.129 --> 01:05:08.462\r\n- When I said...\r\n\r\n01:05:09.860 --> 01:05:11.028\r\nI could have drowned...\r\n\r\n01:05:11.078 --> 01:05:15.411\r\n- Please stop, or else I'm\ngonna start crying again.\r\n\r\n01:05:16.780 --> 01:05:19.363\r\n- Do you want to talk about it?\r\n\r\n01:05:20.838 --> 01:05:21.921\r\n- Not really.\r\n\r\n01:05:23.428 --> 01:05:28.428\r\nI know you mean well, but it\nhurts too much to talk about.\r\n\r\n01:05:29.060 --> 01:05:32.560\r\nI just, I just broke up with my boyfriend.\r\n\r\n01:05:33.500 --> 01:05:35.489\r\nNormally, I'd talk to him.\r\n\r\n01:05:35.539 --> 01:05:37.206\r\n- How did it happen?\r\n\r\n01:05:38.978 --> 01:05:41.239\r\n- The break-up or my brother?\r\n\r\n01:05:41.289 --> 01:05:43.206\r\n- Whichever you'd like.\r\n\r\n01:05:45.108 --> 01:05:48.858\r\n- He was my strong,\nfunny, smart big brother.\r\n\r\n01:05:52.438 --> 01:05:56.605\r\nAnd I loved him more than\nanyone, even my parents.\r\n\r\n01:06:02.198 --> 01:06:05.970\r\nHe went swimming in\nthe woods with friends,\r\n\r\n01:06:06.020 --> 01:06:08.270\r\nand I was at camp that day.\r\n\r\n01:06:09.348 --> 01:06:13.265\r\nHe, he hit his chest and\nhe slid into the lake.\r\n\r\n01:06:16.917 --> 01:06:18.917\r\nAnd nobody knew it, but,\r\n\r\n01:06:20.308 --> 01:06:23.558\r\nhe couldn't breathe or scream for help.\r\n\r\n01:06:26.369 --> 01:06:29.952\r\nAnd we searched for\nhis body for five days.\r\n\r\n01:06:31.129 --> 01:06:32.796\r\nBefore we found him.\r\n\r\n01:06:41.038 --> 01:06:43.705\r\nI know it happened 15 years ago,\r\n\r\n01:06:45.158 --> 01:06:48.268\r\nbut not a day goes by that I don't\r\n\r\n01:06:48.318 --> 01:06:50.651\r\nthink about him or miss him.\r\n\r\n01:06:53.088 --> 01:06:57.289\r\nHe loved chicken and waffles. (chuckles)\r\n\r\n01:06:57.339 --> 01:07:00.028\r\nRosco's was his favorite.\r\n\r\n01:07:00.078 --> 01:07:02.058\r\n- I understand.\r\n\r\n01:07:02.108 --> 01:07:03.358\r\nI love it, too.\r\n\r\n01:07:05.540 --> 01:07:07.707\r\n- Come on inside, Takashi.\r\n\r\n01:07:27.334 --> 01:07:30.355\r\n- Oh, baby, can you let me come home?\r\n\r\n01:07:30.405 --> 01:07:32.576\r\n- What're you doin' here?\n- I promise.\r\n\r\n01:07:32.626 --> 01:07:34.086\r\n- Otis, move.\r\n\r\n01:07:34.136 --> 01:07:36.804\r\n- If you give me another\nchance, we can work it all out.\r\n\r\n01:07:36.854 --> 01:07:38.646\r\n- I need you to go.\n- I know we can.\r\n\r\n01:07:38.696 --> 01:07:40.863\r\nJust, just let me explain.\r\n\r\n01:07:41.917 --> 01:07:43.659\r\n- Let you explain?\r\n\r\n01:07:43.709 --> 01:07:46.339\r\nI'm so tired of your explainin', Otis.\r\n\r\n01:07:46.389 --> 01:07:48.800\r\n- I know it's hard, I do,\r\n\r\n01:07:48.850 --> 01:07:51.658\r\nbut together, we can work through this.\r\n\r\n01:07:51.708 --> 01:07:53.760\r\n(Barbara chuckles)\r\n\r\n01:07:53.810 --> 01:07:54.739\r\n- Together?\r\n\r\n01:07:54.789 --> 01:07:55.572\r\nTogether.\r\n\r\n01:07:55.622 --> 01:07:57.047\r\nWell, please tell me.\r\n\r\n01:07:57.097 --> 01:07:58.190\r\nTell me.\r\n\r\n01:07:58.240 --> 01:08:01.126\r\nI would just love to hear\nabout your sexual exploits.\r\n\r\n01:08:01.176 --> 01:08:03.270\r\nYou just had to share your VDs with me.\r\n\r\n01:08:03.320 --> 01:08:04.826\r\nNow I gotta go to the doctor every month\r\n\r\n01:08:04.850 --> 01:08:07.177\r\nto get that taken care of.\r\n\r\n01:08:07.227 --> 01:08:09.739\r\nOh, and a never born child.\r\n\r\n01:08:09.789 --> 01:08:11.859\r\nI'm listenin', Otis.\r\n\r\n01:08:11.909 --> 01:08:12.909\r\nExplain.\r\n\r\n01:08:13.766 --> 01:08:15.006\r\nGo ahead, Otis.\r\n\r\n01:08:15.056 --> 01:08:16.223\r\nI'm listenin'.\r\n\r\n01:08:17.886 --> 01:08:19.636\r\n- I'm so sorry, baby.\r\n\r\n01:08:21.206 --> 01:08:23.236\r\n- You gettin' ready to cry now?\r\n\r\n01:08:23.286 --> 01:08:25.172\r\nBecause I don't have time for that.\r\n\r\n01:08:25.222 --> 01:08:26.005\r\n- Please.\r\n\r\n01:08:26.055 --> 01:08:28.893\r\n- Put your god damn hands on me!\r\n\r\n01:08:28.943 --> 01:08:30.204\r\nNow, that is enough.\r\n\r\n01:08:30.254 --> 01:08:31.922\r\nI want you out of here, Otis.\r\n\r\n01:08:31.972 --> 01:08:34.135\r\nOut of here, it is over, done.\r\n\r\n01:08:34.185 --> 01:08:37.773\r\nI can't take another\nsecond with you, Otis.\r\n\r\n01:08:37.823 --> 01:08:40.853\r\n- Give me another chance,\nbaby, I've changed.\r\n\r\n01:08:40.903 --> 01:08:41.903\r\nTrust me.\r\n\r\n01:08:43.155 --> 01:08:45.065\r\nGod reminded me how to love.\r\n\r\n01:08:45.115 --> 01:08:46.116\r\n- God?\r\n\r\n01:08:46.166 --> 01:08:48.025\r\nSo we gonna play the God game, Otis?\r\n\r\n01:08:48.075 --> 01:08:52.055\r\nWe gonna play the God game?\n- God reminded me how to love.\r\n\r\n01:08:52.105 --> 01:08:53.596\r\nI can love you.\n- "God."\r\n\r\n01:08:53.646 --> 01:08:55.722\r\n- The way we used to.\n- Mm.\r\n\r\n01:08:55.772 --> 01:08:57.905\r\n- Let me take care of you, of us.\r\n\r\n01:08:57.955 --> 01:08:58.738\r\n(glass smashes)\r\n\r\n01:08:58.788 --> 01:09:02.143\r\n- Don't you put your god\ndamn hands on me, Otis!\r\n\r\n01:09:02.193 --> 01:09:04.943\r\n- What you tryin' to do, kill me?\r\n\r\n01:09:06.017 --> 01:09:07.514\r\n- I've changed, too.\r\n\r\n01:09:07.564 --> 01:09:10.583\r\nAnd I don't have to put up\nwith anyone's shit anymore.\r\n\r\n01:09:10.633 --> 01:09:12.943\r\nNow get your ass outta here, Otis.\r\n\r\n01:09:12.993 --> 01:09:13.993\r\nGet out.\r\n\r\n01:09:17.282 --> 01:09:19.699\r\n(car starts)\r\n\r\n01:09:51.410 --> 01:09:53.101\r\n- Death is hard to handle.\r\n\r\n01:09:53.151 --> 01:09:54.151\r\nPeriod.\r\n\r\n01:09:56.208 --> 01:09:57.208\r\nI'm sorry.\r\n\r\n01:10:00.420 --> 01:10:05.420\r\nI just don't know how to\nmake peace with his death.\r\n\r\n01:10:05.439 --> 01:10:07.880\r\n- Life is a miracle.\r\n\r\n01:10:07.930 --> 01:10:11.221\r\nDon't regret that yours continues.\r\n\r\n01:10:11.271 --> 01:10:16.104\r\nYour brother would want you\nto live a life to its fullest.\r\n\r\n01:10:18.459 --> 01:10:19.959\r\nI brought for you.\r\n\r\n01:10:20.940 --> 01:10:22.940\r\nWell, actually, for him.\r\n\r\n01:10:24.519 --> 01:10:27.160\r\n- Is that chicken and waffles?\r\n\r\n01:10:27.210 --> 01:10:30.008\r\n- Your brother's favorite, right?\r\n\r\n01:10:30.058 --> 01:10:33.410\r\nIn my culture, we honor the person passing\r\n\r\n01:10:33.460 --> 01:10:36.541\r\ninto the next world by\nremembering how they live,\r\n\r\n01:10:36.591 --> 01:10:39.409\r\nwhat they love, what gave them joy.\r\n\r\n01:10:39.459 --> 01:10:42.126\r\nThese are the things we cherish.\r\n\r\n01:10:43.402 --> 01:10:47.232\r\nI would like to perform a\nceremony for your brother.\r\n\r\n01:10:47.282 --> 01:10:51.570\r\nAnd offer this food to\nhim, to comfort him,\r\n\r\n01:10:51.620 --> 01:10:54.472\r\nwherever his spirit may be.\r\n\r\n01:10:54.522 --> 01:10:59.355\r\nAnd by comforting him, maybe\nyou can gain some peace, too.\r\n\r\n01:11:03.760 --> 01:11:06.937\r\n- Where should the ceremony take place?\r\n\r\n01:11:06.987 --> 01:11:08.481\r\n- [Takashi] Did your brother have\r\n\r\n01:11:08.531 --> 01:11:10.417\r\na favorite spot in the house?\r\n\r\n01:11:10.467 --> 01:11:12.270\r\n- [Jess] The bench outside.\r\n\r\n01:11:12.320 --> 01:11:14.550\r\nHe used to read out there for hours.\r\n\r\n01:11:14.600 --> 01:11:19.517\r\n- [Takashi] Perfect, grab a\nphoto of him and meet me there.\r\n\r\n01:11:35.936 --> 01:11:38.269\r\n- [Luke] Magic hour, my ass.\r\n\r\n01:11:40.397 --> 01:11:41.397\r\nLife sucks.\r\n\r\n01:11:42.466 --> 01:11:43.799\r\nYou can have it.\r\n\r\n01:11:45.974 --> 01:11:50.115\r\n- [Otis] My son you're not the\nfirst one to contemplate that\r\n\r\n01:11:50.165 --> 01:11:53.526\r\nand my guess is, you won't be the last.\r\n\r\n01:11:53.576 --> 01:11:55.187\r\n- God?\r\n\r\n01:11:55.237 --> 01:11:58.734\r\n- (chuckles) No.\r\n\r\n01:11:58.784 --> 01:12:02.443\r\nJust a lonely man lookin'\nfor a conversation.\r\n\r\n01:12:02.493 --> 01:12:04.826\r\nOne last smoke for the road?\r\n\r\n01:12:07.976 --> 01:12:09.715\r\n- Thought I was losin' my mind.\r\n\r\n01:12:09.765 --> 01:12:12.515\r\n- (chuckles) I was\nthinkin' the same thing,\r\n\r\n01:12:12.565 --> 01:12:14.387\r\nwhen you climbed up on that railing.\r\n\r\n01:12:14.437 --> 01:12:17.354\r\n- Look, it's none of your business.\r\n\r\n01:12:18.856 --> 01:12:20.755\r\nI wasn't hurting you.\r\n\r\n01:12:20.805 --> 01:12:22.055\r\n- You're right.\r\n\r\n01:12:23.176 --> 01:12:25.564\r\nYou're not hurting me.\r\n\r\n01:12:25.614 --> 01:12:27.256\r\nJust yourself.\r\n\r\n01:12:27.306 --> 01:12:28.473\r\nAnd God.\n- God?\r\n\r\n01:12:30.575 --> 01:12:32.825\r\n(chuckles)\r\n\r\n01:12:34.597 --> 01:12:35.847\r\nGod's not here.\r\n\r\n01:12:37.405 --> 01:12:39.405\r\nHe left a long time ago.\r\n\r\n01:12:42.775 --> 01:12:44.453\r\nWe've always been alone,\ndon't you know that?\r\n\r\n01:12:44.477 --> 01:12:48.066\r\n- I used to think like\nthat, when my wife left,\r\n\r\n01:12:48.116 --> 01:12:49.783\r\naw hell, when she...\r\n\r\n01:12:53.812 --> 01:12:55.632\r\nKicked my confused ass out.\r\n\r\n01:12:55.682 --> 01:12:56.682\r\n- Why?\r\n\r\n01:13:01.119 --> 01:13:02.619\r\n- She felt like I,\r\n\r\n01:13:04.663 --> 01:13:06.746\r\ntook everything from her.\r\n\r\n01:13:08.162 --> 01:13:09.162\r\nMaybe I did.\r\n\r\n01:13:10.802 --> 01:13:12.549\r\nI don't recall.\r\n\r\n01:13:12.599 --> 01:13:15.766\r\n- Well, either you did, or you didn't.\r\n\r\n01:13:16.610 --> 01:13:18.943\r\nYou can't have it both ways.\r\n\r\n01:13:26.998 --> 01:13:27.998\r\nGreat.\r\n\r\n01:13:29.228 --> 01:13:30.811\r\nHave a crappy life.\r\n\r\n01:13:43.417 --> 01:13:45.327\r\n- Are you ready?\r\n\r\n01:13:45.377 --> 01:13:46.589\r\n- [Jess] Yeah.\r\n\r\n01:13:46.639 --> 01:13:50.477\r\n- Follow me.\n(melancholic music)\r\n\r\n01:13:50.527 --> 01:13:51.527\r\nAlright.\r\n\r\n01:13:55.297 --> 01:13:56.297\r\n- Okay.\r\n\r\n01:14:00.906 --> 01:14:02.327\r\n- Right.\r\n\r\n01:14:02.377 --> 01:14:05.618\r\nNow, offer a prayer for your brother.\r\n\r\n01:14:05.668 --> 01:14:08.216\r\nTell him anything you want.\r\n\r\n01:14:08.266 --> 01:14:10.433\r\nWhatever is in your heart.\r\n\r\n01:14:14.268 --> 01:14:15.948\r\n- [Jess] It's been a long time, Taylor.\r\n\r\n01:14:15.998 --> 01:14:17.980\r\nI hope that wherever you are now,\r\n\r\n01:14:18.030 --> 01:14:21.418\r\nyou know you are loved and missed.\r\n\r\n01:14:21.468 --> 01:14:23.770\r\nI think about you all the time,\r\n\r\n01:14:23.820 --> 01:14:26.631\r\nand I hope that your spirit is at peace.\r\n\r\n01:14:26.681 --> 01:14:29.319\r\n- When you're done, set\nthe incense in the sand.\r\n\r\n01:14:29.369 --> 01:14:32.459\r\nThe smoke will waft and\nfind your brother's spirit,\r\n\r\n01:14:32.509 --> 01:14:35.592\r\nbringing the food and prayers to him.\r\n\r\n01:14:42.089 --> 01:14:46.050\r\n- I don't know how to thank\nyou for this, Takashi.\r\n\r\n01:14:46.100 --> 01:14:50.267\r\nRemembering him right now,\nit didn't hurt so much.\r\n\r\n01:14:51.510 --> 01:14:54.959\r\nI thought of all of the\ngood moments we had.\r\n\r\n01:14:55.009 --> 01:14:57.926\r\nWhere I would laugh so hard I'd cry\r\n\r\n01:14:58.809 --> 01:15:01.642\r\nbecause I was so incredibly happy.\r\n\r\n01:15:03.721 --> 01:15:07.038\r\n- I'm glad that you invited me in.\r\n\r\n01:15:07.088 --> 01:15:10.921\r\n- Where did you learn\nto handle death so well?\r\n\r\n01:15:13.688 --> 01:15:14.688\r\nWho died?\r\n\r\n01:15:17.365 --> 01:15:18.365\r\n- My father.\r\n\r\n01:15:21.303 --> 01:15:23.803\r\nHe passed away last week, but,\r\n\r\n01:15:25.246 --> 01:15:28.079\r\nI never got to say goodbye to him.\r\n\r\n01:15:31.605 --> 01:15:35.334\r\nI will, I will perform the\nsame ceremony for my father,\r\n\r\n01:15:35.384 --> 01:15:36.755\r\nbut not now.\r\n\r\n01:15:36.805 --> 01:15:39.955\r\n- Is there anything I can do?\r\n\r\n01:15:40.005 --> 01:15:41.838\r\n- It is like you said.\r\n\r\n01:15:43.864 --> 01:15:46.363\r\nDeath is hard to handle.\r\n\r\n01:15:46.413 --> 01:15:47.413\r\nPeriod.\r\n\r\n01:15:50.805 --> 01:15:52.388\r\nBut time will help.\r\n\r\n01:15:58.176 --> 01:16:01.217\r\n- My brother loved to share.\r\n\r\n01:16:01.267 --> 01:16:04.017\r\nOne of the best things about him.\r\n\r\n01:16:06.205 --> 01:16:11.038\r\nMaybe he could share the chicken\nwaffles with your father.\r\n\r\n01:16:22.555 --> 01:16:25.006\r\n- Do you have any hot sauce?\r\n\r\n01:16:25.056 --> 01:16:27.306\r\nMy father loved spicy food.\r\n\r\n01:16:28.194 --> 01:16:29.194\r\nSo do I.\r\n\r\n01:16:30.485 --> 01:16:34.406\r\nMy mother always said I get this from him.\r\n\r\n01:16:34.456 --> 01:16:36.355\r\n(Jess chuckles)\r\n\r\n01:16:36.405 --> 01:16:38.572\r\n- Yes, I'll be right back.\r\n\r\n01:17:12.771 --> 01:17:15.409\r\n(Takashi laughs)\r\n\r\n01:17:15.459 --> 01:17:17.959\r\n- That's actually my favorite.\r\n\r\n01:17:54.097 --> 01:17:57.358\r\n- [Otis] Weddings and funerals\r\n\r\n01:17:57.408 --> 01:17:58.991\r\nare reality checks.\r\n\r\n01:18:00.268 --> 01:18:04.438\r\nOne contains the promise of a fresh start.\r\n\r\n01:18:04.488 --> 01:18:08.169\r\nThe endless hope of a future together.\r\n\r\n01:18:08.219 --> 01:18:11.636\r\nThe other is the slate being wiped clean.\r\n\r\n01:18:12.948 --> 01:18:14.698\r\nNo words left to say.\r\n\r\n01:18:15.857 --> 01:18:17.857\r\nNothing more to explain.\r\n\r\n01:18:29.083 --> 01:18:31.833\r\n- I am going to fuckin' miss you.\r\n\r\n01:18:34.403 --> 01:18:38.055\r\n- I proposed to my wife on this bridge.\r\n\r\n01:18:38.105 --> 01:18:39.438\r\nA long time ago.\r\n\r\n01:18:42.481 --> 01:18:45.463\r\nAnd when you're homeless, (chuckles)\r\n\r\n01:18:45.513 --> 01:18:48.335\r\nyou spend a lot of time in the library.\r\n\r\n01:18:48.385 --> 01:18:50.433\r\nI picked up a few stories.\r\n\r\n01:18:50.483 --> 01:18:51.393\r\n- Really?\r\n\r\n01:18:51.443 --> 01:18:55.431\r\n- Out of all the jumpers,\nonly one survived.\r\n\r\n01:18:55.481 --> 01:18:57.201\r\nA baby girl.\r\n\r\n01:18:57.251 --> 01:18:58.334\r\nJanette Ward.\r\n\r\n01:18:59.292 --> 01:19:00.842\r\nShe didn't jump.\r\n\r\n01:19:00.892 --> 01:19:03.975\r\nHer mother, Mertelle, threw her over.\r\n\r\n01:19:06.961 --> 01:19:11.544\r\nThat was in 1937, in the\ndepth of the Great Depression.\r\n\r\n01:19:13.830 --> 01:19:16.490\r\nThat poor woman thought\nshe could spare her child\r\n\r\n01:19:16.540 --> 01:19:18.623\r\na life full of suffering.\r\n\r\n01:19:19.481 --> 01:19:21.148\r\nThat sound familiar?\r\n\r\n01:19:28.330 --> 01:19:29.852\r\n- How did she survive?\r\n\r\n01:19:29.902 --> 01:19:33.902\r\n- One of God's trees\ncaught her in its branches.\r\n\r\n01:19:34.852 --> 01:19:37.435\r\nSaved her from a 15-story fall.\r\n\r\n01:19:40.160 --> 01:19:43.660\r\nHer mother, Mertelle, she wasn't so lucky.\r\n\r\n01:19:47.033 --> 01:19:50.692\r\nSome say she wanders the bridge at night,\r\n\r\n01:19:50.742 --> 01:19:53.325\r\nlookin' for her little Janette.\r\n\r\n01:20:06.517 --> 01:20:08.850\r\n- That's a good ghost story.\r\n\r\n01:20:10.016 --> 01:20:12.099\r\nI'm too old to be scared.\r\n\r\n01:20:13.917 --> 01:20:16.286\r\n- There's another spirit\nthat haunts this bridge.\r\n\r\n01:20:16.336 --> 01:20:19.518\r\nThe Man in Black, some\nsay he's an undertaker.\r\n\r\n01:20:19.568 --> 01:20:23.215\r\nOut to usher the souls of the\ndead back to the old mortuary.\r\n\r\n01:20:23.265 --> 01:20:28.182\r\nOthers say that he calls the\npeople in crisis here to jump.\r\n\r\n01:20:31.967 --> 01:20:34.134\r\n- These are urban legends.\r\n\r\n01:20:35.168 --> 01:20:37.848\r\nI wasn't called here, I came on my own.\r\n\r\n01:20:37.898 --> 01:20:39.898\r\n- I came on my own, too.\r\n\r\n01:20:42.229 --> 01:20:45.728\r\nThis is where I was the happiest.\r\n\r\n01:20:45.778 --> 01:20:50.278\r\nBut not happy enough to jump\ninto permanent residence.\r\n\r\n01:20:51.429 --> 01:20:53.262\r\nBut, have it your way.\r\n\r\n01:20:55.029 --> 01:20:56.987\r\nKnock your socks off.\r\n\r\n01:20:57.037 --> 01:20:59.870\r\nBut, uh, one favor, before you go.\r\n\r\n01:21:03.437 --> 01:21:05.807\r\n- Why're you takin' your shoes off?\r\n\r\n01:21:05.857 --> 01:21:07.478\r\nIs this some kind of Titanic moment?\r\n\r\n01:21:07.528 --> 01:21:10.316\r\nI go, you go, you plan\non following me down?\r\n\r\n01:21:10.366 --> 01:21:11.533\r\n- Oh, hell no.\r\n\r\n01:21:12.418 --> 01:21:14.668\r\nYou goin' down by yourself.\r\n\r\n01:21:15.509 --> 01:21:18.848\r\nNo need to waste those shoes, though.\r\n\r\n01:21:18.898 --> 01:21:21.427\r\nHow about you give 'em to me now?\r\n\r\n01:21:21.477 --> 01:21:24.939\r\nI don't want 'em messed up\nwith your piss and shit.\r\n\r\n01:21:24.989 --> 01:21:27.059\r\n- Are you fucking kidding me?\r\n\r\n01:21:27.109 --> 01:21:28.109\r\n- Am I?\r\n\r\n01:21:33.858 --> 01:21:37.691\r\nYou know what saved me\nwhen I hit rock bottom?\r\n\r\n01:21:40.389 --> 01:21:41.389\r\nHe did.\r\n\r\n01:21:42.276 --> 01:21:43.276\r\n- Mm.\r\n\r\n01:21:46.048 --> 01:21:49.631\r\n- I took whatever faith,\nwhat little I had,\r\n\r\n01:21:51.949 --> 01:21:54.427\r\nand offered it up to God.\r\n\r\n01:21:54.477 --> 01:21:56.977\r\n- So God's the answer?\n- He is.\r\n\r\n01:21:58.086 --> 01:22:01.126\r\nYou just have to believe him.\r\n\r\n01:22:01.176 --> 01:22:04.009\r\nHe will guide you, if you let him.\r\n\r\n01:22:07.776 --> 01:22:09.943\r\n- Trust in him, huh?\n- Yes.\r\n\r\n01:22:15.601 --> 01:22:17.851\r\nYou just have to surrender.\r\n\r\n01:22:19.062 --> 01:22:20.692\r\n- And he can save me?\r\n\r\n01:22:20.742 --> 01:22:21.742\r\n- Yes!\r\n\r\n01:22:33.436 --> 01:22:35.397\r\nHave mercy upon us.\r\n\r\n01:22:35.447 --> 01:22:37.114\r\nForgive us our sins.\r\n\r\n01:22:39.935 --> 01:22:43.004\r\nAll these little moments, tiny accidents\r\n\r\n01:22:43.054 --> 01:22:47.805\r\nthat we overlook now, but\nlater regret, propel us along,\r\n\r\n01:22:47.855 --> 01:22:51.522\r\ncreating an intricate\ntapestry of our lives.\r\n\r\n01:22:53.215 --> 01:22:57.706\r\nAnd once in a while, we get a\nchance to make a difference.\r\n\r\n01:22:57.756 --> 01:22:59.173\r\nEven a small one.\r\n\r\n01:23:00.367 --> 01:23:04.546\r\nBut I learned for it to work,\nyou've got to have faith\r\n\r\n01:23:04.596 --> 01:23:09.263\r\nthat all of this, everything\nand everyone, is connected.\r\n\r\n01:23:12.527 --> 01:23:14.525\r\nFor better or for worse.\r\n\r\n01:23:14.575 --> 01:23:17.575\r\nThat's up to us, our choice to make.\r\n\r\n01:23:18.756 --> 01:23:21.854\r\n- [Luke] So I just have to surrender.\r\n\r\n01:23:21.904 --> 01:23:24.574\r\n- [Otis] I mean, isn't\nthat what it's all about?\r\n\r\n01:23:24.624 --> 01:23:28.291\r\n(dramatic orchestral music)\r\n\r\n01:24:08.338 --> 01:24:11.505\r\n(upbeat guitar music)\r\n\r\n01:24:43.899 --> 01:24:48.719\r\n♪ Go, I won't stop you ♪\r\n\r\n01:24:48.769 --> 01:24:53.769\r\n♪ Those days are gone ♪\r\n\r\n01:24:57.729 --> 01:25:01.247\r\n♪ All you ever said was ♪\r\n\r\n01:25:01.297 --> 01:25:05.714\r\n♪ All you ever said was I don't know ♪\r\n\r\n01:25:14.109 --> 01:25:16.692\r\n♪ I don't know ♪\r\n\r\n01:25:26.306 --> 01:25:31.306\r\n♪ We were made to break ♪\r\n\r\n01:25:33.636 --> 01:25:38.636\r\n♪ We were made to break ♪\r\n\r\n01:25:41.043 --> 01:25:46.043\r\n♪ Don't stop, don't stop ♪\r\n\r\n01:25:48.398 --> 01:25:51.815\r\n♪ Don't stop, don't stop ♪\r\n\r\n01:25:59.488 --> 01:26:03.147\r\n♪ Wisdom evading ♪\r\n\r\n01:26:03.197 --> 01:26:08.197\r\n♪ I hear you saying the same things ♪\r\n\r\n01:26:10.597 --> 01:26:14.267\r\n♪ Reoccurring spells that ♪\r\n\r\n01:26:14.317 --> 01:26:18.317\r\n♪ Perhaps it could last forever ♪\r\n\r\n01:26:24.419 --> 01:26:28.157\r\n♪ A tug of war for more ♪\r\n\r\n01:26:28.207 --> 01:26:31.790\r\n♪ What less could you want ♪\r\n\r\n01:27:01.560 --> 01:27:06.560\r\n♪ Don't stop, don't stop ♪\r\n\r\n01:27:08.726 --> 01:27:13.726\r\n♪ We were made to break ♪\r\n\r\n01:27:16.087 --> 01:27:21.087\r\n♪ We were, we were broken ♪\r\n\r\n01:27:21.217 --> 01:27:25.736\r\n♪ All this time ♪\r\n\r\n01:27:25.786 --> 01:27:30.786\r\n♪ Made to break ♪\r\n\r\n01:27:30.988 --> 01:27:34.647\r\n♪ Don't stop, don't stop ♪\r\n\r\n01:27:34.697 --> 01:27:37.447\r\n♪ Don't stop now ♪
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Fifteen true life stories from people struggling with love, loss, homelessness, alcoholism, betrayal and suicidal tendencies. This film explores those moments, big and small, in which strangers impact another person's life in ways they couldn't possibly imagine, all in an effort to answer that elusive question, "What is it all about?"