If You Love (2010) - full transcript
I have a little secret to share
I'm bashful
if a man is naked and bare
Let's take off our clothes
and go on a flight
Show me the map of your tan lines,
let me show you light
I'm doing fucking fine
I'm doing fucking fine
My family was looking for salvation
They didn't give me sex education
I'm obsessing about it
'til I'm insane
I wanna do it on a train or a plane
Let's take off our clothes
and go on a flight
Show me the map of your tan lines,
let me show you light
Let's pour some wine,
I want to make you mine
Let's fly like birds in the sky
Let's pour some wine
Let's take off our clothes
and go on a flight
Show me the map of your tan lines,
let me show you light
Thank you Mervi and Hot Nurses.
Next up is Pera -
who will be singing "Lapin kes?".
Hello again.
Hi.
Did I startle you again?
I didn't mean to.
How's it going?
Is something wrong?
- Everything.
- I know the feeling.
My mother always says -
that you can always start anew
as long as there's life.
She survived the war and everything.
It's an annoying saying, because it
means that you should shape up.
Tell me about yourself.
I don't know what to tell.
Tell me three things you like
and three things you don't like.
- I don't like karaoke.
- Okay. Good.
- Neither do I.
- I don't like lying.
- And I don't like cheese.
- Cheese?
Its texture is somehow disgusting.
Okay.
Tell me what you like.
I like the sea.
I like African food.
And then I like... you.
I can't help it.
If you want
I can be someone else for you
If you want
I can be a mistake out of the blue
If you want, at Christmas
I'll be knocking on your door
If you want,
I won't fight any wars anymore
If you want,
I can be a dog guarding your sleep
I can be yours to keep
If you want
I can make you forget your unease
If you want
I'll let you do whatever you please
If you want,
I can worship your God
If you want,
I'll believe your every facade
If you want,
I'm willing to emigrate anywhere
As long as I can see you there
Because without you
I'm living in a cell
Because without you, oh well
Without you I'm halfway to hell
If you want
I won't repeat your name
Even if you want it
I won't extinguish your flame
If you want,
I'll come busting through rock
If you want,
whatever makes you happy
If you want,
I'll bring Tibet to your bed
I'll move north to northwest
just using my head
Again and again I'm missing you
I remember kissing you
Because without love
I'm living in a cell
And without love, oh well
Without love we're halfway to hell
If you want
If you want
If you want
- Hey, give me a couple of euros.
- I don't have any.
I need money for a beer.
I don't have any.
Go back to your cage.
Take a look at this.
- Let's trade. Give me twenty...
- Twenty?
Okay, a tenner.
You can have this.
- I won't buy stolen goods.
- I'm not a thief.
I found this. I was digging up
bottles from the recycling point -
when I saw a horrible crash.
A sports car hit another car.
There were ambulances and policemen.
I found this at the scene.
- I was hit by a rock.
- What is this?
I crashed with my bike
and fell on a stick.
Here's another. I fell from a swing
on my sunglasses.
- What a little rascal.
- You don't know half of it.
I bet you haven't done
anything naughty.
- Graduate Adebayo, come play with us.
- Okay. Do you want to come?
Luckily I haven't done
anything naughty.
I can't tell him.
I can't tell him.
I don't want to tell him.
I just want to be happy.
Why shouldn't I?
What's so wrong with that?
What do you mean?
Nothing, I was just...
- Hi, I'm Anna.
- Afya.
So you're Toni's girlfriend?
The hospital cleaner.
- Have you been long there?
- I started a couple of weeks ago.
At the same time as Delmar
was brought there.
Did you do your A-levels?
Or haven't you graduated yet?
- I went to school.
- Which one?
- Helsingin normaalilyseo.
- Where do you live then?
- On Ketunleip?tie.
- The school isn't in our district.
Do you live at home?
- No. Why do you ask?
- I was just wondering.
Did you leave your necklace home?
- No, I don't think so.
- Come on, Afya.
- You have a beautiful name.
- It means "shadow".
- I won't look at the mirror
- I want to forget
I want to leave you behind
- The city's full of memories
- I've gotta get away
- I don't want to face them
- I've gotta get away
- And I know this is stupid
- I've gotta get away
But I can't stay
I didn't stare after you
when you left after our kiss
It was the best and the last
I tried to be so strong
I tried to hold my head high
But look at me now,
I'm like a drenched dog
- Many miles behind me
- The engine is revving up
The longing begins to ease
- The city's full of memories
- I've gotta get away
- I don't want to face them
- I've gotta get away
And although
it will be easier tomorrow
I can't stay here
- Someone was asking about you.
- Who?
I don't know.
She didn't tell her name.
A dark-skinned girl
with big golden earrings.
- What did she ask?
- When you started and all that.
At first I thought she was waiting
for you, but she didn't know you.
Then she left. Who was she?
Anna.
- Father woke up for a moment.
- Really?
We're waiting for the doctor -
but it's possible
that father will recover.
- I'm so happy!
- I can see that.
Sorry. I'm Anna Helminen.
- Sofia Adebayo.
- Nice to meet you.
Mother...
Anna, would you like to
eat dinner with us?
- Anna, do you want coffee?
- Yes, please.
- Have you tasted African coffee?
- Not that I recall.
Thats a strange way to talk.
Thank you, Anna.
- Let's do each others' hair.
- I have beads and hair clips.
- Really?
- We'll be leaving soon.
- Where are you going?
- To Anna's place.
- Don't go!
- We'll come with you.
No, you won't, you piglets.
- Should we go?
- Okay, that's enough.
Go now.
- It was nice to meet you, Anna.
- Likewise.
Bye.
This is horrible.
- It doesn't matter.
- No?
At first nothing happens,
and then...
...it does.
This is horrible.
I'm going to kill myself.
- No, you won't! Stop that!
- Don't try to stop me!
Silly.
- You're wonderful.
- No, you're wonderful.
Too wonderful.
Basically this is all your fault.
Okay.
Hello there.
- How do you feel?
- Toni...
- How are you?
- I'm tired.
You need some rest.
Father, guess what?
I'm in love.
- Is she a good girl?
- Yes.
She's the best.
Just rest.
Love me now,
when everyone else is gone
When shadows creep across the floor
I'll take off my shoes
because you're a burning bush
Stop the funeral,
the departed is missing
A crow flies over a field
and doesn't shed a tear
Cafeterias open their doors
Today a traffic accident will take
away someone's body of steel
Do we still have beer?
Father?
Father! Father!
Help! Someone! Help!
Luckily I have you.
I would die now without you.
The number cannot be reached...
- Hanna.
- Hi. Where are you?
- We're in Budapest.
- We're in Buda, not in Pest.
I see. Is Ada there?
- What do you mean? She's not here.
- She's not there?
- Where is she then?
- With you in the Caribbean.
MINISTER'S DAUGHTER
MISSING FOR WEEKS
Harri, Ada's coming here.
- Is she alright?
- She sounded fine.
Sunrise on a frosty morning
The land is beautiful
Everybody has time to celebrate
Let's go again
We're partying again,
but we don't regret it
We're tired,
but there's no time to sleep
We're partying again,
but we don't regret it
We don't feel sorry for our past
It's not our fault the world is
crooked and the clock runs backwards
We're partying again,
but we don't regret it
We're tired,
but there's no time to sleep
We're partying again,
but we don't regret it
We don't feel sorry for our past
It's not our fault the world is
crooked and the clock runs backwards
Ada.
You lied to me.
- I'm truly sorry.
- What an earth you were thinking?
Luckily you're fine.
Where's mother?
- What do you mean?
- How come?
Why do you ask about your mother?
Your mother is dead.
- When?
- When you were a little girl.
She died in a car accident.
A drunk driver killed her.
- No...
- Ada.
Where have you been?
What has happened?
Ada, what has happened?
I've done the worst possible thing.
MINISTER'S DAUGHTER MISSING
This is what we're going to do.
We'll forget the whole thing.
- What?
- Just keep quiet. They'll handle it.
- How?
- We'll settle out of court.
- I intend to confess.
- No, you won't.
I have to. I'm in love.
What does it have to do with this?
I can't do this. I'm in love.
- I heard you the first time.
- I love Adebayo's son.
Toni Adebayo.
Hi.
Mervi said that you'd be here.
I have to tell you something.
About your father
and that car crash.
I know.
- How?
- Shut up. I know your game.
- Let me...
- Shut up! Shut up!
I love you.
I've never loved anyone else.
"I'm so sorry."
I don't remember anything.
- I don't know who I am.
- Neither do I.
I tried to tell you... many times -
but I couldn't because you said
you'd die without me.
I thought that when your
father would be better -
you would forgive me.
Forgive you?
I should kill you.
Kill me then.
Kill me.
- You might remember Hanna.
- I can't remember you either.
But you loved Hanna.
Hello.
- Hi, Little Bean.
- I can't remember you.
But I remember you.
It feels like you were gone
for ten years -
and came back.
She
She made me believe
She made me hope
And more
She
She made me laugh
She made me sing
She gave me a song
She
She was a good fairy
She was the queen of the night
Now it's nothing more
than a name for a song
She
When summer turns to autumn
and I see leaves flying
I feel the same longing
When she's away
She
She made me laugh
She made me sing
She gave me a song
She
I'm tuning my guitar again
And I hear the familiar tinkling
Like she was here with me
That's the deal. 100000 euros
for not pressing charges.
And an agreement
to maintain secrecy.
Let's go.
Are you really considering it?
- Tell them to stuff their euros!
- Toni!
- In coins!
- You put me and father to shame.
I accept the deal.
Toni will study political science.
He needs money for his studies.
Luckily he won't study law.
Toni.
Hi. How's it going?
I love you.
I've always loved you.
I know I'm not Anna
or whatever her name is -
but I've always loved you.
I would never betray you.
Say something.
Why did you have to meddle?
Why did you...
You should have let it go.
I didn't want to know.
I'm sorry. Forgive me.
This is just so unfair. So unfair.
What's been going on?
Nothing much. Except this morning,
when I looked in the mirror -
I thought my eyes were brown
when in reality they're green.
I was puzzled. It was out of sight.
Sorry we didn't stop you
from taking that car.
We were afraid
because we had given you pills.
- Then we went on holiday.
- And you tried to pull Niko.
- Niko who?
- My boyfriend.
- Did I try to pick up your boyfriend?
- Always.
- I'm truly sorry.
- So you don't remember a thing?
No, I don't.
The doctors said it's psychological.
They did all the tests.
There's nothing wrong with me.
Cool. My father told me
your father will buy you a pad.
I don't know.
I've got a one-bedroom apartment.
Muru's my roommate.
- We should get an espresso machine.
- And our own barista.
A lovely Italian man.
Like Francesco Totti.
Yeah, Totti!
Is this Mervi Takalo?
This is Anna... or Ada...
or whoever I might be.
- It's good to see you.
- I don't know about that.
- I look horrible.
- No, you don't.
- You're pretty.
- I've met a man.
- But it came to nothing.
- Why?
He's a shoemaker.
They're all high on shoe polish.
- We're going playing.
- Okay.
How are you?
Is your memory recovering?
- You never know.
- Do you want it back?
I don't know. Toni's family
will not press charges.
My studies will begin soon.
My father's buying me an apartment.
- Life goes on.
- That's good.
Are you still thinking about Toni?
I remember the first time
I kissed you
I remember how much I was afraid
I remember saying
something beautiful to you
Something I've always
wanted to say
Don't leave me,
I need you
Don't you ever go away
Don't you ever go away
I wanted to love more than ever
I wanted to give you
anything I could
I tried to be good and friendly
I wanted you to know
how much I care
Don't leave me,
I need you
Don't you ever go away,
don't you ever go away
Don't leave me,
I need you
Don't you ever go away,
don't you ever go away
- Are you ready?
- Yes.
Your hair is flat,
but it'll have to do.
Goddamn it...
Go ahead.
Hello, my name is Ada Helminen.
I want to confess that I stole a car
when I was drunk -
and crashed it.
I accidentally killed
Delmar Valentin Adebayo.
On June 2nd 2009,
Helminen was driving a car -
with the licence plate OGX-942...
while inebriated.
Involuntary manslaughter
on July 1st, 2009.
Helminen has...
Please stand up.
- Do you concede these charges?
- Yes, I do.
Toni, where are you going?
Toni, will you call me tonight?
Out of my room!
Get out! Don't touch my stuff!
Do you understand?
Get going.
What? It's my room.
Someone has to discipline them.
- Inya called me today.
- Why?
- You spent the night with Afya.
- So what? What is it to Inya?
- What you were doing there?
- You don't want to know.
Where are you going?
Someone has to visit Ada.
I can see it's not going to be you -
so I will go.
- Ada who?
- Ada Helminen who is in prison.
How can you say that whore's
name in my father's house?
Do you know what is worse
than father's death?
- Nothing!
- The person you've become.
I love you more than anything.
Your father loved you too.
What would he say now?
We survived the war
and had you.
Do you understand what it means?
You have the chance to live.
You're flushing your life
down the toilet.
It's like you drink poison
and wish Anna would die.
I mean Ada.
I guess they are
two different people.
But love...
She crossed her fingers
and looked at the heavens above
And was thankful
because she'd been blessed with love
She wished for much
but she was given even more
But there was one thing
she had ignored
Only for a short time
love is like driven snow
It is pure like snowfall
in February's morning glow
Oh how I wish it would
shine a little longer
But it will always fade away
when the darkness gets stronger
When the bitterness begins
it rarely stops
And there's a small eternity
between teardrops
When a child falls asleep
on your lap after a long day
Or asks you to come home to stay
Only for a short time
love is like driven snow
It is pure like snowfall
in February's morning glow
Oh how I wish it would
shine a little longer
But it will always fade away
when the darkness gets stronger
Only for a short time
love is like driven snow
It is pure like snowfall
in February's morning glow
Oh how I wish it would
shine a little longer
But it will always fade away
when the darkness gets stronger
- Hi.
- Hi.
- How are you?
- I'm okay.
Mervi visited me yesterday.
She dares to come visit me
because this is a women's prison.
If there were men here,
she would fall in love.
How are you holding up here?
At first it was terrible -
but now life goes on more steadily.
I'm not as scared as before.
- How's your life?
- Nothing special.
I work, my studies suffer.
I'm tormenting
my sisters and my mother.
I...
...try to forgive you.
But it's so damn hard.
I know.
But I can't help you with that.
I guess not.
You have to forgive every day.
That's why it's so hard.
I was surprised when
I heard about your visit.
- Were you delighted?
- Maybe a little.
- A little?
- Yeah.
- It's not easy to meet you.
- Likewise.
- What is it?
- Nothing.
- I just remembered one thing.
- What?
"It's cobra. Have some more cobra."
- Deep-fried cobra.
- Sweet and sour mouse.
Sweet and sour...
I guess this is yours.
If you love the cold moon
Things and book covers
Car doors and metal skins
I won't come with to the seashore
And I won't draw your picture
in the sand
If you love windows
Silver mugs, sable furs
A guest book with a leather spine
I smile at you
from across the street
But I won't go with you
to a fancy restaurant -
to eat goose breast
If you love sailing
Travelling and the Canary Islands
You will go away
and I will remain here
And I remember you
without longing
I remember the morning
when the wind blew in my hair
And took away your photo
If you love banknotes
I will help you to spend them
And I will give you
anything you want
But I won't give you my heart
If you love books too much
I will ask you
what will happen to me
When you know me from cover to cover
And my plots will bore you
And you remember everything by heart
If you love little girls
and little boys
Dogs, grandmothers, old maids,
salad and celery root
Roast mutton, spring mornings
Lonely men at cold stations
I will come with you to the seashore
And I will draw your picture
in the sand
And I will draw your picture
in the sand
And I will draw your picture
in the sand
And I will draw your picture
in the sand
Your picture in the sand
Directed by Neil Hardwick
Producer:
Jarkko Hentula
Screenplay:
Katja Kallio
Cinematographer:
Pini Hellstedt
Editor:
Harri Yl?nen
Music:
Leri Leskinen
Choreographer:
Osku Heiskanen
Sound designer:
Pasi Peni
Set designer:
Kaisa M?kinen
Costume designer:
Elina Kolehmainen
Make-up:
Marjut Samulin
Hey, listen to me.
This thing goes like this...
Hey, it's not true that I'm stupid
Because I'm not good at school
I don't feel like listening,
I don't bother reading
My thoughts are elsewhere
But I'm not stupid!
Do you hear me, world?
And it's not true
that I'm naughty
Because I fight the law
I disagree,
and I can't stand all the rules
But I'm not naughty!
Do you hear me, world?
I'm beautiful, I'm bold, I'm free
I was born to win
Why can't you understand -
that sometimes
it's hard to be young?
Why can't you accept -
that I can have ideas too?
It's not true that I'm ugly -
because I don't wear fancy clothes
Like rich kids who laugh at me
and make fun of my clothes
But I'm not ugly!
Do you hear me, world?
And it's not true
that I'm nothing -
because I'm not the best at anything
My life's mine and nobody else's,
I won't let anyone control it
I can be anything!
Do you understand, world?
I'm beautiful, I'm bold, I'm free
I was born to win
Why can't you understand -
that sometimes
it's hard to be young?
Why can't you accept -
that I can have ideas too?
I'm beautiful, I'm bold, I'm free
I was born to win
You're beautiful,
you're bold, you're free
You were born to win
We are beautiful, we are bold,
we are free
We were born to win
You're beautiful!
Subtitles: Janne M?kk?nen
Broadcast Text International
I'm bashful
if a man is naked and bare
Let's take off our clothes
and go on a flight
Show me the map of your tan lines,
let me show you light
I'm doing fucking fine
I'm doing fucking fine
My family was looking for salvation
They didn't give me sex education
I'm obsessing about it
'til I'm insane
I wanna do it on a train or a plane
Let's take off our clothes
and go on a flight
Show me the map of your tan lines,
let me show you light
Let's pour some wine,
I want to make you mine
Let's fly like birds in the sky
Let's pour some wine
Let's take off our clothes
and go on a flight
Show me the map of your tan lines,
let me show you light
Thank you Mervi and Hot Nurses.
Next up is Pera -
who will be singing "Lapin kes?".
Hello again.
Hi.
Did I startle you again?
I didn't mean to.
How's it going?
Is something wrong?
- Everything.
- I know the feeling.
My mother always says -
that you can always start anew
as long as there's life.
She survived the war and everything.
It's an annoying saying, because it
means that you should shape up.
Tell me about yourself.
I don't know what to tell.
Tell me three things you like
and three things you don't like.
- I don't like karaoke.
- Okay. Good.
- Neither do I.
- I don't like lying.
- And I don't like cheese.
- Cheese?
Its texture is somehow disgusting.
Okay.
Tell me what you like.
I like the sea.
I like African food.
And then I like... you.
I can't help it.
If you want
I can be someone else for you
If you want
I can be a mistake out of the blue
If you want, at Christmas
I'll be knocking on your door
If you want,
I won't fight any wars anymore
If you want,
I can be a dog guarding your sleep
I can be yours to keep
If you want
I can make you forget your unease
If you want
I'll let you do whatever you please
If you want,
I can worship your God
If you want,
I'll believe your every facade
If you want,
I'm willing to emigrate anywhere
As long as I can see you there
Because without you
I'm living in a cell
Because without you, oh well
Without you I'm halfway to hell
If you want
I won't repeat your name
Even if you want it
I won't extinguish your flame
If you want,
I'll come busting through rock
If you want,
whatever makes you happy
If you want,
I'll bring Tibet to your bed
I'll move north to northwest
just using my head
Again and again I'm missing you
I remember kissing you
Because without love
I'm living in a cell
And without love, oh well
Without love we're halfway to hell
If you want
If you want
If you want
- Hey, give me a couple of euros.
- I don't have any.
I need money for a beer.
I don't have any.
Go back to your cage.
Take a look at this.
- Let's trade. Give me twenty...
- Twenty?
Okay, a tenner.
You can have this.
- I won't buy stolen goods.
- I'm not a thief.
I found this. I was digging up
bottles from the recycling point -
when I saw a horrible crash.
A sports car hit another car.
There were ambulances and policemen.
I found this at the scene.
- I was hit by a rock.
- What is this?
I crashed with my bike
and fell on a stick.
Here's another. I fell from a swing
on my sunglasses.
- What a little rascal.
- You don't know half of it.
I bet you haven't done
anything naughty.
- Graduate Adebayo, come play with us.
- Okay. Do you want to come?
Luckily I haven't done
anything naughty.
I can't tell him.
I can't tell him.
I don't want to tell him.
I just want to be happy.
Why shouldn't I?
What's so wrong with that?
What do you mean?
Nothing, I was just...
- Hi, I'm Anna.
- Afya.
So you're Toni's girlfriend?
The hospital cleaner.
- Have you been long there?
- I started a couple of weeks ago.
At the same time as Delmar
was brought there.
Did you do your A-levels?
Or haven't you graduated yet?
- I went to school.
- Which one?
- Helsingin normaalilyseo.
- Where do you live then?
- On Ketunleip?tie.
- The school isn't in our district.
Do you live at home?
- No. Why do you ask?
- I was just wondering.
Did you leave your necklace home?
- No, I don't think so.
- Come on, Afya.
- You have a beautiful name.
- It means "shadow".
- I won't look at the mirror
- I want to forget
I want to leave you behind
- The city's full of memories
- I've gotta get away
- I don't want to face them
- I've gotta get away
- And I know this is stupid
- I've gotta get away
But I can't stay
I didn't stare after you
when you left after our kiss
It was the best and the last
I tried to be so strong
I tried to hold my head high
But look at me now,
I'm like a drenched dog
- Many miles behind me
- The engine is revving up
The longing begins to ease
- The city's full of memories
- I've gotta get away
- I don't want to face them
- I've gotta get away
And although
it will be easier tomorrow
I can't stay here
- Someone was asking about you.
- Who?
I don't know.
She didn't tell her name.
A dark-skinned girl
with big golden earrings.
- What did she ask?
- When you started and all that.
At first I thought she was waiting
for you, but she didn't know you.
Then she left. Who was she?
Anna.
- Father woke up for a moment.
- Really?
We're waiting for the doctor -
but it's possible
that father will recover.
- I'm so happy!
- I can see that.
Sorry. I'm Anna Helminen.
- Sofia Adebayo.
- Nice to meet you.
Mother...
Anna, would you like to
eat dinner with us?
- Anna, do you want coffee?
- Yes, please.
- Have you tasted African coffee?
- Not that I recall.
Thats a strange way to talk.
Thank you, Anna.
- Let's do each others' hair.
- I have beads and hair clips.
- Really?
- We'll be leaving soon.
- Where are you going?
- To Anna's place.
- Don't go!
- We'll come with you.
No, you won't, you piglets.
- Should we go?
- Okay, that's enough.
Go now.
- It was nice to meet you, Anna.
- Likewise.
Bye.
This is horrible.
- It doesn't matter.
- No?
At first nothing happens,
and then...
...it does.
This is horrible.
I'm going to kill myself.
- No, you won't! Stop that!
- Don't try to stop me!
Silly.
- You're wonderful.
- No, you're wonderful.
Too wonderful.
Basically this is all your fault.
Okay.
Hello there.
- How do you feel?
- Toni...
- How are you?
- I'm tired.
You need some rest.
Father, guess what?
I'm in love.
- Is she a good girl?
- Yes.
She's the best.
Just rest.
Love me now,
when everyone else is gone
When shadows creep across the floor
I'll take off my shoes
because you're a burning bush
Stop the funeral,
the departed is missing
A crow flies over a field
and doesn't shed a tear
Cafeterias open their doors
Today a traffic accident will take
away someone's body of steel
Do we still have beer?
Father?
Father! Father!
Help! Someone! Help!
Luckily I have you.
I would die now without you.
The number cannot be reached...
- Hanna.
- Hi. Where are you?
- We're in Budapest.
- We're in Buda, not in Pest.
I see. Is Ada there?
- What do you mean? She's not here.
- She's not there?
- Where is she then?
- With you in the Caribbean.
MINISTER'S DAUGHTER
MISSING FOR WEEKS
Harri, Ada's coming here.
- Is she alright?
- She sounded fine.
Sunrise on a frosty morning
The land is beautiful
Everybody has time to celebrate
Let's go again
We're partying again,
but we don't regret it
We're tired,
but there's no time to sleep
We're partying again,
but we don't regret it
We don't feel sorry for our past
It's not our fault the world is
crooked and the clock runs backwards
We're partying again,
but we don't regret it
We're tired,
but there's no time to sleep
We're partying again,
but we don't regret it
We don't feel sorry for our past
It's not our fault the world is
crooked and the clock runs backwards
Ada.
You lied to me.
- I'm truly sorry.
- What an earth you were thinking?
Luckily you're fine.
Where's mother?
- What do you mean?
- How come?
Why do you ask about your mother?
Your mother is dead.
- When?
- When you were a little girl.
She died in a car accident.
A drunk driver killed her.
- No...
- Ada.
Where have you been?
What has happened?
Ada, what has happened?
I've done the worst possible thing.
MINISTER'S DAUGHTER MISSING
This is what we're going to do.
We'll forget the whole thing.
- What?
- Just keep quiet. They'll handle it.
- How?
- We'll settle out of court.
- I intend to confess.
- No, you won't.
I have to. I'm in love.
What does it have to do with this?
I can't do this. I'm in love.
- I heard you the first time.
- I love Adebayo's son.
Toni Adebayo.
Hi.
Mervi said that you'd be here.
I have to tell you something.
About your father
and that car crash.
I know.
- How?
- Shut up. I know your game.
- Let me...
- Shut up! Shut up!
I love you.
I've never loved anyone else.
"I'm so sorry."
I don't remember anything.
- I don't know who I am.
- Neither do I.
I tried to tell you... many times -
but I couldn't because you said
you'd die without me.
I thought that when your
father would be better -
you would forgive me.
Forgive you?
I should kill you.
Kill me then.
Kill me.
- You might remember Hanna.
- I can't remember you either.
But you loved Hanna.
Hello.
- Hi, Little Bean.
- I can't remember you.
But I remember you.
It feels like you were gone
for ten years -
and came back.
She
She made me believe
She made me hope
And more
She
She made me laugh
She made me sing
She gave me a song
She
She was a good fairy
She was the queen of the night
Now it's nothing more
than a name for a song
She
When summer turns to autumn
and I see leaves flying
I feel the same longing
When she's away
She
She made me laugh
She made me sing
She gave me a song
She
I'm tuning my guitar again
And I hear the familiar tinkling
Like she was here with me
That's the deal. 100000 euros
for not pressing charges.
And an agreement
to maintain secrecy.
Let's go.
Are you really considering it?
- Tell them to stuff their euros!
- Toni!
- In coins!
- You put me and father to shame.
I accept the deal.
Toni will study political science.
He needs money for his studies.
Luckily he won't study law.
Toni.
Hi. How's it going?
I love you.
I've always loved you.
I know I'm not Anna
or whatever her name is -
but I've always loved you.
I would never betray you.
Say something.
Why did you have to meddle?
Why did you...
You should have let it go.
I didn't want to know.
I'm sorry. Forgive me.
This is just so unfair. So unfair.
What's been going on?
Nothing much. Except this morning,
when I looked in the mirror -
I thought my eyes were brown
when in reality they're green.
I was puzzled. It was out of sight.
Sorry we didn't stop you
from taking that car.
We were afraid
because we had given you pills.
- Then we went on holiday.
- And you tried to pull Niko.
- Niko who?
- My boyfriend.
- Did I try to pick up your boyfriend?
- Always.
- I'm truly sorry.
- So you don't remember a thing?
No, I don't.
The doctors said it's psychological.
They did all the tests.
There's nothing wrong with me.
Cool. My father told me
your father will buy you a pad.
I don't know.
I've got a one-bedroom apartment.
Muru's my roommate.
- We should get an espresso machine.
- And our own barista.
A lovely Italian man.
Like Francesco Totti.
Yeah, Totti!
Is this Mervi Takalo?
This is Anna... or Ada...
or whoever I might be.
- It's good to see you.
- I don't know about that.
- I look horrible.
- No, you don't.
- You're pretty.
- I've met a man.
- But it came to nothing.
- Why?
He's a shoemaker.
They're all high on shoe polish.
- We're going playing.
- Okay.
How are you?
Is your memory recovering?
- You never know.
- Do you want it back?
I don't know. Toni's family
will not press charges.
My studies will begin soon.
My father's buying me an apartment.
- Life goes on.
- That's good.
Are you still thinking about Toni?
I remember the first time
I kissed you
I remember how much I was afraid
I remember saying
something beautiful to you
Something I've always
wanted to say
Don't leave me,
I need you
Don't you ever go away
Don't you ever go away
I wanted to love more than ever
I wanted to give you
anything I could
I tried to be good and friendly
I wanted you to know
how much I care
Don't leave me,
I need you
Don't you ever go away,
don't you ever go away
Don't leave me,
I need you
Don't you ever go away,
don't you ever go away
- Are you ready?
- Yes.
Your hair is flat,
but it'll have to do.
Goddamn it...
Go ahead.
Hello, my name is Ada Helminen.
I want to confess that I stole a car
when I was drunk -
and crashed it.
I accidentally killed
Delmar Valentin Adebayo.
On June 2nd 2009,
Helminen was driving a car -
with the licence plate OGX-942...
while inebriated.
Involuntary manslaughter
on July 1st, 2009.
Helminen has...
Please stand up.
- Do you concede these charges?
- Yes, I do.
Toni, where are you going?
Toni, will you call me tonight?
Out of my room!
Get out! Don't touch my stuff!
Do you understand?
Get going.
What? It's my room.
Someone has to discipline them.
- Inya called me today.
- Why?
- You spent the night with Afya.
- So what? What is it to Inya?
- What you were doing there?
- You don't want to know.
Where are you going?
Someone has to visit Ada.
I can see it's not going to be you -
so I will go.
- Ada who?
- Ada Helminen who is in prison.
How can you say that whore's
name in my father's house?
Do you know what is worse
than father's death?
- Nothing!
- The person you've become.
I love you more than anything.
Your father loved you too.
What would he say now?
We survived the war
and had you.
Do you understand what it means?
You have the chance to live.
You're flushing your life
down the toilet.
It's like you drink poison
and wish Anna would die.
I mean Ada.
I guess they are
two different people.
But love...
She crossed her fingers
and looked at the heavens above
And was thankful
because she'd been blessed with love
She wished for much
but she was given even more
But there was one thing
she had ignored
Only for a short time
love is like driven snow
It is pure like snowfall
in February's morning glow
Oh how I wish it would
shine a little longer
But it will always fade away
when the darkness gets stronger
When the bitterness begins
it rarely stops
And there's a small eternity
between teardrops
When a child falls asleep
on your lap after a long day
Or asks you to come home to stay
Only for a short time
love is like driven snow
It is pure like snowfall
in February's morning glow
Oh how I wish it would
shine a little longer
But it will always fade away
when the darkness gets stronger
Only for a short time
love is like driven snow
It is pure like snowfall
in February's morning glow
Oh how I wish it would
shine a little longer
But it will always fade away
when the darkness gets stronger
- Hi.
- Hi.
- How are you?
- I'm okay.
Mervi visited me yesterday.
She dares to come visit me
because this is a women's prison.
If there were men here,
she would fall in love.
How are you holding up here?
At first it was terrible -
but now life goes on more steadily.
I'm not as scared as before.
- How's your life?
- Nothing special.
I work, my studies suffer.
I'm tormenting
my sisters and my mother.
I...
...try to forgive you.
But it's so damn hard.
I know.
But I can't help you with that.
I guess not.
You have to forgive every day.
That's why it's so hard.
I was surprised when
I heard about your visit.
- Were you delighted?
- Maybe a little.
- A little?
- Yeah.
- It's not easy to meet you.
- Likewise.
- What is it?
- Nothing.
- I just remembered one thing.
- What?
"It's cobra. Have some more cobra."
- Deep-fried cobra.
- Sweet and sour mouse.
Sweet and sour...
I guess this is yours.
If you love the cold moon
Things and book covers
Car doors and metal skins
I won't come with to the seashore
And I won't draw your picture
in the sand
If you love windows
Silver mugs, sable furs
A guest book with a leather spine
I smile at you
from across the street
But I won't go with you
to a fancy restaurant -
to eat goose breast
If you love sailing
Travelling and the Canary Islands
You will go away
and I will remain here
And I remember you
without longing
I remember the morning
when the wind blew in my hair
And took away your photo
If you love banknotes
I will help you to spend them
And I will give you
anything you want
But I won't give you my heart
If you love books too much
I will ask you
what will happen to me
When you know me from cover to cover
And my plots will bore you
And you remember everything by heart
If you love little girls
and little boys
Dogs, grandmothers, old maids,
salad and celery root
Roast mutton, spring mornings
Lonely men at cold stations
I will come with you to the seashore
And I will draw your picture
in the sand
And I will draw your picture
in the sand
And I will draw your picture
in the sand
And I will draw your picture
in the sand
Your picture in the sand
Directed by Neil Hardwick
Producer:
Jarkko Hentula
Screenplay:
Katja Kallio
Cinematographer:
Pini Hellstedt
Editor:
Harri Yl?nen
Music:
Leri Leskinen
Choreographer:
Osku Heiskanen
Sound designer:
Pasi Peni
Set designer:
Kaisa M?kinen
Costume designer:
Elina Kolehmainen
Make-up:
Marjut Samulin
Hey, listen to me.
This thing goes like this...
Hey, it's not true that I'm stupid
Because I'm not good at school
I don't feel like listening,
I don't bother reading
My thoughts are elsewhere
But I'm not stupid!
Do you hear me, world?
And it's not true
that I'm naughty
Because I fight the law
I disagree,
and I can't stand all the rules
But I'm not naughty!
Do you hear me, world?
I'm beautiful, I'm bold, I'm free
I was born to win
Why can't you understand -
that sometimes
it's hard to be young?
Why can't you accept -
that I can have ideas too?
It's not true that I'm ugly -
because I don't wear fancy clothes
Like rich kids who laugh at me
and make fun of my clothes
But I'm not ugly!
Do you hear me, world?
And it's not true
that I'm nothing -
because I'm not the best at anything
My life's mine and nobody else's,
I won't let anyone control it
I can be anything!
Do you understand, world?
I'm beautiful, I'm bold, I'm free
I was born to win
Why can't you understand -
that sometimes
it's hard to be young?
Why can't you accept -
that I can have ideas too?
I'm beautiful, I'm bold, I'm free
I was born to win
You're beautiful,
you're bold, you're free
You were born to win
We are beautiful, we are bold,
we are free
We were born to win
You're beautiful!
Subtitles: Janne M?kk?nen
Broadcast Text International