Before I Self Destruct (2009) - full transcript

A coming of age story about an inner-city youth raised by a hardworking single mother. When his dream of becoming a basketball player fails to materialize, he finds himself employed in a supermarket. After his mother is tragically gunned down, Clarence (played by Jackson) is consumed by revenge and takes up a life of crime in order to support his younger brother.

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People change

Do you never are together

Where am I

You can enrich you are

You can get high

Or sit and look are during such passes.

Need to be strong

That is, even when they are strong,

because of pressure can break.

All of us are a matter of change.



I love sport.

I used to play basketball.

Now I am a hunter.

I know it sounds funny,

that is a hunter in the middle of the city.

But I will hunt and I fly Do you head.

When it's time to go, go.

Hello!

Life has many twists.

There are many obstacles and people
who want to get beat.

It's been a year than I hurt the knee.

I love basketball.

It all know

Hey how you doing? Work? Yes.



Hey hey what are you doing?

I want to talk

Give me money. Watch your basche?ii.

What are my basche?ii?

I know man. Give me money, not joking.

Damn man. One day one to beat you.

What do you mean you do not want me doing?

I just want to play basketball.
You drive that car.

Shit! Grabe and you and you get it right

This shit is hard, man.

Give me the rest!

I thought you left me and one thousand

Give me the rest!

Do you not worry about my car.

Call me!

What do omule?ule?

You want the ball?

Where's mother?

It's me, mom and my brother Shock.

Dad left the city
for a job

He probably found a good one,
because he never returned.

What are you doing mom?

Hi, Clarence.

What are you doing boy?

Read.

Why not play as a kid?

Why you always play basketball?

Because they are hard.

Only you seen the trophies.

What are those? These are false.

I have renounced to school, but

My brother is very intelligent.
Very expected.

Hello?

Hello, ma'am Jeckins?

Yes

Sun in connection with son you, shock.

I ve some good news and some bad.

The bad news is that Shock
not careful in class

and have become an obi and nuin??.

The good news is that I can answer

absolutely all questions
put on it.

And this reason,

I want to recommend
Program for avansa?i

All you do is to pass an exam,

which to measure his level of intellectual.

And depends on how big is the note,

may have the opportunity to move
the following class

You complete and c?su?ele down?

Yes, ma'am.

You can go to class.

Do you not to forget the books.

Hi Mom!

Hi honey, how was the test?

I think I've got.

Bravo!

I am very proud of you.

Single mother took care of us.

When things started to gather,

my mother said to me looking for a job.

And mother went to look

How long will the answer?

In 15 minutes.

Ready?

Yes, thank you

Have you ever been arrested?

No

Well

You experience?

There are a basketball player

Basketball?

So what do you think?

As you become a professional player?

It was a dream of mine.

Yes, you those 10 million by other children.

You never bothered to finish high school?

School was not my job.

You know you read?

If you make you read something

I want to know that you can do.

I know you read.

Do you mind wash floors or

if washing something?

Sure, why not?

Ok

Good Clarence, we will announce if yes or no

at the end of the week, ok?

Thank you.

Good to cunosc.Mul?umesc you for coming

Shock you know that I love to eat

all trash those, but because

You worked hard today, you've got

those creamy chocolate cakes

that you like so much.

Yes?

Yes

Thanks Mom

A week later

It stops and you

Shock

Good morning love

It's time to wake up

You do not want to be late on your first day,

at your new school.

Come on, please wake up

Clarence

I want to take your brother
from school today

Further work, we need the money

Clarence, I hear?

Yes

How goes the work?

Expect response

Well

Are you gonna find something

See you later

Bye

You have emotions?

A little

This is your new school

Everything will be fine

What?

Look at them, are much better than me

It's good to have a wonderful one days

and everything will be fine.

Ok.

Well

You will be good?

well

Take it easy

See you later

Class, open the books on page 231

As you know,
we talk about nuclear war

Now who can tell
how to call cities

which were attacked
nuclear bombs in Japan?

Shok?

Hiroshima and Nakasaki

He and the E, good job on.

Kevin?

Kevin?

Yes?

How to call cities that were

attacked with nuclear bombs in Japan?

I do not know, right?

I'm not sure.

Normal, fool!

Calma?i sure, everyone to stay quiet Tita

Kevin, you must be more careful

let p??e d'These are things

It was very funny right?

Leave me alone!

I saw that laugh at me

Let me!

Jegosule!

What took you so long, Einstein?

Was to take a beating, but the teacher said that

not good, I'm upset.

He was lucky, believe me, I was pretty,

I almost beat him.

So what did you want to do?
I love you are with a book?

Why not? A book would be very good.

Yes? Let's go, tough guy.

And like in your new school?

Sounds very sexy

Look at this

I call you

What are you doing?

What do Shock?

Well

Stick head in those books?

Just kidding with you

What are you doing man?

May play?

A little

I saw you play,
should be professionals

I have not seen the others?

Could not pass you

You're crazy

You have much talent man

You were my first fish

No kidding with you

You're crazy man

It is good however

My mother made me take him from school

Ok

And at night the same shit.

Same shit all day.

I understand

Got to go

Let me see

What's the job of my shit?

Let me see

It's crazy right?

That shit is for gangsters, nigga

What the hell Looking at you with that hand?

I am from Dominique Industries.

Where is Dominique Industries?

Yes, I know, I played with you

Bullshit man

What's with my crap?

Anyway this shit looks good

Looks good

It's like a flash for birds

I cover for him to not give me great

Okay, I understand

May play?

When I get a chance.

Ok, understand

Hell, Tiny and the blacks ? knew.

What about them?

Tiny? Fucking went, man.

Really?

Yes

Black shows that I and muscles.

I mean if somebody puts Sean, bang!

Nobody put them

I'm going to go on this home omule?ul

Go. Yells at me when you get

See you,

Well

Come Shock

You're okay?

yes

Your hair wants cutting?

What are you doing?

The same hairstyle

Yes

What about Tiny that?

It walks you make shit

I know are on Tiny?

I know only one thing,
when you see a burn to her ass

$ 2.

Let us see you

It is very easy to be trick.

? knew not treat as if she did not know me

and how I fix things

Do know and tin?? with Tiny

Damn

I'll buy me a shame

But it does not say anything,
because I say no it does not

And I work in a supermarket

Yes, I heard this

What the hell are you laughing?
And you work in supermarkets.

You have to go home,
Do you wash you din?ii,

You see the plane flying 747.

And I'm going to talk to her birds

It's the grubby job we had a

What the hell is that?

Shock where is mom?

I saw her when I came to school

What are you doing?

Learn

You think you're an artist?

Dream

May you remember when we were in the championship and i. ..

Words are always the same game

Yes

Score was 33 points, NVP

But what are you about this?

Who?

Police Department

Police Department?

Hi, Detective Sillivan

A know the Mrs. Diane Jenckins?

Yes, my mother

Mind if I come in?

Shock go to the Board

I'm afraid I ve are bad for you

Your mother was shot and killed cata

What?

in front of barber shops on Park Street Avenue

Leave a store and was surprised

of the shots in front of the barber shops

we believe that it is

a war between bands

That's my card

I want to call me when you feel able

We have counseling services for you

and for those affected by this loss

have found people who did it?

I'm afraid not so far

but investigations are ongoing

and yet something

I want to come to identify body

I'm sorry for your loss

You're sorry?

Yes

What happened to Mom?

He was shot and how much

After the mother died, I was lost

And I realized how much depended on it

He was everything to us

I was confused

I did not know what will I do

Shock, go

where are you going?

go to work

I have the keys mother
So if someone comes to the door

may not open

not to open

I know there's nothing to eat, but

one to bring when I go back

bring me cookies

d'those that I brought my mother

one to see what I can do, right?

Well, go back later

Clarence

Why do man?

your next restart of much later

Return to work

I washed the floor 5 times

May wash once

Clarence, come to my office

I am very disappointed in you

should call the police

steal?

Do you give me a break and you to me and rewards are?

are fired

Just go here
and to not see you ever

steal shit, what the hell is that?

what are you doing?

What do you do? are you?

are always rushed man

and just stay here in block

drawn from this one to see all slow motion

I just got fired, I gave out

from the supermarket.

You were fired?

Yes

Damn, why you were fired?

cookies taste like shit

yes, chocolate is good

my brother who wants cookies

mother brought him money but I did not so something

Do you put a question to one somewhere

are the Tiny That tells you that?

That in that day that I say?

yes

is the one who fired that day in the hairdresser

are not sure what it is?

d'These are positive things

everyone's talking, it was

I told you it's a bastard

that do not want to fuck

the best man

Do you tell me

take care of you, it's crazy

Well man, I left

Your black tre go home

Tell him I asked Shock

ok see you

I came home and I fired

found an evacuation order on the door

shit

hey, you get cookies?

No, I'm sorry Shock, I tried

never mind, I have some meal vouchers

are you?

I think I know who shot my mother

we need a gun

What are you talking?

do not talk so

I do not have money for rent

but I had enough money for it

? knew many blacks are
$ 100 per night

? blacks knew knew not why they are able

You played basketball, right?

yes

? knew not know anything man

are Frico and, man

he shot a to c on t?mpi?ii ? knew

Why does it take so long?

I removed that from the car look so

Where the hell is going black man?

Fuck him

When we shot the Tiny

I believe that everything will come by itself

Clean the scenario

is that we lost free

but even then,

I did not know what to do next

still do not have money to rent

but this will not bring my mother back

Damn

not located what to do

I do not think we can sit together

What are you?

I can not take care of you

need to talk to your Sean

he has it on Tiny

not make any sense what you say

You Focus on school, right?

I think about the things adults

even if I told him to shut up

I knew that's right

and I went to see him Sean

ok, thank you, appreciate you

care of my business

Go directly to the hotel, okay?

See you later man

Clarence

Come on man, what are you doing with that gun?

Ms that you shot a mother was

Tiny of shot mother

Did you shot on Tiny?

Yes, I shot

ok

relax

to talk

come

Put the gun down

listen to me, I never told Tiny

You get one shot your mother

but as I know Tiny, no matter

to tells you something

with everybody we need
someone to love us

some black people fall in love with whores,

others fall in love with money,

others fall in love with action.

Tiny BC and put soul into what he did

That was his thing

black was an automatic gun

I put him on the streets to work

and some blacks deserve to Die

if a shot as a black mother

I would do the same thing you did

and is OK

come on, come on home
to talk about some business

Wait a second

I just bought this cigar

and thou wife does not like to smoke in the house

shit

take place

think are about what I Do you speak

you felt when you killed him Tiny?

I was sorry and a bit confusing

have you ever killed someone?

not so far

you think you have to kill over

If you need

can still think so,

nenoroci?ilor to blow?

Let's think can do you do once?

yes

How goes the job?

you need money?

yes

I want to work for me

I like your style

Do you bring one to some money

Do you bring to 25 thousand in your pocket

What should I do?

to kill someone

with 25 thousand I could I get a home,

take care of Shock,
do I start a new life.

no, no, they are still here

one to do, give me an hour

ok?

ok bye

Sean baby, you got a phone

are Sean, what happened?

And lost his mind

And lost his mind, right?

I like that

I appreciate what you do

OK, stop talking

my man, Clarence, my man

Shok you finish your homework?

Yes

how goes school?

good

I received notes

where are they?

the refrigerator

Wow, the 10 addition to mate,

10 addition to science

and 10 plus plus in history

how do you get 10 with congrats?

I think we need to answer
all questions correctly

How do you take 10 plus to mate?

you they are all

I think we need to give them apples

That's why you get apples to school?

to wash the dishes, I have to go

I can stay up late tonight?

no

not?

OK, but just tonight, right?

ok

bye

He is hoes, you do not I have thought

that's all mine

You want to play with me?

Yes, I want to play with you,

I want to play pool

no, just kidding with you

bitch see there?

do not know what he searches for next

right?

not see what good are they?

I see that are good, but I talked pool

That black near there, she smiled and I get

smiled and you are

that over there?

yes

What do you think?

what the hell you talking about?

I believe that delirium

so what is your name?

Clarence

I am Miss Princess

delighted of knowledge

you see that?

you see?

bitch there not looked at

you since I came here

Who the hell Is that full of jewelry?

like something you've seen

are on here?

could 've seen

I thought are you playing?

I have a question, can you hypnotize

whores in the same room with me.

Yes?

I think you had a chance,

but the bitch still does not look at you

Fri immediately go to the bathroom

ok

let him pick up that fucking brother

why the hell are stops me?

let him pick up that black

you can not robbed you are here

why not occur
with all those jewels here

because we always come here

Why should I just robbed here?

ok

will I think about

because we
to make it on that wretched

on the street corner after

not stay there so often, right?

nigga, you are living up

s funny how things flowing

the money, beautiful things

and meets are all sorts of people

I'll give you look so

because I always stand in the way

this is mix

of 6 to 1

not to succeed and are

Look so is

Yeah, well

I told you not to succeed and are

Look, you Do you show me how to do

May not want to play.

what happened, you tired?

I did so to give Do you trust

what do bobby?

of that for me?

yes

look

I very much appreciate
what you do for me Shock

no problem

you write and wrong answers ite
in this test, not

because nobody will believe me
that we did everything correctly

relax, to get a 7, 85 at test

teacher
Do you will probably 7 plus the test

perfect, are the best Shock

Friend to life man

yes, no doubt, friends for life

OK, let's go

hi baby

what are you doing?

nothing

running

sure, ok, let me half an hour to finish

ok, bye

hi baby

hey

can make a shower?

Yeah, sure.

I sweat, baby

Mr Jenckins

Clarence

Please take a seat

So, like Shok home?

good

spoke of your mother?

a bit, sometimes

were apropia?i

was exceptionally here

have discussed options
next semester?

no, not yet

We have 7 scholarships and school for him

Yale Harward, Colombia, Corrnell, NYU,

not to say that for another 14

is incredible

that is, what do you think we should do?

to continue work so,

we have every day a child 13 years

which to finish high school much earlier

wow

ok, thank you

is my pleasure

success

What do Clarence?

well

continue work

good, I'm glad

listen, I like this
be made without mistakes

understand

I want to give a statement

sure, sure

Hey Betty, get me some cheese please

ok,

are what I mean,
that is to be without mistakes

I can not leave them on the "knew what we do

hey baby

Clarence, she is my wife, Betty

Betty it is one of my associations

Very happy of knowledge Clarence

I heard many nice things about you

thank you, have a very beautiful house

Sean is right, insurance is a

great way to live

Hey Clarence, you hungry?

I see that are very warm,
but you smell good

stay for dinner

Yes, remain

baby, bring a plate

let's talk

Clarence's younger brother, SHOCK

is a genius

really?

is the wait

Come let me, it is the wait

is modest

listen, myV Shock was accepted,
Harward and Yale

and guess what,
less than 13 years and has tiul, do you?

yes it is true

I think you're very proud of him

yes, I

baby, Clarence and I need to talk

about some insurance, so I

to not bring us in the desert Ala and wonderful?

have to try it

Fri immediately

listen, I have an automatic gun

next mission

an automatic?

yes

not finish the job in seconds?

go to the dog, he will take care of you

ok

hey baby

Clarence, you must try this

My wife is a wonderful cook

not praise me

is good not you?

yes

my wife knows to cook

I do not want to boast...

How did you get insurance?

We know from high school, he played basketball

and broke his legs and knees.

Basketball?

yes

and I with some guys from my team,

He came to me, was very hard working

started from scratch

did a wonderful job,

is best of all

man they know

and he wanted to play basketball

baby does not begin with this

mia not say never

I was very good at running

hey mama

do me a favor

hiding knew for me

I only half ago

Check this out 5 thousand

take it easy, take time, everything will be fine

go

yes, go

is your bike?

no, not mine

is your bike?

yes, mine

go?

da go

let me go with her

Do you give $ 100

damn

sure are going

go brother

ok

everyone will eat

not much I like Sean

nobody likes

that is, if so be, so will be

I just know are B, are ready to go

know that you should not drink directly from the bottom

anyway not drink none but you and me

take, can use the cup, as ordinary people

know that not doing so while living mother

pray

give me ketchup?

You thought what you do when you grow up?

are too young to think about it

not think of anything serious
until you graduate

you choose whether you should choose now?

do not know

Wait I know, I want to have a big family

I want some 6 or 7 children

6 or 7?

and want a beautiful wife

to love me so as my mother loved me

6 or 7? You are a gracious

And you?

one to do what I do now

you can not do that always

why not?

How many husbands of 30 years and know you?

Who will take care of you?

Well you have P you to take care of me

one to take care of Uncle Clarence

to have a 6 or 7 children
to take care of me?

ok, I test results at

Mosse, you did a good job

but more than you work

excellent, keep it up so

Bobby's done a good job

I know you have much potential, keep it up so

thank you

thank you

I know that you said that you've seen?

I remember

Where?

in a supermarket

spent and are looking

and to not tell me anything?

because we work in a supermarket

you were one and APCA Gucci, Gucci pants

Gucci bag, you were wonderful

thanks

what do you like to live?

not working

Well and what do you do?

of family wealth?

yes

and why not have friends?

because people do not know me
so how do you

What made you ask me that?

I did not want to guess

sure you want this job? a little heavy

no one you know me think

why do not you have friends?

because I know you I choose

should one take as a compliment

Yes, should be

The food is very good

mine is better, want to try?

yes

is good right?

yours is good?

yes

and give me one thousand

in my food?

Yes, let me try

why do not you have ordered
if you wanted to try?

please?

This is how I ruin reputation, girl

Oh, shit

Clarence, who's your new friend?

Shok she is Princess, Princess he's Shock

delighted of knowledge

delighted

are very nice, what a gentleman

it will take care of you as the mother

will take care of me?

no, I'll take care of it

what you did my little brother?

You know you for 5 min
and already in love with you

Why look at me with that eye?

You finished your homework?

yes

Do you let show house

Hey Rafael

Hello Mrs. Ortiz

Tess is home?

No, I have some job

What you been Rafael?

not told?

mia not say no

I had some problems, but now it's all right

You want them to and a message?

maybe I could
to use the house phone

ok, go

Take it. You have not fought it?

no, do not be ridiculous, we love

ok, ya

hey mama

not your mother, your boy?

what are you doing?

Who is this?

What do you mean jokes are not?

I am, where are you?

are in the city

Why do the city?

visit my cousins and orului,
where did you get this number?

when you? you wearing as if

Do not have a right to know where you are.

I call you when I come baby, by the close to

What the hell?

hey baby?

Who to ask?

was the mother wanted to go to see her Friday

what the hell is wrong with you?

What took you so long?

I do not know who the hell do you think,

but you better call me back

OK, ma'am Ortiz, TRE to go

take care of you Rafael.

OK, see you later

I heard you're very iste? Shock

can you say so

so it is right

behind your books

ok, who won presidential elections

in John Addams?

that's easy Princess.

Thomas Jefferson certainly

ok

I told you that boy is a genius

Who assassinated Abraham Lincoln?

John Books in shot

was president and when he shot him?

were both in theater

bleeding

what do then?

Part "I am the president of America

I thought you did

Who wrote Alla Goree

Plato

who can do so what?

is the most in shape in this stuff d'

look at sports?

no.

ok, well

Who won the cup in 1975?

The New York Dallas

Who was SuperBoll NVP to 5?

I did, I told you

I knew I did

Chuck Walley won
to SuperBoll. Next

I did so

So I p?c?lea?i not?

ready you won, you can not beat

omule?ul This is like a computer, I told you

not know are Russian transferee

no one here

I would have to beat it

I could ask him
what uses it

let me ask you something

what baby?

trust me?

course that I trust you

what are you doing?

you up to something?

not have to do something

to make a motion

not put to something

OK, come, close your eyes.

come back and close your eyes

take your hands

thank you much baby.

love you

and I love you baby

why did you bring in the basement, man?

my turn to wash clothes

why not Do you get a housekeeper
to do this nonsense?

I do not need me a slut
to walk in my stuff

My chilo?ii and all these are private

listen, we have a problem

What?

Is that by fleeing,

now know all blacks.

They talked with the police?

so I

and have someone tell me everything

and my name is everywhere

and why not arrange it?

We can not arrange anything

we must take care of shit

you need money?

May I in that the last time

to tells you something about life

never get tired of this shit

I feel?

can take care of the rest of this

tre to go up, otherwise my wife

and i will realize that I do not insured

How not know why you do?

I question it every night

will you look, you can exit through the rear

I know not the best

in connection with school and stuff,

but I learned to talk more and

to be careful what I say

so not so good at conversation

I have little sympathy, but more money

at least I think so

that a fall

what do bobby?

Why do man?

Do you like basketball?

yes, who does not like basketball?

but video games?

course

look.

you here, man?

ooo, this is a new shit

where you got Shock?

tells you something, you can get

words are serious?

Yes, I take care of you, you for me

course

damn, where the hell are these bitches?

I love you are a baby

Do you buy one to heart

You are one so as not made you one

Who the hell is it?

just like your brother, you look like a gangster

are very nice

hey baby how are you?

surprise, come back

what the hell is this shit?

She did a

do not dress so, it's a good kid

does this stuff d'

exaggerate, was not even something serious

Yes it is, so there is something

was not my idea

come on, I asked to take care of him

not to do this shit d'

I'm sorry

is given hell

Shock you know are best
than this shit

I'm glad of knowledge

See you later

Is that for which it tells you

not a man so good

I appreciate what you did

and respect what you do

? knew that I knew,

are very good business are

yes

are very satisfied
and I think are very stylish

I love how you take care of you

? knew him see here?

I could not pick it up on Tiny

in a place like this

because it was not healthy

embarrassed me many times

Fuck him devil Ala

so, give it hell devil Ala

listen, that thing you made a

the bitch who spoke more

was their problem and they did all this

Do you like to show how much I appreciate

are the job, tell them thank you

if you leave the city,

May we never see asses together.

therefore celebrate

whoever said that money does not buy happiness,

was sure broke.

Money means freedom

freedom to do what you want

Do you need to fill

Why do baby?

but there is nothing which can not buy

Let's go

you miss me?

normal that I miss you baby

yes?

you know so it

come here

stay baby stay

slowly, slowly

damn baby

That's it?

What do you mean?

2 minutes?

I have not done this time

best 2 minutes of your life

I'm sure you fantasies with this 2 min?

you have not had fantasies as I was not home?

No, I had

yes you were

2 minute

that's all I have to say

Baby will you reward

where are my papers?

I need them

Why Why you, why not answer

where the hell are my papers?

what the hell is wrong with you?

Why the quiet tea that?

where are my papers?

Clarence

how the hell Clarence?

I have given my money to a black?

Who the hell is Clarence?

Who the hell is Clarence?

I'm sorry baby

Do you like that is sorry?

Who the hell is Clarence?

Who the hell is Clarence, slut?

Who the hell is Clarence?

I'm sorry

Do you like that is sorry?

Who the hell is Clarence?

take that phone and Call him here now

take that phone and Call Now That black

You do not know anything

well well

What?

Hey Clarence

I am Princess

I want you up here baby

nothing

are you?

yes, well

well baby

I want you up here, please

mother and took a couch and

not to a sole

We can introduce you to me?

ok

I can not bitch

I sold the car and I gave you everything

and you so are rewards me?

so are rewards me?

what the hell is wrong with you?

what the hell is wrong with you?

I can not believe

I'm sorry

Do you like that is sorry?

I'm sorry

Do you like that is sorry?

was Princess, wants to go to a help

her mother with a sofa

can I come and I,
I want to know her mother

no, wait and do your homework and go back

ok

why the hell are you crying?

what the hell is wrong with you?

and you were thinking about me when you fuck

with black Ala Clarence?

what the hell is wrong with you slut?

are bad bad

I'm sorry baby

how the hell Do you sorry?

all you have is because of me, my

I'm sorry baby, please

I can not believe

let me the hell alone

I can not believe

That there black?

with everybody we need someone
You love us,

Some blacks in love of whores,

some blacks of lovers of money,

Some blacks in love of action.

How about you? What do you have?

go fast, you do not stand much

where is my brother?

had to go a few days

Do you told me to say

would not do that, I would be called and

I would have said if leaves

Well it did not

what you did to my brother?

nothing

I'm not lying, what you did?

nothing, I did not do anything your brother

if something happens to my brother

I will find hooker

tre to go

can not do that always

why not?

I can not lose anything.

I have nothing to lose

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