50 or Two Whales Meet on the Beach (2020) - full transcript

Two 17-year-olds, FĂ©lix and Elisa, meet playing the Blue Whale Game, fall in love and decide to take on together the game's final challenge: suicide.

The events narrated in this film
occurred in Mexico City in 2018

50 OR TWO WHALES MEET ON THE BEACH

Where were you, Felix?

I've been trying to reach you for hours.

I was with some friends.

What friends?

They're from school. You don't know them.

Are you having dinner?

No, I'm not hungry.

I'm going upstairs.

Felix.



What?

Nothing. Go up if you want to.

OK.

Where to?

I'm finished.

Yes, but we're not.

Yeah, but I am.

Leave her, Oswaldo.

I don't think it's fair.

I don't think it's fair at all, Elisa.

Mom, is it OK with you
if I go to my room?

It's up to you.

Well, I disagree.

Well, you heard my mom.



Hey, pass me that chicken.

Felix, are you smoking?

No.

I can smell it from here,
don't lie to me.

Open the door!

I'm coming.

Open up!

CHALLENGE ACCOMPLISHED

This better be the last time
I catch you smoking!

Did you hear me?

I'm going to bed.

CHALLENGE ACCOMPLISHED

CHALLENGE 45

HAVE A DATE WITH ANOTHER
BLUE WHALE. SEND PICTURE.

WHERE?

AT THE ICE RINK...

HAVE A DATE WITH ANOTHER
BLUE WHALE. SEND PICTURE.

Hello.

Hello.

Are you Felix?

I am Elisa.

Elisa what?

My last name?

Rivera. Elisa Rivera.

You still got your eyebrows.

They didn't ask you to take them off?

No. They did to you.

Yes.

What challenge are you on?

45. You?

Also on 45.

We only have five to go.

Yeah.

Should we take the picture?

Yeah.

- You go first.
- OK.

I think I'll go now.

You have to go to school?

Well, no.

No, not really.

Wouldn't you rather stay
here to skate or something?

The thing is I don't know how to skate.

If you like I could teach you...
If you like.

You're good at skating?

More or less.

OK.

Alright.

Let's see.

Are these OK?

- Yes.
- Are they tight?

They're alright.

Come on.

Grab my hand.

Bend your knees a little.

Less, less, less.

Let's see.

One...

Let's go that way.

You're doing fine.

Straighten your knees.

Like that. There.

Let's spin around.

Do you think he's watching us?

Who?

The administrator.

I don't know. What do you think?

I think he is.

You think he is?

I think so.

And have you thought
about how you're going to do it?

You mean how I'm going to kill myself?

I still don't know.

Do you?

No, me neither.

Do you think it's true that...

if you repent right at the end
and you don't kill yourself...

people come to your house
and kill your family?

I think so, yeah.

Anyway, I don't think I'll repent.

And why do you want to die, Felix?

I don't know.

I guess because I'm sad.

You do know 'Felix' means 'happy', right?

Yeah, I know.

Funny, isn't it?

Hey, Felix...

Would you like for us to meet again?

Yeah, I'd like that.

Would you?

I can give you my house
phone number if you want to.

Why don't you give me your cell
number instead?

No...

what if...

the administrator has both
our cell phones hacked

and he gets mad if we talk?

So? You want my house phone number?

Yes.

It's 55...

54...

74...

88... Oh, here's my stop!

Will you call me?

Yeah.

OK.

SEARCH

CHALLENGE ACCOMPLISHED

All the authorities...

in their sphere of competence...

have the duty to promote, respect...

protect and guarantee
human rights in accordance...

with the principles of universality...

interdependence...

indivisibility and progressiveness.

Consequently...

the State must prevent, investigate...

penalize and amend
any violation to human rights...

in the terms established by law.

In brackets:

Added by decree published in the
Official Journal of the Federation...

on June the 10th, 2011.

Slavery is forbidden in Mexico.

Slaves from abroad who
enter the national territory...

will obtain by this mere fact...

their freedom and the protection
of our laws.

In brackets:

Did Elisa de la Torre come today?

GO TO A HIGH ROOFTOP...

She must go to the principal's office.

GO TO A HIGH ROOFTOP...

Elisa, follow Lucerito to
the principal's office.

AND SIT AT THE EDGE WITH
YOUR FEET DANGLING.

Mr. Martinez...

Please come forward
and solve the equations on the board.

Me?

Yes, you.

Mr. Martinez,
we studied this yesterday...

but since you were not here
and didn't care to catch up...

Someone who can help
Mr. Martinez to solve the equations?

Diana, please?

Wait here a second.

Yes?

Elisa de la Torre is here.

Tell her to come in.

You can come in.

What's he doing here?

Sit down, Elisa.

Your mom asked me to come
because she had a surgery.

I made some time.

I asked your dad to come over.

He's not my dad.

Elisa... I asked Mr. Oswaldo...

to come over
so we could talk about you...

of how you're doing at school.

Of your grades that...

by the way, are not the best.

But...

above all to tell him you didn't
attend class yesterday...

and...

nobody knows where you were.

Well, I couldn't come.

Why couldn't you come?

I had things to do.

What things?

Excuse me, Ms. Nancy is here.

Let her in.

Thank you.

- Good afternoon.
- Good afternoon.

Elisa, please go with Ms. Nancy.

She's running a drug test on you.

We already have your dad's authorization.

I already told you he's not my dad.

Elisa, go to the restroom with Ms. Nancy
so she can run the test on you.

I don't do drugs.

We just want to make sure.

Yeah, but I don't do drugs.

Please, Elisa, go with her.

Follow me, Elisa.

I'll wait here to take you home.

Fill the cup until it's half
full and close it.

Please leave the door open.

You want something to eat?

I'm not hungry.

We can order pizza or something...

No.

Don't you want to talk?

Let's have a drink, come on.

No.

As friends. I mean well.

Yes?

- Hello? May I speak to Elisa?
- Who's calling?

Tell her it's Felix.

Just a moment.

Thanks.

It's for you. Some guy Felix.

Hello?

Shit, Oswaldo...

Can you leave?

No.

Hello?

Hi.

Elisa?

What's up? It's Felix.

The guy from the ice rink yesterday.

Yeah, I know.

Can you talk?

More or less.

Hey, have you got your new challenge?

What do you have to do?

You?

I have to go to a rooftop and
sit on the edge with my feet dangling.

Same here.

Yeah? What if we go together?

OK.

When?

Tonight?

OK.

Alright. Where do we meet?

Remember where I got off last time?

Yeah, I remember.

OK. At 7:00?

Yeah, it's fine.

- I'll see you there.
- Bye

Is he your boyfriend or what?

What do you care?

Your mom cares, Elisa.

Let her call me then.

Open up, please.

Your mom forbid you to lock your door.

Elisa?

Where are you going?

It's none of your business.

Don't talk to me like that, Elisa.

Where are you going?

Look, Elisa, I'm calling
your mom right now.

Elisa!

Hello?

Elisa...

Oswaldo just called.
He said you ran away with some boy.

No, mom, I didn't run away.

Who's that boy, Elisa?

Felix. He's a friend of mine.

Where are you now?

In the street.

Go back to the house, Elisa.
I'm on my way.

Elisa? Are you there?

Please go back to the house right now.
Don't make me mad.

Are you going back to the house?

Yes.

- You promise?
- I promise.

OK. See you at the house
then and we'll talk.

OK.

- Alright.
- Bye.

Bye.

GO TO THE HIGHEST ROOFTOP
YOU FIND AND SIT AT THE EDGE

WITH YOUR FEET DANGLING. SEND PICTURE.

The guy who picked up
the phone today was your dad?

No.

That's Oswaldo.

My mom's boyfriend who lives with us.

And your dad? What's up with him?

My dad's dead.

He was robbed and got killed.

My dad is alive
but he doesn't live with us.

I live with my mom only.

I see my dad every two weeks.

Actually, I'll see him tomorrow.

What, you only see him every two weeks?

Yes.

So tomorrow could be
the last time you see him.

I guess.

You smoke a lot.

You're going to die.

Look.

What's that?

Pictures my mom sends me
to convince me to quit smoking.

A lung with cancer...

Another lung...

Is that a hole?

In the throat. What the fuck?

Yes.

Another lung fucked up by smoking...

Cancer...

Lungs, lungs...

What the fuck with that?

Your mom doesn't want you to die.

I think not.

She'll sure get sad
when you kill yourself.

I think so.

Yeah...

And is it true what they say...

that when you slit your veins
it doesn't hurt?

No, when you slit your veins
it does hurt.

But then you put your hands
into the water and it stops hurting.

And then you just like doze off.

When did you cut yourself?

About a year and a half ago.

But my mom arrived to the house and...

she took me to the hospital
and here I am.

You didn't do it properly.

What do I know, but...

I once read on an
Emo Forum in Internet that...

when you slit your wrists like this...

the way you did...

it takes too long to bleed
and you have time to repent.

Or the wound heals before
you die and you only pass out.

And you wake up in the hospital or...

there in the bathtub.

So they said that you have
to cut yourself like this...

all across the forearm.

And then you put your arms
into the water to make the pain stop...

and for you to bleed out.

And they also say that...

you should wait until there's nobody
home to avoid what happened to you...

that your mom found you
and saved you and all that.

Also that you shouldn't do it
naked because...

what if your little brother
or your grandma finds you?

That's not cool.

Yeah.

Well, that's what I read
on that Emo Forum...

Are you Emo?

No.

No, not at all.

Actually, these challenges
about cutting yourself...

I hate them.

And that time, why did you try
to kill yourself?

I don't know.

You don't know
or you don't want to tell me?

I don't want to tell you.

It has to do with this guy Oswaldo
who lives with your mom?

No...

We should go now, it's getting late.

Yes.

Let me just take my picture.

Aren't you going to take your picture?

Oh, no.

It's that...

I have a harder challenge.

What?

I have to walk over
the edge of this building...

and send a video.

You want to wait here for me
or do you want to join me?

I'll go with you.

OK.

Will you record me?

Alright.

Here...

Alright.

Are you shooting already?

No, I'm coming.

All set.

OK.

CHALLENGE ACCOMPLISHED

- Why are you still up?
- Hello.

Waiting for you.

- Well, I'm here.
- Do you know what time it is, Felix?

Can we go to bed?

Yeah, it's pretty late.

Elisa, you promised your mom
you weren't going out.

- Go to bed.
- Where on earth were you?

Yes, Elisa, you promised
you'd wait for me so we could talk.

- Yeah, mom, but I had to go out.
- Just wandering around.

- Wandering around?
- With whom, with the guy who called?

Yeah, I was hanging out
with some friends.

Who is that boy? Is he your boyfriend?

I don't have a boyfriend.

It's Felix. He's a friend from school.

I just went over to his house
to do some homework.

- And what about the gloves?
- Mom, what's wrong?

- Mom, can I go to my room?
- We're boring you?

Please, Oswaldo, leave her.

Can I go to my room, mom?

- I swear I didn't do anything wrong.
- Hey, mom, what's the matter?

Yes, Elisa, you can go to sleep.

OK.

Com'on, mom, what's the matter?

You know what, Felix?

- What?
- I'm just fed up.

I can't deal with this by myself.

With what?

I talked to your dad
and asked him to talk to you.

I told him...

I told him you were smoking a lot
and that you're not attending class.

Don't give me that face.

You know perfectly well
what I'm talking about.

I got a call from school today and
they told me you didn't go yesterday.

Yeah, but I did go today.

Look, Felix.

Tell me the truth.

Do you want to go live with your dad?

No.

But you don't want
to live with me either.

Or do you?

You know what, mom?
I'm really tired of this.

I don't get what's wrong with you
and I don't get what you want.

Can I go to my room now?

What?

Nothing, Felix.

Well, I'm going upstairs then.

YOU CAN'T SPEAK TOMORROW FOR
THE WHOLE DAY. I TRUST YOU.

YOU CAN'T SPEAK TOMORROW
FOR THE WHOLE DAY. I TRUST YOU.

What's up with you smoking?

Your mom told me.

Is it true?

Your mom calls me
every night crying, Felix.

That she doesn't know
what to do with you.

She gets very fucking intense.

And now with this cigarette thing...

it's worse.

I don't give a fuck whether
you smoke or not.

And look, it's not that I don't care...

If you want to get an emphysema
or die of a fucking cancer...

it's your call.

And I respect that.

But I need you to stop
smoking inside the house.

If you crave a cigarette...

you go outside to smoke it.
But don't let your mom see you.

Got it?

I need you to promise you're not going
to smoke inside the house.

So...

I'll tell your mom you promised
me you'll quit smoking.

And I'll also tell her...

you promised me
to speak again tomorrow, OK?

And what do you want to do?

We can go to the movies.

You don't need to talk at the movies.

Let's go to the movies then.

Elisa...

Aren't you eating anything?

I don't feel well, mom.

May I go to my room?

Let's see.

Felix.

Look at me.

Your dad already told me
he talked to you.

That you promised him not to smoke again.

You have a slight fever.

I'm getting Ibuprofen.

And that you'll speak again tomorrow.

Alright.

You better, huh?

I HAVEN'T SPOKEN THIS WHOLE DAY.

CHALLENGE ACCOMPLISHED?

Who's that? Your boyfriend?

I already told you
I don't have a boyfriend.

Take this.

Mom, may I go to my room?

Yes, go get some rest.

Good night.

CHALLENGE ACCOMPLISHED

Elisa.

Elisa.

Can you open up, please?

I'm coming, mom.

Elisa, you and I agreed that you
were never going to lock your door.

Sorry, mom. I didn't mean to.

Oswaldo and I are going to check the
wedding menu and then to the movies.

Do you want to come?

No, I'm still not feeling well.

I'd better stay, right?

You don't have a fever anymore.
Are you sure you don't want to come?

I'm sure.

Well, call me if you need anything.
And please don't lock your door.

OK.

CHALLENGE 48

GET A GUN AND SHOOT AT SOMETHING.

Hello?

Hello? Elisa?

What's up?

What's up?

Sorry I didn't call you yesterday...

but the administrator said
I couldn't speak for a whole day.

Me too.

Listen...

Wasn't your dad bummed out
with you not speaking to him?

Not really.

No, he didn't mind.

My mom was the one who was pissed off.

Listen...

I'm calling you because
I just received my new challenge.

So did I.

Yeah? And what did they ask of you?

That I remove my eyebrows.

Really?

Yeah, really.

And you took them off?

Yes.

And how do you look?

Super gorgeous.

Sure, super gorgeous.

And did you do your new challenge?

Not yet, my challenge is
rather complicated.

Why is it complicated?

They're asking me to get a gun
and shoot at something.

What do you mean 'something'?

Yeah, that's what it says.
To shoot at something.

It's not specific,
so it can be whatever I want, right?

OK.

Yeah, OK, but the thing is
where am I supposed to get a gun?

Well, Oswaldo has a gun.

I can look for it and lend it to you.

Oswaldo has a gun there at your house?

Yeah, I swear.

He has it there at hand with you?

OK, smartass, you want
the gun, yes or no?

No, yeah. I do want it, but...

Where do we meet
for you to give it to me?

Do you want me to go with you?

Do you want to go with me?

If you want me to.

Yeah, that'd be cool.

OK.

And what are you going to shoot at?

It should be something cool.

GET A GUN AND SHOOT
AT SOMETHING. SEND VIDEO.

- Wait!
- Let's go!

Shit, that was heavy.

Yeah, what the fuck?

I lost my breath.

Look.

Do you feel it?

Yeah...

Now feel mine.

Do you feel it?

Yes...

Do you think I killed that guy?

Does it freak you out or what?

I don't know...

What if he had a family or kids?

I don't really think he died.

Maybe if you had shot him
on the chest or on the head.

I shot him on the belly.

Here.

Yeah, that's what I mean.

Hey, Felix.

I like you very much.

OK...

And do you like me?

Yes.

Very much?

Yeah, very much.

A lot?

Yes, a lot...

Yeah, but...

You look at me and what do you think?

Do you think I'm pretty or...?

Yes... I think you're pretty.
Your face is pretty.

Even without eyebrows?

Yeah, even without eyebrows.

I like having a girlfriend
with no eyebrows.

I mean... I've never met anyone who
has a girlfriend with no eyebrows.

So I'm your girlfriend?

I think so.

What do you say?

I say that I also like having
a boyfriend with no eyebrows.

So there it is.

Would you like killing
ourselves together?

I don't know. You think that's allowed?

I think it is.

Yeah?

I'm concerned about the administrator...

What if he gets upset and...

even though we're dead,
he gets our families killed?

I really don't think he cares.

So?

Would you like to die with me?

Sure, OK.

How would you like us to kill ourselves?

I don't know.
How would you like to do it?

I don't know. We could
get in a bathtub together.

It would be extremely romantic.

With bubbles, so when they find us they
don't think we were sad and depressed.

Yes.

It sounds cool.

OK.

But how? They eat proper meat?

I mean, yes and no.

They eat insects.

OK.

But they have to be alive,
because otherwise...

They're no good to them.

And the Venus, the famous one, she
has like a mouth...

and inside
she has these little hairs...

which are like sensors.

And if I put my finger inside...

and touch these hairs, she like
feels me and closes her mouth

as if I were a fly.

- How cool!
- But it doesn't hurt at all...

- And I also have...
- I live here.

You want me to come in?

No, Oswaldo and my mom
are about to arrive.

OK.

OK, but will I see you tomorrow?

OK.

Skip school and
I'll meet you at the train.

And we'll go somewhere.

OK.

OK.

- Bye.
- Bye.

It's me.

Yes?

Hello! Does Elisa Rivera live here?

No, not here.
But I think there's an Elisa at 303.

Thank you.

What are you doing here?

Nothing, I missed you.

You missed me?

Good night.

Good night.

Is there something you need?

Er, no.

No, I made a mistake.
I'm going to the next floor.

Hey...

Who are you going with?

With the neighbours from 403.

- Elisa!
- They're waiting for me.

What the hell happened to your eyebrows?

- Oswaldo, can you come and see this?
- What happened?

- Hello.
- Hello.

Where do you want to go?

I don't know. Want to go to my house?

OK.

OK.

- Let's go.
- Let's go.

Is that your dad?

Yes.

Did you get along?

Yes.

I miss my dad very much.

And that?

Are you into that?

More or less.

I'm still learning.

Do you want to see?

Let's see.

You want to try?

No.

I'll just watch from here.

Do you want to make love with me?

OK.

Really?

Yes.

OK.

Your whale looks cool.

It looks better than mine.

Mine looks like a dick.

Yeah.

I'll close the door.

Hey...

Had you ever been with someone before?

No.

I mean... more or less.

How more or less?

With that Oswaldo?

More or less.

What do you mean 'more or less'?

Please, don't ask me about Oswaldo.

You're very sweet.

Do you want to make love with me again?

OK.

Finished?

How do I look?

Super gorgeous.

Done.

Yeah?

How do I look?

Super gorgeous.

Like evil...

OK.

Felix.

May I come in?

Yeah, come in.

What's up?

What are you watching?

A video of a guy shooting
at some assholes.

OK.

What's up?

Felix/Elisa,
I got a call from school today.

Where did you go today?

To the movies.

- Did you go with someone?
- I went skating.

- No, I went alone.
- With your mystery boyfriend?

Felix, tell me the truth...

- Do you have a girlfriend?
- I don't have a boyfriend.

- No, I don't have a girlfriend.
- Look, Elisa...

Because there's nothing wrong
with having a girlfriend.

Wouldn't you like to go back
to the psychologist?

I know, but I don't have a girlfriend.

I think it might be good
if you talked to her. Right, Oswaldo?

- I think so too.
- OK, let's leave it at that.

I don't think so.

- Think about it at least.
- What?

Nothing.

OK, mom, I'll think about it.

Just promise me you'll go
to school tomorrow.

- You promise?
- Yes, I promise.

Yes, mom, I promise.

And also promise you'll go
to school tomorrow.

Yes, mom, I promise.

KILL SOMEONE EVIL. SEND PICTURE.

What have you thought
about the challenge?

It's really tough.

Are you going to do it?

I will.

You're going to kill Oswaldo?

I think so.

I don't know a worst piece of shit.

That's the problem.

I really don't know anyone
bad enough to kill him.

Your mom?

Come on.

My mom's always bitching
about everything but she's not evil.

We can both kill Oswaldo if you want to.

You think that's allowed?

I think so.

Alright, let's do it.

Are you serious?

Yeah, I'm serious.

OK.

What?

I don't know. I feel excited somehow...

knowing we're going to kill someone
and that we'll die together.

I'm really glad we met.

Do you like being my girlfriend?

Very much.

Me too.

Do you love me?

Yes.

Very much?

Very much.

Very very very much?

Very very very much.

I care for you very very much.

Are you in love with me?

Yeah, I'm in love with you.

I'm also in love with you.

What about these?

They're too big, aren't they?

Don't you have others more... normal?

And these?

Yeah, those are better.

At what time does Oswaldo arrive?

I don't know. I think around 7:00.

It's still a while.

Yeah.

What do you want to do in the meantime?

Do you want to make love with me?

I don't know.

Really?

Nah, I'm fucking with you.

I do know.

Yeah, of course I want to.

And do you want to do it here
or in the bedroom?

Better in your room.

OK.

Good night.

Why does it smell like cigarette so much?

Good night.

Good night.

I know you, don't I?

Of course.
You were here two nights ago...

going with the neighbours upstairs.

You wouldn't be perhaps...

Elisa's mysterious friend?

Your name is Felix, isn't it?

Yes, sir.

Now, Felix...

really...

are you only friends with Elisa?

Or are you her boyfriend?

I'm her boyfriend.

Didn't you say
you didn't have a boyfriend, Elisa?

Well, now I do.

And...

what's up with the eyebrows, Felix?

Nothing, I took them off.

Yeah, why?

I don't know.

Just because?

And what about the gloves?

I like them.

Yeah, Elisa likes them too... Right?

Would you mind taking them off?

Why do you want me to take them off?

Just because. I want to...

to see your hands.

May I?

And the other side?

Fuck.

I thought I was going to find
some tattoos but what is that?

It's a game.

A game...

Let's see. Take off your gloves, Elisa.

Please.

OK.

And...

and you say this is a game?

Yes.

It's a Russian game.

It's called "The Blue Whale Game."

A game...

Russian and kind of Emo, isn't it?

No.

No, we're not Emos.

We are blue whales.

Look.

What's that?

Of course. It's a whale!

Yes, it's a blue whale.

Well, if you say so.

And did you do another
one just like that, Elisa?

Yes.

Let's see.

Oh, well, yours is prettier.

How come you're cutting yourselves
like that, like fucking Emos?

It's because of the game.
It's a challenge game.

They ask you to cut yourself.

But sometimes they ask you
to do other things.

There are 50 challenges and at
the end you have to kill yourself.

OK.

And who's giving the challenges?

The administrator.

And who is the administrator?

He's the one who gives the challenges.

Yeah, I already got that,
but who is the administrator?

Is he a friend of yours?

No.

I don't know him. I only chat with him.

And do you know him, Elisa?

No.

You don't...

And what else does he ask of you?

Many things.

Like what things?

Sexual things? Doing stuff between
you like filming or taking nude pictures?

No.

Illegal stuff.

More or less.

How 'more or less'?

They tell you to take drugs?

No.

And what happened to your head, Felix?

Why do you have band aids?

In one of the challenges
I stapled myself.

What?

What do you mean you
stapled yourself... with a stapler?

Well, yeah.

Fuck, man!

Fuck!

Are you for real?

And where are you going?

I'm going to the kitchen. I'm thirsty.

So...

you say that...

that it's a game...

And that the final challenge
is to kill yourselves.

Yes.

And what happens
if you don't kill yourselves?

If you repent or change your minds?

The administrator sends hitmen
to your house to kill your family.

Russian hitmen.

Russian hitmen...

Oh, crap.

Then Elisa's mom
and I are already dead...

since this girlfriend of yours
is too dumb to kill herself.

I still can't believe
what you're telling me.

I'm not telling you lies.

No, I'm not saying you're telling lies...

I'm positive you believe all this shit
you're telling me.

But what I believe...

is that you and Elisa
have very deep psychological problems.

That's it?

I don't know.

He went for the gun.

Come.

Don't come closer.

Fucking assholes.

That gun has no bullets.

I told you it wasn't loaded.

I think he's already dead.

Elisa!

Stop!

Are you OK?

Yeah.

You?

Yeah, I'm cool.

I'm going for a drink.

You want one?

Yes.

Yeah, OK.

Whisky?

OK.

Can I tell you something?

Can I see your cell phone?

Yeah, but can I tell you something first?

OK, just let me
see your cell phone first.

It must be my mom.

No, I don't think so.

Show me.

Are you mad?

Felix?

No.

No, I'm not mad.

I don't believe you.
What are you thinking?

Are you playing this stupid game?

No.

You don't have an administrator,
someone to give you challenges?

No.

How did you find me?

Well, I invited people and...

You said yes and that was that.

And how many more said yes?

With you, two.

You're playing with another guy?

No...

I played.

But I didn't like him and I stopped
giving him challenges.

You've never done any challenge.

No.

And your cuts? What about those?

Can I tell you something?

Just tell me about your cuts to know
what the fuck is wrong with you.

I made them after meeting you.

Why?

Will you let me tell you something?

Yes.

Do you remember when I told you
I slit my wrists?

And my mom came and
took me to the hospital...

There's something I didn't tell you.

Mom? Come.

What's wrong, Elisa? I'm in the kitchen

Mom...

Elisa, what did you do?

Why did you repent?

I don't know...

I got scared.

I felt lonely.

Was Oswaldo really a bad person?

Yes.

- You're not lying to me?
- No.

How bad?

Don't ask me about Oswaldo.

OK.

Hey, Felix...

Do you still want to die with me?

I ask you because...

If you don't want to,
maybe you could stay with me...

just until I die, so I don't get scared.

No, I want to die with you.

I don't have anything
to do here without you.

I also want to die with you.

What's wrong?

I don't know...

When I saw you get angry, I thought...

that you wouldn't want to
die with me anymore.

I'm sorry.

It's OK.

I want to.

So then, how do you want to do it?

You want us to cut our veins
as we said or...

what do you want to do now?

Yes, let's cut ourselves like you said...

We get in the bathtub...

With bubbles...

So when they find us they don't say
we were sad and depressed.

OK.

OK.

You want to do it right now?

Yes...

but first let's do the notes.

Do you want to read it?

I don't want my mom to miss him.

Can I read your letter?

Yes, but mine is rather stupid.

"Mom: please feed my plants. Felix."

It's my mom.

- Hi?
- Where are you?

At the house.

Did you go to school today?

Yes, mom, I did.

OK.

Is Oswaldo there with you?

No, he's not home yet.

Elisa, what we talked about
last night, about the psychologist...

Have you thought about it?

More or less.

And what have you thought 'more or less'?

That I want to give it more thought.

OK.

Are you going out?

I still don't know.

Elisa, can I ask you a favor?

Don't go out.

Wait for me at home.

I'm about to leave the hospital.

And I would like to speak with you.
Will you wait for me so we can talk?

But seriously, darling, promise me
you will wait for me at home...

Yes, mom, I promise.

OK, I'll see you in a while then.

OK.

- Hey, can I tell you something?
- Yes...

I love you very much.

I also love you very much.

We'll talk when I get home.

My mom will be home soon.

We better go kill ourselves.

Ready?

I don't know.

You?

Almost.

Come.

Ready?

OK.

Here I go.

Does it hurt?

More or less.

Not so much now.

Sure?

Sure.

Did you cut yourself?

No.

Why not?

I don't know.

Don't leave me alone, Felix.

Don't leave me alone.

No, I won't leave you alone.

Did you do it?

Yes.

See? It doesn't hurt at all.

No, it doesn't hurt.

I feel like I'm going away.

I'm still more "here" than "there".

Don't leave me alone.

I'll see you in a while.

See you.

Felix...

Felix...

Felix, son...

Felix, you have a visitor.

Hello, Felix.

This man is a psychologist.

He's from the hospital.

He's going to give you
a psychological test.

Look, Felix, what we want to
assess is your current emotional state.

And what we'd do, if you agree,
is that I'm going to read you...

a list of statements about yourself and
you'll tell me if they're true or false.

What do you say?
Do you want to take the test?

Yes.

Very well.

I'm going to read the first statement...

and you're going to tell me
if it's true or false.

"Felix is a good boy."

"Felix is a good boy."

True or false, Felix?

Are you a good boy?

True.

I'm going to read the next one to you...

"Felix is angry and agitated".

False.

"Felix feels useless and is
ashamed of himself."

False.

"Felix feels guilty and thinks
he should be punished."

False.

"Felix feels restless and uneasy."

False.

"Felix feels hopeful about the future."

True.

35 MINUTES AND 270 STATEMENTS LATER

"Felix is more irritable than usual."

False.

"Felix feels that everyone would be
better if he was dead."

False.

"Felix does not think clearly."

False.

"Felix feels that life is worth living."

True.

"Felix is happy."

True.

Thank you very much, Felix.
We are done here.

How did I do?

I think you did very well.

What do you think?

I think so, too.

I leave you so you can rest.
Excuse me, ma'am.

Thank you, doctor.

Felix, the mother of that girl...

that girl was your girlfriend?

Your girlfriend's mom gave me
the note you wrote.

You really could not think of
anything else to say to me?

No.

OK.

I'm going to get a coffee.
Do you want anything?

I'll be right back.

Hi.

Did you miss me?

Yes.

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